Ambush from all sides

You make clove pears and eat them, and then help you take a bath. "

Withered Ye raised her eyes and stared at him reluctantly, and whispered depressedly: "Can't you hug a cat?"

"Tomorrow, I will ask the little girl to clean up your place, and then give the cat a bath, and then hug it. But it can't be sticky all the time, or if you give birth to a baby with a cat's mouth, there is no place for you to cry Cry." Zhan Hao pinched the tip of his nose and pulled him up with a smile.Reluctantly, he held the dead leaves and pulled them out. As soon as he walked out of the courtyard, he couldn't help but want to hide behind Zhan Hao, not wanting to be seen.Although his stomach is still flat, when he thinks that there is a baby in his stomach, it feels like anyone can see the baby through his flesh.

Zhan Hao was so amused by his situation, he turned around and laughed at him frequently along the way, saying: "Don't hide, you can't see it, you have 300 taels of silver here."

"What do you know, it's not yours!" Withered Leaf glared at him fiercely, and then continued to hide behind him.So, on the other side of the central hall, a group of little girls saw their young wife sneaking behind the young master's back, stumbling into the room, like having an affair.Ji Tang didn't know why, so he just felt that the two had reconciled, and his heart that had been hanging over the past few days was finally relieved.On the contrary, Min Wei knew the ins and outs, she wanted to laugh when she saw it, and wondered if Big Brother Cen could be more obvious?What happened to the hand that kept blocking his stomach? This is telling the world that there is something in his stomach that shouldn't appear? !

Seeing a bit dumbfounded, Min Wei shook her head speechlessly, thinking about the pregnant Yuke, and then thinking about the unbelievable baby in the belly of the dead leaf, she wondered what all this was called.

Since then, Zhan Hao has kept the dead leaves in captivity in his room, serving them with food and drink every day, and dragging them out to let the wind out in the morning.The dead leaf is unwilling, he doesn't want to be seen by the little girls, and the child Fang Qiu.But Fang Qiu heard from the maids and sisters that they saw Big Brother Cen coming out, and now he was in the young master's room, the little guy couldn't help it.

A few days ago, I heard that he was sick and could not see others. Fang Qiu was very worried, thinking it was leprosy or something.Now that he heard that he was fine, he jumped and smashed the door that night.It's just that Dead Leaf was too sleepy at that time and had already fallen asleep on the bed.Zhan Hao went out to pick up the child, and comforted him by saying that he was fine, your father is fine, but he was too tired recently, and now he is sleeping... Fang Qiu will come back tomorrow, okay?

Fang Qiu looked at him worriedly and sadly with her mouth pursed, and muttered in a low voice that she hadn't seen Dad for a long time, and she missed Dad.Zhan Hao rubbed his cheeks, smiled and picked him up, quietly walked to the bedside, said hiss, don't disturb your father to sleep.Fang Qiu put his arms around Zhan Hao's neck and opened his eyes wide, and saw the dead leaf lying on his side on the bed, the messy hair covered the right half of his face, only the left face covered with red scars was exposed.

Pregnant people are lethargic, and Dead Leaf has always felt that she doesn't get enough sleep these days, and falls into a deep sleep every time.Seeing his peaceful sleeping face, the child felt relieved.He sighed contentedly, leaned softly into Chenghao's arms, and said in a low voice, "Daddy is so pretty, the scar is red, like a maple tree."

"Isn't it good-looking?" Zhan Hao glanced at him with a smile, turned around and walked out slowly with the child in his arms: "Your father always thinks ugly, why is he ugly, isn't he the most handsome?"

The child hugged his neck with a smile, rubbing it happily.Seeing that he was happy, Zhan Hao paused for a moment, then lowered his eyes, and whispered in his ear, "Fang Qiu, do you want...to have a younger brother?"

Fang Qiu was smiling against his chin, but now her eyes widened and she stood up to look at him blankly.Seeing his fierce reaction, Zhan Hao knew immediately that he was unwilling.Fang Qiu looked at him aggrieved and hesitant to speak. He really felt dissatisfied, but he didn't want to be too unreasonable and annoying, so after a while, he whispered: "Are you going to raise another child? Don't you? Could it be that Fang Qiu didn't do well, so Dad doesn't like it anymore?"

