Just ask for no regrets in this life

1,

"Once Upon a Time"

Mu Xin

Remember when I was young

Sincerely everyone

say one sentence

Early morning train station

dark long street

The shop selling soy milk is steaming

The day before is getting slower

Cars, horses, and mail are slow

Only love one person in a lifetime

The locks used to be nice too

Beautiful key

You'll understand when you lock it

2,

He never thought that a man would appear in front of him like this.

At least he hadn't envisioned the man's return that way.

Yet he came back.

3,

On February 2th, there are still 5 days before Valentine's Day, and it is the 7th year since he left.

At the last gathering of the companies years ago, Da Liu brought a large group of employees of the company to support the scene.

Xiaomei at the front desk wore a newly bought evening dress, and complained to the front desk of the company next door who had just announced her marriage and resigned that her salary was not enough, and she looked envious of each other; The female employees are playing "hooligans"; there are also some sober supervisors chatting about the cooperation next year; everyone is busy, chatting happily, and no one pays attention to each other...

"Lin Yun."

He was half lying on the violet velvet high school chair, crossing his legs and chatting happily with his colleagues.

"Ha, Lin Yun."

The man called him again, which forced him to look in the direction of the voice.He is not the kind of master of communication, and he couldn't help but wonder if the man who called his name really recognized the right person among this group of dark people.Of course, this thought disappeared after he looked up.

The man came towards him.

Do you believe it?If you like someone, when he is overwhelmed by the crowd, you can also see him at a glance in the crowd, because for you he is different from others, he will glow all over his body, just like an angel.Lin Yun once read such passages in the romance novels of the little girl at the next table in middle school. At that age, he laughed at this passage.But today, when he saw the man, he really felt that the man was shining with white light all over his body, different from others.And the man that day was only wearing an ordinary black overcoat, without any sparkle at all.

"Lin Yun, Lin Yun, Lin Yun...".

Although he kept calling his name, he was not in a hurry.His eyes stared at his face, and the joy in his eyes could not be concealed.

Before the man had time to walk up to him, he smiled and said to Lin Yun, "Your hair is much longer than before."

Before Lin Yun went to middle school, he always had a cropped cut, just like a soldier's cut. He thought men with long hair were feminine, and he also thought it was troublesome to wash long hair.As for why he grew his hair longer now, he didn't want to answer.

Unbelievable, he's back.

Haven't seen each other for seven years, men are no different.In Lin Yun's mind, he is still the big boy who can do anything.

But he was exhausted, and didn't know what else to say, as if just looking at him, thousands of words could only be choked in his throat, just like that, he could only smile, turned and left without saying anything.

The man didn't catch up, and Lin Yun didn't look back. He warned himself not to look back at the man, as if only by being so decisive could they have nothing to do with each other.

He didn't know if the man was looking at his back, he hoped that the man could watch him leave, and hoped that he wouldn't.

4,

When Lin Yun came back again, the man had already left.

"Do you know that person?" Some gossiping colleagues came to the door to inquire about the news.

Lin Yun smiled, nodded, and replied, "Well, I have tutored homework before."

"You are fine, the company is competing for patents, so I will definitely let you go, just wait for the promotion and salary increase, Lin Yun." Xiaomei at the front desk said.

Liu, the supervisor, heard it and asked, "Then you guys know each other very well?"

"No, I'm actually not...very familiar." Lin Yun frowned slightly and replied. "I haven't seen you for 7 years."

"I haven't seen you in seven years, yet I recognize you at once. You're still not familiar with me? My boyfriend hasn't seen me for a month, and he put me in the crowd, so he can't recognize me." The girl next door who was planning to get married Join in too.

Sometimes a woman's sensitivity is not what she says.

Lin Yun could only smile dryly.

"I heard that your friend has developed a new anti-aging agent in the United States. Now the major cosmetics companies are looking for connections to match up and compete. Whoever has the ability to get the patent will get rich."

"Really." Lin Yun said with a wry smile: "I don't know much about him, I only know that he has gone abroad, and I don't even know when he will come back...We really don't know each other well."

Lin Yun's words dispelled the enthusiasm of others around him.

Lin Yun sat for a while, excused himself not feeling well, and left the party early.

5,

Go home.

Lin Yun lay on the bed.

The winter nights are cold and long, and no one wants to endure them.

He was tossing and turning in bed, he didn't know why he came back?Even if he came back, why did he recognize him at a glance?Does that matter?Is that like it?Or is it just the joy of meeting old friends?

If you care, if you like it, why can you leave without contact for seven years, without even saying goodbye?

Lin Yun didn't want to lie to himself, he finally made up his mind to tell himself that he would never come back, never, he decided to give up, but he came back.God seems to be playing tricks on him.

He warned himself that he was a man, a man like him.His affection for him was fruitless.

And even so, once he closed his eyes, that person's expression, facial features, hair, voice...everything about him would still play in his mind over and over again like a movie.

Lin Yun suddenly jumped up from the bed, and opened the bottom drawer of the desk in front of the window. Inside was a pile of examination papers, all of which were marked by the man's marks.

He tore up the test paper like crazy and threw it into the trash can.Then he climbed back to the bed as if nothing had happened, as if this could erase his previous memories; as if this could make everything never happen.

But the reality is that Yan Yi is back.

Sometimes, you think that a person will never show up, you finally don’t want to wait any longer, you finally want to give up, and finally make up your mind to face this bleak life... But that person seems to have discovered your heart, and he has that face The smile came back and shattered your determination and self-esteem a little bit, telling you how little your control was in front of him.

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