Drowning in a sea of ​​moonlight

"Good evening, Dazai-kun."

I said, watching his face turn pale all of a sudden, his eyelashes trembling slightly, like a bewildered butterfly caught in a net.

In fact, there is nothing to be angry about.

I know that he let Bronte approach him only because of her identity, just for the information on her, and to know whether I really care about him and others doing this kind of behavior.

It is just a strategy to let him hang out now, in order for him to remember more firmly, there will be absolutely no next time for such a thing.Not because I'm too angry to see him right now.

Everything is very reasonable.

...well, I have to confess, I'm, indeed, very angry right now.

Why do you want to test me in this way?Is that why you don't trust me?

Obviously I have confessed so many times.I also think about him all the time, cooking for him when I am at home, sitting with him at home, doing nothing but reading quietly;

I text and call him when I'm on a business trip, as long as I can use the communication equipment, it's not bad for a day.

Is there any place in my actions that makes him feel that he has no place in my heart?no?I asked myself, I thought about it, but I didn’t think so?

Why do you still think I don't care about him?Why do you want to deliberately agree to such an ambiguous invitation and approach other people on purpose?

It's because there was something wrong with my empathetic approach before, so I should limit all his contacts, and don't feel at ease if I don't keep him tightly under my nose, is that right?

Dazai put down the shopping bag in his hand, and walked towards me silently, his expression was like that of a child who has done something wrong, on the surface he tried to maintain his composure, but his eyes revealed that he was full of grievances.

His eyes clearly said, "You can't call me that. You can't call me by such an unfamiliar name."

...My heart trembled when I saw it.

But what can I do?Don't you want to see my possessiveness, you want to see me angry?Isn't it because I'm too empathetic to make trouble?

Then I will show you what anger is!

I put down the wine glass with a little strength, stood up, and walked towards him, watching him stand still, the moonlight in his pupils was gradually covered by my shadow.

"I'm here this time for nothing else, but I'm curious about one thing."

I tidied up my cuffs slowly and looked into his slightly trembling pupils.

"You don't have a girlfriend, and you don't want a boyfriend anymore, do you?"

It was as if the whole person had been thrown into icy water, and a great chill climbed up from the depths of the spine.

Dazai clutched the corner of his clothes unconsciously, and heard his own voice as soft as a piece of paper say, "...No."

...Yeah, of course not.

How can you say that...you can't say that...

You can't leave me because of something like this. ...!

He heard Jin laugh, "Oh."

"...She's a servant of the clock tower, I'm just for information, I don't."

...is lying.

There are too many ways for him to obtain information.If it was normal, he would definitely not choose the one that would make Jin Jin angry the most.

Now he knew that even that nice old man...would care about everything he got along with others.

He also wants to monopolize him, instead of cuddling and coaxing him every day like a stray cat outside, taking good care of him and raising him happily, but he won't be angry if he leaves with others.

The cat got the reaction it wanted, but it was too much, too much, and the person who fed the cat... was going to be pissed off.

Today he said calmly, "That's it. Really dedicated."

Already, if he doesn't tell the truth, he will leave.

Dazai bit his lower lip subconsciously, "...It's not professionalism. It's because I want to confirm something, you calm down first, let's sit down and talk—"

"I'm very calm." Jin laughed out loud, "I can probably guess what you want to confirm, that is, will I be angry if you flirt with such an irrelevant person, won't you. Now you know. "

...so he knew?Dazai thought.

He knew that he did it on purpose. ...?

"I just don't understand a little bit. Did something I did before give you the illusion that I wouldn't be angry?

I have been dating you for two years, and I have confessed to you no less than a hundred times.Have you never believed a word of it? "

...not disbelief.

But, he didn't know why, he said he wanted to stay now, and he agreed.

He could think of no reason for anyone to do so, if not out of pity, out of kindness.

What good is there to be with him?

He is such a self-made man, he does what he wants, he is not a good person with a sense of sacrifice at all, he is always longing for things that he clearly does not deserve.

And after you get it, you will never let it go, you will want to hide it, make it your own, and no one will try to get involved.

...It's just that he didn't expect that the feelings he has for him now are the same.

It turned out that he also wanted to monopolize everything about himself, wanted to make himself only belong to him, and could not focus on anyone else.

...isn't that great.

So he stepped forward and, gently, wrapped his arms around the man's neck.

"I believe it."

Dazai said in a very low voice,

"Don't be angry. I won't be anymore."

"...Not anymore?"

"Never again."

Dazai said.

"......it is good."

Today said, taking his arms down, interlacing his wrists, and raising them above his head.

Then he took Dazai's hands and stepped back step by step, until Dazai's back and wrists were against the wall, and the whole person was imprisoned in his arms.

As he moved, the darkness originally covered by his figure was illuminated by moonlight, revealing a row of utensils of various shapes on the floor, shining faintly.

When he saw clearly what those things were, Dazai only felt his breath stagnate, and then the images of those things being used on him flooded into his mind uncontrollably.

An almost shuddering excitement crept up the back of his neck, and he shivered slowly, slowly.

At the same time, Jin put a handcuff around his wrist, lowered his head and attached it to his ear, his lips gently rubbed against the soft fluff of his ear, and his breath hit the most sensitive auricle, and the heat from it made him Little by little, the tips of his ears became hot.

"You will say this sentence many, many times tonight. So remember it."

——Only for one night, I will not cherish you.

Because I have to let you know that there will be no next time for such a thing.

Don't worry, because I'm more possessive of you than you can imagine. .....too much stronger.

I'd be very, very angry if you did it again.

Do you remember it well?

you are me.of.

Don't try to escape.

The author has something to say:

Jae can break free from this handcuff, but obviously, he won't this time.

What's in that pile of things, hehehe.

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