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"The ins and outs of the matter are probably like this."

Lu Ci withdrew from his memories, and his usual composure had recovered during his conversation. He finally raised his head, met Chen Qianxia's gaze silently, and said softly, "That's why I said that I made an irreparable mistake. I ruined Tongtong After that day, he couldn’t bear to continue living in the old house where the birthday party was held, and he often woke up from nightmares in the middle of the night, so that he couldn’t fall asleep.”

Gently stroking the chain on his wrist, he continued: "Brother Mingxi's mother is regarded as Uncle Shen's romantic debt in the early years, and Tongtong's mother has never waited to see this illegitimate child who is conspicuous everywhere, and she can't understand Tongtong's kindness." In her eyes, PTSD was extremely inexplicable, and then we moved together because I didn't want to see the back garden of that villa again."

Just a few words had exhausted all of Lu Ci's strength, he made a cross on his chest, and declared to Chen Qianxia calmly: "So you see, I am not born to be loved, my debt It hasn't been repaid yet."

His expression was so light that no one could detect sorrow or joy. He only paused occasionally for a moment when he was talking about key points, as if he was considering his words and calming down.

But for Chen Qianxia, ​​every word of Lu Ci turned into an invisible and sharp steel knife.

He seemed to be dragged back to that late night that changed the fate of the other party. Like an immobile puppet, he forcibly witnessed the whole process, but he couldn't even move his fingers, let alone stop the insane troublemaker. Or, or a reminder of Lu Ci who does not know what will happen in the future.

Although she already knew a lot of inside information from her parents, but the same experience was told by the person sitting opposite, Chen Qianxia still felt entangled with each other.

He doesn't respect ghosts and gods, and doesn't believe in fate, but at this moment, he can't wait to travel through time and space to correct the accident that ruined everything.It's a pity that he can't have supernatural power like the protagonist of the boy manga, and can only send a few words of comfort and a hug that doesn't help.

And maybe a nicely made pudding with it.

"Do you think I'll be so short of benefits?" Lu Ci stared at the dessert that was carefully pushed in front of him, his brows were still tight, and he still refused to relax, but his tone of voice was a little more gentle and helpless.

Chen Qianxia still had an honest and expectant look, pushed the little spoon forward, raised her head to look at Lu Ci with a warm and bright light in her eyes: "No."

He really deserves the phrase "a person lives up to his name". Lu Ci could even feel a warm ray of sunshine emanating from Chen Qianxia's heart. Just raising his eyes, too much gloom was melted away.

The latter is raising his face, his eyes are burning, and his tone is firm.

He said: "Lu Ci, I know you have difficulties in your heart, and I know that you don't need anything, but I just want to leave this little bit of goodness to you."

"I'm young, childish, ignorant and can't talk about feelings, but my love for you is true, and my determination to help you get out is also true."

The surroundings suddenly became quiet, and there was only silence in the air, as well as Chen Qianxia's bright and firm eyes.

"I..." Lu Ci stared into those clear eyes, and he couldn't say no to him no matter what.What's worse, this wasn't the first time he felt this way tonight.

He couldn't sit still anymore, every time he was alone with Chen Qianxia for an extra minute, his original determination would be shaken consciously.

"Thank you, see you next time when you are free." Before Chen Qianxia could reply, Lu Ci got up and left his seat first.

"Lu Ci." Seeing his back in a hurry, Chen Qianxia didn't go straight after him as usual, subconsciously stretched out his right hand to keep the other party back, but fortunately Lu Ci just stopped, He didn't look back, and he didn't notice the inconsistency between his words and deeds.

"Every word I just said is serious, so please think about it, since you have said it, we can still 'see you' next time."

After hearing Chen Qianxia's words, Lu Ci's figure only paused for a moment, trying his best to ignore the firmness and eagerness in the other party's tone, and walked straight to the black car parked across the road.

"Don't look, go back."He bowed his head and said something to the people in the cab, then picked up his coat and covered him, and the two returned home in silence.