Zhan Hao didn't speak, just smiled faintly, then stretched out his arms to hug him tightly, and kissed the little guy hard on the face: "Daddy might not like Fang Qiu, he was teasing you just now, seeing how nervous you are .”

"Really just teasing me?" Fang Qiu rubbed his cheeks that were a little numb from his kiss, with worry and grievance still in his eyes.At this moment, Zhan Hao felt that he was a little too hasty. Although Fang Qiu was sensible, he was also a thoughtful person. If I told him about this, I don't know how long I would think about it.Thinking about it, Young Master Zhan hurriedly tossed the child high and teased him for a while, and said that he could go and play with Dad when Dead Leaf recovers tomorrow, and then diverted his attention away.

The next morning, Dead Leaf got enough sleep at night, and he woke up as soon as the hour passed.At that time, Zhan Hao was sitting at the table opposite the bed, slowly stirring a bowl of chicken and vegetable porridge. Seeing him open his eyes, he walked to the washstand with a smile and twisted a hot towel over to wipe his face.Withered Ye just woke up, still a little dazed, sitting on the edge of the bed blankly, Ren Zhanhao rubbed his face back and forth.

Zhan Hao also felt a little strange, because his fox used to have the aura of getting up, and his brows were tightly knit when he first got up, but recently it seems to have softened a bit.Although he has always been easy to bully after being captured by his scheme, but he has never been so obedient, just like an obedient child, a bit like Fang Qiu.

"Open your mouth." Zhan Hao laughed, and held out the peppermint saline for mouthwash to his mouth.Dead Ye raised his eyelids silently to look at him, then lowered his head, obediently opened his mouth to hold the side of the cup, Zhan Hao tilted the cup with a smile, and the salt water slowly dripped into his mouth.

After rinsing his mouth, Dead Ye rubbed his eyes and stomach, then frowned and grabbed Zhan Hao's sleeve in confusion, complaining in a low voice: "I'm hungry."

Zhan Hao smiled and rubbed his messy hair, then turned around and took the bowl of porridge from the table.The dead leaf was not too shy, and took it as soon as it reached out.But when he was holding the bowl and was about to pour it into his mouth, Zhan Hao saw that his face turned pale, and he put the porridge on the side of the bed in a panic, bent down and retched violently.Zhan Hao's heart tightened immediately, and he quickly reached out to pat him on the back: "Are you okay? Are you uncomfortable? Does it matter?"

Withered Leaf bent over, while retching in pain, waved her hands hastily.After he vomited for a round and slowly raised his face, Zhan Hao saw that his cheeks were pale, and all the blood rushed to his forehead.Withered Ye closed her eyes tightly, and swallowed dryly for a while, and her breath gradually calmed down.Zhan Hao felt really distressed when he saw it, and for a moment he regretted letting him continue to carry the baby. If he had known it would have been aborted, the little fox would not have suffered like this.

Withered Ye opened his eyes, seeing his face full of worry and distress, sighed while breathing, shook his head and said in a hoarse voice: "It's okay, it's like this every morning." As soon as he finished speaking, he tensed He pursed his lips and vomited a little, his face was blue and white.Zhan Hao narrowed his eyebrows and eyes contemplatively, stretched out his arms to hug him, pressed his chin on the top of his head and said in a low voice: "Bie Cen, I'll ask you one last time, do you want to abort the baby?"

"Let me tell you, this is just the beginning. Afterwards, your belly will gradually grow bigger, your muscles will disappear, your legs and feet will be sore, and you will probably be irritable. Moreover, a man's pelvis is small, so it must be more painful than a woman during childbirth, so death is also possible , especially your head was injured. Although the husband said that the situation is not serious, he doesn't know what will happen in the future... So, do you want to give birth?"

