secret movie

Duan Shu was awakened by the dim sunlight outside the window.

Before he could open his eyes, he felt a hangover-like feeling of dizziness and weakness, which gradually improved after a while.

This is not the feeling of waking up normally, and it is not a ward with monotonous decoration in front of you.

He returned to the home where he lived with Wen Youli, his familiar bedroom.

Duan Shu immediately remembered the piece of cake he ate before falling asleep.

The envious expressions of the nurses, family members, trustees...

It's Wen Youlan.

He discovered the accident that he had concealed.

Duan Shu got up from the bed and hurried out of the room.

The living room looked normal, but the door was locked, and his keys and phone disappeared.

The original ending of the story, the house arrest that caused the younger brother to accidentally fall downstairs, happened ahead of schedule.

Duan Shu clearly remembered the subsequent development, "Duan Shu" had a fracture, missed his dream of racing, and since then he has completely broken with Wen Youli.

Outside the glass window, the sky was dim, and thunder flashed faintly.

He will not choose this established ending.

Duan Shu took a deep breath, calmed down, and began to carefully recall everything that happened these days.

He and Qi Yan's life was originally only training, without any waves, until they ran to the Northwest to participate in a competition secretly, and met Zhuang Yue.

It seems reasonable for Zhuang Yue to appear in a rally as a spectator, but his obsession with Qi Yan, under normal circumstances, will definitely lead to disputes between Qi Yan and Duan Shu.

Maybe they will part ways because of this.

This is what Wen Youlan wants to see most.

So the appearance of Zhuang Yue is not accidental, but the necessity brought by Wen Youlan.

Not only did he know about this accident that could not be called a car accident, but he also knew that Duan Shu and Qi Yan went to participate in the competition privately. His desire to control his younger brother was deeper than what Duan Shu had peeped before.

But now, he tried every means to bring Duan Shu back home, but he disappeared.

What does he want to do?

Duan Shu thought about all this quickly.

The phone was gone, the internet was disconnected in the house, and he couldn’t communicate with the outside world even when he turned on the computer. The sharp objects in the kitchen were taken away, like preventing him from breaking the door or hurting himself.

But the furnishings at home have not changed, and the dishes carefully prepared in the refrigerator seem to return to the past.

Wen Youlan seems to just want her younger brother to go home, and apart from symbolically cutting him off from the outside world, she can't really trap him.

The management of this apartment is very good, there will be cleaning staff passing by the corridor from time to time, and the neighbors around are not deaf, so Duan Shu can knock on the door and call for help.

Taking a step back, Qi Yanyan went to the hospital to pick him up in the morning and found that he had disappeared suddenly. He would definitely think of Wen Youlan. Even though no one in the club knew Duan Shu's home address, he believed that with Qi Yan's ability, he would It's only a matter of time before we get here.

He is not in danger, this is a house arrest that can be escaped at any time.

Why do this?

Duan Shu recalled the meeting in the cemetery, Wen Youlan's sad voice, and his lonely pleading.

He's not acting, he's not lying.

Wen Youlan has already realized the growing desolation in her heart, and realized that she and her brother are drifting away, but she can't control herself, so he put together the excessive house arrest isolated from the outside world, and the peaceful daily lunch that restored the past, so that Brother to choose.

He is waiting to be judged.

Duan Shu stared at the dark brown door, outside is the free world, as long as he chooses to escape now, he will never have anything to do with Wen Youlan again, and then he can continue to get along with Qi Yan in this world, or he can return immediately to reality.

But Duan Shu's footsteps stayed in place, and he never walked forward.

That's not a choice he wants to make.

He couldn't ignore the deep loneliness behind this seemingly warm house.

Duan Shu has lived in this house for a while, but he has never been to a single room.

Wen Youlan's bedroom.

At first, he was blinded by the good memories of "Duan Shu", and enjoyed Wen Youlan's giving with peace of mind. Later, when he discovered something strange, he put all his eyes on Qi Yan, and the deep-minded brother immediately retreated into the background.

He has never tried to understand what Wen Youli was thinking.

Duan Shu tried to open the door, but the handle was turned open smoothly, and it was not locked.

The bed, wardrobe, desk, and white-painted wooden furniture exuded a desertedness that could not be ignored.

