Rebirth is not relative

So Zeng Junying told a story about the giving of a rich man and a poor man. The content of the story is that the rich donated a large amount of property to the temple. The lamp is placed in the middle of many candles, which looks different and makes the rich very proud.But it didn't take long for the rich man to see the temple light a second colorful glazed lantern and put it next to his colorful glazed lantern.

The rich man couldn't think of anyone who would give more than him, so he asked the host, who did not think that the donor of this colorful glazed lamp was just a poor man, and what he donated was very meager money, which was nothing compared to what the rich donated. can not be compared.

This caused the rich man to ask indignantly, why is this poor man worthy of this colorful glazed lantern?

So the host told him that the rich donated half of his property, and the poor donated all his property. In the eyes of Buddha, it is no different from what the rich donated.

"So, what I gave and what Su Fang gave are equal and no different."

"It's really profound." Shen Sheng said thoughtfully.

"Actually, when I first came to this world, I didn't want to have anything to do with Su Fang. Later, I thought it was because I hated him."

Shen Sheng said: "Hating him is not a minor thing, the foolish things he did can't be forgiven."

"But in the end, I let him become more and more powerful. Without me, how could he be like this. After being with Su Fang now, I feel that we were really stupid in the past. We spent too much time worrying about gains and losses. They are all chasing after those things that have already been lost, and in the end they are distorted, not as good as the current Su Fang who understands love."

One is unwilling to accept a broken life, and the other pursues a love that does not belong to him, and ends up in a mess.The past is gone, and looking back, things that were once incomprehensible are now clear.In the past, Su Fang hated him for another reason, but his love and hatred were so blind and incomprehensible.

"Su Fang, he has no ambitions in his career, and he has no gorgeous plans in life. From the beginning to the end, he only has one small wish." That is to be with him.

For this wish, Su Fang worked hard to study at the same university as him. She thought he would open a bookstore and planned to open a coffee shop.

Zeng Junying had thought about it countless times, if the bastard Su Fang didn't have that stupid, simple, unshakable persistence to circle around him, would they still be like this today?

No, even if we are really together, there are thousands of knots in my heart.

what is love?The answer varies from person to person.

Zeng Junying touched the joints of her fingers, and all ten fingers were smooth. Su Fang once hoped that Zeng Junying could buy a ring and wear it. This was probably one of Zeng Junying's rare requests to refuse Su Fang. She already knew her ending, Zeng Junying didn't want to Using this method to trap Su Fang's heart, he quietly left a way out for him, and tried his best to give Su Fang everything that was right for him, that's his way of loving.

In terms of love performance, Su Fang never thinks about this problem, she directly takes action to adjust herself, and then firmly stays by Zeng Junying's side.

"Actually, Su Fang is a very thoughtful person. It can be seen from his plan to open a coffee shop. He masters every line and detail, but he is willing to be a subsidiary because I don't have much idea. Maybe it's his share. The intuition of the beast, the way of subconscious choice will not collide with me. As far as I know, before I came, it was Su Fang who dominated the interaction between the two."

Su Fang's love seems ordinary and has no big moves, but it is really moisturizing and silent, erasing the desolation of Zeng Junying's half life, Zeng Junying feels ashamed.

Shen Sheng carefully recalled his high school days, and nodded after a long time: "Thinking about it now, earlier, he was the one who said what, and you did what you did before. You were like a big fool back then."

"Heh, what about the draft agreement to transfer?" One sentence brought the topic back to the business.

"already prepared."

"Let Su Fang sign it, so that it will take effect quickly..." The effect of the medicine has been exerted so strongly that Zeng Junying's unbearable eyelids gradually became heavy.

Putting all the documents that Zeng Junying had read into his briefcase, Shen Sheng said: "I see, you go to sleep."

Suddenly, Zeng Junying opened his eyes: "Ah Sheng..."

"kindness?"

Zeng Junying and Shen Sheng looked at each other for a long time, and then burst out laughing: "I think your appearance is very joyful."

Finally, Shen Sheng couldn't bear it anymore and let out his dirty mouth: "Fuck you!"

Later, the room returned to the calm before getting up. Shen Sheng stared at Zeng Junying and left after falling asleep. Not long after the door closed, Zeng Junying slowly opened his eyes.

what is love?The answer varies from person to person.

