May, the season of late spring.
When the spring breeze took away the last petal on the branches, the teenagers on the runway had already changed into white spring school uniforms.Under the Fatong that took out the new leaves, Zhou Ruyan stopped, panting heavily to wipe off his sweat.
"Zhou Ruyan, you can't do it with a small body."
Zhou Ruyan tilted his head and saw the classmate next to him coming up. That boy was one of his few friends.
The boy looked at him, smiled and handed over the water bottle: "No wonder you almost failed in sports, and you were panting like this after running 1000 meters."
"I almost failed. You really failed, so you have no right to blame me." Zhou Ruyan took the water bottle, raised her eyebrows, and smiled.
The boy next to him gave a "cut", and sat with him under the shade of a tree without saying anything else.
On the other side not far away, a group of girls who had already finished running were gathering together, chatting.They laughed and talked in low tones, and now and again there was a burst of exclamation or screaming.
What are you talking about?
Zhou Ruyan took two sips of water and looked at them.
He was in a daze when he was suddenly touched on the arm by someone next to him.The friend on the side suddenly coughed twice and laughed.
"Spring is here," he said, "Little Yanyan will see the little girl."
Zhou Ruyan was taken aback for a moment, then patted him with a smile: "Fuck you, uncle."
After a pause, Zhou Ruyan narrowed her eyes slightly again: "I'm wondering what they are looking at."
He had noticed since class that the girls gathered together, always glancing towards the basketball court not far from the playground.The boy next to them followed their gazes and immediately understood.
"Look at the one in the third year of high school, the one who is shooting..." The boy was a little disdainful, "They said they were school girls, and they fascinated a group of people."
School grass?Zhou Ruyan looked over there, and sure enough, he saw a man in a short-sleeved shirt shooting a basketball.
It was too far away, and he couldn't see the man clearly.But from here, you can see the school girl's long legs and a figure that definitely deserves the attention of girls.
If I remember correctly, this should be the third class of senior high school who happened to change classes.The teaching building of the third year of high school is not in the same building as the first and second year of high school, and they rarely see these people, but Zhou Ruyan has never paid attention to what the school grass said.
He saw that the man jumped easily, and the basketball went into the hoop steadily, and the girls immediately burst into small exclamations.
Really handsome.
"Tell me, how do we live this year. There is such a person in the third year of high school, and there is a painter in the second year of high school... Hey, Zhou Ruyan, have you seen it? I heard that it is also in your art building?" The boy was still talking beside him.
"What?" Zhou Ruyan was stunned for a moment before recovering.
"I said that every level has..."
The boy chattered beside him, but Zhou Ruyan didn't listen any more, and was lost in thought as he looked at the basketball court not far away.
……
"Do you need help?"
A gentle female voice came from next to her ear, which suddenly woke Zhou Ruyan awake.
He came back to his senses, under the warm yellow light, the waiter just put down a cup of coffee.
"No, thank you." Zhou Ruyan smiled apologetically and handed out the menu.
This is a coffee shop next to the road, and outside the floor-to-ceiling glass windows is a northern snow scene.In the store, there are plenty of green plants and cats running all over the ground, so that the store is also full of business during the Chinese New Year.
Zhou Ruyan still didn't feel relieved, maybe he didn't have a good rest last night, for some reason, he suddenly remembered something from a long time ago.
Zhou Ruyi sat opposite him and remained silent.Stirring the coffee now, she looked up at him, as if hesitating whether to speak or not.
"Zhou Ruyan," he still asked, "are you serious?"
"What?" Zhou Ruyan looked at his brother and smiled.
"You know what I'm talking about, you and that He Yin." Zhou Ruyi frowned, "You and him..."
"If I say it's not true, do you believe it?" Zhou Ruyan looked at him.
Zhou Ruyi was silent for a while without speaking.
Bringing He Yin back was probably the biggest mistake I made this time when I went home. After dealing with grandma and grandpa, I had to turn around and explain to Zhou Ruyi.Zhou Ruyi followed his parents, asking questions at the slightest sign of trouble, and probably couldn't be prevaricated with a few words.
And... I don't know how to prevaricate.
For some reason, Zhou Ruyan felt that it was no longer possible to find an excuse to say that he and He Yin were just ordinary friends.After all, in many things, they have far exceeded the distance and scope of ordinary friends.
He Yin always said some meaningless words to him, and made some unclear actions.Ask him if he believes in love, and send him a large bouquet of roses... After doing these things, he never explained the reason for these actions, and left his wild thoughts to Zhou Ruyan, the "victim".
Why on earth?
And why, even I feel guilty?
Seeing that Zhou Ruyan hadn't spoken for a long time, Zhou Ruyi frowned, and didn't want to ask any more.He was too aware of his younger brother's character, and with his current expression, he obviously didn't know how to reply.Even if he is forced to say something now, it must be a set of donkey lips and horse mouths, and there is not a single truth.
"Forget it, I don't care," Zhou Ruyi sighed, "He Yin is not the kind of joking person, it's better for you to settle down sooner, so that parents don't have to worry about it."
"En." Zhou Ruyan looked at the coffee in the cup and nodded quietly.
As New Year's Eve approached, the store was still open.Zhou Ruyan was a little distracted, looked into the store, and found that tables were crowded with young couples, chatting and laughing as if no one else was around.
