secret movie
Chapter 37
For the first time, Duan Shu saw a surprised expression on Wen Youlan's face.
This kind of surprise is not concealed at all, his face clearly shows a kind of incomprehension of the situation in front of him, followed by Duan Shu's refusal, and the question blurted out: "Why?"
Before Duan Shu could speak, he heard him ask again: "Do you want to be a partner with such a person regardless of your own safety?"
The panic that had never been rejected by his younger brother soon turned into a matter-of-fact confusion.
"Have you forgotten that tablemate from primary school?"
Following his question, corresponding memories emerged in Duan Shu's mind.
"Duan Shu" basically doesn't have any negative emotions in his memory, the elementary school deskmate is a rare exception.
His deskmate in elementary school is very playful, and he puts all his attention on playing. He often runs around madly, and he is very courageous. He can often tell everyone about some new games that have never been heard before.Children who are young and eager for novelties are always easily attracted by such a kid king.
At that time, Duan Shu often hung out with him, until Wen Youlan found out, and stopped him severely, warning him not to associate with this classmate again, and directly asked the teacher to change him at the same table.
The young Duan Shu was of course very unhappy. His brother’s complaint made his deskmate reluctant to take him to play, and he missed many strange scenes that his deskmate talked about. For this reason, he had a big fight with his brother, and even had a cold war with him. a few days.
As a result, just a few days later, his former deskmate climbed onto the high-voltage electric pole and tried to untie the kite wrapped around it, but was electrocuted and died. The boy who bravely climbed up the electric pole with him had not touched the cable yet He saw his companion falling straight down with his own eyes, and he was greatly frightened, and he was unwilling to talk to anyone for a long time.
No matter from whose point of view, Wen Youlan's decision to keep her younger brother away from that boy was extremely wise. Every time "Duan Shu" recalled this incident, he was full of fear.
what about now?Isn't it a wise choice to replace a navigator who has concealed the past and whose psychological quality is likely to be extremely unstable?
Those memories left behind after being selected constantly affect Duan Shu's thoughts, and he can still feel the fear and joy of avoiding a disaster.
He can still stand here well because he reluctantly listened to his brother at that time.
"I remember." Duan Shu's voice was a little stagnant, "but it's different now, I'm no longer that ignorant child."
This is a real second life, and he has to focus on making his own choices under the interference of those fictitious vivid memories and strong emotions.
A complex disappointment poured out of Wen Youlan's eyes: "That's what you told me back then."
He smoothed out the wrinkles on the report sheet, stopped demanding Duan Shu forcefully, and turned his tone softer: "Why don't you want to replace Qi Yan? Because he is... special to you?"
His words are persuasive, like a really well-intentioned elder brother, trying to find out the reason, and then come to comfort his younger brother's irrational decision.
"No." Duan Shu looked up at him with obvious anxiety, "It's because it's too troublesome."
Qi Yan is of course special to him, that's why he can't agree.If it were someone else, maybe Duan Shu himself would be shaken without Wen Youlan's request, because concealing his past racing experience would indeed damage the trust between the driver and the navigator.
But he couldn't admit it in front of Wen Youli.
He saw the shadow of danger behind the question.
"We have already signed up for the race a month later, and the time is very tight. It will definitely be troublesome to find a new navigator, which may cause me to not be able to participate in the race. I have been looking forward to it for a long time, and I don't want to be like this give up halfway."
He attributed the reason to his vision of rallying, which sounded unassailable.
Wen Youlan silently examined his answer.
"I will ask him about the fact that he was a driver before. He seemed calm during the previous races, and his mental quality is obviously better than mine. I believe there is something inside."
Duan Shu continued: "When I took the initiative to find him half a year ago, he was actually not that enthusiastic. He was persuaded by me and became my navigator. We had no other communication except the competition, so he didn't Tell me about that experience."
"But no matter what, he is the best navigator among the people I can get in touch with. I want to win the game, so I can only partner with him at the moment."
Speaking of the latter part, Duan Shu's tone was self-deprecating. He loves racing, but he can only spend money to pursue his dream with the support of his brother. The navigator who has finally gotten used to it has his own secrets. The road ahead looks bright. But there is always a dark mist.
Wen Youli could hear his depression.
He can only comfort his brother.
"That's not your fault." There were not many waves in his gentle voice, "I can't participate in this game, and there will be another one. Your safety is the most important thing."
"I know."
Duan Shu responded shortly. He looked distraught, his brows were furrowed, and he was struggling between his brother's proposal and his own obsession.
In fact, Duan Shu was thinking about another question.
