pure sensibility critique

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Cheng Du nodded in agreement.

Chu Chunge thought: It's my fault, I almost took it to bed, but I stopped it by myself, did I do it myself?

The god of spoilers shook his head regretfully: It really is.

But Chu Chunge doesn't believe in the god of spoilers.Therefore, a chapter that could have ended long ago had to be given a sequel.

An old gentleman came here in the afternoon, Boss Zhuang chatted with him for a while, then Cheng Du went to chat with Chu Chunge.

The elders chatted about the future of the art world, and Cheng Du and Chu Chunge chatted about gossip.

Boss Zhuang was halfway through the chat, and finally remembered that there were still two proud students here.Then he introduced Chu Chunge and Cheng Du to the old man.And because there are only Chu Chunge's works here, and because the old man is quite interested in Chu Chunge, he asked some questions about inspiration and creation, and he seemed very happy.

Chu Chunge answered one by one, and the older he answered, the happier he was.In the end, I gave an evaluation: keep a normal mind and make great achievements.

So this art exhibition is still somewhat useful, at least as far as Chu Chunge is concerned, it has already created a lot of presence.

As soon as the old gentleman left, it was almost time to "get off work".Boss Zhuang called all the brothers and sisters to gather at the door.

It can be seen that Cheng Du has good communication skills. After he walked around the various exhibition halls, the brothers and sisters were already quite familiar with and friendly to him.As soon as they came out, they all smiled kindly at Cheng Du, as if they had only met recently.

Cheng Du said: "I've only been with you for a few days, and in the end I have to pack up and go back to school. I can't help it. I still like my brothers and sisters, so how about we go to the bar for a drink today? We will keep in touch later." .”

This arrangement was obviously vented by Cheng Du, and everyone said that they should set off now.

Cheng Du suggested: "Let's go back to the hotel to rest first, shall we? Wait until the bar opens at seven or eight o'clock before we go."

This proposal was agreed by many people.After the group consolidated their opinions, they went to hail a taxi.

A group of people went down the stairs, Boss Zhuang asked Chu Chunge: "Speaking of taxis, have you found your things?"

Chu Chunge smiled and replied, "I found it."

Boss Zhuang asked again casually: "How is senior brother Zhuang Nan? He's not bad, is he?"

Chu Chunge hesitated for a moment, and replied, "He's a nice guy."

Boss Zhuang instructed: "Then you have to take some time to thank him."

Chu Chunge gave a complicated "hmm".

After descending the steps, Chu Chunge froze in place because he saw Wen Daofang's car and Wen Daofang.

Wen Daofang sat in the driver's seat, leaning his elbows on the car window, looking in the direction of the exhibition.

Seeing Chu Chunge, Wen Daofang waved.

Then saw the group of people.

Chu Chunge walked over with concern and asked what was wrong.

Wen Daofang replied: "I'm afraid you don't have a place to live today, so I'll pick you up." Looking at the group of people again, he said, "I don't have to worry about it now."

Chu Chunge hesitated, not knowing how to answer.

When Chu Chunge left the big team and walked towards the car, someone noticed.

Although everyone was just watching from a distance, Boss Zhuang looked familiar.She walked over and asked, "Chun Ge, is this your friend?"

Chu Chunge was stunned for a moment, and replied, "Ah... yes."

Boss Zhuang secretly sized Wen Daofang a few times, and confirmed that this was the person in that portrait.The first impression was pretty good. Looking at the hide of a well-dressed beast, he nodded.

Wen Daofang replied with a very gentle smile. "Hi, my name is Wen Daofang."

Boss Zhuang immediately realized that this was Zhuang Nan's senior brother, and was slightly surprised. At least this meant that Chu Chunge knew him before, and he didn't tell her.She looked at Chu Chunge with a slight warning, and saw Chu Chunge blushing, and then asked Wen Daofang: "Mr. Wen, right? Let's go to the bar right away, do you want to go together?"