This city is far less fast-paced than the place where he lives, nor is it modern and prosperous.
When she was young, Zhou Ruyan spent more time at her grandparents' house than her elder brother.So compared to his brother, he is more greedy for the taste and feeling of the old city.
Here, no one cares who you are or what you do.In the old streets of the old community, people live their own lives, and every window has its own story.
And these shops that hide all kinds of people and groups are the most mysterious places in the old city, and they can always give people more comfort and warmth.
There was white snow on the edge of the floor-to-ceiling windows, a cat slowly walked over from the side, and jumped onto the chair next to Zhou Ruyan.
"When do you plan to go home?" Zhou Ruyan petted the cat and asked.
Zhou Ruyi glanced at him: "The fifth day."
Zhou Ruyan nodded and smiled: "Then you spend two more days with grandparents, I'm afraid I have to leave early."
Zhou Ruyi agreed with an "um" and didn't ask any more questions.
Although He Yin is not busy, he still has extra time.But Zhou Ruyan felt that he couldn't get along with He Yin any longer.
He wanted to find an excuse to distance himself from He Yin earlier.
The annual leave is not as easy as imagined. It is one thing to always think about the unfinished work in my heart, and another is to be forced to entangle with He Yin.Now the whole family knows what kind of relationship he has with He Yin, but only he and He Yin know it well.
If we really want to talk about feelings, it's not just the relationship between two people, even if his family has long accepted that he is gay, there are also Zhou Ruyan's fans and He Yin's fans.
Behind the star, there are always too many people watching, which also prevents Zhou Ruyan from drawing conclusions too hastily for himself——determining whether he is tempted or not, whether he likes it or not.
Because once you are really moved, you have to start paying regardless of gains or losses.
He has long been afraid of this kind of sacrifice.
The next day was New Year's Eve, Zhou Ruyan woke up and hurriedly booked a return ticket.
The conversation with Zhou Ruyi yesterday made him more and more afraid.I'm afraid that if we continue to get along with He Yin, something will really happen.
"Why is it so expensive..." He stared at the price that had doubled several times on the booking software, frowning in pain.
"Of course it's expensive for you to go back in the first day of junior high school."
Just as he was turning over two pages, He Yin's voice suddenly sounded behind him, which startled him.Zhou Ruyan moved forward for a moment, only to realize that He Yin was walking behind him at some point.
"Damn," Zhou Ruyan was startled, "When did you come?"
"Just came," He Yin sat next to him, "Didn't you just say it last night, today is Chinese New Year, grandma asked me to come here early."
Zhou Ruyan was a little speechless. Grandma seemed to have said so yesterday.However, I don't know what kind of skill He Yin is. In just a few days, he became friends with the old people, and his favorability increased at a speed visible to the naked eye.
"Open your mouth." He Yin said suddenly.
"Ah?" Zhou Ruyan was startled for a moment, not understanding what it meant.
When he was wondering, He Yin stretched out his hand and stuffed a piece of pastry into his mouth.
Zhou Ruyan was suddenly gulped and was taken aback.
"What the hell is this?" He was holding a pastry in his mouth, which seemed to be some kind of shortbread.
He Yin smiled, and pointed to a plate with pastries beside him.
On the white porcelain plate, there were a few small peach blossom-shaped pastries.Layers of cakes are crispy, the petals are slightly pointed, and the stamens are decorated with red dots with food coloring, which is very beautiful.
"Peach Blossom Cake?" Zhou Ruyan ate the remaining half, a little surprised, "It's still stuffed with mashed taro."
He Yin nodded: "I filmed a movie about a pastry chef before. I learned a lot at that time, but luckily I didn't forget it."
"You don't want to say that you did it, do you?" Zhou Ruyan was even more surprised, feeling a little unbelievable for a moment.
It's okay for the national male god to be handsome and gentle. If he knows how to make cakes again, I'm afraid all the men in the world will have to find a place to sneak in.
And when He Yin eats, he takes out and orders food in one every day, so that his fingers don't touch the spring water.No matter how you look at it, you don't look like someone who can make pastries.
"I really made it. Is it delicious?" He Yin clicked his tongue and took a piece himself, "If it's delicious, I'll make it for you in the future."
When these words came out, Zhou Ruyan couldn't hold back, and choked suddenly.
Why does it feel a little wrong?
What is "I will do it for you later"?
I don't know if it's a psychological reason, or something is wrong.In the past few days, Zhou Ruyan always feels that He Yin's painting style is not quite right, it seems that he has turned on an overly gentle mode, and all the aggressive or harsh looks before have disappeared.
After sending flowers, He Yin hasn't lived normally again, has he?
"Are you going to leave on the first day of the new year?" After a while, He Yin asked again.
"Ah." Zhou Ruyan nodded, avoiding He Yin's gaze.
He didn't want to tell He Yin the truth, and he absolutely couldn't let He Yin know that he left early just to avoid him.
"It's just right, I should go back too." He Yin thought for a while, and then dug out the flight information, "Sell the ticket for me too, the money will be put on the company's account..."
"Pfft—" Zhou Ruyan choked again.
Can't get rid of this person?
