When will Shizi find out that he is a substitute?

Cheng Jin sat up, and Fang Xiaocheng hurriedly got up, looking at his face anxiously.

He lowered his eyes and remained silent for a long time before saying, "Even if I really go to Jiangnan, I don't want you to follow me. You will be your hero, and I will be my idiot. The two of us have nothing to do with each other. Take this opportunity to return to normal." bit."

Fang Xiaocheng said anxiously: "But you obviously still like me!"

Cheng Jin sniffed, holding back tears, and said slowly: "Now the whole world knows the ridiculous thing about me and Yeluxing, I can barely hide my name, and others will laugh at it for a while, and it will be fine, anyway, I and him You are a person who is unpopular, and it is better to have nothing. But you are different. If you throw away your burden and run away with me, others will not say you, but only say that I am a vixen, who used the magic method to confuse you. The worse I am I can't think of it at the moment, but there must be. It has always been like this, you have a good reputation, I have a bad reputation, and many things are obviously your fault, but I blame me, and no one believes the explanation. I am unlucky, and I have to suffer these grievances?"

"Ajin—"

Cheng Jin took a deep breath, wiped his eyes and face with the palm of his hand, looked at Fang Xiaocheng, and said seriously and clearly: "If I say that I have never benefited from you, I would be guilty. But I have also eaten a lot from you. Unfortunately, these accounts are mixed together, and I can’t explain it clearly, so I don’t want to settle it anymore, so I will write it off. Whether you let it go or not is your business, and it has nothing to do with me. From now on, I don’t want to die, you don’t have to Worry about me, concentrate on doing your work and defending the country. I have no ability, this is a helpless matter, you have the ability, you should take it out and use it, don't let the sword be dusty. Yelu Xinglian's business , if it can be solved, I will go to Jiangnan to change my name and surname and start from the beginning, needless to say; if unfortunately, the Gu is not resolved, and I am exhausted by him, I will be relieved. I believe that people have an afterlife. I'm afraid it's a good thing to live this muddle-headed life, and then you should be happy for me."

When he said these words, his expression was calm and peaceful, leaving Fang Xiaocheng speechless, his heart fell into an ice cellar, knowing that there was no possibility of recovery.

From now on, Cheng Jin really should eat, drink, and stay in the Hou Mansion well, either basking in the sun in the yard, playing with the dogs and birds, or reading and sleeping in the house, except that he refuses to go out for fear of being caught. People read jokes, everything else is normal.

Fang Xiaocheng didn't dare to entangle any more, and simply put all his attention on catching Yelu Xinglian.

……

The words are divided into two parts.

Since Yelu Xinglian escaped from the palace that day, he first went north to inquire about the status quo of the wolf country, to make sure that Fang Xiaocheng didn't frighten him, then turned back and hid in a small town south of the capital to recuperate.

Hongyan vowed to wipe him out, and made a fuss in the wolf country. He would be throwing himself into a trap when he went back now, and it would be safer to stay in the Central Plains.

In the beginning, it would not have gone so smoothly with Hongyan alone joining the Tata tribe, but Fang Xiaocheng has made a lot of efforts, and he even exposed the important pawns that Dayong has planted in various passes of the Wolf Country for many years.Afterwards, these useless chess pieces could no longer stay in the wolf country. Hongyan turned a blind eye and closed one eye, not pursuing it, and knowing each other.

In the corner of the cellar, Yelu Xinglian curled up into a ball, biting his clothes hard in his mouth, sweating like beans.Using the weak candlelight, he used a red-hot knife to dig out the carrion little by little, and then poured the burning knife on the blurred flesh.

He had a hard time escaping along the way, often adding new wounds before the old ones healed, and some hidden weapons were poisoned.

But these are nothing, his life is hanging by a thread since he was a child, he has suffered a lot, and he is used to it.What makes him miserable is failure!The power he gained with all his efforts was lost overnight!That's all, but Cheng Jin - Cheng Jin -!

He always remembered Cheng Jin's hateful and disgusting eyes.

The time Cheng Jin stabbed him with the hairpin was the deepest and most difficult wound he had ever suffered in his life.

He obviously used love to die, and Cheng Jin lost his memory. Being deceived by him like that, he obviously fell in love with him and insisted on him. Why...why did the old love rekindle when he met Fang Xiaocheng? !Why? !Why does everyone choose the latter between him and Fang Xiaocheng? !That woman was like this, and so was Cheng Jin.How could he be inferior to Shang Xiaocheng? !

Yeluxing even tied up the wound, raised his head, and poured the remaining spirits down his throat.

He can't figure it out...

Suddenly there was a cool wind blowing from nowhere, the place was already damp and cold, Yeluxing was burning with fever, drunk and trembling, at first glance it looked like a small lump, but it looked a little pitiful, like an abandoned wolf bastard.

He really wanted someone to hug him...

Obviously this is a weak thought and shouldn't be there, but I still really want to...

It doesn't matter whether it's that woman or Cheng Jin.

But no one, they all chose Fang Xiaocheng, they all disliked him, even hated him.

From the beginning to the end, he was only himself.

The author has something to say:

The second half of the chapter was poorly written, and I wanted to overturn and rewrite it, so today's update is relatively small, sorry orz