The most vigorous secretion of dopamine in the human body is only three months.

People keep talking about the beauty of love, and they will never change it until death, but in the final analysis, the so-called "love" is only controlled by hormones in the brain.

and so……

Fascination is a momentary impulse, and longing is more valuable than fascination, because it comes from long-term habits and nostalgia.

The small alley is very dark, and there are no street lights.There was no one around, no light, and the embrace that imprisoned him by the wall seemed to erect another secret and safe little world.

Zhou Ruyan pushed He Yin away after a while, his mind was a little dazed, blank as if lack of oxygen.

After half a minute, he regained his composure a little.

People in the dark will always do some bold things. When impulsive, the reason will be pulled away a little bit, and the body will completely obey the heart.

There was still a slight pain on the lips. He Yin's kiss was very gentle at first, but after the test, he would bite twice willfully.

Zhou Ruyan didn't know what to say, she was inexplicably embarrassed, and her face was burning hot from time to time.

"Did you accept it this time?" He Yin said with a little smile in his voice.

Zhou Ruyan trembled slightly when she heard the words, then gritted her teeth hesitantly.

"I don't know..." He bowed his head.

He Yin kissed him just now, but he didn't push it away.At that moment Zhou Ruyan could not help accepting the kiss, he remembered that his heart was beating, it was a feeling of joy and worry.

While kissing, the heartbeat reached the loudest, and he even felt that the sound of "bang, bang" could be heard in the entire quiet alley.

It's over, I might actually like him.Zhou Ruyan closed her eyes, thinking resignedly.

"You still don't know." After a moment of silence, He Yin looked at him and sighed softly.

He Yin took two steps forward, walked to the side of Zhou Ruyan, and also leaned against the wall on the side of the alley, next to him.

Zhou Ruyan lowered her head, with her hands behind her back, her heart was in a mess, and she couldn't help digging at the cracks in the bricks behind her.

"When I just came back after Chinese New Year, I accepted a play." He Yin said suddenly, with a very calm tone, "Do you want to guess what it's about?"

"What are you talking about?" Zhou Ruyan hesitated and asked.

"Talk about homosexuality." He Yin said.

Zhou Ruyan was startled and frowned slightly.

"In September this year, this film will be sent to the competition. Director Jiang, you should know him, he wants to win an award with this film." He Yin said. "This film will definitely not be released in domestic theaters, after all, the subject matter is too sensitive. By the way, it's still a badending in the end."

Zhou Ruyan didn't know why He Yin told him this, forced a smile: "There are not many happy endings in this kind of subject matter."

He Yin nodded, "Mmm".

"Actually, when I first spoke to you, I already knew what you were worried about." He Yin turned his head and looked at Zhou Ruyan, "Zhou Ruyan, if you think I just said I like you impulsively, then you may Still don't understand me."

"I've never liked anyone before." He Yin smiled selfishly and continued, "Since I entered the industry, I've been more careful than anyone else, and I've calculated more than Wu Rui. Do you think I'm good-tempered and popular? , have a good relationship with everyone? But do you know how much effort it takes to get to my point?"

"There are not many people in the sewage who can be alone, but I try my best to be clean." He Yin looked at him, "Zhou Ruyan, the things they said will not hurt me at all, I am willing to be rubbed by you."

"Before I liked you, I was relying on my brain to do things. After I liked you, I really relied on instinct."

Zhou Ruyan listened to these words in silence, seeming to be thinking, but actually her mind was blank.

What happened to He Yin?Why can the tone be so flat when saying such things, as calm as reading lines from a script?

"I'll ask again." He Yin took a deep breath, "Can you accept this time?"

Zhou Ruyan's fingertips felt a little sore, and a piece of gravel was suddenly "clicked" by him on the wall brick behind him.

"Good," he said.

"Then don't let me find you again," Zhou Ruyan smiled and said in a low voice.

……

He Yin once felt that he was not good at interpreting the word "love" better than anyone else.