Withered Leaf leaned against him blankly, feeling a little panicked for a moment.Every one of the symptoms Zhan Hao mentioned made him feel unacceptable, and he had thought about some of them, such as a big belly, childbirth... He was afraid, but he felt that these were not unavoidable problems, just like before Zhan Hao Like comforting him, with a big belly, he can hide and not be seen.In the case of childbirth, isn't Mr. Gongsun still alive? He shouldn't die.Zhan Hao had said these words to him, and when he said them, his tone was very doting and sure, so he just believed it.

He knew that Zhan Hao would not let him make a fool of himself or let him die, so he had nothing to worry about.

Thinking about it, the dead leaf leaned against her lover's arms, pressed her forehead against his chest, and shook it quietly: "It's okay, it's only been ten months, after ten months, he will still be a good man."

Zhan Hao was amused by his words and wanted to laugh a little, but his heart was more of a soft touch.He hooked the corners of his mouth and rubbed his fox for a while, then served chicken and vegetable porridge, and seeing that he stopped vomiting, he fed him spoonful by spoonful.

Just after breakfast time, Fang Qiu bumped into Zhan Hao's room with a kitten in his arms.Withered Ye was sitting cross-legged on the bed, when she heard footsteps running in, she withdrew her inner strength, opened her eyes, and saw Fang Qiu pouted and holding the cat, standing on the threshold and looking at him aggrievedly.Dead Leaf was startled, the first thing she thought of was whether Fang Qiu already knew about his stomach?Thinking of this, I couldn't help feeling a little nervous on my face.The child pouted, and slowly rubbed towards him, Dead Leaf hesitated and sat down on the edge of the bed, stretched out her arms to hold him in her arms, and asked in a low voice: "Fang Qiu, what's wrong?"

The child put the cat in his arms, then rubbed his hands to hug Father's waist.He hugged her for a long time before begging slowly with sobs in his throat: "Father, don't want me... Even if you want to raise another little brother, don't want me, Fang Qiu will be very good..."

Withered Ye hugged him, his body couldn't help shaking, his heart ached for a moment, and he didn't know how to comfort him.He picked Fang Qiu up and put him on his lap, and looked down at his face—there were two tear marks on the child's round face, and his eyes were red, as if he hadn't seen him last night. sleep well.He couldn't help sighing, hugged Fang Qiu tightly in his arms, frowned and said, "Who told you to raise another little brother?"

Hearing his words, Fang Qiu pursed his lips, and immediately felt that it was true.He closed his eyes and buried his face in the dead leaf's arms, and finally couldn't help crying in a muffled voice, sobbing, hearing the pain in the dead leaf's heart.He didn't know how to comfort him, so he whispered a few words to coax him to stop crying, but it didn't have any effect.There was really no other way, so I had no choice but to run out to find Zhan Hao with the baby in my arms.

Zhan Hao was talking to the little maids in the middle hall, he was talking about dead leaves.Mr. Zhan, tell me, your young lady, um, um, something unbelievable happened, don't be surprised when you hear it later, don't ask why, just know that something happened.Before Zhan Hao finished speaking, Min Wei covered her lips with her palm and shouted happily to the sisters in a low voice: "Brother Cen is pregnant! He was still taking fetal medicine yesterday!"

All of a sudden, a pot exploded in the middle hall, and the little maids were surprised and surprised, while Yuke Quanjing was also there, and the whole person was frightened.Zhan Hao was helpless, and was about to tell them to keep a low profile, when Dead Leaf over there hurried over holding Fang Qiu who was crying non-stop.

"Zhan Hao! You can coax Fang Qiu, but I can't coax him." Withered Leaf walked up to Zhan Hao quickly, just about to hand Fang Qiu to him, but unexpectedly the child cried out, and her little hands clenched tightly. He grabbed his collar and refused to let go.He was still crying heart-rendingly, as if the dead leaves were loose, and he just didn't want him.Zhan Hao's heart trembled when he cried, he quickly reached out to caress the child's back, and at the same time asked Dead Ye in a low voice: "Why is Fang Qiu crying like this?"

"It's not all your fault! You must have said it, right?" Withered Ye scolded him in a low voice, while looking at the excited little girls with evasive eyes: "Why did you tell Fang Qiu to raise another one?" little brother?"