After choking on two mouthfuls, He Yin also found out that something was wrong with Zhou Ruyan.He Yin was stunned for a moment, then turned to look at him.
"I'm fine!" Zhou Ruyan quickly waved his hand.
He Yin looked at him for a while, smiled, and said nothing.
The peach blossom cakes are delicious, especially when they are freshly baked. The pastry and taro filling are both warm.
He Yintiao's filling has just the right amount of sweetness.Zhou Ruyan was silent, two mouthfuls, and only when the meal was almost finished did he feel a little reckless.
"Ouch! Little bastard!" Grandma came up from downstairs, just in time to see Zhou Ruyan stuffing peach blossom cakes, "Do you still want to eat?"
Zhou Ruyan was stunned for a moment, then recovered.
"Xiao He spent a long time making the peach blossom cakes, and your grandparents are still not willing to eat them." Grandma complained, "I told you not to go down to eat for a long time, eating so many sweet things in the morning, it's..."
"He Yin's cooking is so delicious, I can't help it, you have to blame him." Zhou Ruyan hurriedly interrupted, and quickly threw the pot to He Yin.
Grandma shook her head helplessly, and looked at He Yin: "Xiao He, don't spoil this little bastard..."
"It's okay, I'll do it later." He Yin smiled at grandma, and looked at Zhou Ruyan meaningfully, with provocation in his eyes.
Zhou Ruyan pouted, and followed the two downstairs.
He Yin has a set of suits, and now it seems that he doesn't know who is the real grandson.
There are no rules or fixed procedures for the Zhou family to celebrate the New Year.The New Year's Eve dinner was prepared by the whole family, and Guan Yu also showed his skills by cooking a few simple dishes.
In the evening, when sitting at the dinner table, Zhou Ruyan felt a little too magical.The actor who won the award on TV half a year ago is actually sitting at their family's New Year's Eve dinner table, and sitting next to him.
And... still in the identity and name of his boyfriend.
There is no nourishment on the TV, and the party is just a routine every year.In the house, the whole family gathered around the dining table, chatting and eating happily.
Guan Yu's personality is very outgoing, quite open-minded.He Yin also told a joke at every turn, which made everyone at the table laugh and joke.
"By the way, that filming, Zhou Ruyan also passed." He Yin smiled, and looked at Zhou Ruyan while talking, "The director saw that Zhou Ruyan was coming, so he gave him a special shot."
"Yes, villager." Zhou Ruyan said angrily without even bothering to raise her eyes to look at him.
There was a lot of joy on the table.
"Acting, Xiao Yan doesn't have much chance. But I heard that he is singing now?" Grandpa looked at Zhou Ruyan with a smile, "Who is better at singing, you or your grandma?"
Zhou Ruyan was stunned, a little embarrassed: "It must be my grandma."
He Yin listened, smiled, and said nothing.
Who can sing better?He really didn't dare to say these words indiscriminately. He had learned before when he was doing his homework that Zhou Ruyan's family were not ordinary people.When Grandma Zhou was young, she was a famous soprano all over the country. Few people in that generation did not know her name.
And when it comes to Grandma Zhou's fellow apprentice, her name is even more recognizable.
If he is really with Zhou Ruyan... Is he advocating Zhou Ruyan's family, or is Zhou Ruyan advising the movie star?
The reporters of those gossip tabloids probably have to think about it, and after thinking about it, they will draft a news headline.
If she is really with Zhou Ruyan...
He Yin was stunned for a moment, and suddenly felt that something was wrong. Recently, he made such assumptions and considered such things more and more.
In this city, like most northern cities, heating has caused the common problem of winter smog.This winter, burning is prohibited again, and there is not even a shadow of fireworks in the sky.
After dinner, the family automatically ignored the boring party.Zhou Ruyi played the violin for a while, and grandma sang two songs. Zhou Ruyan had no choice but to sit by the grand piano in the living room and played the two songs he played before.
He Yin and Guan Yu sat on the sofa and watched. The family celebrated the New Year like a concert.
Ever since she came to Zhou's house as a guest, He Yin found that Guan Yu had always been very happy, but she was still a little nervous in her every move, hiding it quietly.
When Guan Yu watched Zhou Ruyi play the violin with a smile, he changed his appearance of a strong woman at work, his face flushed slightly, and he smiled like a little girl who just fell in love.
"It's the first time I've seen you like this." After a while, He Yin couldn't hold back, and turned his head to tell her.
"First time?" Guan Yu was still smiling, "I don't know, maybe, after all, this is the first time I've been in a relationship."
"Very good, you are finally married," He Yin sighed, "His brother dares to marry you."
"What do you mean?" Guan Yu glared at him, and said in a low voice, "I'm not much better than you? I guessed that you and the kid from your company..."
"Zhou Ruyan is one year older than you, don't be a kid." He Yin couldn't help but interrupt.
Guan Yu curled his lips and muttered, "Truly protect the calf."
After a while, Guan Yu thought about it, and then said, "I really didn't expect you to be gay... How far have you been with him?"
He Yin was stunned for a moment, a little helpless, as expected, he had acted so much these days that even Guan Yu misunderstood him.
However, Guan Yu's misunderstanding really cannot be easily explained.He explained that maybe even Zhou Ruyi would know that they were pretending, and once Zhou Ruyi knew, then the drama he and Zhou Ruyan played would be completely meaningless.