When facing emotions, people often use their instincts immediately, just like animals.He's known this since he was a kid, from when his mother took him to find a new home.

A person's concept is most likely to be influenced by his native family when he was young.He Yin doesn't believe in love, because he has seen with his own eyes how easily a bond based on instinct can be broken.Something like money alone can separate a couple who seem to be desperate for love.

— Where is mother going?

——Go and take you to live in a big house.

Humans and animals are still different. Male peacocks rely on beautiful feathers to attract the love of female peahens, because even the most beautiful peacocks need ordinary food and nests.

He Yin used to be thankful because he didn't believe in love. In this circle where there are eyes everywhere and people waiting for you to fall into the abyss, a one-size-fits-all idea is best for self-management.

If you can't learn to like, and don't believe in liking, then don't like it.

However, there is always something that can change him.

——I don't think you don't need to fall in love, you just haven't found the person who makes you feel tempted.

Zhou Ruyan told him this last summer.

And now he has found it.

……

The first thunderstorm in early summer came very suddenly. Zhou Ruyan came out of the company in the rain, ran quickly across the parking lot, and got into his car.

The rain was accompanied by wind and rain, and just halfway through the run, the clothes on the front of the chest were drenched.The hair was also half-wet from the beating, and it stood sticky on the face.

Zhou Ruyan looked in the rearview mirror a little dejectedly, looking in a mess.

Although accepting He Yin's confession was only a short time ago, but for some reason, the way the two of them get along now shows no passion at all.

Zhou Ruyan doesn't really care about this, but what he is curious about is whether He Yin can't fall in love or doesn't want to fall in love.Although it can be seen that he is trying his best to squeeze time to get along with him, but when the two of them are alone, they just chat, watch movies and listen to cross talk, which is no different from before.

This person who has acted in so many romance films is even more jerky than himself.

He Yin didn't have a schedule today, so he made an appointment with Zhou Ruyan to go home in the evening.When the two were together, He Yin finally abandoned the daily take-out and delivery mode, and learned to cook by himself.And Assistant Han couldn't laugh or cry, now he lost even his original job as a delivery boy.

What's for dinner tonight?

He Yin prefers to cook western food, while Zhou Ruyan is more down-to-earth. Someone gave mackerel fillets yesterday, and He Yin might fry a mackerel...

While thinking wildly, he fastened his seat belt and started the car.

On rainy days, the road is slippery.And this time happened to be the off-duty rush hour for most office workers, and the traffic jams on the road became a mess.

Zhou Ruyan frowned, driving out this day was purely looking for abuse, if she slipped, she would immediately be sucked into this mess of traffic.

He collected himself, drove the car out of the parking lot, found a space to squeeze into the long convoy, and followed the car in front...

Just five or six meters away, there was only a slight "bang" collision sound, the inside of the car flickered, and the engine suddenly turned off!

Zhou Ruyan was stunned for a moment, before he could react, the car driving behind him slammed into him with a "bang"!

"Fuck!" Zhou Ruyan looked at the rearview mirror, quickly lowered her head, and subconsciously protected her head!

Behind him was a bun, and Zhou Ruyan's car was pushed forward by the powerful impact, and the whole car flew forward immediately!The traffic ahead is dense, it is a crossroads!

The airbag popped out with a "bang", and he didn't know where his forehead was knocked, and he was dizzy for a while.In his dizziness, there was a piercing screeching sound of brakes, and a second later, a car coming from the side failed to stop, and hit the rear of the car with a "bang"!The whole car is another side bomb!

The sound of the impact was so loud that Zhou Ruyan's ears rang for a moment, and his eyes went dark.

After an unknown period of spinning, the impact finally stopped.He moved, and there was a sharp pain in his chest, and he could only vaguely feel that the impact was finally over.

……

"How about it!"

The door was pushed open with a "bang", and a woman ran in quickly in high heels.

Zhou Ruyi didn't look back, his face was gloomy.

Guan Yu was still panting heavily, came over in a panic, and stopped.

"Slight concussion, multiple fractures," Zhou Ruyi said, "No vitals, no hands and arms."

