can i borrow your white paint

The last time Cheng Yi came to eat at [-] was at the end of last year. At that time, he invited Lai Xiao to eat. He ordered too much food. In order not to waste food, he almost vomited.

It was embarrassing.

So this time, he ordered very cautiously, so cautious that Fang Hengzhi couldn't stand it anymore, and raised his hand to see ten ticks on the menu.

"Why are you ordering so much?" Cheng Yi held his wrist, "Can you finish eating?"

"I don't know." Fang Heng didn't break free even though his wrist was held by him, he moved his fingers vigorously, and finally managed to hook two more meat, "But you ordered too little, you can't eat enough!"

Cheng Yi sneered: "Okay, don't even think about leaving if you can't finish eating today."

Fang Hengzhi let out a "hmm" from his nasal cavity, and seemed to be very disapproving of the dishes he ordered.

Seeing him like this, Cheng Yi asked, "Have you ever eaten here?"

"No, I wanted to come several times before." Fang Hengzhi said, "But there are too many people, and I have been discouraged several times."

Cheng Yi nodded, and understood: Then I still don't know the weight of a piece of meat here, and I won't be able to hold you to death later!

There were a lot of people eating at [-], but the serving speed was not slow. The dishes they ordered at this table were quickly served one by one.

Fang Hengzhi gradually lost his smile as he watched the plates of thick cut beef.

Cheng Yi was in a good mood, and thoughtfully gave him a piece of meat: "Eat!"

Fang Hengzhi: "..."

A good piece of beef should be delicious, but now it is really full of flavors.

They did not make an appointment, so they failed to enter the private room. There are also many people in this lobby, and they must speak loudly to be heard by the other party.

Cheng Yi yelled twice, and found that the conversation was too strenuous, so he finally gave up talking and started eating in silence.

He deliberately slowed down, waiting for Fang Heng to know.

The moment Ji Zhi brought He Wenxiao into [-], he saw Cheng Yi and the others.

The two people sat in a conspicuous position, leaning against the railing, very close to the beautiful screen lamp in the corner of the hall, and they could be seen with a glance.

She was slightly taken aback, and subconsciously raised her hand to lead He Wenxiao to the corner of the second floor that was diagonal to the two boys.

He Wenxiao blinked, not knowing why, and said, "Mom, are you looking at your brother over there?"

Ji Zhi looked down at her son and panicked, "Which brother?"

He Wenxiao pointed at Cheng Yi.

Ji Zhi was taken aback: "How can it be?! Why does Xiaoxiao feel that his mother is looking at him?"

He Wenxiao tilted his head: "Because this brother was looking at me just now."

The smile on Ji Zhi's face slowly froze.

She forgot that Cheng Yi knew He Wenxiao.

Eight years ago, she left Cheng Yi and Cheng Moutong in the bungalow on Linwan Road in a free-range manner, and she has rarely seen them since then.

During that time, I had just reunited with the He family father and son, and I was still worried about He Wenxiao's father, He Yuanzhi, divorcing his original spouse, so I never took care of taking He Wenxiao well.

After everything was settled, she slowly put her mind on this son, posting big and small things to her Moments to show off. In the past eight years, He Wenxiao's photos have filled her entire Moments.

But she just remembered now that she seemed to have forgotten to block Cheng Yi.

Cheng Yi had her WeChat account, but never used it to contact her. Ji Zhi guessed that it might be because her avatar and signature were related to He Wenxiao.

But Cheng Yi must have seen her circle of friends. It can even be said that Cheng Yi has witnessed He Wenxiao's growth in some way.

She abandoned the two brothers back then, she didn't regret it, but regretted why she knew Cheng Yi's father so early back then...

Why not later, I can get to know He Yuanzhi directly later!It won't be like this...

There will be no burden with the two surnames Cheng.

She blamed Cheng Yi and Cheng Moutong, and even now, they are still dragging down his life.

Ji Zhi knew that Cheng Yi must hate He Wenxiao, so she was a little scared, afraid that Cheng Yi would take revenge on her son.

She took He Wenxiao and sat diagonally across from the two teenagers on the second floor, as if she could take He Wenxiao away from danger in this way.

Obviously, Ji Zhi has neither culture nor common sense, and she doesn't know that her position is the most conspicuous to Cheng Yi, as long as she raises her head slightly, she can be seen.

After Cheng Yi finished eating, he leaned back on the chair, raised his chin slightly to Fang Hengzhi, who was frowning, and said, "Continue eating, finish eating."