He Yin glanced at Guan Yu, showed a pretended mysterious smile, and said nothing.
However, unexpectedly, this smile made Guan Yu realize suddenly.She looked at He Yin thoughtfully, then nodded.
"It's really quick," Guan Yu sighed, "However, you have to guard against the paparazzi, don't be photographed..."
He Yin nodded, didn't listen to what she said later, and let her think wildly.
The Zhou family didn't have the custom of keeping the year old, so it was lively for a while, and it was almost eleven or twelve o'clock.The old people are getting tired and going back to sleep.
Guan Yu got up early this morning to help the cook, and now he also started to feel sleepy, yawning one after another.
"By the way," grandma suddenly thought of something before going upstairs, and stopped, "Xiao He won't be going back to the hotel tonight, right?"
"Ah?" He Yin was stunned.
"It's all a family, you stay at home tonight. Grandma wants to learn peach blossom cakes from you tomorrow morning." Grandma yawned, "You can just stay at Zhou Ruyan's place, his bed is big enough..."
"grandmother!"
Zhou Ruyan was taken aback by grandma's words.
Have you discussed this with yourself?
"Everything is packed, you young people go to bed early, pay attention to rest..." Grandma ignored Zhou Ruyan automatically as if she didn't hear it, and went up the stairs while yawning.
The living room, which was lively just now, suddenly became quiet.
Everyone in the house went back to their respective rooms, at this moment, only He Yin and Zhou Ruyan were left.
The two of them didn't know what to say, and sat in the living room awkwardly.
At this time, it is obviously not too late.Zhou Ruyan was a little depressed for the first time, why did everyone in the family go to bed so early, leaving him alone with He Yin?
Obviously today I still want to keep a distance from He Yin...
"What are you going to do now?"
After a long silence in the room, He Yin suddenly asked.
what?Who knows what to do?Zhou Ruyan was also helpless.
"Are you really not going back to the hotel tonight?" Zhou Ruyan thought for a while, then looked at He Yin with some hesitation, "Why don't you go back tonight, don't be discovered by grandma tomorrow morning, and then come back..."
"Do you think it's possible?" He Yin didn't know whether to laugh or cry.
It is very unlikely, Zhou Ruyan also suddenly felt that this request was a little too much, how could he let his guests run around?
"Forget it, they're all men, so it's okay to stay for one night," Zhou Ruyan thought for a while, feeling a little helpless, "It's not like they haven't lived together before..."
He Yin looked at him and didn't speak.
The temperature of winter nights is not comparable to that of daytime. At night, the wind blows outside. If you go out for a walk now, even if you don't freeze to death, you will be messed up by the wind.
He Yin always feels that this year has been a bit miraculous.In previous years, he spent his time traveling or working in foreign countries during his annual leave, but this year it is like a real Chinese New Year, getting together with a large family.
"Home" is a very abstract word, and "house" has never meant "home".
Outside the house is cold wind and winter snow.Inside the house, there are quiet lights and warm air.Surrounded by a group of friendly and warm people, what I just ate was delicious food made by a group of people.This is the feeling of home.
Although it was not his own, Zhou Ruyan gave him this experience.
That day, he said to Zhou Ruyan, "I want to get to know you again".Not only because of this trip, He Yin saw another side of Zhou Ruyan, but also because He Yin suddenly understood something.
He seems to like Zhou Ruyan a little bit, like this timid and stubborn child.
What confused He Yin was that he was even more at a loss than Zhou Ruyan, what was the procedure and what should he do?
This thing is not work, no experience, only intuition, and he can't find the answer.
"Would you like some wine?"
After a long time, Zhou Ruyan suddenly asked.
He Yin came back to his senses and nodded: "Okay."
Next to the dining table in the restaurant, there is a whole wall of wine racks.These are grandpa's favorite collections, carefully classified by age and place of origin, each bottle is very precious
Zhou Ruyan stood in front of the red wine wall, picked it up for a long time but didn't understand it, so he simply took a bottle down, uncorked the red wine skillfully, and poured two glasses.
"Very good wine," He Yin was startled by the aroma when he took the glass.
"The old man sees me taking wine tomorrow, so he has to scold me again." Zhou Ruyan smiled and said.
On New Year's Eve, in a quiet restaurant, the two of them raised their glasses and drank red wine silently with their own concerns.
Zhou Ruyan made up his mind, if viewed from the perspective of a third person, it still feels a little romantic.
It would be great if grandpa wouldn't discipline him tomorrow...
"Zhou Ruyan."
He Yin suddenly made a sound, Zhou Ruyan was interrupted, and immediately recovered.
"What's wrong?" He turned his head and looked at He Yin who was holding a wine glass.
He Yin was leaning on the dining table with a serious expression, but his brows and eyes were as gentle as ever.
The chandelier above the dining table cast down soft light, and Zhou Ruyan was a little dazed for a moment, thinking that it was like a halo cast by some god.
And He Yin stood in the middle of the halo and looked at him, his tall and slender figure was outlined by the light, and the elegant man holding a wine glass couldn't be more suitable for the word "male god".
This picture is very, very beautiful.
"Zhou Ruyan," He Yin said lightly, "I have something to tell you."
Zhou Ruyan was stunned.