"How could this be..." Guan Yu was shocked, his voice trembling.

"Let's go to the newspaper." Zhou Ruyi turned his head away, and stopped looking at Zhou Ruyan who was still asleep, "What did the media say?"

Guan Yu bit his lower lip: "Public opinion...is not very kind to him. I'm sorry, I tried my best..."

Zhou Ruyi smiled and said nothing.

In the single ward, there was a pale color everywhere.Quiet is quiet, but a bit too depressing.

The car accident happened at 06:30 last night, which is the time when the traffic flow is the most.The monitoring was adjusted, and it was Zhou Ruyan who stopped it first.His car suddenly didn't move in the middle of the road, and the car behind him did not pay attention and rear-ended suddenly, causing a series of chain accidents.

But this is so wrong.

Well, how could the car stop in the middle of the road!

When he was told to go to the hospital, Zhou Ruyi's face turned pale, and he rushed out without even taking an umbrella.

He panicked all the way, and didn't dare to tell his parents—he's just such a younger brother!

Simply put, Zhou Ruyan was fine, but she fell into an unavoidable short-term coma after being hit.There are many fractures, but they are all minor injuries, and no arms or fingers are injured...

Oh shit!

Zhou Ruyi was about to explode when he first arrived, and he took a few deep breaths before calming down.

"Are you unconscious or asleep?" Guan Yu hesitated for a moment, sitting on the stool next to the hospital bed, looking at Zhou Ruyan.

"Sleep," Zhou Ruyi sighed, "I woke up once in the middle of the night last night, feeling bad and dizzy, and fell asleep again without saying a word."

Guan Yu nodded and breathed a sigh of relief: "It's fine if you don't pass out."

After a pause, she said hesitantly: "He Yin..."

"I came here last night." Zhou Ruyi frowned and interrupted her, "I took a look and left, saying I'm going to check the video."

Guan Yu was startled for a moment, but said nothing more.

Zhou Ruyi was not the first to rush to the hospital, he ran into He Yin when he came.At that time, He Yin was standing at the corner of the corridor, trembling all over.

He Yin didn't wear a hat, sunglasses, or any attire to conceal his identity, just standing at the corner of the corridor.He came back to his senses when he saw Zhou Ruyi, Chao Zhou Ruyi nodded slightly.

"It's all right now," He Yin said while putting on the coat that was on his hand, his expression was extremely bad, "You take care of him."

"What are you doing?" Zhou Ruyi lowered his voice and frowned.

"Go check the video," He Yin glanced at Zhou Ruyi hastily, then turned and left.

Check the video.

After Zhou Ruyi calmed down, he immediately began to feel that something was wrong.Zhou Ruyan learned how to drive a few years ago, and there is no such thing as improper operation causing the engine to stall halfway.On the video, there was also a vague picture of Zhou Ruyan covering his head with his hands during the first impact.

He didn't stop it himself, it was a problem with the car.

But this is not right. Although this car is only a 10,000+ scooter, the annual inspection and maintenance has never been missed, and Zhou Ruyan has only driven it for three or four years.

How rare is it that a perfectly fine car stalls in the middle of the road?

Absolutely not.

During Zhou Ruyan's peak period, such a series of car accidents was definitely not a positive news.There have been various speculations in the media. Some say that Zhou Ruyan drove drunk, others said that he was driving while fatigued, and even more that he was hallucinating due to taking drugs. They even listed a long list of "evidence".

The sudden pressure of public opinion overwhelmed the family again, and the family quickly found out about the accident. It took Zhou Ruyi a lot of effort to calm the family down.

No matter who it is or what its purpose is, this time it's too ruthless!Fortunately, Zhou Ruyan didn't have an assistant or a driver, otherwise the location where he bumped into this time happened to be the back row where artists often sit!

Who did it?

"Confucianism, Confucianism?"

I don't know how many times Guan Yu called her, Zhou Ruyi came back to his senses, and met her worried eyes.