"..." Fang Hengzhi puffed out his cheeks, sighed invisibly, and continued to eat slowly resigned to his fate.

Do not live by committing sins.

Cheng Yi was very satisfied with him being so obedient, and slumped comfortably in the chair to digest.

As a result, his eyes swept around randomly, and he found the person he least wanted to see.

His fingers froze at that moment, and even the fingertips felt a little numb.

Fang Hengzhi was thinking about how to get his deskmate to let him go, but when he looked up, he saw this person staring blankly at a certain place on the second floor.

He didn't call Cheng Yi, but turned his head to look at him——

Ji Zhi.

Fang Hengzhi was stunned for a moment, and stood up almost subconsciously, blocking Cheng Yi's gaze.

The range of vision was suddenly reduced to less than one meter, Cheng Yi came back to his senses, and blinked at Fang Hengzhi.

Fang Hengzhi looked at him and mouthed: "Let's go?"

Cheng Yi glanced at the half of the meat left on the table, and smiled lightly, but he didn't continue to embarrass him after all, and nodded: "Let's go."

Fang Hengzhi stretched out his hand to him.

Cheng Yi only hesitated for a second before shaking it, and was pulled to stand up.

This person's hands are big, and the palms are also very hot, probably because he just finished eating barbecue, and he is still a little sweaty at the moment.

He stood up straight and drew his hand back.

Fang Hengzhi went to pay the bill.

It was almost time for class now, and obviously, even if they rushed back to class now, the two of them would be late.

After thinking about it for a while, the two decided to be completely late and not go back for the time being.

"Go to the video game city?" Fang Hengzhi suggested.

Cheng Yi shook his head, not very interested: "Go to the teahouse and find a private room. I'm a little sleepy."

Fang Hengzhi nodded without hesitation: "Okay, let's go."

There are not many teahouses in the city center, so they chose the most isolated and quietest place.

As soon as Cheng Yi entered the box, he collapsed on the tatami inside, sighed comfortably, and slowly closed his eyes.

Fang Hengzhi walked over and sat beside him, while opening the ape question bank in his mobile phone, he quietly looked sideways at him.

Cheng Yi is very good-looking, this is not the first time he has discovered it.

If you look carefully, you will find that he is somewhat similar to Ji Zhi, especially the lips, which are delicate and delicate, very suitable for...

Fang Hengzhi shook his cranky head, forcing himself to think about something else.

He suddenly regretted that when he met Cheng Yi for the first time, he failed to listen to the third brother's story.

But he didn't really want to hear from the third brother, he was a little pushy, and wanted to hear Cheng Yi himself tell him.

Thinking of this, Cheng Yi suddenly spoke, without opening his eyes, he said, "What do you want to ask me?"

Fang Hengzhi was startled, and suddenly forgot to look away: "Are you awake?"

Cheng Yi frivolously raised one eyelid to look at him, and said with a half-smile: "Your eyeballs are growing on me, can I still fall asleep?"

Fang Hengzhi felt a little hot in his ears.

Fortunately, he belongs to the kind that doesn't blush easily, even if his ears are hot, he looks no different from a normal person.

He said, "I won't ask any more, you can sleep."

Cheng Yi was happy, and stretched out his hand to slap him casually: "I didn't realize it before, why are you so caring?"

Fang Hengzhi rubbed his stomach where he had patted, shook his head and remained silent.

Cheng Yi turned over and looked at the ceiling.

After a long time, just when Fang Hengzhi thought he was in a daze and couldn't regain his senses, he sighed softly: "Do you know my mother?"

Fang Hengzhi was silent for a while, then let out a "hmm".

Cheng Yi asked, "How did you meet? Does she know you?"

"She doesn't know me." Fang Hengzhi almost answered every question, "I have seen her a few times in the community, and some things... I heard from the aunt in the community."

"Friends of women, Teacher Fang." Cheng Yi laughed, and moved his head lying next to his lap, "Is it a bad reputation?"

Fang Hengzhi didn't want to laugh at all, but Cheng Yi's smile made people feel distressed.

He stretched out his hand out of nowhere, and pressed the corner of his mouth: "Stop laughing."

Cheng Yi raised his eyebrows, lowered his eyes, and avoided his hand: "Okay, don't laugh."