Wen Daofang was obviously worried. He looked at Chu Chunge, as if he wanted to see Chu Chunge's opinion.Chu Chunge was so embarrassed by the stares that his chin almost touched his neck, so he nodded weakly.

Wen Dao conveniently replied: "Yes."

Looking at the interaction, Boss Zhuang felt that this matter was quite tricky.

The author has something to say: ……………………… Yesterday I really lost my collection. The truth about orz vice CP is not from yesterday! !Am I that promiscuous?cried and said.

It's also self-made.

Oh, by the way, this article is almost over, and there is probably a text of [-] to [-] words, and then a few extra chapters will talk about what happened after they got together and their respective career developments.

I really want to write meat, after all, this is the first finished article.It's a pity that Jinjiang can't let go. sosad

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Now that Wen Daofang nodded and agreed to this matter, the rest of the people are very easy to arrange.

Chu Chunge and the senior couple took Wen Daofang's car, while Cheng Du and the other two seniors took Boss Zhuang's car.A group of two cars drove towards the hotel first.

Sitting in the passenger seat, Chu Chunge felt guilty for no reason.The man in the driver's seat was unsmiling, and he looked very serious when driving, as if he shouldn't even say a word of gossip.

And Chu Chunge himself dared not speak because of some guilt in his heart.What's more, the two people in the back row were also very gossipy. Chu Chunge saw those two people looking at him through the rearview mirror more than once.

Xu Shi had been stared at by Chu Chunge for a long time, and the two of them were too embarrassed to be so blatant, so they sat and fiddled with their phones.

A certain red light had just turned green, and the senior sister suddenly yelled "Yeah".Wen Daofang thought it was too hasty to start, bumped into something or something, and when he was looking at the back row, he saw the girl handing the phone to the front row, "What's Cheng Du's background? Look at the forum."

As soon as this remark came out, it was naturally not to Wen Daofang.Wen Daofang turned his head back in a calm manner.Chu Chunge took it, picked up the phone and looked at it.

On the mobile phone is the homepage of the campus BBS, and the top one is a post with an official brand.Chu Chunge clicked in and saw that the official account spoke very righteously.

Ignoring the official terms, the general idea is: Some time ago, someone used the Internet to slander two students of our school with ulterior motives. It has been confirmed that what was said in the post was all fabricated.The school will deal with this matter impartially, find out the anonymous poster and deal with it seriously.I also hope that students will be cautious in their words and deeds.

The words are very false, and it is impossible to tell which event they are referring to just from the wording.But once it is combined with the fact that "the peeling post was deleted some time ago", it is obvious what the blade is referring to.

The school team stood too firmly, and could only think of someone behind them.

BBSers are not fools either, they have already begun to guess who Ye Mei is - this is the person who still believes in that post.And the more witty ones have already started picking on Cheng Du - they think Cheng Du is the one with the hardest relationship.Later, someone threw Tianya's gossip post about some young and old in the capital.Careful people saw the tip of the Cheng family's iceberg in it.

However, this statement was not officially covered by the hammer, and Tianya's original post was also vague and unfounded.But the students probably knew that these two people had someone behind them and they couldn't afford to mess with them.Anonymous posters are an example.The people who watched the excitement also dispersed like insects and fish.

After reading this post, Chu Chunge didn't make any comments.Cheng Du's background is not simple, nor is his story.But if Cheng Du himself didn't want to tell him, it wouldn't be good to rashly believe the gossip.Chu Chunge returned the phone to the senior sister.

We arrived at the hotel not long after.Eight people entered the hotel together.

Cheng Du and Chu Chunge entered the same room, and Wen Daofang, as a guest, naturally entered the same room with Chu Chunge.Cheng Du was a wink, and when he saw the situation, he excused himself to discuss something with Boss Zhuang and left the room.

Only Chu Chunge and Wen Daofang were left behind.

Once alone, that embarrassing atmosphere followed like a shadow.Chu Chunge didn't know what to say, so he had to ask Wen Daofang to sit down, and then busily picked up the kettle to boil water.

