16 year old graduation ceremony

Maybe the hand that pushed her out of the car belonged to none other than herself.Xin Xin's death made her see and hear suddenly, and she exposed all the lies that had been or would be with harsh questioning and prying prying, and smashed the already vulnerable family to pieces.It was raining on the day she followed her husband to the hotel to catch the rape. Through the raindrops dripping from the tip of her hair, she saw her husband hugging the back of the woman, and went back to 16 years ago in a daze. Was there such a pair of eyes watching her back then? And Li Shijun's back?While she was cursing her husband for being shameless and selfish, she was also blaming herself for her secret crimes back then; Enen dyed her hair like a Christmas tree, she screamed, pushed him into the bathroom and pressed him under the faucet, desperately trying to wash it off, lest He will become another Xin Xin who no longer belongs to her.After spending so much effort, she finally kneaded this home into a ball of mud. She could no longer use it to make any shape, and there was nothing for her to destroy... except herself.

The mighty night wind blew her hair, which hadn't been trimmed for a long time, and slapped her cheeks, but she didn't feel much pain anymore.She leaned out of the balcony parapet, leaning forward an inch, then an inch, her center of gravity would be unstable, head up and down, like a whirling leaf, falling silently into the sea of ​​lights.

"Jumping off a building in this posture? It's too disrespectful." Someone said beside her.Startled, she retracted her body and turned her head to see a girl in a high school uniform standing tall behind her. Her dark face and black pleated skirt were melted by the night, and only her white short-sleeved top and Eyes shining like jewels, and white socks and white leather shoes on the feet.Who is that?It looks so familiar... She pursed her lips and smiled, raised her skirt and jumped quickly, a pair of white socks and white shoes stepped firmly on the short concrete wall. She opened her arms, like a big bird with wings ready to fly, backwards The blown skirt is her tail to maintain balance.

She tilted her head, and her smiling eyes seemed to be provocative: "Stand up, hold your head high, keep your feet straight together, without any fear, do you dare?"

After being so excited, Xian Ling raised her chin proudly, and clambered on to the top of the wall to try to step up, but her heavy and fat body didn't listen, she couldn't even lift one foot, and only then did she realize that she was trembling badly.how?She can't even commit suicide?Her body went limp, and she fell to sit on the cold tiled floor. The early spring chill soaked the tears on her cheeks, which were as sharp as thorns.She finally had to hide her face and admit that her life was a complete failure:

"Laugh! Just laugh at me! I will never be as good as you! Even if you want to die, you can't die as simply and beautifully as you. Why do you keep pestering me? You haven't seen enough of the jokes I made in this life Isn't it? Even if I want to commit suicide, you have to come out to disrupt the situation..."

"If you are really determined, no one will stop you." Zhao Xiuyin stood high on the railing, looking up at the dark and starless night sky: "Why do you care so much about what other people think of you? Try to stand up on your own strength Look, since you are not afraid of death now, you have nothing to be afraid of. Looking down from here, the ugly world has become extraordinarily beautiful. Wouldn’t it be great to die without seeing the other side of the world from this height? Pity?"

Looking out from the balcony on the seventeenth floor, Xian Ling's firm suicidal thoughts disappeared immediately.

"Forget it, it's better to live, even though it's better to live like this..." When she was thinking this way, she suddenly felt an invisible hand behind her grabbing her collar and lifting her to the short wall with a whistling sound. , standing side by side with Zhao Xiuyin.She felt that her whole body was empty and without barriers, and the night wind surrounded her like a beast watching a tiger, sniffing bloodthirstyly, she panicked, and wanted to hold Zhao Xiuyin's hand:

"Come on, let me go..."

However, Zhao Xiuyin just smiled, stretched out a finger, and touched her arm coldly, before he could yell out, Xian Ling fell head and foot quickly.The wind howled, as if it was going to rush through her body, she closed her eyes tightly, and suddenly landed on a soft and cold object, there was a loud noise in her ears, vague and distant.She felt that she was covered by a layer of warm water, and she could hardly breathe. When she opened her eyes, she found that she was in a piece of clear blue water. In the swimming pool of the high school, the dark crowd in the stands applauded her: "Beautiful! Zhao Xiuyin! That's great!"

She turned into Zhao Xiuyin?Regardless of the coach and classmates who were about to gather around to congratulate her, she hurried to the mirror in the locker room to take a look, didn't she?This black and exquisite face, this full chest and slender legs, she is Zhao Xiuyin!She unconsciously smiled to herself: the angle of entering the water just now was perfect, there was almost no splash, and the acceleration of gravity against the wind at full speed felt really wonderful.This is the interlayer conversion that Zhao Xiuyin mentioned earlier, right?It's unbelievable that this diving competition doesn't have to wait until the end, the champion has already been born, and she can finally taste the beauty of receiving the attention and praise on the stage... However, Zhao Xiuyin's body doesn't listen to her orders, and goes on Since I walked to the shower room, I rinsed it randomly, put on the T-shirt and jeans in the bag, looked out from the broken corner of the pink shower curtain, and made sure that no one was walking around, then I quickly slipped out and walked around to the back of the locker room With a kick of one foot, he skilfully flipped out of the wall.Wait... Don't you want to go to the stage to receive the gold medal?Xiang Ling anxiously shouted at the body, but she was like a parasite attached to an animal, this body had another soul that was not under her command.She remembered that after the diving competition, Zhao Xiuyin did not appear at the awards ceremony, and the scene was stunned.What has happened in the past cannot be changed, and the mechanism of time-space transformation turns out to be just another stereoscopic video projection method with a sense of presence.

Wow!Xian Ling, who became Zhao Xiuyin, applauded secretly. She never thought that she could be so nimble and brisk. Now she is Zhao Xiuyin!She was not afraid of anything, school rules and fences couldn't control her, she slipped out of school just after three o'clock, and stepped on the broken motorcycle hidden in the alley in advance.When she was looking for the keys in her schoolbag, she fell out of a light purple envelope with printed patterns. "Letter from Zhao Xiuyin" was written childishly in blue ink in graceful handwriting. Who secretly stuffed it into her schoolbag, no need to open it. Kai also knew what was written in the letter. She didn't even bother to glance at the signature, so she crumpled up the letter and threw it into the rotten water bucket under the telephone pole, and the engine car drove away.Riding a rattling vintage locomotive, passing through an underground tunnel, turning around several roundabouts and crossroads, out of the urban area, and galloping along the lush green fields in early summer, there are occasional gravels bouncing and jingling on the road. On the fenders, heavy trucks whizzed by from time to time, and the air was filled with hot dust.Xianling had never walked this road before, seeing that he was heading more and more to the remote suburbs, where did he go?

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