He has already glimpsed Wen Youlan's vague and huge desire for control, but he still doesn't know its boundary and shape, and how much Wen Youlan will be irritated after the control is lost.
From the standpoint of bystanders who stayed out of the matter, of course he should run away immediately, as far away as possible.
But now Duan Shu will not only be affected by that too good memory, but also constrained by the reality. All the money in the family is in Wen Youlan's hands. He has no savings, so he can't escape without a trace.
Moreover, as a well-known doctor with superb skills, Wen Youlan has gradually accumulated a huge network of contacts in the process of practicing medicine.
Helping the well-reviewed doctor Wen to find a wayward younger brother who ran away from home is a perfectly normal thing, and no one will question it.
Moreover, Duan Shu subconsciously felt that if he really disappeared suddenly, Wen Youlan would be completely angered. Once he was found, he might face the elder brother who no longer had any masks to hide.
He didn't want to face an ending that was likely to be even scarier than the original story.
The invisible violence that accompanies intimate relationships is often difficult for outsiders to detect and provide assistance.
What should he do?
Duan Shu has no clue yet, but he is sure of one thing.
He didn't want to live with Wen Youli anymore.
Even though he knows that there will still be thoughtful meals and a comfortable environment in the days to come, when he thinks of that complicated mobile phone password, he will realize the horror hidden behind the warm daily life.
The more mouth-watering the abundance of food served on porcelain plates, the more pervasive the horror that seems to be there.
Thinking of this, the anxiety on Duan Shu's face gradually faded away, turning into a kind of courage to make up his mind.
"I must win this game." He said without hesitation, "We can talk about Qi Yan after the game is over. Maybe if I win this game, I can enter a completely different circle."
This is the bait thrown to Wen Youlan.
"Brother, I want to live in the club during this time, and I have to hurry up and train." Duan Shu spoke quickly, "24 years old, I haven't got any good results yet. I don't have time, I have to seize it Every opportunity in front of us."
Wen Youlan was taken aback, as if she didn't expect the topic to jump here.
Of course he wanted to refuse, but Duan Shu didn't finish his sentence.
"Only if you have enough outstanding results, you have the right to choose, and you will not encounter such a partner who hides your experience."
"And the club is next to the hospital. We are still very close. Everything is the same as before. When I am resting, I will come to the hospital to find you."
"It's not fair that you always came to see me."
Duan Shu proposed a change that was a bit out of bounds for Wen Youlan, but this change was not hurtful, and it was mixed with the concern from his younger brother, and the possibility of getting rid of the unsightly Qi Yan...
He was carefully testing Wen Youlan's bottom line.
The tameness of "Duan Shu" cannot be cultivated overnight, it is changed by Wen Youlan's conscious long-term control, just like boiling a frog in warm water.
Since Wen Youlan chose this method, he must have believed in its effectiveness, and he was sure that his younger brother, who had been wrapped in warm water for more than 20 years, would not be able to detect it.
So applying this method back to him, will it work as well?
Duan Shu didn't know, but he could only try.
The air was still, and Wen Youlan lowered her eyes, wondering what she was thinking, maybe she was thinking about the real intention behind her brother's words, maybe she was debating with her own heart.
The sunlight fell on the clean white coat, which was dazzlingly white.
Duan Shu didn't give him much time to think, his voice was very low, but it sounded clearly in Wen Youlan's ear: "You have worked very hard, I don't want to make you so tired again."
Wen Youlan's eyes flickered faintly, and he could hear the sincerity in these words.
Both of her parents died when she was young, and all that belonged to Wen Youlan was a huge amount of compensation that was constantly being coveted by others, and a younger brother who was ignorant of the world, but in the end he not only had a successful career, but also provided a comfortable enough life for his younger brother.
Wen Youlan's past life was obviously lonely. He could only rely on himself alone, and he had to be the pillar of another person.
So even Duan Shu had a hard time distinguishing whether his words were more sincere or acting more.
In the space between them, dust flies like bits of lost gold dust.
After a while, Wen Youli sighed and accepted the proposal from her younger brother.
"Okay." His eyes were soft, "You have grown up."
Duan Shu didn't speak any more, he looked away and looked out of the window where the trees were lush.
The strong afternoon sun was still dizzying.
After leaving the hospital and returning to the club, the first person Duan Shu saw was Qi Yan.
Qi Yan didn't go to training, he sat on a bench outside the track, staring at the speeding cars in a daze, just like "Duan Shu" did when he first saw him.
So Duan Shu, like the self in the story, took the initiative to go up and talk to him.
"I am back."
He's back from the swamp of immersion.