In this silence, Wen Daofang was so lucky that he understood this psychology.He said, "I don't drink water, and I don't need to burn it."

Chu Chunge stopped timidly, the kettle was still hanging in his hand, and he didn't know where to put it.

He is embarrassed.

Wen Daofang sighed in his heart, walked towards Chu Chunge, and stretched out his hand.

Chu Chunge dodged subconsciously.

But Wen Daofang grabbed the kettle in his hand...

"Let it go."

Wen Daofang drew the boundary between Chuhe and Han very clearly, turned and walked to the sofa, and put the kettle on the table.This made Chu Chunge feel embarrassed.

——He thought that Wen Daofang had just walked over to... so what.

Instead, he was messed up.

Chu Chunge smiled at Wen Daofang, and said, "I was a little thirsty just now..."

When Wen Daofang heard this, he got up and went to fill the water with the water bottle.

Obviously took the pretext seriously.Chu Chunge hurriedly stopped him and said, "I'm... not thirsty anymore." He didn't dare to look at Wen Daofang while speaking.

Wen Daofang sat back again.

After a moment of silence, Wen Daofang said, "If you don't want me to go, just tell me. I can't read the subtext, and I won't know anything unless you tell me."

Chu Chunge said, "It doesn't mean that."

"I think you are very embarrassed in front of me." After a pause, Wen Daofang continued: "I can pretend that what happened that time never happened, and we still get along as usual. I don't know if you can do it."

Chu Chunge looked at him in surprise.

"If you think it's not possible, then we can stop contacting."

Chu Chunge said, "Of course not!"

When Wen Daofang heard the words, he got up without the slightest hesitation, and answered the sentence "No more contact".On the contrary, this action startled Chu Chunge, and subconsciously opened his hands to block the way to the door, as if "I will open this way".

Wen Daofang looked at him deeply.

Chu Chunge did not speak.Silence fell suddenly.

They looked at each other, not knowing what each person saw in each eye.

As time goes by, language goes from birth to development to differentiation to words that don't express the meaning, only the eyes are real.

This silence enveloped the room for a few minutes, but Chu Chunge burst out laughing.

He laughed enough, and said: "I can't forget..." Seeing Wen Daofang's face darken, he added: "Because it made me think about what my 'like' is.

"I always thought that I liked you very much. I am embarrassed to say this, but I have always declared that I like you. But now I have to think carefully.

"I... I can't give you the answer yet, because looking at yourself is the most difficult thing. Self-portrait is much more difficult than copying others. So... Don't leave, Mr. Wen, go to the bar with us. "

These words made his face turn reddish, but Wen Daofang kept looking at him without commenting, and his face remained unchanged.Because of Wen Daofang's temperament, Chu Chunge felt that he could continue talking.

"Let's go with the flow," he said.

Wen Daofang first looked at him deeply, and then said: "Emotions are usually considered to be in the realm of sensibility, but this approach is not bad." After saying this, he actually apologized: "I'm sorry that I was too aggressive that day."

The two smiled at each other.

After talking, the two get along much more naturally than before.The two chatted casually, and Chu Chunge felt that this had entered a better situation.

When the curtain was not lifted before, Chu Chunge had many worries in every word and every action, for fear that he would not do well enough to lower his favorability.After Wen Daofang showed affection for him, he buried his neck in the soil by himself, always feeling that he owed Wen Daofang something, and he was not ashamed of this slogan that kept saying "I like it", and the two got along even more awkwardly.

At this moment, when he said it, he no longer worried about his words and deeds, and he no longer harbored secret disdain for himself.

It feels better than ever.

This is the best situation: don't look up to each other for no reason because you are too far away, and don't belittle yourself because you see yourself.Return to the source and know the true self and the other person.

After chatting casually for a few words, it was time for the appointment.

Chu Chunge and Wen Daofang went out of the room together, just in time for Cheng Du to come out from the opposite side.

