Just ask for no regrets in this life

1,

after dinner.

Lin Yun lay on the bed early.

Yan Yi took a shower in the bathroom, came out, lifted Lin Yun's quilt and came in.

A gust of cool wind "swish" into the quilt, Lin Yun complained: "It's cold and crowded, I told you to go back to sleep a long time ago."

Yan Yi was not unhappy when he heard this, and he put his hands on the back of his head. He looked at the ceiling of Lin Yun's room and said, "It seems to be back to seven years ago. I was late teaching you homework, so I will be with you sleep."

Lin Yun replied perfunctorily: "Enen, yes."

When Yan Yi heard him being perfunctory, he smiled and said, "It's really perfunctory."

Lin Yun didn't answer, thinking to himself: You also know that I am perfunctory.

Yan Yi turned to look at Lin Yun. Lin Yun's body felt the man's approach, and he murmured, "Don't squeeze me in."

Then, he said: "Sure enough, I ate a lot of junk food in the United States and gained a lot of weight. I remember sleeping in the same bed with you before, it wasn't so crowded."

"That's because you have been sleeping on me before, of course you can't feel the size of the bed." Yan Yi argued for his figure.

"What's the point of talking nonsense?" Lin Yun replied.

"Where am I talking nonsense, if I had a mobile phone at that time, I would have taken a picture of you to see how you slept. Every time I get up, I feel like I was run over by a truck. In the future, I will suffer from back pain, and you will support me." Yan Yi also brought up the matter of Chen Guzi's rotten sesame seeds.

"Why should I raise you? It seems that I am your son." Lin Yun replied not to be outdone.

"Let me see." Yan Yi said, reaching into the quilt and wrapping his arms around Lin Yun's face.He looked at Lin Yun's face with a smile and said, "Well, I think we look quite alike. It's good for me to have a son like you."

"Nonsense, if you have such an older son, you will have a baby at the age of seven." Lin Yun mocked him.

"If I had a child at your age, the child would be seven years old." Yan Yi suddenly sighed.

"Then why don't you give birth?"

Yan Yi didn't answer. Seeing his appearance, Lin Yun eased the atmosphere and said to him, "It's too late now."

2,

It rained again in the middle of the night.

The end of the year is approaching, and there was another burst of "crackling" firecrackers before they stopped.

Lin Yun was so disturbed that he couldn't sleep, and Yan Yi couldn't sleep either, but he didn't toss and turn like Lin Yun on the bed.

"It's been a long time since I heard the sound of firecrackers." Yan Yi expressed his feelings.

"Of course, you haven't been back for seven years."

"It was my fault that I left without saying a word...".

Yan Yi was about to say something, but was interrupted by the phone.

After he finished the call, Lin Yun leaned over and asked, "Who is it?"

"In the laboratory." Yan Yi replied to him.

"Male and female?" Lin Yun asked.

"It's a man, don't worry."

"Then I'm even more worried. It's a man who calls you in the middle of the night. You have a good friendship." Lin Yun joked with Yan Yi in his words.

Yan Yi just laughed when he heard this, and he said, "What? You're jealous."

"What are you looking for?" Lin Yun asked.

"It is said that there is something wrong in the laboratory, I will go and have a look tomorrow."

"You really answer me."

"You asked me, of course I answered."

"What's that man's name?"

"Shi Runsheng."

"What do parents do?"

"Also a researcher."

"Do you have a girlfriend?"

"It's not very clear, let me help you to ask."

"How long have you known him?"

"For about three years, he was in the same research institute as me in the United States."

"Three years, you don't know if he has a girlfriend?"

"This is his private matter. I inquired about what to do. Why, you inquired so clearly as if you were looking for a wife for him." Yan Yi finally realized that Lin Yun's question was a bit too much.

"It's nothing, I'm asleep."

As Lin Yun said, he turned over and leaned half of his body on Yan Yi.

"Stinky boy." Yan Yi cursed like this, but he didn't drive him away.

3,

Lin Yun Company.