Zhan Hao blinked, feeling guilty and helpless for a while, Fang Qiu, this kid... really can't be fooled.He stretched out his hand to hug the little guy, Fang Qiu was crying like something, his little hands were still tightly clutching the dead leaves.Zhan Hao coaxed him in a low voice, saying: "Fang Qiu, come to Daddy, your father's illness is just right, don't drag him..."

Although Fang Qiu was crying, she obediently let go after hearing his words.Zhan Hao hugged him tightly, and at the same time looked up at the dead leaves apologetically.Dead Leaf glared at him angrily, as if complaining and helpless.On the side, Minwei looked at the expressions on the eyebrows of the three of them, combined with what Dead Ye said just now, she did not take much effort to figure out the ins and outs of the matter.At this time, seeing Zhan Hao talking to Fang Qiu in a low voice, maybe she was coaxing something with sweet words, the little girl felt a little helpless, and said, "Oh, master, the matter has come to this point, what are you hiding?" Uncle Zhong and the Second Young Master and the others should go back. By then, everyone in the Zhan family will know. Do you still want to hide it from Fang Qiu? Just tell the truth, sooner or later you will reveal your secrets. Why don’t you take the initiative to confess? Isn't it better?"

Zhan Hao looked up at Min Wei helplessly, and sighed silently in his heart.He was so happy last night that he asked the question right away, but now he can't lie, but he wanted to proceed step by step so that Fang Qiu could slowly prepare himself.But thinking about it now, with Fang Qiu's temperament, it would be torture for him to hide it for one more day... It's okay, if he knew it earlier, he would have solved it earlier, or the little fox would have to worry about this matter, and it would be bad if he couldn't eat.

Thinking about it, Zhan Hao hugged Fang Qiu and sat in the chair.Hearing what they said just now, the child thought that Zhan Hao was going to have a showdown now, and was really going to throw him out. He cried even harder in an instant, struggled and kicked while crying, and stretched out his little hands to put the dead leaves on his body. side jump.Fang Qiu struggled very hard, but Zhan Hao didn't dare to strangle him too hard, so he couldn't catch him for a while.The dead leaves looked distressed over there, and hurried over, stretching out their hands towards Fang Qiu.Fang Qiu's voice was hoarse from crying at this time, and seeing his father walking towards him, his body struggled even more urgently.

Zhan Hao had no choice but to loosen his grip.Unexpectedly, as soon as he let go, Fang Qiu just broke free, and threw herself into the arms of the withered leaves, and her little knee just hit his stomach.As soon as Dead Leaf hugged the child, Zhan Hao saw his face turn pale for an instant, his body tilted, he bent down, and vomited out from his mouth in a "vomit--".

Everyone in the lobby was shocked by his vomit, especially Yu Ke, who also had severe morning sickness before, so seeing that made me empathize.Originally Fang Qiu was crying, but now she was so frightened that she choked on her sobs, her eyes widened with tears, and she looked at the dead leaves in panic.Zhan Hao walked over with a serious face, stretched out his hand to support him and softly comforted him, and quietly hugged Fang Qiu with the other hand, and handed it to Ji Tang who was beside him.Min Wei has already rushed out to find Gongsun Ce. She clearly saw Fang Qiu's knee hitting the dead leaf's belly. The fetus is only a month old now, and it's not yet two months old, so it can't stand the bumps bump!

After a while, Gongsun was dragged over by her furiously, and saw that in the lobby, almost all the little girls from the Zhan family were there, their faces were not very relaxed, and one of them was still cleaning up the mess on the ground.Withered Ye was sitting on the seat, covering his stomach with both hands, his lips turned white, while Zhan Hao was having a serious face, with his palms on his back, not knowing what he was doing.Fang Qiu seemed to know that he had caused a catastrophe, so he didn't dare to cry anymore, but just grabbed Ji Tang's clothes, his face was so sad and frightened that there was no trace of blood on his face - he kicked Dad badly, and he might really be kicked out ...

Thinking about it, the child felt frightened and panicked, and wanted to cry, but seeing the situation in front of him, he could only suffocate.Ji Tang looked down and saw his expression, and hurriedly carried him to the west courtyard.It wasn't until they were far away that the child slowly sobbed.