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When the spring breeze took away the last petal on the branches, the teenagers on the runway had already changed into white spring school uniforms.Under the Fatong that took out the new leaves, Zhou Ruyan stopped, panting heavily to wipe off his sweat.
"Zhou Ruyan, you can't do it with a small body."
Zhou Ruyan tilted his head and saw the classmate next to him coming up. That boy was one of his few friends.
The boy looked at him, smiled and handed over the water bottle: "No wonder you almost failed in sports, and you were panting like this after running 1000 meters."
"I almost failed. You really failed, so you have no right to blame me." Zhou Ruyan took the water bottle, raised her eyebrows, and smiled.
The boy next to him gave a "cut", and sat with him under the shade of a tree without saying anything else.
On the other side not far away, a group of girls who had already finished running were gathering together, chatting.They laughed and talked in low tones, and now and again there was a burst of exclamation or screaming.
What are you talking about?
Zhou Ruyan took two sips of water and looked at them.
He was in a daze when he was suddenly touched on the arm by someone next to him.The friend on the side suddenly coughed twice and laughed.
"Spring is here," he said, "Little Yanyan will see the little girl."
Zhou Ruyan was taken aback for a moment, then patted him with a smile: "Fuck you, uncle."
After a pause, Zhou Ruyan narrowed her eyes slightly again: "I'm wondering what they are looking at."
He had noticed since class that the girls gathered together, always glancing towards the basketball court not far from the playground.The boy next to them followed their gazes and immediately understood.
"Look at the one in the third year of high school, the one who is shooting..." The boy was a little disdainful, "They said they were school girls, and they fascinated a group of people."
School grass?Zhou Ruyan looked over there, and sure enough, he saw a man in a short-sleeved shirt shooting a basketball.
It was too far away, and he couldn't see the man clearly.But from here, you can see the school girl's long legs and a figure that definitely deserves the attention of girls.
If I remember correctly, this should be the third class of senior high school who happened to change classes.The teaching building of the third year of high school is not in the same building as the first and second year of high school, and they rarely see these people, but Zhou Ruyan has never paid attention to what the school grass said.
He saw that the man jumped easily, and the basketball went into the hoop steadily, and the girls immediately burst into small exclamations.
Really handsome.
"Tell me, how do we live this year. There is such a person in the third year of high school, and there is a painter in the second year of high school... Hey, Zhou Ruyan, have you seen it? I heard that it is also in your art building?" The boy was still talking beside him.
"What?" Zhou Ruyan was stunned for a moment before recovering.
"I said that every level has..."
The boy chattered beside him, but Zhou Ruyan didn't listen any more, and was lost in thought as he looked at the basketball court not far away.
……
"Do you need help?"
A gentle female voice came from next to her ear, which suddenly woke Zhou Ruyan awake.
He came back to his senses, under the warm yellow light, the waiter just put down a cup of coffee.
"No, thank you." Zhou Ruyan smiled apologetically and handed out the menu.
This is a coffee shop next to the road, and outside the floor-to-ceiling glass windows is a northern snow scene.In the store, there are plenty of green plants and cats running all over the ground, so that the store is also full of business during the Chinese New Year.
Zhou Ruyan still didn't feel relieved, maybe he didn't have a good rest last night, for some reason, he suddenly remembered something from a long time ago.
Zhou Ruyi sat opposite him and remained silent.Stirring the coffee now, she looked up at him, as if hesitating whether to speak or not.
"Zhou Ruyan," he still asked, "are you serious?"
"What?" Zhou Ruyan looked at his brother and smiled.
"You know what I'm talking about, you and that He Yin." Zhou Ruyi frowned, "You and him..."
"If I say it's not true, do you believe it?" Zhou Ruyan looked at him.
Zhou Ruyi was silent for a while without speaking.
Bringing He Yin back was probably the biggest mistake I made this time when I went home. After dealing with grandma and grandpa, I had to turn around and explain to Zhou Ruyi.Zhou Ruyi followed his parents, asking questions at the slightest sign of trouble, and probably couldn't be prevaricated with a few words.
And... I don't know how to prevaricate.
For some reason, Zhou Ruyan felt that it was no longer possible to find an excuse to say that he and He Yin were just ordinary friends.After all, in many things, they have far exceeded the distance and scope of ordinary friends.
He Yin always said some meaningless words to him, and made some unclear actions.Ask him if he believes in love, and send him a large bouquet of roses... After doing these things, he never explained the reason for these actions, and left his wild thoughts to Zhou Ruyan, the "victim".
Why on earth?
And why, even I feel guilty?
Seeing that Zhou Ruyan hadn't spoken for a long time, Zhou Ruyi frowned, and didn't want to ask any more.He was too aware of his younger brother's character, and with his current expression, he obviously didn't know how to reply.Even if he is forced to say something now, it must be a set of donkey lips and horse mouths, and there is not a single truth.
"Forget it, I don't care," Zhou Ruyi sighed, "He Yin is not the kind of joking person, it's better for you to settle down sooner, so that parents don't have to worry about it."
"En." Zhou Ruyan looked at the coffee in the cup and nodded quietly.
As New Year's Eve approached, the store was still open.Zhou Ruyan was a little distracted, looked into the store, and found that tables were crowded with young couples, chatting and laughing as if no one else was around.
