I was loved by my idol

If you have been living in the dark, you will not feel how warm the light is, but once you have seen the appearance of the light, it seems that you can never go back to the past, back to the days you used to be.

He Chunian never thought that one day he would start to be attached to a person, and his emotions would be controlled by a person. Standing in an empty room, the obvious sense of loss reminded him that that person could indeed stir his nerves. Those subtle and imperceptible ups and downs have accumulated over time and become a force that can involve the whole body.

The instigator broke into his life and ran around him, coming and going freely and unscrupulously.

He flicked on the light, and the room was still a mess, the quilt on the bed was twisted, and the lunch box and antipyretics on the table were casually left aside.Qin Ce left without saying a word, but did not take away any traces of his past.

He sat on the sofa and rubbed his forehead, and called the room service to tidy up the room and change the sheets. There was silence outside the window at the moment, and the endless dark night enveloped the distance.

It seems that he has been sitting like this for a long time, quietly watching Qin Ce do whatever he wants beside him, and he twitched the corners of his mouth, laughing at these "little moves" What effect can it play?It's like sitting in the auditorium, watching the clown on the stage, watching him play silly tricks, but never thinking that one day, I will be amused by it.

What's wrong with a reckless person, probably he himself who indulges in this is the source.

Since when did you "let go" of this person?Since he drove five hours just to see himself?From buying a whole house of furniture just to relieve yourself?Or the boy holding flowers from the underground garage?Maybe it was a little earlier, when they picked up the cat in the morning market together, when he seriously planned variety shows for himself, when he talked endlessly and gave everything to himself...

Probably most people are belatedly aware of the matter of feelings. They have to be triggered by one thing to react, and they have already moved their hearts.

Or maybe he was too arrogant and missed the heartbeat moment as a matter of course.

He Chunian sighed, thankfully he hurried back as soon as work was over today, but he was greeted by a dark and empty room.

The difference between expectations and reality is too far, so I am very disappointed.

Taking advantage of the time to tidy up the room, He Chunian went to the bathroom to take off his make-up and take a shower. After a while, he wanted to watch the scenes to be filmed tomorrow. Tomorrow's filming was the main scene.

The protagonist's girlfriend found out what was wrong with him and followed him all the way. Although she didn't see the whole process of the crime, it basically confirmed her guess all the time.The protagonist comes home and sees his girlfriend sitting in the living room waiting for him, confronts him and asks him why he did this.

The protagonist is shocked and flustered, first denies, then quibbles, murderous but reluctant, desperately restraining his emotions, he loves her, but is afraid of her, fears her, hates her, reason tells him that killing her will be the end of it all, but Emotional but he couldn't do it. They discussed back and forth about "The Punisher". He knew that what she said was right, but he also believed that what he did was right. He was at a loss, tangled, but firm.

There were too many emotional shifts in the scene, and he was afraid he wouldn't be able to handle it.

When he came out of the bathroom, the room had been tidied up. He casually wiped his hair twice and glanced at the phone, but there was no message. He put the phone aside and opened the script.

The opened script didn't even read a single line of text, and there was a knock on the door.

Who will come this time?Assistant to deliver dinner?Didn't you say that you don't have to worry about him; the actors who acted in the opposite play came to the opposite play?It shouldn't be, I don't have an appointment today; the director is coming to play?At this time... work should not be closed yet; a hundred possibilities appeared in his head, but the moment he opened the door, what appeared before his eyes was the one hundred and one.

"It's a good thing you're done. I didn't bring my room card." Qin Ce appeared in front of him with a bright smile on his face.

When He Chunian looked at him, he was first surprised, then delighted, and then smiled.To be honest, his face probably only showed one ten-thousandth of joy, and his heart was like fireworks at the midnight of the Spring Festival, bursting into the air in an instant, and jumping up and down non-stop.

He said, "You didn't leave"

"No, isn't it New Year's Eve today? I went out to buy something." Qin Ce said, carrying the champagne and packed food he bought from a long drive away, "It's really far from the city."

"The patient is still running around, do you really want to infect me?" He Chunian took the bag from his hand.

Qin Cekong took off his coat, raised his head and showed his forehead, and said, "I'm all healed, if you don't believe me touch it."

"There's a word called heavy feeling, do you know?" He Chunian said so, patted his forehead with his hand and said, "Go and wash your hands."

"That's why I also bought a bottle of whiskey and special antipyretics." He had a smug smile on his face.

Not knowing where he came from, He Chunian shook his head and spread the drinks and meals he brought over on the table.At this moment, he felt as if his heart had been rushing and hesitating for too long, as if he had finally found a place to stay. From the moment he saw Qin Ce, he became calm and gentle.He walked to the TV and turned it on, just as the New Year's Eve party was playing on the TV.

It was lonely and dark outside the window, and the TV in the room was still as happy and lively as in previous years, singing, dancing, laughing, and making noise on the colorful stage. The two of them sat on the sofa and watched the night scene outside the window, The bubbles of champagne swelled in the quilt.