Cheng Du looked the two of them up and down, and found that they looked better than when they first entered.Surprised, he looked at the two people's legs again.

The meaning of this is quite obvious, Chu Chunge thought to himself: You unscrupulous son of Gao Gan.Then he rolled his eyes.

Cheng Du touched his nose, puzzled.I feel that I care about other people's emotional issues, and there is nothing worthy of disdain.Wen Daofang didn't say anything, and followed Chu Chunge to the elevator.

Boss Zhuang, who watched the whole incident, also gave Cheng Du a supercilious look, and followed Wen Daofang's pace.

She became even more interested in Wen Daofang.

The group went to the bar according to the previous configuration.This bar does not look like ghosts and monsters, it has a higher style.

Cheng Du explained: "This is opened by a friend of my dad's. Not everyone can get in."

Someone joked: "In short, it won't be a place to have such a party."

The power of that gossip post is really too powerful, even for senior brothers and sisters, it is burned in their minds consciously or unconsciously.From a certain point of view, even if the post was deleted and the person who posted it was severely punished, the sewage would not be able to be washed clean.Cheng Du and Ye Mei's future path must not be easy.

This joke was actually out of place. Cheng Du invited everyone to the bar this time, with a little intention of proving his innocence - you have made friends with me, and you have seen clearly what kind of person I am.

Fortunately, Cheng Du was not angry, but followed Hua Tou and said, "I don't know what it's like, this is my first time entering a bar, how can I pretend to come here often?"

Someone laughed: "Follow brother, I will keep you coming three times a year!"

"You only have three times a year? Don't be ridiculous hahahahaha..."

The topic will go in the direction of mutual damage and never return.

They talked and smiled and walked towards the private room that Cheng Du had reserved long ago.When he was seated, Chu Chunge found a corner, and Wen Daofang followed suit and sat beside him.A few people didn't ask much about Wen Daofang's background, obviously they were shocked by Wen Daofang's pedantic temperament.

Boss Zhuang wanted to question him, but there were so many people at this time, but he didn't take any action.

Since I came to a bar, I naturally had to drink and play some games that I played while drinking.Several people were discussing happily, and Chu Chunge was listening by the side. The game became more and more serious, so he was too embarrassed to interrupt.Wen Daofang was even more silent, and looked at them with a smile on his arms, with a lingering teacher's temperament, not angry and majestic.On the contrary, he is more like a mentor than Boss Zhuang.

Finally settled on a game of mouth-to-mouth napkin passing.The front is okay, but the back is just a risk of kissing.A brother shouted: "I don't obey, I don't obey, what's the matter sitting next to Boss Zhuang!"

There were also people who were miserable: "Stop talking, there are two gays next to me."

Everyone turned their mournful eyes on the only winners in life—heterosexual couples.

The boy immediately protected his girlfriend's shoulders: "What are you thinking! It's my generosity to let Wenwen play with you!"

The senior sister smiled: "If my leftovers are too short, I'll eat the paper. Don't worry, I won't let you down."

Everyone laughed, saying that the senior brother was too generous.

Another thought of Wen Daofang, who was out of place, and gave him a questioning look: "Look, is this game okay?"

Before Wen Daofang could answer, Chu Chunge replied, "It's all right."

Someone arranged it again: "I didn't ask you again, what are you answering for others!"

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The game is still playing.

The senior sister made the head and passed the tissue to her boyfriend.

Chu Chunge looked at Wen Daofang next to him, Wen Daofang noticed his gaze, turned his head and smiled at him.Chu Chunge was about to turn his head subconsciously, but he held back.

Looking at Wen Daofang's face again, he felt that he didn't know what ghosts and monsters were hiding just now.He burst out laughing.

Wen Daofang raised his hand, as if he was going to put it on his head, but it didn't reach the top of his head a few centimeters away.Chu Chunge grabbed Wen Daofang's wrist and pressed down hard, and that hand touched the top of his head.

Chu Chunge licked the corners of his lips at Wen Daofang.Wen Daofang stroked his hair twice.

