[Volleyball] Ace Defense

Oikawa Toru's state looks very bad, at least compared to usual, he looks very listless.But it's not as exaggerated as Yan Quanyi said, hiding and crying secretly.It's just the reaction that most people have when they lose a game. Frustration and loss are mostly such negative emotions.Hearing Hinata Xiangyang's voice, Oi Chuanche raised his head, and after seeing the person clearly, he showed a slightly pale smile, "...it's Xiangchan."

Hinata Xiangyang was taken aback when he first saw Oikawa Toru's weak expression. After all, it was far from the impact of being full of energy and smiling all the time. He never even thought that the defeat of the game would affect Oikawa Toru make such a big impact.Such Oikawa made him feel worried, and he couldn't help asking cautiously, "Then, is Oikawa-senpai feeling unwell? Do you need to go to the medical room to rest?"

It seems that there is no other better way than rest. Maybe drink a little water, eat delicious food, fill up the stomach, and the spirit will be better!

Over there, Hinata Xiangyang was racking his brains to think about how to cheer up Oi Chuanche, but here Oi Chuanche didn't say a word, and when he turned his face away, he covered himself with the towel that was put on his head, which was a bit scary expression.

To be honest, Ji Chuanche just wants to be alone quietly.It wasn't the first time he'd sneaked out to find a remote location, far away from everyone.If it was because of losing to other schools, they wouldn't have such a big reaction (but they have never lost to other schools, except for the non-official practice match with Karasuno), the only thing that made him so paranoid was Bai There is nothing else in Torizawa.

That was a knot Oi Chuanche couldn't let go of.Starting from junior high school, no matter how hard you work or how hard you work, as long as you meet Shiratorizawa, you will definitely lose the game.He once promised to lead Aoba Josai to the national competition that he had been looking forward to all along, but for three years, from the first year of high school to now, in nearly three years, Aoba Josai has never won against Shiratorizawa.

Before losing the game, I would cry a lot, especially unwilling; although I don’t cry now, the strong unwillingness is still deeply entrenched in my heart.He didn't want others to see his dejected appearance at all, and compared to this matter, Oi Chuanche didn't want anyone to come to comfort him.Hinata Xiangyang should also come to comfort him, right?

Ahhh, I can completely imagine what the other party is going to say.For example, Oikawa-senpai has always been very good, although he lost, please continue to work hard to win the game next time, etc., I have heard this kind of words countless times.The tone of voice can almost be simulated.At this time, I don't want to hear such words anymore, every time I hear such words, it is really enough.

Winners and losers are treated differently.It's only a slight difference of two points, but it simply determines who is the winner and who is the loser, there is no room for discussion.The winner receives praise and flowers from everyone, while the loser will always leave the stage silently and disappear without a sound.All the sense of presence is to set off the strength of the winner.

He obviously likes volleyball so much, spends more time on volleyball than anyone else, and works harder than anyone else, but he can never cross that small gap.One step to heaven, one step to hell.Even though he worked so hard, the power of life and death has never been in his hands.That kind of privilege is tightly held in the hands of a person loved by God, and everything is decided easily.

So he hates geniuses, no matter how much effort he puts in, he will be easily wiped out by geniuses.

"Senior Oikawa?" The long silence made Hinata Xiangyang a little overwhelmed, "Well, is it because he lost the match with Shiratorizawa that he was listless?" The other party didn't answer, as if he had accepted the answer by default .This is exactly what Hinata Xiangyang didn't understand. Although Karasuno lost to Aoba Castle West before, he would be depressed and discouraged, but he would cheer up soon, because he couldn't waste time on regrets, he had to hurry up Time moves forward.

"What, will Oikawa-senpai be frustrated too? If you lose, it would be nice to win back next time."

These words obviously hit Oi Chuanche's weakness.

【You are not me, how do you know how I feel? 】

Hinata Xiangyang didn't know how Chuan Teru went through the six years of junior high school and high school.I am more persistent and love volleyball than anyone else, so I will naturally try my best to work hard.He is often the last person to leave the volleyball hall and practice strong serve countless times; for the powerful opponent school, he borrows video tapes to study over and over again in every game.More than half of the time and enthusiasm are burned for volleyball.But no matter how hard you try, when you meet that genius ace, no matter how much effort you put in, it's like a joke.

What the best setter ever.What is that.

There is no point in going to the national competition.

"What do you know?! I'm different from Xiang-chan, Xiang-chan still has so many opportunities to participate in the competition, but this competition is my last competition! But it's completely over now-I'm fed up with always losing games Already!" There will be no next time.He is different from Hinata Xiangyang, Hinata Xiangyang has just started, and there is still the possibility of unlimited growth in the future, but what about him?He is already in his third year of high school, and there is no more time to squander him.

[Why do you understand me and say these words that are not painful to you? 】

Excessive anxiety and various negative emotions brought Oi Chuanche to the verge of losing control, and then he stood up uncontrollably, grabbed Hinata Xiangyang's arm and yelled.The aggrievedness and anger of being suppressed by Shiratorizawa for so many years were fully displayed at this moment.The unfulfilled promise and the unreachable national competition mocked his self-esteem all the time.