At this moment in the lobby, Gongsun sat down and took the pulse carefully for the dead leaf, the expression on his face gradually changed from serious to relaxed: "It's nothing serious, the little guy hit his stomach just now, that's why he vomited. The baby is fine." , it's all right."

After hearing this, Zhan Hao was still a little worried: "Sir, you should prescribe some anti-abortion medicine for him. He keeps throwing up in the morning, and he can't eat well. Is there any prescription to relieve it?"

Gongsun was writing a prescription for calming and soothing. Hearing his request, he couldn't help sighing speechlessly, and said, "Young Master Zhan, do you think that everything in this world can go smoothly? It's already enough for you to have a child." It’s amazing, you still want to be able to give birth comfortably? Let me tell you, stay next to me! I can prescribe some medicine to relieve it, but morning sickness is a normal phenomenon. Let's do it!"

As he said that, Gongsun wrote two prescriptions "shua, shua, shua" and asked the little girl to take the medicine.Withered Ye sat in the chair, the pale color on his lips had already healed, but Zhan Hao was still worried, so he lowered his head and asked, "Are you still feeling bad? Do you want some hot soup?"

Dead Leaf closed her eyes wearily and shook her head, her lips were tightly pressed and she did not speak.Gongsun glanced at him, and said in a low voice: "As it is now, it's true that you want him to rest more. Ah, also, I checked the original prescription in the room for the past two days, and found that there is a medicine... If I remember correctly, you originally said that Lin Zhihuan used it for him, and it was called Zhegucao, right?"

Zhan Hao was about to take his lover to rest, and just as he took the dead leaves into his arms, Gongsun said this word in front of him.He frowned, and the dead leaf in his arms opened his eyes suspiciously: "What's wrong with the broken bone grass?"

"There's nothing wrong with the broken bone grass. It's just that I remembered a kind of grass I got in Changbai Mountain before. It's called the lock vine grass. I added it to the medicine. It looks very similar to the broken bone grass. I wondered if it was the medicine. It plays a role." Gongsun lowered his eyes and guessed, but he was not very sure.Zhan Hao and Dead Ye saw him muttering, their brows were furrowed, and their faces were hesitant.Zhan Hao smiled lightly, helped up the dead leaf, and said, "Mr. Gongsun, why don't you continue to study? I'll take Cen to rest first, and if you have anything to do, tell the little girl." He said. Then, Young Master Zhan carefully took his wife and left. Before leaving, he waved his hand to let the little girls go away. He pointed to Min Wei in the direction where Ji Tang and Fang Qiu left just now, motioning for her to comfort her. Come on kid.

Min Wei grumbled, thinking that you caused the trouble yourself, and asked me to clean it up... What kind of father, what kind of head of the family.When Big Brother Cen gives birth to a baby, don't be as careless as he is now, this baby will definitely be more difficult to deal with than Fang Qiu.

In fact, Min Wei was just thinking about it out of anger, but she didn't expect that it would become a prophecy after a few months.

After drowsily drinking medicine and resting for a long time, Dead Ye woke up in a daze, and immediately remembered Fang Qiu who cried heart-piercingly in the morning.It was dusk at this time, the heat was over, the season was about to reach the beginning of autumn, and the sun became a little golden.He put on his clothes and rubbed his eyes and walked out the door, thinking about the little guy, he walked all the way to his room.

At this time, it is estimated that it has passed the meal time, and there is no one in the middle courtyard now.Withered leaves walked to Fang Qiu's room, and gradually heard the child's low sobs and murmurs suppressed in his throat, as if someone was talking to him... Listen carefully, and withered leaves can recognize it, then With a low, slightly hoarse voice, who else could it be besides Zhan Hao?

Pushing open the half-hidden door, Dead Leaf saw Zhan Hao squatting in front of the bed, talking in a low voice while looking at the child at eye level.He had a gentle smile on his face, tirelessly trying to make the children happy, but Fang Qiu kept red-eyed and pursed his mouth, muttering something in a wronged and uncomfortable voice.Hearing the movement at the door, one big and one small raised their eyes to look at him at the same time, Dead Ye pursed the corners of his mouth uncomfortably, then pushed open the door and walked over.