Qi Yan looked up at him, seemed to be taken aback for a moment, and then asked: "Is there any problem with the inspection?"
"no problem."
Seeing Duan Shu's expression as usual, he hesitated for a moment, and couldn't help but ask, "Did I have too much to do at noon?"
Duan Shu didn't answer this question, he suddenly asked, "Do you still have any coins?"
Coins used to buy drinks from vending machines.
Qi Yan quickly took out a few coins from his pocket and handed them to him: "I haven't changed my training clothes yet, so I just have them."
Duan Shu took it, walked to the beverage machine, selected the two bottles of ice latte in the last row, waited for them to roll down to the delivery port, then bent down to pick them up, and handed one of the bottles to Qi Yan who was a little dazed.
"This brand of latte is delicious."
It tastes exactly the same as in the cafe in the last world.
"Invite you to dinner tonight, in return."
In fact, he can't think of how to repay the real Qi Yan. These carefully written worlds are full of memories that he has forgotten, but Qi Yan has patience and tolerance that he can't imagine.
Qi Yan was startled, and it took a while to understand the hidden meaning behind it: "Aren't you going home for dinner?"
"Starting today, I will live in the club."
Duan Shu felt that there were only two things he could do.
One is to seriously feel the details of this world, and find out what Qi Yan wants to tell him from it.
"The last game made you very excited." Duan Shu remembered Qi Yan's full devotion to the game, and also remembered his worry that he might not be able to participate in the next month's game, "Because you like to be in nature Do you feel like galloping?"
Qi Yan didn't expect this question from him, he unscrewed the plastic bottle cap, took a big gulp of cold latte, and replied softly: "Maybe."
"Don't wait for next month, there will be a folk desert rally in a week, with high prize money, and now I need money, and there is the most difficult and dangerous environment and the most magnificent scenery."
Qi Yan squeezed the bottle tightly, subconsciously said: "But, your brother..."
"I don't need his consent, I will find a way to hide it from him." Duan Shu interrupted him, "This is a competition between the two of us."
The two bottles of latte faced each other at a very close distance, and the bottles were covered with wet water droplets.
Duan Shu looked at his partner who hadn't fully reacted, and his tone rose slightly: "Do you want to go to the desert with me?"
The second is to get close to Qi Yan in the story and dig out the secrets hidden in his heart.
Then, meet him again.
This kind of surprise is not concealed at all, his face clearly shows a kind of incomprehension of the situation in front of him, followed by Duan Shu's refusal, and the question blurted out: "Why?"
Before Duan Shu could speak, he heard him ask again: "Do you want to be a partner with such a person regardless of your own safety?"
The panic that had never been rejected by his younger brother soon turned into a matter-of-fact confusion.
"Have you forgotten that tablemate from primary school?"
Following his question, corresponding memories emerged in Duan Shu's mind.
"Duan Shu" basically doesn't have any negative emotions in his memory, the elementary school deskmate is a rare exception.
His deskmate in elementary school is very playful, and he puts all his attention on playing. He often runs around madly, and he is very courageous. He can often tell everyone about some new games that have never been heard before.Children who are young and eager for novelties are always easily attracted by such a kid king.
At that time, Duan Shu often hung out with him, until Wen Youlan found out, and stopped him severely, warning him not to associate with this classmate again, and directly asked the teacher to change him at the same table.
The young Duan Shu was of course very unhappy. His brother’s complaint made his deskmate reluctant to take him to play, and he missed many strange scenes that his deskmate talked about. For this reason, he had a big fight with his brother, and even had a cold war with him. a few days.
As a result, just a few days later, his former deskmate climbed onto the high-voltage electric pole and tried to untie the kite wrapped around it, but was electrocuted and died. The boy who bravely climbed up the electric pole with him had not touched the cable yet He saw his companion falling straight down with his own eyes, and he was greatly frightened, and he was unwilling to talk to anyone for a long time.
No matter from whose point of view, Wen Youlan's decision to keep her younger brother away from that boy was extremely wise. Every time "Duan Shu" recalled this incident, he was full of fear.
what about now?Isn't it a wise choice to replace a navigator who has concealed the past and whose psychological quality is likely to be extremely unstable?
Those memories left behind after being selected constantly affect Duan Shu's thoughts, and he can still feel the fear and joy of avoiding a disaster.
He can still stand here well because he reluctantly listened to his brother at that time.
"I remember." Duan Shu's voice was a little stagnant, "but it's different now, I'm no longer that ignorant child."
This is a real second life, and he has to focus on making his own choices under the interference of those fictitious vivid memories and strong emotions.