This smooth hair movement was quite proficient. Chu Chunge let go of the defense that came from nowhere, and felt extraordinarily comfortable, and even unconsciously rubbed it twice.

The tissue is being passed around.The senior sister smiled at the senior brother, and the two unkindly bit off more than half of the paper towels that were already scarce, leaving only a two-finger-wide paper messy in the wind.

The brothers scolded him for being unkind.After completing the task, the senior sister clapped her hands and smiled, "The purpose is to make you punished if you don't complete the pass."

It's just heart-wrenching.

But isn't this how the game is played?The brothers were also shameless one after another, only thinking of cheating someone.The so-called wine today is drunk today.

Chu Chunge watched the note change from twenty centimeters to ten centimeters, and then to five centimeters, and his heart beat faster and faster.Occasionally looking at Wen Daofang, that person also smiled gently.

It finally reached Cheng Du.Cheng Du had two centimeters of white foam dangling from his mouth, almost as if he couldn't see it.He turned his head, just in time to meet Chu Chunge's worried eyes.

He pouted his lips towards Chu Chunge, and seemed to choke out two words: "Leader—"

Chu Chunge looked at that short section, as if he was going to be guillotined.

——It’s so short, how should I pick it up?

He didn't know what to do, and looked at Wen Daofang as if asking for help.But Wen Daofang could only provide limited help at this time, he just looked at him and said, "Let me change places with Chun Ge."

As soon as this statement came out, everyone was shocked.This position was originally assigned at random, and at this time the paper is approaching and they have to change positions. Isn't this clearly against the rules?

Someone said: "This is not possible! We want to see Cheng Du and Chu Chunge play kissing."

Wen Daofang squinted at the past.The senior fell silent immediately.

Wen Daofang looked at Cheng Du again, and said, "I'll trade with him."

Cheng Du glanced at Chu Chunge, then at Wen Daofang, then at Chu Chunge, and felt that this matter was interesting.So he spread his hands indifferently, expressing his freedom.

Boss Zhuang, who was watching the whole incident, suddenly said, "Since you want to change positions with Chun Ge—"

Boss Zhuang was more majestic. When she spoke, all her students looked at her, waiting for her to make a decision.But except for Wen Daofang, everyone here is her student.

She was very satisfied that Liu Dao's eyes were focused on her, and she coughed pretendingly, and then she took the time to say: "Then someone has to pay the price for breaking the rules, right?"

Wen Daofang asked what the price was with his eyes.

Boss Zhuang said: "You take it from Cheng Du, pass it to Chun Ge, and then take it from Chun Ge, and pass it to Tingting." Her fingers pointed back and forth between several people, drawing several complicated lines. line.

Wen Daofang was stunned for a moment, he couldn't tell whether he was satisfied or dissatisfied with this arrangement, he just felt that his mood was very complicated.

And Chu Chunge felt panicked when he saw so many eyes gathered on him at once.He thought: What is this doing?Are you looking at me waiting for my answer?

It doesn't feel good to be honest.It seems that everyone thinks you are the key, as long as you want to be whatever.Willful became one person...

Although Chu Chunge was a little embarrassed to have such close contact with Cheng Du, it was not completely unacceptable.When Wen Daofang did this, it seemed that he cared very much.

Especially Boss Zhuang's arrangement, the whole thing is to use Wen Daofang to separate himself from everyone.

He didn't know if Boss Zhuang knew something - it was impossible not to know under such circumstances.Such treatment made him very uncomfortable.

He moved his body and moved towards Cheng Du, just in time to put Wen Daofang behind him.He leaned down to catch the white strip on Cheng Du's mouth.

Cheng Du was stunned by this action, and then realized that it was Chu Chunge's action group, so he let go of his mouth very helplessly, without even using his strength, the note was naturally caught in Chu Chunge's mouth.

The movement was so fast that he didn't even feel his breath.

Cheng Du spread his hands and joked, "You want to kiss me so impatiently? Why do both of them like me so much? When did I become so popular?"