Those hustle and bustle seem to have nothing to do with them, there is no glitz and chaos in their world, they only have each other.

"Did I...did you delay?" Qin Ce asked him tentatively when he saw the script he had put aside.

"No." He Chunian glanced at the script and said, "At worst, you will make up for me later and play with me."

"Okay." Qin Ce's eyes lit up, and he was eager to try it. He had never been in contact with "acting", so he was very curious and said, "I kind of want to give it a try."

"Why, the second young master is coming to steal my job?" He Chunian joked, "With your wealth and background, and your good looks, it's not a big problem. Your son has joined the showbiz. This personality should attract many fans."

"Will it be?" Qin Ce couldn't hear the sarcasm, but secretly touched his cheek and asked, "Am I too old?"

"It's okay, you look young." He Chunian teased, "At worst, go get an injection, cut a bone, you're fine."

"Give me the script, where are you going to play tomorrow?" Qin Ce actively asked for the script.

He Chunian opened the script, pointed it out to him, and said, "Start from here, it is a very important scene, the confrontation scene between the male lead and the female lead, you take the role of the female lead."

Is it the heroine's... Qin Ce thought to himself, he is so wise and mighty, at first glance he is the son of a domineering president, no!The domineering president simply wrote it in his own image!Why can't he play the leading role like this, but... the leading man who signed the contract is sitting next to him, that's all, the heroine can be the heroine, it's not a problem, thinking so, Qin Ce readily accepted.But I forgot that the film I invested in is not a series of silly white sweet love!

He asked, "Is it here? What am I going to do?"

Seeing his serious face, He Chunian raised his eyebrows and said, "Just read your lines."

"Oh" Qin Ce read down the script: "Since when did you become like this? Look at yourself, do you really think you are the embodiment of justice? Your hands are stained with blood, and what you plunder is life , you are an executioner, you are a criminal! There is no difference between you and the 'tumors' you keep saying."

Qin Ce read it according to the script, but he read it very smoothly. He Chunian looked at him and frowned. This way of reading could not arouse his emotions at all, and it would be better if he played the two roles by himself.

"Second Young Master, can you have a little affection?"

"Oh." Qin Ce nodded, his voice softly changed into a socialist face, and he read it again in a cadence, like an emotional reading aloud that often floats over outside the elementary school classroom.

Goose bumps all over He Chunian's body after reading it this time.

"I guess you won't be popular with plastic surgery like this." He Chunian patted him on the head and said, "Just speak in a normal tone, with a little emotion. You see that your boyfriend is a murderer."

"Don't blame me." Qin Ce threw away the script and said, "Your writing of this line is too strange. It's like reciting a poem. Normally, no one would talk like that."

In fact, He Chunian also thinks this line is too strange, and there are too many parallels, whoever said that when speaking.But this is no excuse!Speech without emotion is emotionless!

"Forget it, let's leave it at that, I'll be a puppet if I come by myself." He Chunian gave up on Qin Ce's talent for acting, he pondered for a while, then raised his head as if his whole aura was different up.

He had a sullen face, his eyes were fixed on Qin Ce's quivering pupils, his eyes were swollen as if thousands of sharp weapons were about to pass through Qin Ce's body, the corners of his mouth turned up slightly to reveal a cruel bloodthirsty smile.

He took two steps, each step seemed to have crossed a huge obstacle, the steps he took were trembling, but the steps he stepped down were firm, and he approached Qin Ce step by step.

At this moment, Qin Ce was shocked by his expression and remained motionless. The person in front of him was not He Chunian at all. He had a dangerous aura on him. He wanted to escape, but he couldn't move.

He Chunian leaned close to him and squatted down, pinching his neck. The slender and fragile neck with its throbbing pulse seemed to break if he squeezed it lightly. He leaned closer to him and stared at him as if staring at him. A prey in general.

His voice was trembling and determined, rather than persuading the people in front of him, he said more like persuading himself: "I am different from them, I am purifying the world."

Qin Ce didn't know what the next line was. He just felt that the whole person in front of him was terrible and pitiful. He moved his hand and wanted to hug him, but he didn't dare to move. He was afraid that if he moved, he would wrap himself around him. The hand on the neck will pinch harder.

There was no movement for a long time, the silence seemed to freeze everything in the room, and when there was no sound, the faster and faster pulse beating from the fingertips, and the slight tremor brought He Chunian back to his senses .

"Sorry" he let go of his hand and said, "It's the first time I have received a role with such deep hidden emotions, sometimes I can't get it out"

Qin Ce shook his head and said, "You will definitely be popular."

If acting as a villain can also make people feel affectionate, it will definitely be accepted by the public. Whether it is this drama or He Chunian, it will definitely be popular.

He Chunian didn't mind, he took a breath to let himself relax and said, "I can't think so far, I just hope that I won't disappoint everyone's efforts."