A complex disappointment poured out of Wen Youlan's eyes: "That's what you told me back then."
He smoothed out the wrinkles on the report sheet, stopped demanding Duan Shu forcefully, and turned his tone softer: "Why don't you want to replace Qi Yan? Because he is... special to you?"
His words are persuasive, like a really well-intentioned elder brother, trying to find out the reason, and then come to comfort his younger brother's irrational decision.
"No." Duan Shu looked up at him with obvious anxiety, "It's because it's too troublesome."
Qi Yan is of course special to him, that's why he can't agree.If it were someone else, maybe Duan Shu himself would be shaken without Wen Youlan's request, because concealing his past racing experience would indeed damage the trust between the driver and the navigator.
But he couldn't admit it in front of Wen Youli.
He saw the shadow of danger behind the question.
"We have already signed up for the race a month later, and the time is very tight. It will definitely be troublesome to find a new navigator, which may cause me to not be able to participate in the race. I have been looking forward to it for a long time, and I don't want to be like this give up halfway."
He attributed the reason to his vision of rallying, which sounded unassailable.
Wen Youlan silently examined his answer.
"I will ask him about the fact that he was a driver before. He seemed calm during the previous races, and his mental quality is obviously better than mine. I believe there is something inside."
Duan Shu continued: "When I took the initiative to find him half a year ago, he was actually not that enthusiastic. He was persuaded by me and became my navigator. We had no other communication except the competition, so he didn't Tell me about that experience."
"But no matter what, he is the best navigator among the people I can get in touch with. I want to win the game, so I can only partner with him at the moment."
Speaking of the latter part, Duan Shu's tone was self-deprecating. He loves racing, but he can only spend money to pursue his dream with the support of his brother. The navigator who has finally gotten used to it has his own secrets. The road ahead looks bright. But there is always a dark mist.
Wen Youli could hear his depression.
He can only comfort his brother.
"That's not your fault." There were not many waves in his gentle voice, "I can't participate in this game, and there will be another one. Your safety is the most important thing."
"I know."
Duan Shu responded shortly. He looked distraught, his brows were furrowed, and he was struggling between his brother's proposal and his own obsession.
In fact, Duan Shu was thinking about another question.
He has already glimpsed Wen Youlan's vague and huge desire for control, but he still doesn't know its boundary and shape, and how much Wen Youlan will be irritated after the control is lost.
From the standpoint of bystanders who stayed out of the matter, of course he should run away immediately, as far away as possible.
But now Duan Shu will not only be affected by that too good memory, but also constrained by the reality. All the money in the family is in Wen Youlan's hands. He has no savings, so he can't escape without a trace.
Moreover, as a well-known doctor with superb skills, Wen Youlan has gradually accumulated a huge network of contacts in the process of practicing medicine.
Helping the well-reviewed doctor Wen to find a wayward younger brother who ran away from home is a perfectly normal thing, and no one will question it.
Moreover, Duan Shu subconsciously felt that if he really disappeared suddenly, Wen Youlan would be completely angered. Once he was found, he might face the elder brother who no longer had any masks to hide.
He didn't want to face an ending that was likely to be even scarier than the original story.
The invisible violence that accompanies intimate relationships is often difficult for outsiders to detect and provide assistance.
What should he do?
Duan Shu has no clue yet, but he is sure of one thing.
He didn't want to live with Wen Youli anymore.
Even though he knows that there will still be thoughtful meals and a comfortable environment in the days to come, when he thinks of that complicated mobile phone password, he will realize the horror hidden behind the warm daily life.
The more mouth-watering the abundance of food served on porcelain plates, the more pervasive the horror that seems to be there.
Thinking of this, the anxiety on Duan Shu's face gradually faded away, turning into a kind of courage to make up his mind.
"I must win this game." He said without hesitation, "We can talk about Qi Yan after the game is over. Maybe if I win this game, I can enter a completely different circle."
This is the bait thrown to Wen Youlan.
"Brother, I want to live in the club during this time, and I have to hurry up and train." Duan Shu spoke quickly, "24 years old, I haven't got any good results yet. I don't have time, I have to seize it Every opportunity in front of us."
Wen Youlan was taken aback, as if she didn't expect the topic to jump here.
Of course he wanted to refuse, but Duan Shu didn't finish his sentence.
"Only if you have enough outstanding results, you have the right to choose, and you will not encounter such a partner who hides your experience."
"And the club is next to the hospital. We are still very close. Everything is the same as before. When I am resting, I will come to the hospital to find you."
"It's not fair that you always came to see me."