The moment he saw him come in, Dead Leaf noticed that Fang Qiu shrank with her pursed mouth, and tears almost welled up in her eyes again.Zhan Hao smiled helplessly at him, expressing that this time it was really tricky.At the beginning, Fang Qiu was worried that he would be hated and driven away, but when he bumped into a dead leaf, the child became more determined.Now when he saw Father approaching, he didn't pounce on him uncharacteristically, but shrank back under the quilt.Dead Leaf wanted to stretch out her arms to hug him, but when she saw him dodging, she froze for a moment.

Zhan Hao sighed at the side, raised his eyebrows and winked at the withered leaves, signaling him to hurry up and hug the little guy.Withered Ye blinked blankly, then picked up the red-eyed Fang Qiu, and hugged her into her arms.The child was biting his lip and holding back, but now he couldn't hold it anymore, and carefully grabbed his clothes and sobbed in a low voice.Zhan Hao took the withered leaf's hand and let him sit down by the bed, coaxing him softly: "Fang Qiu, look, daddy is here, isn't he? He's fine, and he didn't say he doesn't want you."

Withered Ye hugged him, sighed inwardly, increased the strength in her hands, followed Zhan Hao's words and continued: "Fang Qiu, I'm fine, don't worry."

Fang Qiu pursed his mouth, and then his small body, which had been reluctant to lean on, softened into Dad's arms.He bit his lip and wiped his tears on the shoulder of the dead leaf, while suppressing his crying, he said, "Father, Fang Qiu was wrong, Fang Qiu will be obedient in the future... You guys have a baby, so don't dislike me... ...I didn't mean to kick you, I was wrong..."

Hearing the little guy's choked-up cries, Dead Leaf frowned worriedly, and hugged him tighter.Zhan Hao stroked the back of Fang Qiu's head quietly, his eyes were calm and soft, with the dead leaves hugging the child, he raised his eyes and looked at him with some worry.Zhan Hao smiled unhurriedly, and said silently with his lips, don't be in a hurry, don't be in a hurry.

Fang Qiu is not the kind of kid who forgets to eat but not to fight. His experience determines his temperament, and he is destined to be a temperament that thinks ahead and thinks ahead.This character, at best, is stable and thoughtful, but at worst, it is thoughtful and looking for troubles.In some respects, it is a bit like a dead leaf, so it is impossible to persuade him with words. You just take him by your side and live happily every day, so he will slowly feel at ease.

It took him more than a year to let the dead leaves put down the doubts in his heart. Fang Qiu is still a child, so it should not take much time.So Zhan Hao is not worried, what is he worried about?Everyone he cares about is there, everyone Fang Qiu is attached to is there, there is nothing that cannot be resolved.

Looking at the big and small hugging tightly in front of him, Zhan Hao bent his lips tenderly, and slowly slid his palm onto the palm of the dead leaf supporting Fang Qiu's back.This is his closest family, his present, and the future that will continue his life.

From that day on, Zhan Hao often took Fang Qiu to his room to take a nap with the dead leaves.Every time the little guy tightly grasped the skirt of the dead leaf, the dead leaf would talk to him before going to bed, asking him what he learned in the morning.The child doesn't go to school in the afternoon now, Qiuhu is too hot, and Pei Xi and Shao Si were taken back to Suzhou by Pei Junrong a few days ago, Fang Qiu didn't want to go alone.

When sleeping, Fang Qiu would obediently lie face to face with the dead leaves, while pulling his clothes and stroking his hair, asking Dad if he was feeling better now. Sister Minwei said that you are pregnant with a baby, and recently you are always Want to vomit... Dead Leaf felt embarrassed, but he couldn't help but answer the child's words, or he would think he was angry again.Fang Qiu pursed her small lips, then raised her face in a moody mood and asked, Dad, how do boys conceive babies?This baby belongs to you and Daddy, right?The baby is born, do you want to be your mother?

Dead Leaf was stunned by his series of questions, and couldn't help but feel a little uncomfortable.He stretched out his arms to hug the little guy tightly, and said to evade to go to bed, Dad is sleepy!Seeing that he was embarrassed, Fang Qiu pursed her lips, closed her eyes and fell asleep.