This city is far less fast-paced than the place where he lives, nor is it modern and prosperous.
When she was young, Zhou Ruyan spent more time at her grandparents' house than her elder brother.So compared to his brother, he is more greedy for the taste and feeling of the old city.
Here, no one cares who you are or what you do.In the old streets of the old community, people live their own lives, and every window has its own story.
And these shops that hide all kinds of people and groups are the most mysterious places in the old city, and they can always give people more comfort and warmth.
There was white snow on the edge of the floor-to-ceiling windows, a cat slowly walked over from the side, and jumped onto the chair next to Zhou Ruyan.
"When do you plan to go home?" Zhou Ruyan petted the cat and asked.
Zhou Ruyi glanced at him: "The fifth day."
Zhou Ruyan nodded and smiled: "Then you spend two more days with grandparents, I'm afraid I have to leave early."
Zhou Ruyi agreed with an "um" and didn't ask any more questions.
Although He Yin is not busy, he still has extra time.But Zhou Ruyan felt that he couldn't get along with He Yin any longer.
He wanted to find an excuse to distance himself from He Yin earlier.
The annual leave is not as easy as imagined. It is one thing to always think about the unfinished work in my heart, and another is to be forced to entangle with He Yin.Now the whole family knows what kind of relationship he has with He Yin, but only he and He Yin know it well.
If we really want to talk about feelings, it's not just the relationship between two people, even if his family has long accepted that he is gay, there are also Zhou Ruyan's fans and He Yin's fans.
Behind the star, there are always too many people watching, which also prevents Zhou Ruyan from drawing conclusions too hastily for himself——determining whether he is tempted or not, whether he likes it or not.
Because once you are really moved, you have to start paying regardless of gains or losses.
He has long been afraid of this kind of sacrifice.
The next day was New Year's Eve, Zhou Ruyan woke up and hurriedly booked a return ticket.
The conversation with Zhou Ruyi yesterday made him more and more afraid.I'm afraid that if we continue to get along with He Yin, something will really happen.
"Why is it so expensive..." He stared at the price that had doubled several times on the booking software, frowning in pain.
"Of course it's expensive for you to go back in the first day of junior high school."
Just as he was turning over two pages, He Yin's voice suddenly sounded behind him, which startled him.Zhou Ruyan moved forward for a moment, only to realize that He Yin was walking behind him at some point.
"Damn," Zhou Ruyan was startled, "When did you come?"
"Just came," He Yin sat next to him, "Didn't you just say it last night, today is Chinese New Year, grandma asked me to come here early."
Zhou Ruyan was a little speechless. Grandma seemed to have said so yesterday.However, I don't know what kind of skill He Yin is. In just a few days, he became friends with the old people, and his favorability increased at a speed visible to the naked eye.
"Open your mouth." He Yin said suddenly.
"Ah?" Zhou Ruyan was startled for a moment, not understanding what it meant.
When he was wondering, He Yin stretched out his hand and stuffed a piece of pastry into his mouth.
Zhou Ruyan was suddenly gulped and was taken aback.
"What the hell is this?" He was holding a pastry in his mouth, which seemed to be some kind of shortbread.
He Yin smiled, and pointed to a plate with pastries beside him.
On the white porcelain plate, there were a few small peach blossom-shaped pastries.Layers of cakes are crispy, the petals are slightly pointed, and the stamens are decorated with red dots with food coloring, which is very beautiful.
"Peach Blossom Cake?" Zhou Ruyan ate the remaining half, a little surprised, "It's still stuffed with mashed taro."
He Yin nodded: "I filmed a movie about a pastry chef before. I learned a lot at that time, but luckily I didn't forget it."
"You don't want to say that you did it, do you?" Zhou Ruyan was even more surprised, feeling a little unbelievable for a moment.
It's okay for the national male god to be handsome and gentle. If he knows how to make cakes again, I'm afraid all the men in the world will have to find a place to sneak in.
And when He Yin eats, he takes out and orders food in one every day, so that his fingers don't touch the spring water.No matter how you look at it, you don't look like someone who can make pastries.
"I really made it. Is it delicious?" He Yin clicked his tongue and took a piece himself, "If it's delicious, I'll make it for you in the future."
When these words came out, Zhou Ruyan couldn't hold back, and choked suddenly.
Why does it feel a little wrong?
What is "I will do it for you later"?
I don't know if it's a psychological reason, or something is wrong.In the past few days, Zhou Ruyan always feels that He Yin's painting style is not quite right, it seems that he has turned on an overly gentle mode, and all the aggressive or harsh looks before have disappeared.
After sending flowers, He Yin hasn't lived normally again, has he?
"Are you going to leave on the first day of the new year?" After a while, He Yin asked again.
"Ah." Zhou Ruyan nodded, avoiding He Yin's gaze.
He didn't want to tell He Yin the truth, and he absolutely couldn't let He Yin know that he left early just to avoid him.
"It's just right, I should go back too." He Yin thought for a while, and then dug out the flight information, "Sell the ticket for me too, the money will be put on the company's account..."
"Pfft—" Zhou Ruyan choked again.
Can't get rid of this person?
After choking on two mouthfuls, He Yin also found out that something was wrong with Zhou Ruyan.He Yin was stunned for a moment, then turned to look at him.