Fang Hengzhi withdrew his stiff fingers, raised his arm, and put his hand on the table. As long as he lowered his head, he could see the finger that just touched the corner of someone's mouth.

"The reputation is not very good," he said, "but... there is no factual evidence, so I can't believe it."

Cheng Yi touched his chin, and a flash of self-mockery flashed in his eyes: "Actually, you can also believe it. What kind of rumors are they?"

It was hard for Fang Hengzhi to say what he heard, especially in front of this person.

He shook his head sullenly: "Don't say."

Cheng Yi sat up, turned to face him, squinted his eyes, and said in a good mood: "Teacher Fang, you are so sweet."

Fang Hengzhi: "?"

Before he could react, he heard the man continue to say almost without a pause: "They say that Ji Zhi is the junior high?"

Fang Hengzhi didn't speak.

Cheng Yi nodded, knowing that he had guessed right.

He thought about it, and found that actually telling Fang Hengzhi about this matter didn't seem too difficult to accept.

This person knows how miserable he is now, and it seems to be okay to tell him a little reason.

What's more... he almost doesn't feel much towards Ji Zhi now.

So, he quickly raised his hand and grabbed Fang Hengzhi's chin, turned his face to face himself, and gave a short smile: "I have some real gossip, do you want to hear it?"

Fang Hengzhi was caught by him, and looked into his eyes with a complicated expression.

Reason told him not to be too curious about other people's private affairs, but emotionally, he really wanted to know.

Want to know everything about this person, the more the better.

So he nodded.

Cheng Yi narrowed his eyes and let go of his jaw.

A red mark has been pinched there, one can imagine how much effort I just used.

But Fang Hengzhi didn't seem to feel the pain, he didn't care about the red chin, and poured him a glass of water in return.

It's like a gossip at a tea party.

Cheng Yi intends to satisfy his curiosity.

"I came here eight years ago. During that time, Ji Zhi and He Wenxiao...it was the little boy who just met again, so he left us behind."

"For about a year, I didn't see her, and when she reappeared later, she brought a child, saying it was..."

Speaking of this, the corners of Cheng Yi's mouth twitched lightly: "He said he was the younger brother of me and Cheng Moutong."

Fang Hengzhi's face darkened, he vaguely guessed something.

"At that time, two or three-year-old children couldn't tell the difference, so I believed it." Cheng Yi took a sip of tea, "Later, I gradually understood more, and I realized what was wrong."

"Before we moved to this city, my dad stayed out of town for a year because of a business trip, and Cheng Rou was taken back."

"During that time, I felt that something was wrong with Ji Zhi, and because she said she was going back to her mother's house for half a year, she was lying outrageously. The key is that I believed it at the time."

"Thinking about it later, I should have had a baby at that time. Not long after she came back, my dad also came back. After a while, I had Cheng Moutong again."

He said it lightly, making it hard to imagine how desperate such a young child was when he found out the truth.

Fang Hengzhi felt that he was looking for guilt for himself, and he could feel his heart tightening up and down, like being pricked by a thin cotton needle. It didn't hurt very much, but it was so sour.

He touched the other party's fingers hanging by his side with his fingertips, and said softly, "Where's your father?"

Cheng Yi paused slightly, and said in a low voice, "Passed away."

Fang Hengzhi suffocated for breath.

"He passed away when we moved here eight years ago." Cheng Yi closed his eyes, looked at Fang Hengzhi again, and said with a smile, "Otherwise, why do you think Ji Zhi would leave us behind so openly, with He Wenxiao How is his father?"

"She is indeed San'er, and He Wenxiao's father is not a good guy either. A married woman hooked up with a married man blindly, which led to He Wenxiao."

"He Wenxiao's father is rich, but it turns out that his wife doesn't seem to be able to bear children, so Ji Zhi has a chance."

"She worships money and is not used to the hard life with my dad. She finally has a chance, and of course she will seize it."

Cheng Yi took another sip of tea, and the small cup bottomed out in an instant: "I guess, even if my dad hadn't died at that time, she would have found an excuse to divorce my dad."

"Later, as you can see now, I wish we had never been there. In her eyes, Cheng Moutong and I are probably two stains in life."

Fang Hengzhi was speechless.

He has lived in a happy family since he was a child. Cheng Yi's experience is like a drama to him.

His family is not like those messy wealthy families. Their family has always been clean and simple, so it is hard to imagine what it would be like if they went through this.

When Cheng Yi was only eight or nine years old, how difficult it was to bring a little older Cheng Moutong...