Children and pregnant people are lethargic, but Fang Qiu often wakes up earlier.Every time he opened his eyes under the blanket ignorantly, he would see the dead leaves still sleeping in front of him.When the child just woke up, he had to go through a period of blurred and disturbed consciousness, but whenever he saw Dad, the child's blank head would immediately settle down.Then, the little guy would wrap his body tightly and slip into his arms, and slowly get up until his mind cleared up.

Walking out the door, the sky outside is often just beginning to slowly turn yellow.The maids and sisters were busy in and out of the west courtyard, and white cooking smoke slowly began to waft from the direction of the kitchen.The little guy looked at the slowly wilting flowers in the yard stupidly, thinking about the life of having another little brother in the future, a thought came to his head in a ignorant way.

Even if some people come and some people go, the world should be like this.Even after many years, when I grow up and my father and father grow old... even if they leave, the plants and trees in this yard will not change in any way.

It was also at that moment that Fang Qiu began to feel that having an extra brother was not a bad thing.At least, I can have someone to grow up with me, so that I won't be alone after my dad and dad leave.

He would take away the attention his fathers gave him, and in the same way he would take away the pain he felt when he lost them.

At that moment, the little Fang Qiu suddenly wanted to cry, and for no reason, his nose was sore because of this strange thought.The little guy slowly closed his eyes, turned around and ran back to the bed, curled up and nestled into the arms of the dead leaves, as if he didn't have to face all this by hiding in his father's body.All things, compared with time, seem so insignificant.No one can take away the care that daddy and the others have for them, neither can my younger brother, nor can any other children take away.Only the irresistible, continuous passing of time will take everything away.

The little guy met Zhan Hao when he was three and a half years old, and Dead Leaf when he was four and a half years old.After so many things, this autumn, the little guy is about to turn six years old, and the dead leaf is 26. In a few months, Zhan Hao will be thirty.

And Nie Qi, who I haven't seen for a long time, and who has been wandering around like an old cat like Nie Qi, five days after the Chinese New Year, his life will come to an end.

By then, Dead Leaf's unborn baby—his grandson—had just turned eight months.

It can be said that Zhan Hao knows nothing about his father's whereabouts. The way he and Nie Qi get along is more like brothers than father and son.Both of them are not ordinary people. When it comes to emotions, the time spent together is too little, and the foundation is still too weak.The understanding and tacit understanding of each other is good, just like twin brothers.

So, when Nie Qi was here, Zhan Hao would not deliberately look for him; when he left, Zhan Hao would go with him, anyway, he would come back in the end.

The little girls of the Zhan family knew about Mr. Nie's background, so they wouldn't foolishly ask where Uncle Nie had gone at this time.On the other hand, Fang Qiu asked Zhan Hao once when he was with Dead Leaf, and Dead Leaf didn't know how to answer, so Zhan Hao just smiled and said that your grandfather Nie has friends everywhere, so he probably went to visit them.

The little guy opened his eyes wide when he heard this, and said, how nice it is to have so many friends!Dead Leaf was also listening, but he didn't say a word, and when he was about to go to bed at night, he hesitated under the quilt and asked in a low voice, did you really go to see your friends?Zhan Hao rubbed his head in the dark, and said with a smile, if he wasn't going to see his friends, where was he going?Don't worry, he will come back, after all, my mother is here.

After hearing this, Dead Leaf felt a little gloomy inexplicably.Nie Qi like this is like an old cat who knows the day of his death. Feeling that his body is going to die, he goes to say goodbye to his old friends one by one, and then comes back to stay in a warm and sunny place. quietly waiting for that day to come.

At that moment, Dead Leaf couldn't help but think of the fate that Zhan Hao had to follow... After all, people are selfish, and they always care more about those they care about.Just like thinking about Nie Qi now, and thinking about his fate in a few months, Dead Leaf just feels a little depressed.But if Nie Qi was replaced by Zhan Hao, he would feel almost breathless, and his fingers could not help but grab Zhan Hao's clothes.The little fox, who has never been good at taking the initiative, now leans towards his lover's arms.Zhan Hao felt a little flattered, but seeing his gloomy face in the dark...it's impossible to be distracted.He knew what Dead Leaf was thinking, and sometimes he was glad that he had made up his mind to take a gamble.If it weren't for the decision at that time, I am afraid that the reality at this time will always be just a dream.