"Lin Yun, how did you talk with Professor Yan about the patent?"

Lin Yun had already been transferred back to his civilian position, but the supervisor Liu still didn't let him go.It can be said that the colleagues around him did not let him go.

"I'm not getting involved in this matter."

"Don't you know that people are going to be laid off recently? Aren't you asking for trouble by doing what you are doing now?"

Lin Yun was silent.

Da Liu patted Lin Yun on the shoulder and said, "I heard that Professor Yan's assistant has made good contacts with several companies, so hurry up."

"This kind of thing...".

"I know you treat him as a friend, but for the patent matter, he will sell it anyway, and our company's bid is not low. Doesn't this kind of thing depend on who has a good relationship with him now? Since you have this relationship , why not take advantage of it? If the company doesn’t have this kind of relationship, they have to find someone to get close to him, don’t you think that’s the case.”

"I……".

"You have a formal talk with him, and if it succeeds, the company will not treat you badly."

"Can……".

"Then I won't disturb your work."

4,

Lin Yun's house.

Yan Yi didn't come, and no one answered the phone, so he ignored him, made some instant noodles by himself, and sat in the living room watching TV after eating.

The wall clock in the living room went from eight o'clock to twelve o'clock, but the man still didn't come back.

He went to bed and woke up, it was past one o'clock in the morning.Lin Yun felt that he was cheap, so he called Yan Yi again.

Connected, actually connected.

"Sorry, I'm in the lab, the phone is turned off. Why haven't you slept yet? I just came out, and I'm coming back now."

Lin Yun originally wanted to say: It's all over now, what's the point of coming here.But he didn't say it, he was afraid that saying such words would make the other party unhappy, and he was afraid that he would never come back like before.He suddenly felt cowardly, and he had to be cautious about everything about Yan Yi.He asked himself, when did he become such a person?He thought: Love made him timid and weak.

When Yan Yi came back, he walked to Lin Yun's bed. He pretended to be asleep, but the man went downstairs without falling asleep.

Yan Yi was sitting in the living room watching TV, and Lin Yun came down.

Hearing Lin Yun's footsteps, he turned his head and said, "Why, did I disturb you?"

"Does that Shi Runsheng have a girlfriend?" Lin Yun's hair was in a mess, and he asked about it right away, which made Yan Yi laugh.

"Haha." Yan Yi smiled, and he asked Lin Yun, "Do you still remember?"

"You haven't answered me yet?"

"I didn't ask. I thought you were joking. I don't know if you really want to know. I'll ask tomorrow." Yan Yi answered him.

"fraud."

5,

The atmosphere in the living room became silent until Lin Yun broke the deadlock. He suddenly said, "Shall we go play basketball?"

Yan Yi answered him: "You told me that the basketball court has long been turned into commercial buildings."

"Then go for a run?"

"The running place has become a kindergarten."

"Then play tennis or badminton?" Lin Yun continued to ask.

"It has become a place for aunts to dance in the square." Yan Yi replied with a sigh.

"Yeah, it's gone, it's gone." He just said that, and Yan Yi didn't speak.

"Do you know? The place where we played basketball was going to be demolished by the demolition team, and I ran out and sat there alone in the middle of the night. Do you know what I was doing there? I think you might come back when you get the news, So I waited for you there. As a result, I didn’t see anyone until it was almost dawn. When I went back, I met a little girl who went to morning class. She thought I was an old strange uncle, so she yelled in fright. I went back and looked in the mirror. You know, just one night, I grew a lot of gray hair... ".

"Lin Yun...".

"Don't call me like that, and don't apologize to me. I don't want you to feel guilty. I just want to tell you that I have survived the days without you, and I am still alive, and I will live like this in the future."

After Lin Yun finished speaking, he got up and went upstairs to sleep, Yan Yi was left alone in the living room, and he didn't know what Yan Yi was feeling.

The author has something to say: I wanted to write sweet essays, but I didn't expect to be abused. Maybe I just have a heart for writing sweet essays, and my true nature is Mammy Rong.