Sand Sculpture Overlord's dream of being top-notch in the entertainment industry

Chu Jingchen was woken up by hunger, and after looking at the time at 11:[-] in the middle of the night, he could only eat some leftovers from noon to pad his stomach.

There was an extra thin layer of gauze on his arm for no reason, and Chu Jingchen, who didn't notice anything unusual, was about to go downstairs, but when he reached the stairs, he smelled the aroma of rice.

He thought it was Gu Xihang who came back, but when he walked to the kitchen, he realized that it was Tang Chuanyu.

"When did you come back?" Chu Jingchen couldn't hide his surprise in his tone.

Tang Chuanyu was unpacking the supper box, making an appointment that Chu Jingchen would definitely be hungry at this time, and sure enough, her boyfriend took the initiative to go downstairs to look for food.

"After 6 o'clock, I slept with you, and I just woke up."

"Isn't there a charity party tonight?" Chu Jingchen realized that Tang Chuanyu might have come back for him, and felt guilty besides being touched.

Why is he always dragging others down?Could it be that he couldn't even ask Tang Chuanyu to worry less about him and be clean for two days?

Chu Jingchen secretly blamed himself.

"Canceled temporarily." Tang Chuanyu replied lightly.

"Oh." Chu Jingchen moved to the edge of the table with a cautious expression on his face.

It is impossible to cancel such a big party just by canceling it. Chu Jingchen felt that he was really a burden, and he was afraid that Tang Chuanyu would be impatient.

"Let's eat."

Tang Chuanyu gave Chu Jingchen soup, cloth and vegetables, and he was willing to take care of Chu Jingchen. After all, he was his boyfriend, and he would be the one who would be crushed for a lifetime, so how could he not spoil him.

"Why are you so nice to me?" Chu Jingchen stirred the soup in front of him uneasy.

"Do I want to beat you every day?" Tang Chuanyu was dumbfounded by Chu Jingchen.

"..."

Chu Jingchen lowered his head silently, and there were thousands of words in his heart that he wanted to express, but he couldn't say them for a long time.

They had only confirmed their relationship for a few days, and he didn't know how to express his love for Tang Chuanyu in order to convince Tang Chuanyu of his sincerity.

Tang Chuanyu sat across from Chu Jingchen, "You are my boyfriend, so I naturally want to treat you well, don't just think about it all day long."

"Then what if one day I'm not your boyfriend anymore?" Chu Jingchen asked very seriously. The serious Tang Chuanyu even wondered if Chu Jingchen wanted to empathize with someone else before deliberately probing.

"Impossible! You can only follow me in this life!" Tang Chuanyu said righteously, and must kill Chu Jingchen's bad thoughts in the cradle.

"Then will you get married?" Chu Jingchen finally plucked up the courage to ask this sentence.

"Of course it will."

Tang Chuanyu didn't hesitate, and answered very sonorously and forcefully, but it made Chu Jingchen even more at a loss.

"When do you plan to?" Chu Jingchen tried his best to speak calmly.

"On my grandfather's birthday, my family invited a gentleman. He said that this year's Mercury will be retrograde, which is unlucky. Next year, what do you think?"

Tang Chuanyu asked Chu Jingchen's opinion. Although he wanted to marry Chu Jingchen, he also asked him if he was willing.

But it's still too early to talk about marriage, they should talk about eating, drinking and having fun, or else it's okay to talk about some private things at night.

Tang Chuanyu blushed at the thought of this, and the way he looked at Chu Jingchen also changed.

After going back to the bedroom for a while, he wanted to do something that Jin Jiang didn't allow.

Chu Jingchen's face was full of sadness, and the hand holding the spoon couldn't help shaking.

"So fast, I thought... I thought..."

Chu Jingchen choked up, and finally couldn't hold it anymore, tears burst into the soup.

"I know you will get married. There will be a day sooner or later. I tried to convince myself not to mind, but I didn't expect it to be so soon... Am I being selfish? But when I think of you with someone else, I can't control it Reject everything now..."

Tang Chuanyu didn't move, nor was he in a hurry to coax Chu Jingchen, but chose to listen to everything Chu Jingchen wanted to say silently, or force Chu Jingchen to speak out what was in his heart.

"I can't bear to leave you. Can you stop getting married so early?"

"Or...or..." Chu Jingchen realized that Tang Chuanyu had been silent, and he became even more flustered. Finally, he cowardly compromised: "After you get married, can you come to my house to see me more..."

Tang Chuanyu stared at Chu Jingchen delicately, seemingly holding back his anger.

Having said that, Chu Jingchen suddenly felt that he was very shameless, how ridiculous that he wanted to be a mistress who destroyed broken families.

"I'm sorry, I... I was joking."

Neither of them were smiling, not funny at all.

Chu Jingchen lowered his head and calmed down a lot.

Even though his self-esteem has been shattered, there is a bottom line.

"I know you're angry, heh, I don't know why you talk so much tonight." Chu Jingchen couldn't say any harsh words about breaking up or breaking up, and silently wanted to bring the topic back, as if nothing happened.

He was afraid that Tang Chuanyu would be angered by him and say some exaggerated words, but he didn't want to hear a word.

The day Tang Chuanyu got married was the day they would never see each other, which seemed to be a tacit understanding that Chu Jingchen believed.