Chu Chunge glared at him, meaning: You should stop talking!

Wen Daofang stared at the note on Chu Chunge's lips inexplicably, but didn't speak, he didn't know what he was thinking.

Cheng Du said: "I'm not joking about the people you brought. You can continue to pass on."

Chu Chunge glared at him again.

With an expression of "I read gossip, I'm not afraid of boiling water", Cheng Du said, "You pass it on, pass it on, we'll all watch."

Wen Daofang smiled at this time and said, "Well, then I'll pick it up. Chun Ge is ready."

This made Chu Chunge blush inexplicably, and it was quite remarkable to say this out loud with the meaning of "what am I going to do to you".Chu Chunge nodded—this made him look more like a newly married bride.

Wen Daofang moved over slowly, and even held Chu Chunge's head with both hands first.Looking into those eyes, Chu Chunge felt that his heart was beating fast, which was very bad.

This illusion of kissing...

Chu Chunge even felt subconsciously that he should close his eyes.But it didn't close after all.

He saw Wen Daofang's face getting closer and closer, and saw Wen Daofang's smile.He felt that this moment was so beautiful, and his desire to paint it grew stronger.

——Since meeting Wen Daofang, he wants to draw every moment.Make a footnote for all the good things in this world.

His fingers even moved unconsciously in his palm, tickling his palm.

Because of this desire to create, to record, he sees everything very clearly.He made up his mind to be a spectator, so he naturally raised his perception ability.

— But Wen Daofang stopped.He stopped a few centimeters away, letting all that pinkness and proximity go to waste.

Then he sat back to his original position, spread his hands helplessly, and said, "I can't."

Hearing this, Cheng Du was surprised and said: "Eh? 'No'?" He deliberately emphasized the accent, as if he was afraid that others would not understand that this was a dirty joke: "I just looked at it so ambiguously, and then suddenly said no, it seems to be true I can't..."

Chu Chunge also froze in place.It would be a lie to say that he wasn't shocked, even he himself thought he was about to usher in a romantic and charming kiss.But Wen Daofang stopped halfway, and he couldn't figure out the joint.

He even got angry when he heard Cheng Du teasing Wen Daofang "no way".Who said no? !Obviously last time...

Obviously last time it was a stone change...

He looked at Wen Daofang, hoping to get an answer.

Wen Daofang replied: "There is saliva on the paper towel..."

Chu Chunge was holding one end, and the other end was indeed held by Cheng Du, it was wet and drooling.Everyone thought that Wen Daofang was a clean freak, and thought to himself: This game is no longer fun...

Wen Daofang said: "I didn't expect this to happen...then only I will accept the punishment."

He looks at everyone.

Boss Zhuang thought about it, and said: "Then it's not good to play like this, accept the punishment, let's change the game."

Wen Daofang said: "I'm sorry, I'm spoiling the fun." He stood up again and said, "I'm going to the bathroom."

Chu Chunge turned his body sideways, made room for him, and let him go out.

Everyone thought that Wen Daofang was Chu Chunge or something, but as soon as the person concerned left, they all began to gossip: "Chunge, is that your concubine?"

Chu Chunge tore off half of the paper from his mouth and said, "Not yet."

The word "return" made them catch the gossip, and they all asked, "When will it be?"

Cheng Du got angry: "I said I can bring someone here today. This is the person you brought."

Chu Chunge cast a sideways glance and said, "Not at any time!"

Another asked: "Is he really a clean freak?"

Chu Chunge hesitated for a while this time, and said, "I don't know..."

He really doesn't know.Based on his observations, Wen Daofang never showed any signs of this, eating, walking, and even letting himself sleep on the bed.The legendary cleanliness freak is particularly neurotic, but Wen Daofang looks fine.

Chu Chunge wanted to make a verdict of "he lied" in his heart.But Wen Daofang looked too upright to make this judgment at all.

Everyone lacked interest and said: "If you are a clean freak, you shouldn't agree to this game..." It was actually very disappointing.