"I'm fine!" Zhou Ruyan quickly waved his hand.
He Yin looked at him for a while, smiled, and said nothing.
The peach blossom cakes are delicious, especially when they are freshly baked. The pastry and taro filling are both warm.
He Yintiao's filling has just the right amount of sweetness.Zhou Ruyan was silent, two mouthfuls, and only when the meal was almost finished did he feel a little reckless.
"Ouch! Little bastard!" Grandma came up from downstairs, just in time to see Zhou Ruyan stuffing peach blossom cakes, "Do you still want to eat?"
Zhou Ruyan was stunned for a moment, then recovered.
"Xiao He spent a long time making the peach blossom cakes, and your grandparents are still not willing to eat them." Grandma complained, "I told you not to go down to eat for a long time, eating so many sweet things in the morning, it's..."
"He Yin's cooking is so delicious, I can't help it, you have to blame him." Zhou Ruyan hurriedly interrupted, and quickly threw the pot to He Yin.
Grandma shook her head helplessly, and looked at He Yin: "Xiao He, don't spoil this little bastard..."
"It's okay, I'll do it later." He Yin smiled at grandma, and looked at Zhou Ruyan meaningfully, with provocation in his eyes.
Zhou Ruyan pouted, and followed the two downstairs.
He Yin has a set of suits, and now it seems that he doesn't know who is the real grandson.
There are no rules or fixed procedures for the Zhou family to celebrate the New Year.The New Year's Eve dinner was prepared by the whole family, and Guan Yu also showed his skills by cooking a few simple dishes.
In the evening, when sitting at the dinner table, Zhou Ruyan felt a little too magical.The actor who won the award on TV half a year ago is actually sitting at their family's New Year's Eve dinner table, and sitting next to him.
And... still in the identity and name of his boyfriend.
There is no nourishment on the TV, and the party is just a routine every year.In the house, the whole family gathered around the dining table, chatting and eating happily.
Guan Yu's personality is very outgoing, quite open-minded.He Yin also told a joke at every turn, which made everyone at the table laugh and joke.
"By the way, that filming, Zhou Ruyan also passed." He Yin smiled, and looked at Zhou Ruyan while talking, "The director saw that Zhou Ruyan was coming, so he gave him a special shot."
"Yes, villager." Zhou Ruyan said angrily without even bothering to raise her eyes to look at him.
There was a lot of joy on the table.
"Acting, Xiao Yan doesn't have much chance. But I heard that he is singing now?" Grandpa looked at Zhou Ruyan with a smile, "Who is better at singing, you or your grandma?"
Zhou Ruyan was stunned, a little embarrassed: "It must be my grandma."
He Yin listened, smiled, and said nothing.
Who can sing better?He really didn't dare to say these words indiscriminately. He had learned before when he was doing his homework that Zhou Ruyan's family were not ordinary people.When Grandma Zhou was young, she was a famous soprano all over the country. Few people in that generation did not know her name.
And when it comes to Grandma Zhou's fellow apprentice, her name is even more recognizable.
If he is really with Zhou Ruyan... Is he advocating Zhou Ruyan's family, or is Zhou Ruyan advising the movie star?
The reporters of those gossip tabloids probably have to think about it, and after thinking about it, they will draft a news headline.
If she is really with Zhou Ruyan...
He Yin was stunned for a moment, and suddenly felt that something was wrong. Recently, he made such assumptions and considered such things more and more.
In this city, like most northern cities, heating has caused the common problem of winter smog.This winter, burning is prohibited again, and there is not even a shadow of fireworks in the sky.
After dinner, the family automatically ignored the boring party.Zhou Ruyi played the violin for a while, and grandma sang two songs. Zhou Ruyan had no choice but to sit by the grand piano in the living room and played the two songs he played before.
He Yin and Guan Yu sat on the sofa and watched. The family celebrated the New Year like a concert.
Ever since she came to Zhou's house as a guest, He Yin found that Guan Yu had always been very happy, but she was still a little nervous in her every move, hiding it quietly.
When Guan Yu watched Zhou Ruyi play the violin with a smile, he changed his appearance of a strong woman at work, his face flushed slightly, and he smiled like a little girl who just fell in love.
"It's the first time I've seen you like this." After a while, He Yin couldn't hold back, and turned his head to tell her.
"First time?" Guan Yu was still smiling, "I don't know, maybe, after all, this is the first time I've been in a relationship."
"Very good, you are finally married," He Yin sighed, "His brother dares to marry you."
"What do you mean?" Guan Yu glared at him, and said in a low voice, "I'm not much better than you? I guessed that you and the kid from your company..."
"Zhou Ruyan is one year older than you, don't be a kid." He Yin couldn't help but interrupt.
Guan Yu curled his lips and muttered, "Truly protect the calf."
After a while, Guan Yu thought about it, and then said, "I really didn't expect you to be gay... How far have you been with him?"
He Yin was stunned for a moment, a little helpless, as expected, he had acted so much these days that even Guan Yu misunderstood him.
However, Guan Yu's misunderstanding really cannot be easily explained.He explained that maybe even Zhou Ruyi would know that they were pretending, and once Zhou Ruyi knew, then the drama he and Zhou Ruyan played would be completely meaningless.