He seemed to understand why Cheng Yi was so precocious, he didn't look like a sixteen or seventeen-year-old student at all.

The vigor and sharpness of a young man can't be reflected in him, because this man has already seen the warmth and coldness of the world when other people are ignorant and held in the palm of his family.

Looking back, Fang Hengzhi only felt that the meals he had eaten were all bitter.

He thought that Cheng Yi must not be willing to learn how to live and manage a house so early.

Fang Hengzhi's eyes were sore, because he was afraid of crying and shame, so he hugged Cheng Yi and buried his head in the socket of his neck.

"Fuck!" Cheng Yi was taken aback, and quickly patted him on the shoulder: "What's wrong?"

Fang Hengzhi's voice was muffled: "I will comfort you."

The voice was nasal, and Cheng Yi was amused, thinking that I didn't cry, why are you crying?

But when the ridicule came to his lips, he was a little bit speechless.

His eyelashes trembled, he sighed silently, and let the man hug him.

Indeed, it's still...a bit aggrieved.

Forget it, give him a chance to please and comfort himself.

Fang Hengzhi is a very sensible person, he didn't ask "where's your grandfather" or "where's your father", he just listened to what Cheng Yi said, and didn't ask too many questions, which was very comforting.

This is also the reason why Cheng Yi was willing to tell him that although this guy is a stick, sometimes he is very caring, and he is a rare and sensible stick.

No one else knows about his father for the time being, even Du Mao and Lai Xiao don't know about it, so even if Fang Hengzhi asked today, he wouldn't tell.

After all... Cheng Yi closed his eyes.

That is indeed a very tragic memory.

Fang Hengzhi hugged him for a long time, and waited for the soreness in his nose to pass before sitting up straight.

Cheng Yi opened his eyes and looked at him with a half-smile: "Comfort?"

Fang Hengzhi avoided looking at him, and muttered softly, "Okay."

Cheng Yi nodded, got up and held out his hand to him: "Let's go, go back to class."

This scene seems familiar, but the characters have changed their positions slightly.

Fang Hengzhi put his hand up: "Brother Yi."

After Cheng Yi pulled him up, he let go, and walked in front of him with his head down, playing with his mobile phone, and replied without turning his head, "Yes."

Fang Hengzhi said, "I'm going to your house for dinner tonight."

He had already gotten used to Cheng Yichow, so he agreed without thinking about it: "Okay."

Fang Hengzhi felt unbalanced again.

Fuck, such a good Cheng Yi, how could Ji Zhi be so ruthless?

Eyes but no eyes!He Wenxiao is also worthy of being compared with Cheng Yi? ?

Although he has never met He Wenxiao, he knows that this kid must be a thousand miles behind his brother Yi, and he can't catch up with four asses!

His resentment was so strong that Cheng Yi couldn't help but care about it. He turned around and asked, "What are you thinking about?"

Fang Hengzhi hummed: "It's nothing, I'm envious of your future girlfriend."

Cheng Yi felt that his brain circuit was very clear: "How the hell did you think of this?"

Fang Heng didn't know whether to speak.

Cheng Yi kicked him: "Don't say?"

Fang Hengzhi touched his nose and muttered something softly.

Cheng Yi ran out of patience and was quite dissatisfied: "Speak up."

Fang Hengzhi sighed and looked into his eyes: "You are so kind."

Cheng Yi was slightly taken aback.

Fang Hengzhi laughed and repeated: "You are so kind, so I have already started to envy your future girlfriend."

Cheng Yi let out an "ah" and rubbed his neck uncomfortably.

He is seldom praised, and he is so aboveboard and undisguised.

So, quite uncomfortable.

It is embarrassing for one person to be uncomfortable, but it is shameful for two people to be uncomfortable.

Obviously, with a thick skin, Fang Hengzhi has never lost.

Cheng Yi was uncomfortable, but he was instantly at ease.

"Brother Yi, if you are a girl..." Fang Hengzhi couldn't help but want to tease him, but in the next second, he was killed by a sharp knife.

He turned a corner with a strong desire to survive, and said fawningly: "If I were a woman, I would definitely chase you."

Cheng Yi was happy, turned around and left: "Then remember to have a good pregnancy in your next life."

Fang Hengzhi chased after him, squinting his eyes, but didn't speak.

The author has something to say:

Yi Zai's past was more than that simple, it was really miserable... (My mother feels distressed)