Just ask for no regrets in this life

1,

After Yan Yi said that, he pulled the quilt away, and Lin Yun rolled over without thinking, but his body was too hard, and his whole body hit Yan Yi before he stopped.

"Wow, why is your quilt so warm? Did the proprietress take a fancy to you and give you special treatment?"

"It's your body that's cold, why are you full of bones?" As Lin Yun rolled over, Yan Yi's hand just rested on Lin Yun's lower abdomen.

Lin Yun pushed Yan Yi's hand away, and replied: "What are you doing, you are a hooligan, don't try to take advantage of me."

Yan Yi withdrew his hand and said, "If you want to talk about molesting, we used to sleep on the same bed, and I haven't touched you anywhere."

"Don't be so disgusting."

As Yan Yi said, he stretched out his arm under the quilt and touched Lin Yun's head.His hair has grown a lot, and the man said with feeling: "Sure enough, it feels more comfortable when the hair grows."

"Why don't you teach your girlfriend abroad?" Lin Yun suddenly asked Yan Yi.

"Where is the time?" Yan Yi replied.

"Oh, by the way, I forgot, successful people like you are always very busy." When Lin Yun said he was busy, he deliberately prolonged the ending.

"How do you know that I didn't teach my girlfriend?" Yan Yi is a smart person and found the flaw in Lin Yun's words. "Did you investigate me?"

"I didn't expect you to care about me so much and investigate my marriage history."

"Fuck you, can you think you are so beautiful. I found that you have become more and more shameless after you have been out for seven years. You were not like this before." Lin Yun turned his head to the side and turned his body away. On Yan Yi's side.

2,

Yan Yi smiled, and replied: "Yeah, these past few years have become more and more aware of the benefits of thick skin."

The man paused, and said, "Actually...it's not that I haven't met someone I like, it's just...".

"Okay, have you talked enough about your affairs? I haven't seen you asking if you are married and have children. Sure enough, your relationship has faded." Lin Yun didn't want to hear that, so he interrupted Yan Yi directly.

"I've been to your house, not to mention getting married and having children. Your room is still the same as it was seven years ago. Even the exam papers I graded seven years ago are still thrown in the trash can. Your habit of not throwing trash has been maintained until now. Now, I have perseverance..."

"Whoever said that I am not married and have children, maybe my wife took the children to her mother's house." Lin Yun argued for himself.

"Take the child back to your mother's house, you and your wife quarreled, are you going to divorce?"

"You just quarreled and divorced. I don't have a wife or children."

"Then you told me that again."

"I can't have a good chat with you anymore." Lin Yun frowned.

"Lin Yun." For some reason, when he heard Lin Yun say this, Yan Yi called out his name very gently.

Lin Yun asked coldly, "Why?"

Yan Yi stepped forward and rubbed his hair, and said, "That's great, you are still the same as before."

Lin Yun suddenly didn't know what to say, he just wiped his eyes with his hands, and shouted in his heart: Damn, why are you so sensational, making me cry.I haven't shed tears for hundreds of years.

3,

When Yan Yi got up, he didn't see Lin Yun.

He spread the quilt and opened the door to the courtyard. Lin Yun was wearing a thin kimono and sitting on the wooden corridor smoking a cigarette. It was raining continuously outside the house. He was looking at the plants in the courtyard while breathing smoke. He seemed even more lonely.

"Smoking outside early in the morning, what are you meditating on? You don't wear any clothes, and you're not afraid of catching cold." Yan Yi took out another dress from the room and put it on for Lin Yun.

Lin Yun was thinking about what Yan Yi said last night.

He said: "Actually...it's not that I haven't met someone I like, it's just...".

Lin Yun wanted to say to the man: You know, when I was sure that I couldn't get you, I suddenly felt a sense of stability.No more expectations, no more crazy fantasies, only this result is left, which is more solid than before.Because I know that no matter how bad it is, it can only be so.

Lin Yun didn't say anything, just looked at Yan Yi, the rain falling on his skin outside the window, and didn't speak for a long time.

"What's wrong with you?" Yan Yi asked him.

Lin Yun smiled and replied: "It's nothing, why don't you let me pretend to be deep?"

Lin Yun thought: Maybe this is good.In fact, he is also afraid, afraid that Yan Yi also likes him. If two people like each other, he doesn't know how to face the eyes of the world.Since he doesn't like himself, then he will love another person, and will have a wife and children like all ordinary men in this world.Lin Yun thought, a man who spends his whole life like this is considered complete.He longed to see Yan Yi holding his children and teasing them.And he knew that he could never give him all this in his life.

4,

Lin Yun was also afraid that he would become the only stain on this perfect man's life, he thought, luckily, he doesn't love him.

Lin Yun is a simple person, so simple that he only wants him to come back to see him, even if it is just the same as seven years ago, the man still doesn't know that he likes him, he is still willing to maintain this friendship.

There are many things that have been broken, but there is no room for relaxation.Lin Yun thought.

"I don't know when the rain will stop. My laundry is almost dry." Lin Yun said, dragging his cheeks.

Yan Yi smiled and replied: "It turns out that you are thinking about this kind of thing. I think you are thinking about some important issues. You are still the same as before. You always like to think about strange things.... "

"I still thought, why doesn't the person I like come back to see me...".

"Lin Yun, do you... have someone you like?"

"Why, you are only allowed to have it, but not me?" He asked Yan Yi heartily.

"I didn't mean that, it's just that I didn't think... I was wrong, you are so old, it's normal to have someone you like." Yan Yi said so.

"Where did she go? Is she coming back?"

Lin Yun shook his head, stood up, half of the cigarette in his hand was burnt, and he replied to Yan Yi: "I don't know, I waited before, but I don't wait now." When he said this, he happened to pass by the man, and he looked carefully at the man. I took one look at the man, and it was just one look, so I didn't dare to look again.He was afraid that his expression would arouse the other party's suspicion.

5,

"Why didn't you wait all of a sudden?" Yan Yi asked.

Lin Yun pushed open the corridor door and stopped there without stepping into the house.He stood with his head down and looked at the wood grain on the floor, and replied: "If you don't wait, then don't wait, why is there any reason. You didn't just leave when you said you would, and you came back when you said you came back, what's the reason?"

"How do you know there's no reason for me to come back?"

"Then why did you come back?" Lin Yun asked Yan Yi.

Yan Yi was silent.

Lin Yun smiled and said, "This is serious. Don't ask me, and I won't ask you either. We will remain the same as before, without interfering with each other."

After hearing this, Yan Yi chased into the house, grabbed Lin Yun's head, rubbed it hard, and joked: "Stinky boy, why are you talking to me?"

"Why did you come back, why did you come back, Yan Yi, what are you doing when you come back..." Lin Yun, who was in Yan Yi's arms, burst into tears for no reason. He was crying, grabbed Yan Yi's collar, and the two knelt on the ground.He cried: "Why did you come back, why did you come back, and why did you come back to see me...".

"Lin Yun, why do you..."

As if holding him and crying like this, all the previous liking will disappear with the tears.

Every night during these seven years, whenever Lin Yun thought of Yan Yi, the days before them, and his sudden departure, he thought that if he came back one day, he would grab him by the collar like this , Ask him why he did this?Why treat him like this?Why is there no news in seven years?

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