"Do you want to take a rest?" Guan Yu looked at him and touched his face, "You didn't sleep last night, right? It's all bloodshot."

"It's okay." Zhou Ruyi shook his head with a forced smile.

Guan Yu said "Yes" and stopped persuading, she knew Zhou Ruyi wouldn't listen to her now.

But after a while, she said hesitantly: "Do you also... think it's wrong?"

Zhou Ruyi was stunned for half a second, then turned to look at Guan Yu.

"Although I haven't watched the full version of the video, but this morning," Guan Yu bit his lower lip, "I found something when I checked the report of the car accident."

"What's wrong?" Zhou Ruyi frowned and stared at her.

Guan Yu took a deep breath, and switched a page from his phone: "In these reports, all the photos come from the same media. And this shooting location is definitely not where passers-by should be."

She handed the phone to Zhou Ruyi: "Do you need me to check it?"

Zhou Ruyi took the phone, flipped through two pages, and instantly saw something was wrong.This group of photos is a group of continuous shots. From the perspective of the photographer, Zhou Ruyan is lying on the steering wheel, as if drunk or asleep, and actively parks the car in the middle of the road!

And this camera position is obviously not a sidewalk, but the other end of the road, taken in a certain car!

Zhou Ruyi held back his anger and flipped through the photos twice. The source of the photo was a media account called "Huayi".The earliest report was Weibo, and the report time was only 15 minutes after the accident.

"Also, the sender didn't hide the photo information when it was sent out the first time." Guan Yu swiped his phone twice and turned to a screenshot of the computer screen. "All the pictures were taken with a professional SLR Yes, Canon 5Dmark, lens 70-200."

"Within 15 minutes, the professional camera quickly uploaded it to the Internet?" Zhou Ruyi shivered.

"Although there is a possibility of being photographed by paparazzi and happened to be photographed, this is too coincidental," Guan Yu said in a low voice, "I have never been in contact with this kind of 'painting art', but you can check..."

Zhou Ruyi interrupted her: "No need."

Guan Yu was startled.

"Tell He Yin all this." Zhou Ruyi handed the phone to Guan Yu, looked at Zhou Ruyan who was still asleep, "There will be someone who wants to find out more than you."

The author has something to say: Thanks to Yungui x2, Morituki., Landmines that Sake Sings! ~

Thank you for the nutrient solution of Sake Chengge x10! ~

There will be another update in a while, and it will be sent out before twelve o'clock. _(:з」∠)_

This period of non-abuse and non-abuse is really not abusive. Classmate Zhou didn't get hurt very much, so don't worry.

Although I really can't carry the advance payment, I still have to struggle.

→ "Guide to Chasing Stars on a Deserted Island" starts summer vacation and updates every day!

"The most fortunate thing I can think of is to have a way to retreat when the mountains are at the end of their ropes."

Xu Man, a young screenwriter, settled on a hidden outdoor island after his career failed. In the second year of living on the island, he encountered a psychopath who claimed to have traveled from the future.

Xu Man went to the beach to catch a shell:

Lu Yizhe: "Don't jump into the sea! After you die, people in the future will not be able to read such beautiful books!"

Xu Man went to the town to buy some vegetables:

Lu Yizhe: "Don't run away from home! If you don't finish the book, what will happen to future readers!"

Xu Man tore up the draft of Beng:

Lu Yizhe: "Keep it! After you win the Oscar for Best Screenplay, you can sell your manuscripts for money!"

Xu Man: "Are you finished?"

Lu Yizhe felt wronged: "We in the future will be so enthusiastic, do you believe it?"

This is a story of "every day I want the fans who wear it to wear it back", "I want my idol to become a god every day".

【Eating Instructions】

1. The high-spirited traveler Gong X the down-and-out vicious-tongued writer Shou.Strong and sweet.

2. Gong is not worn today, the full text heals the daily trend, very warm and caring.

3. It will be updated after the opening of the article. This is a very warm and gentle article.

Thank you for your support, try your best to code, I am really happy that someone likes it.

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