But the moment he yelled, Oikawa regretted it.Hinata Xiangyang was clearly innocent, but somehow endured his anger.He calmed down quickly, and was about to apologize, but Hinata Xiangyang in front of him stretched out his hand and grabbed Oikawa Toru by the collar.

"Senior Oikawa likes volleyball, right? Don't you like volleyball if you don't win the game?" When he said this, Hinata Xiangyang's face was very scary, his eyes were like a cluster of burning and jumping flames, "Mr. It’s talking about competitions or something, it’s so annoying!!! Isn’t there still a qualifier for Spring High!? You can continue to play volleyball even if you go to college?! Are you so enlightened!? Don’t show me that! Sub-face, don’t treat volleyball with a perfunctory attitude!!!” Ji Chuanche’s unreasonable venting made him so angry that he even forgot the honorifics.

Facing Oi Chuanche's gaffe, Hinata Xiangyang yelled back.Because of the excessive force, he was more excited, and after saying all he wanted to say, he was already a little out of breath.Oi Chuanche, who accepted Hinata Xiangyang's yelling, stood there blankly, his mind blank.

"That, yes, I'm sorry!" But soon, Hinata Xiangyang woke up and apologized.It was the first time I had done yelling at my seniors. Although the yelling process was fun, I felt guilty after it was over.The arm that was being grabbed was a little painful, but compared to just now, the feeling of being held tightly was no longer there. With a little effort, I could break free.Seeing Toru Oikawa with a blank expression in front of him, Xiangyang Hinata took a step back cautiously.

"...Ah, it's me who should say I'm sorry." Oi Chuan Toru came back to his senses, and let go of Hinata Xiangyang's arm.

Another long silence.

Oikawa recalled the feeling just now.To be honest, he really didn't expect Hinata Xiangyang to yell at him.If it was someone else, they would probably bear his anger silently without saying anything.No matter how embarrassed his expression is, he will tolerate his loss of control: because Oi Chuanche is in the position of a weak person.No matter who it is, they will sympathize with the weak, because this is an instinct of human nature.

But Oi Chuanche doesn't need comfort or deliberate tolerance from others.He may regret and cry bitterly, but he is proud and never needs to be sympathized by others.

Hinata Xiangyang's roar made his whole heart tremble.He could feel the other party's hand holding his collar trembling slightly with anger.Every word and every sentence of the other party was deeply knocked in his heart, which made him feel extremely ashamed.He is very clear about the truth that when he flinches, he loses, but today he almost lost, to that cowardly self.

(Don't you like volleyball if you don't win the game?)

(not really.)

The excitement of seeing a volleyball game for the first time, the excitement of touching a newly bought volleyball for the first time, the annoyance of being hit when trying to serve for the first time, the joy of successfully serving and the unparalleled satisfaction.At the beginning, he liked volleyball so much, and his feelings for volleyball were so pure. He shouldn't lose his simple and primitive love for the game.

Everything is changing.Starting from elementary school, middle school, and high school, you will meet and know different people, and most of those people just pass by and say a few words.The force majeure of events and the force majeure of fate doom everything to change rapidly, and nothing can stay with you forever.And only volleyball came with him.In a short period of time, volleyball has given him a lot of fun, and he has become like a partner.

That kind of feeling cannot be controlled and changed by winning or losing a few games.

In the beginning, I played volleyball because I liked it, not because I played volleyball to win games.The competition is necessary, and the outcome is also inevitable. This is only to increase the fun of volleyball, so that everyone can better enjoy the joy of playing volleyball and work hard to win.The starting point of the game is based on happiness, there is no other reason.

"No, it's my fault, I shouldn't have yelled at Oikawa-senpai..." Hinata Xiangyang let go of Oikawa Toru's collar, jumped back, closed his eyes and raised his hands to do it. A posture of surrender, as if waiting for Oikawa Toru's anger.

The pair of arms raised high, on the forearm of the left hand, red bruises can be seen on the fair skin.That was the trace left by Oikawa Toru, very dazzling.

Oikawa Toru was speechless, and finally reached out to touch Xiangyang Hinata's fluffy hair, then gently held Xiangyang Hinata's hand, tried to touch the bruised part, and heard Xiangyang Hinata's soft voice as expected gasp.

"...Sorry, I lost control." Oi Chuanche pursed his lips with unspeakable regret, "Let's deal with this first?"

The author has something to say:

It can only be said that the king is hiding very deeply.A person will always have negative emotions, but the king never expresses them, so it is normal for Xiaoxiang not to know.

To be honest, this chapter is very difficult to write, and it was written with reference to the memory of Qingcheng Zhan, who killed the king there.But since this is a campus love essay, OOC is not too important orz

And my book finally arrived la la la la la la immediately licked the cat and day, woo woo woo a book is satisfied (?﹃?)

I want to finish this article quickly and then go to learn Japanese (.

In fact, regarding winning or losing... I really like a saying: The only thing I can't afford in my life is chopsticks.

How much sorrow and despair will pass, there are miracles every day, and there is nothing that cannot be let go.