Seeing that Tang Chuanyu hadn't spoken yet, Chu Jingchen gently pushed Tang Chuanyu's hand on the table, carefully, with pleading and compromise in his eyes, hoping to end tonight's topic peacefully.

"I don't want to eat, let's go upstairs to rest, whatever, don't talk anymore."

The humble Chu Jingchen was not what Tang Chuanyu wanted to see, and he didn't seem to like such a Chu Jingchen either.

After a long time, after Chu Jingchen calmed down for a while, Tang Chuanyu said, "First of all, I want to get married, but not with someone else, but with you, but I didn't expect you to accept me marrying someone else? Do you think this is impossible? Are you laughing?"

Chu Jingchen was shocked, he even felt that he was hallucinating.

"With me? How is this possible?"

"Why is it impossible?"

Tang Chuanyu got a headache from Chu Jingchen's anger, and he couldn't care too much about a patient.

"I like you. Isn't it normal for me to marry you? I'm with you now, and I treat you wholeheartedly, but you think I'm going to marry someone else in the future. Don't you think you're too much, Chu Jingchen?"

Tang Chuanyu choked up, with a hint of helplessness in his tone.

He understood Chu Jingchen's inferiority complex, took care of his emotions carefully, understood Chu Jingchen's careful thinking, and was afraid of touching his inverse scales, but he never thought that Chu Jingchen could be so magnanimous and willing to share him with others.

"I think we should all calm down. I found that compared to the shadow Xinghui left on you, my love has become a kind of salvation in front of you, and it has also become a burden."

"I didn't..." Chu Jingchen didn't know how to refute, it was the fact.

To him, Tang Chuanyu couldn't be more precious. It made up for a large part of his lack of emotion and became a part he couldn't give up.

Gradually, this kind of emotion changed rapidly under the catalysis of depression, and Tang Chuanyu became a kind of obsession and belief of Chu Jingchen, and even became the spiritual pillar for his survival.

Tang Chuanyu was sure that this deformed emotion would harm Chu Jingchen, but if one day Chu Jingchen couldn't feel his strong sense of existence, he would go to a dead end.

Just like today, when he only left for half a day, Chu Jingchen's mental state dropped sharply.

"Maybe we can try to be friends with each other first. You try to understand me more, instead of worrying so hard like you are now, for fear that I will abandon you." Tang Chuanyu said so earnestly, and I don't know how much Chu Jingchen listened. "I hope You and I will get better and better together, not more and more humble, I hope you love me to possess me, not to share me for the sake of loving me."

"Be friends?"

Chu Jingchen panicked. He obviously couldn't understand what Tang Chuanyu was talking about. As a patient, he had his own brain circuit.

"Aren't you just looking for a reason to abandon me now?"

"Do you think I'm suspicious? Do you think I'm cautious around you? Or do you hate my family background and the mess I can't afford?"

Chu Jingchen's pitiful self-esteem was torn apart by Tang Chuanyu. He just hoped that Tang Chuanyu would not leave him so soon. That's what he said. Tonight, he lost every step of the way, but in exchange for Tang Chuanyu's step by step pressing.

"Are you tired?" Chu Jingchen was calmer than ever before, "I know you can find out some things. If it's me, I'll be tired too, and I can't pretend anymore..."

Compared with the way he talked with Tang Chuanyu just now, Chu Jingchen looked like a different person.

This seems to be the most real Chu Jingchen, who has removed all pretense, is no longer weak, and is no longer humble.

"That's right, I look like this..." Chu Jingchen sighed and smiled.

At this moment, Tang Chuanyu realized that he just wanted Chu Jingchen to relax and change his mind, but he didn't expect to really annoy Chu Jingchen.

What's the difference between being friends and breaking up in disguise?Tang Chuanyu felt annoyed.

"Baby, I'm not going to abandon you. We won't talk anymore. It's still the same as before. I will only marry you and love you in my life."

These words were suddenly no longer precious to Chu Jingchen's ears, but very harsh, as if he felt pity for him.

"I don't need you to sympathize with me, as you said, let's...separate."

Tang Chuanyu's hands and feet were instantly cold with the roar of a thunderstorm in his ears.

"Separate? Just because I said the wrong thing? Just because of this..."

Tang Chuanyu couldn't say what mood he was in now, but he just felt so painful that he couldn't breathe.

He didn't want to argue with Chu Jingchen, but this sentence of separation was really too heavy for him.

"It's getting late, you have to eat something, let's rest."

Tang Chuanyu seemed to understand Chu Jingchen's proposal to go to bed early just now.

They are all wrong, but unfortunately there is no opportunity to ease the current relationship.

"Let's stop arguing, Chenchen..."

Chu Jingchen remained silent all this time, he couldn't help it anymore.

A person who once had such an intimate relationship with him wants to be his friend now.

This seemed to have planted a hole in Chu Jingchen's heart.

Will they reconcile just like that, tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, a year and a half, or even at some point, Tang Chuanyu will choose to abandon him in the name of a friend on a whim?

To be friends is probably to save some dignity for each other.

Chu Jingchen has never been so stubborn...

"I love you, but you think my love is too humble, so I have no choice but to choose not to love you, thank you for taking care of you for so many days,"

Chu Jingchen got up from the wheelchair and bowed to Tang Chuanyu.

This behavior not only represents gratitude, but also means that their relationship has returned to the original point.

That night Tang Chuanyu sent Chu Jingchen home after doing good deeds. The budding of love started from that moment, and it also ended from this moment.

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