Duan Shu proposed a change that was a bit out of bounds for Wen Youlan, but this change was not hurtful, and it was mixed with the concern from his younger brother, and the possibility of getting rid of the unsightly Qi Yan...
He was carefully testing Wen Youlan's bottom line.
The tameness of "Duan Shu" cannot be cultivated overnight, it is changed by Wen Youlan's conscious long-term control, just like boiling a frog in warm water.
Since Wen Youlan chose this method, he must have believed in its effectiveness, and he was sure that his younger brother, who had been wrapped in warm water for more than 20 years, would not be able to detect it.
So applying this method back to him, will it work as well?
Duan Shu didn't know, but he could only try.
The air was still, and Wen Youlan lowered her eyes, wondering what she was thinking, maybe she was thinking about the real intention behind her brother's words, maybe she was debating with her own heart.
The sunlight fell on the clean white coat, which was dazzlingly white.
Duan Shu didn't give him much time to think, his voice was very low, but it sounded clearly in Wen Youlan's ear: "You have worked very hard, I don't want to make you so tired again."
Wen Youlan's eyes flickered faintly, and he could hear the sincerity in these words.
Both of her parents died when she was young, and all that belonged to Wen Youlan was a huge amount of compensation that was constantly being coveted by others, and a younger brother who was ignorant of the world, but in the end he not only had a successful career, but also provided a comfortable enough life for his younger brother.
Wen Youlan's past life was obviously lonely. He could only rely on himself alone, and he had to be the pillar of another person.
So even Duan Shu had a hard time distinguishing whether his words were more sincere or acting more.
In the space between them, dust flies like bits of lost gold dust.
After a while, Wen Youli sighed and accepted the proposal from her younger brother.
"Okay." His eyes were soft, "You have grown up."
Duan Shu didn't speak any more, he looked away and looked out of the window where the trees were lush.
The strong afternoon sun was still dizzying.
After leaving the hospital and returning to the club, the first person Duan Shu saw was Qi Yan.
Qi Yan didn't go to training, he sat on a bench outside the track, staring at the speeding cars in a daze, just like "Duan Shu" did when he first saw him.
So Duan Shu, like the self in the story, took the initiative to go up and talk to him.
"I am back."
He's back from the swamp of immersion.
Qi Yan looked up at him, seemed to be taken aback for a moment, and then asked: "Is there any problem with the inspection?"
"no problem."
Seeing Duan Shu's expression as usual, he hesitated for a moment, and couldn't help but ask, "Did I have too much to do at noon?"
Duan Shu didn't answer this question, he suddenly asked, "Do you still have any coins?"
Coins used to buy drinks from vending machines.
Qi Yan quickly took out a few coins from his pocket and handed them to him: "I haven't changed my training clothes yet, so I just have them."
Duan Shu took it, walked to the beverage machine, selected the two bottles of ice latte in the last row, waited for them to roll down to the delivery port, then bent down to pick them up, and handed one of the bottles to Qi Yan who was a little dazed.
"This brand of latte is delicious."
It tastes exactly the same as in the cafe in the last world.
"Invite you to dinner tonight, in return."
In fact, he can't think of how to repay the real Qi Yan. These carefully written worlds are full of memories that he has forgotten, but Qi Yan has patience and tolerance that he can't imagine.
Qi Yan was startled, and it took a while to understand the hidden meaning behind it: "Aren't you going home for dinner?"
"Starting today, I will live in the club."
Duan Shu felt that there were only two things he could do.
One is to seriously feel the details of this world, and find out what Qi Yan wants to tell him from it.
"The last game made you very excited." Duan Shu remembered Qi Yan's full devotion to the game, and also remembered his worry that he might not be able to participate in the next month's game, "Because you like to be in nature Do you feel like galloping?"
Qi Yan didn't expect this question from him, he unscrewed the plastic bottle cap, took a big gulp of cold latte, and replied softly: "Maybe."
"Don't wait for next month, there will be a folk desert rally in a week, with high prize money, and now I need money, and there is the most difficult and dangerous environment and the most magnificent scenery."
Qi Yan squeezed the bottle tightly, subconsciously said: "But, your brother..."
"I don't need his consent, I will find a way to hide it from him." Duan Shu interrupted him, "This is a competition between the two of us."
The two bottles of latte faced each other at a very close distance, and the bottles were covered with wet water droplets.
Duan Shu looked at his partner who hadn't fully reacted, and his tone rose slightly: "Do you want to go to the desert with me?"
The second is to get close to Qi Yan in the story and dig out the secrets hidden in his heart.
Then, meet him again.
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