For Shen Sheng, silently observe, silently pay, and even play this feeling as a card when necessary, as long as it can be exchanged for a better result for the person he loves, even if others misunderstand this feeling. Love is cheap, he doesn't care.

This kind of love made it difficult for Zeng Junying not to be moved. He wanted to say sorry, but he didn't even have the qualifications to say sorry. He wanted to say thank you, but this kind of thank you would only make Shen Sheng more sad. In the end, he couldn't say anything , can only silently see Shen Shengde's efforts in the bottom of his eyes and in the bottom of his heart, this may be the only thing he can do at present.

Sighing helplessly, Zeng Junying slowly closed his eyes again, and this time he really fell asleep.

Gradually, their lives became more and more regular. Zeng Junying always concealed part of the disease and the pain of the side effects of the medicine. He used the method of boiling frogs in warm water to let Su Fang slowly resume the work and rest of running a bookstore. Most of his mind was diverted to work, which made Zeng Junying very happy.

Su Fang knows that Zeng Junying likes to listen to him talk about work, and while sharing work details every day, she will also make fun of this man for being a workaholic by nature, and he does not stop recuperating from illness.

"In just one second, all the doubts of a thinker and a clairvoyant about the value and meaning of human life are completely expressed."

In addition to the topic of work every day, there are many adjustments in life.For example, now, after dinner, Su Fang played soft music in the living room. He opened the Wild Wolf and lay in Zeng Junying's arms, reciting word by word seriously, and Qiuqiu obediently lay on its exclusive position.According to Zeng Junying's old hooligan, Su Fang's voice is moving, especially when it comes to calling the bed, it often makes the listener ecstatic, so this talent should not be left unused, this kind of statement made Su Fang dumbfounded.

On a certain day of each month, they will exchange donations, receive thank-you letters from beneficiaries, and receive letters and photos or feedback from children adopted in their names in distant places. They will read and share together.

"An and the others sent another letter, saying that they have gone to school." Su Fang happily opened the letter, read the entire letter, and picked up the gift that came with the envelope, which was woven into a bracelet made of unknown plants, and looked at it.

Zeng Junying: "It's Miscanthus, I don't know if the kid cut his hand or not."

"Otherwise we will turn around and send him a can of wound medicine." Su Fang stood up and took the letters and gifts to a specially planned display area in the living room, and pressed the letters and photos on the cork board with thumbtacks. Such messages and photos.The presents are placed in the neat and clean display cabinets, and the first row is full of wishes.

Zeng Junying smiled: "Okay."

In a month, Zeng Junying would go home to sleep twice, and bring Su Fang to live at home generously.When he did this for the first time, everyone was worried that he would make Zeng Mu angry, and secretly broke into a cold sweat. The brothers and sisters of the Zeng family had even thought about how to mediate when there was a conflict, and Su Fang Even more nervously advised Zeng Junying not to be so impulsive.

In fact, the scene was more peaceful than they thought.

Zeng Junying led Su Fang into the house: "Mom, I'm back."

Immediately afterwards, Zeng Mu said in a very indifferent voice: "Eat."

"Okay, Su Fang, let's help arrange the dishes."

"Uh, okay."

Su Fang anxiously went to the cupboard to help with the dishes, the eldest brother of the Zeng family was not idle, and hurried up to join in the fun, while the eldest sister of the Zeng family, who was confinement at home, was nervously lying on the soft chair with the child in her arms In the meeting, her husband and son-in-law were more nervous than her. If it wasn't for the wrong occasion, he might stand up and spin around.

When no one saw it, Zeng Junying approached Zeng's mother: "Mom, you are scary."

Zeng Mu asked angrily, "Does your heart hurt?"

Unexpectedly, Zeng Junying was even more unscrupulous: "It's very fun, mom, go ahead."

One sentence almost made Zeng's mother laugh, she hurriedly covered her mouth, pinched Zeng Junying's waist with pliers reproachfully, this pinch, Zeng Junying almost revealed her secrets, coughed hurriedly and withdrawn from the range of Zeng's mother's magic hand, returned to the still Beside Su Fang, who was in a panic and panicked.