He Yin glanced at Guan Yu, showed a pretended mysterious smile, and said nothing.
However, unexpectedly, this smile made Guan Yu realize suddenly.She looked at He Yin thoughtfully, then nodded.
"It's really quick," Guan Yu sighed, "However, you have to guard against the paparazzi, don't be photographed..."
He Yin nodded, didn't listen to what she said later, and let her think wildly.
The Zhou family didn't have the custom of keeping the year old, so it was lively for a while, and it was almost eleven or twelve o'clock.The old people are getting tired and going back to sleep.
Guan Yu got up early this morning to help the cook, and now he also started to feel sleepy, yawning one after another.
"By the way," grandma suddenly thought of something before going upstairs, and stopped, "Xiao He won't be going back to the hotel tonight, right?"
"Ah?" He Yin was stunned.
"It's all a family, you stay at home tonight. Grandma wants to learn peach blossom cakes from you tomorrow morning." Grandma yawned, "You can just stay at Zhou Ruyan's place, his bed is big enough..."
"grandmother!"
Zhou Ruyan was taken aback by grandma's words.
Have you discussed this with yourself?
"Everything is packed, you young people go to bed early, pay attention to rest..." Grandma ignored Zhou Ruyan automatically as if she didn't hear it, and went up the stairs while yawning.
The living room, which was lively just now, suddenly became quiet.
Everyone in the house went back to their respective rooms, at this moment, only He Yin and Zhou Ruyan were left.
The two of them didn't know what to say, and sat in the living room awkwardly.
At this time, it is obviously not too late.Zhou Ruyan was a little depressed for the first time, why did everyone in the family go to bed so early, leaving him alone with He Yin?
Obviously today I still want to keep a distance from He Yin...
"What are you going to do now?"
After a long silence in the room, He Yin suddenly asked.
what?Who knows what to do?Zhou Ruyan was also helpless.
"Are you really not going back to the hotel tonight?" Zhou Ruyan thought for a while, then looked at He Yin with some hesitation, "Why don't you go back tonight, don't be discovered by grandma tomorrow morning, and then come back..."
"Do you think it's possible?" He Yin didn't know whether to laugh or cry.
It is very unlikely, Zhou Ruyan also suddenly felt that this request was a little too much, how could he let his guests run around?
"Forget it, they're all men, so it's okay to stay for one night," Zhou Ruyan thought for a while, feeling a little helpless, "It's not like they haven't lived together before..."
He Yin looked at him and didn't speak.
The temperature of winter nights is not comparable to that of daytime. At night, the wind blows outside. If you go out for a walk now, even if you don't freeze to death, you will be messed up by the wind.
He Yin always feels that this year has been a bit miraculous.In previous years, he spent his time traveling or working in foreign countries during his annual leave, but this year it is like a real Chinese New Year, getting together with a large family.
"Home" is a very abstract word, and "house" has never meant "home".
Outside the house is cold wind and winter snow.Inside the house, there are quiet lights and warm air.Surrounded by a group of friendly and warm people, what I just ate was delicious food made by a group of people.This is the feeling of home.
Although it was not his own, Zhou Ruyan gave him this experience.
That day, he said to Zhou Ruyan, "I want to get to know you again".Not only because of this trip, He Yin saw another side of Zhou Ruyan, but also because He Yin suddenly understood something.
He seems to like Zhou Ruyan a little bit, like this timid and stubborn child.
What confused He Yin was that he was even more at a loss than Zhou Ruyan, what was the procedure and what should he do?
This thing is not work, no experience, only intuition, and he can't find the answer.
"Would you like some wine?"
After a long time, Zhou Ruyan suddenly asked.
He Yin came back to his senses and nodded: "Okay."
Next to the dining table in the restaurant, there is a whole wall of wine racks.These are grandpa's favorite collections, carefully classified by age and place of origin, each bottle is very precious
Zhou Ruyan stood in front of the red wine wall, picked it up for a long time but didn't understand it, so he simply took a bottle down, uncorked the red wine skillfully, and poured two glasses.
"Very good wine," He Yin was startled by the aroma when he took the glass.
"The old man sees me taking wine tomorrow, so he has to scold me again." Zhou Ruyan smiled and said.
On New Year's Eve, in a quiet restaurant, the two of them raised their glasses and drank red wine silently with their own concerns.
Zhou Ruyan made up his mind, if viewed from the perspective of a third person, it still feels a little romantic.
It would be great if grandpa wouldn't discipline him tomorrow...
"Zhou Ruyan."
He Yin suddenly made a sound, Zhou Ruyan was interrupted, and immediately recovered.
"What's wrong?" He turned his head and looked at He Yin who was holding a wine glass.
He Yin was leaning on the dining table with a serious expression, but his brows and eyes were as gentle as ever.
The chandelier above the dining table cast down soft light, and Zhou Ruyan was a little dazed for a moment, thinking that it was like a halo cast by some god.
And He Yin stood in the middle of the halo and looked at him, his tall and slender figure was outlined by the light, and the elegant man holding a wine glass couldn't be more suitable for the word "male god".
This picture is very, very beautiful.
"Zhou Ruyan," He Yin said lightly, "I have something to tell you."
Zhou Ruyan was stunned.
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