At this time, Chu Chunge was so blessed that he wanted to go out immediately.

Boss Zhuang pulled him and said, "Don't go yet. Come with me, and I'll ask you a few questions."

Chu Chunge was at a loss.

Boss Zhuang looked over one by one, and the brothers all retracted their necks.Boss Zhuang said: "Go ahead and play, I have something to talk to Chun Ge about."

The five heads kept pointing.

Boss Zhuang dragged Chu Chunge to the balcony.As soon as I went out, I smoked a cigarette.Chu Chunge didn't dare to speak first, and asked what was wrong, so he had to wait where he was.

Boss Zhuang blew out a beautiful smoke ring in the air and said, "Is he the one you drew?"

Chu Chunge's heart skipped a beat, thinking: It's finally here.

But this can't be faked, anyone with a discerning eye can see it.Therefore, no matter how heavy his heart was, he had no choice but to nod.

Boss Zhuang tapped the cigarette ash on the railing, but did not comment on this statement.

Instead, after a moment of silence, he said, "How do I look at it, don't you like him very much?"

Chu Chunge was surprised by what he said.Wen Daofang made this judgment on him, and at this moment Boss Zhuang came again.This made him couldn't help but ask himself: Do I really not like Teacher Wen?

When I was painting, I always had him in my heart, and I used all means to meet him by chance, and every time I saw him, I couldn't say a whole sentence in panic...

Isn't this called liking?

Before Chu Chunge had time to refute, Boss Zhuang continued, "You are all very interested in my husband."

Chu Chunge didn't know why the topic suddenly jumped here again, so he could only follow Boss Zhuang's lead and nod blankly.

"My husband is most of the models in my paintings. I first met my husband through sketching. He was collecting medicine in the mountains. I took a fancy to his muscle lines and paid him to be a model for me. Come and go. That's it. He doesn't know what I'm drawing, he just knows that I like to see him half-dressed."

Speaking of this, Boss Zhuang gave a wry smile, and continued: "I got married later. After we got married, I realized that our personalities are completely different. I focused on art, but he had to support his family. He couldn't understand those paintings, nor Knowing how much it can sell for, he just knows that when I see him, I want to get a paintbrush."

"He's my muse."

"Later when we got divorced, he told me that what I loved was painting, inspiration, the momentary heartbeat, and even his body, but I never loved him. What I said made my heart shudder, and it was heartbreaking. crime."

Speaking of this, Chu Chunge vaguely understood what Boss Zhuang was going to tell him.

"So after the divorce, I never painted him again. I even changed the style of painting, just to prove that I do not love the inspiration he gave me, but him himself. But I found that after I stopped painting, I forgot he."

Boss Zhuang looked at Chu Chunge: "I saw new muscles, new enthusiasm, he is no longer in the paintbrush, but the aura has not changed. I don't even miss him."

"It took me so many years to figure out that what he said is true. A person who has never read a book, can read and appreciate paintings, really understands me. What I love is 'I love him'. "

Chu Chunge roughly understood what Boss Zhuang was talking about.She was afraid that he would repeat the same mistakes, that he would misunderstand love and fall in love with the temple but not the goddess.

"You don't talk about him, he only appears in your paintings and in your love. I can't see it from your relationship. Yes, you are very shy, but you face anyone who has emotional entanglements with you People are like this. Are you incapable of expressing your meaning because you like him?"

Hearing Boss Zhuang's voice, Chu Chunge himself became suspicious.

—Have I really done anything other than self-obsessed?

——I just want people to know that there is such a person, but I don't want Boss Zhuang to know who he is. Is this because of "not loving"?

The question dug a hole in his heart.He recalls every "heartbeat" moment, but the desire to paint is always lingering around and lingering.

Is the desire to paint a vassal, or is Wen Daofang himself a vassal?

Now he can't answer this question with certainty.

He heard Boss Zhuang's voice: "The creator is the most ruthless..."

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