At that time he asked himself, is it worth it?

The results of many things cannot be seen immediately, and its influence and the changes it brings will only be revealed slowly in the future.At that time, Zhan Hao couldn't answer himself.But at this moment, he has been able to give an affirmative answer with certainty - it is worth it, it is worth it.

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Nie Qi came back after the withered leaf's morning sickness was over.

Just after the autumnal equinox, the leaves of the deciduous trees in the north have turned yellow one after another.Nie Qi walked in with the cold and damp air of the morning, wrapped in a thin black cloak.The sun was just rising behind the distant mountains, shrouded in mist, about to climb the treetops.

Zhan Hao was sitting in the porch outside the room, warming the thick porridge for the dead leaves in his hands, the rice grains had been boiled until they were rotten and soft.Seeing him coming from the vestibule from a distance, Zhan Hao narrowed his eyes, and showed a long-lost faint smile to his father.

Nie Qi saw him through the middle hall, wanted to go to his room, but turned a corner, took off his cloak and walked towards him.

"Why are you just sitting there? Where's my daughter-in-law?"

They are all people who know the basics, and Nie Qi didn't bother to be so polite with his son, so he came over and asked directly.Zhan Hao asked him to sit down beside him with a smile, stretched out his hand and pointed to the room with a smile, and said softly, "I'm still asleep, I slept with Fang Qiu for too long yesterday afternoon, and I didn't go to sleep until late at night, so wake up now." not coming."

"Really." Nie Qi said lightly, raised his eyes, and quietly looked at the distant sun for a while.Zhan Hao looked at him calmly, he could see that he had lost some weight, but apart from this, there was no change in other places, the poison of Yagi Running Water seemed to be more humane.Nie Qi was stunned for a while, then turned his face to look at the porridge in his hand, seeing that it was filled with black-bone chicken and goji berries and red dates, he couldn't help being a little amused: "What's the matter, it's like a woman raising a baby , Didn’t I see that my daughter-in-law doesn’t like wolfberries? Why did I change my temper after not seeing each other for a few months?” I used to pick out any one when I was eating vegetables, and I was so paranoid.

Zhan Hao frowned, smiled modestly, and said, "It's just raising a baby. It's been more than three months, and I still vomited all the time."

When Nie Qi heard this, the expression on his face didn't change much, but there was genuine surprise in his eyes for a while.Zhan Hao smiled at him unhurriedly, with a slow and happy look.Nie Qi blinked for a long time, and just about to ask a question, there were slight footsteps in the room.After a while the door opened, and Dead Leaf leaned halfway out from behind the door in a coat, and saw two identical people sitting in the porch. He was stunned for a while, and then he yelled: "Mr. Nie..."

Nie Qi looked at him, and moved his gaze to his abdomen calmly, then raised his eyes calmly and smiled at him, saying, "Why are you still calling Mr., what did you promise me?"

Withered Ye was stunned for a moment, then realized that it should be called "Father".He dodged and lowered his eyes, muttering to himself for a while, and then he called out vaguely.When Nie Qi heard it, he couldn't help laughing, and said, "How long have you been with Ah Hao? You're still ashamed. You're so awkward to be called a father." The dead leaves couldn't help but hesitated for a while. , Hastily dropped the sentence "I'm going to get dressed", closed the door and hid back.Zhan Hao also smiled, and walked over with the hot porridge, and when he entered the door, there was another burst of intimacy.

After a while, Zhan Hao came out with a smile on his face, while Nie Qi was still outside, with his hands neatly folded around his chest, with a slow waiting expression on his face: "Hey, should you tell me about the miscarriage? ?”

Zhan Hao raised his eyebrows unhurriedly, and then the two brothers seemed to wrap their arms around their father's shoulders, dragging him into the