He was like living in a ward.

The beds were neatly packed, the books on the wooden shelves were arranged in categories, and all items were placed in an orderly manner.

Wen Youlan has obvious cleanliness and obsessive-compulsive disorder, and she is always working hard to sort her life and create a stable order for them.

Duan Shu walked into the room very lightly. At the same time, it started to rain outside, and the raindrops hit the window crackling, making a dripping sound.

Half the books on the shelf are about medicine, which seems esoteric.

Duan Shu's eyes wandered over, and then stopped in astonishment.

The other half is all about racing, driver biographies, a monthly magazine, and some more specialized racing theory, many of which have been read so many times that the edges are worn away.

Wen Youli has learned about her younger brother's hobbies seriously.

Duan Shu didn't find a scary and gloomy Wen Youlan in this room, but saw that lonely paleness.

The desk is full of medical papers, and his life seems to have only two parts, work and younger brother.

Duan Shu was silent for a while, and slowly shifted his gaze to the bedside table.

People often put what is most important to them there, such as the "Duan Shu" who graduated from the vocal music department.

Duan Shu opened the drawer of the bedside table. There were contract documents and ID documents on one side, and a photo album on the other side.

After hesitating for a moment, he opened the obviously old photo album.

On the first page is Wen Youlan, who is about six or seven years old, carefully holding the newborn baby in her arms, while the mother watching nervously, her hands are gently wrapped around the elder son, for fear of any accidents.

There is no dad in the picture, maybe he is the one who took the picture.

That was Wen Youlan's once happy home.

On the second page, my younger brother is one year old, with a round face and a silly smile. Wen Youli has become very proficient in holding him. The older brother is wearing a birthday hat, and there is a cream cake in front of the table. Cutting the cake, this time it was a photo taken by my mother.

On the seventh page, the younger brother who is in kindergarten, Duan Shu can already be seen in his facial features. He is dressed like a little adult, and there are a few gaudy characters written on the blackboard behind him: When I grow up.Smiling parents stood beside him, as if they were participating in an activity held in the kindergarten.

This photo is a bit out of focus, it should be taken by Wen Youlan, Duan Shu noticed some protrusions on the photo paper, he pulled out the photo, and saw a line of neatly written small characters on the back.

[The younger brother said that he wants to be a scientist when he grows up, so help him write it down first. ]

Five out of ten kids want to be scientists.

On the tenth page, Duan Shu, who is in elementary school, is sitting on the sofa at home, crying in front of the TV. The mother sitting on the left is full of laughter, and Wen Youlan on the right is reading a book, with a faint smile on her face.

The fine print has become a little more elegant.

[Crying out of anger from the social news, and saying that he wants to be a lawyer when he grows up. ]

On page No.12, a banner of the Mathematical Olympiad awards was hung in the auditorium. Wen Youli, who had a gold medal on her chest, hugged her mischievous younger brother, her parents stood beside her, and a family of four happily took a group photo.

[Can I be a mathematician? ]

But the happy time ends here.

After that, there are no more father and mother in the picture, nor Wen Youlan, only Duan Shu who is always in the center of the camera.

Every year on his birthday, Wen Youlan would take a photo of him, and the small words written on the back of the photo commemorated every stage of Duan Shu's life.

[The younger brother's dream has changed again, becoming a firefighter. ]

[The younger brother said that he wanted to enter the police academy, but I didn't want him to go. ]

That line of handwriting became more and more mature, taking off all childishness.

On page five of No. 20, thirteen or fourteen-year-old Duan Shu is trying to climb rocks. He is tied with a strong rope, smiling excitedly at the camera in the distance.

[He is more and more fond of chasing danger. ]

Duan Shu turned his head suddenly, and looked again at the bookcase filled with racing cars and medicine.

Therefore, Wen Youli did not become a mathematician, he became the best doctor.

He has never mentioned these secret worries and sacrifices to his younger brother who only needs to live willfully.

Wen Youlan has said many times: Your safety is the most important.

This is his sincere words, he has already lost his parents, and he can no longer lose his younger brother, so he is willing to compress his life, and he is willing to give everything.

Wen Youlan was trapped by this family, he was trapped by himself.

From the day his parents passed away, he never went out again.

This is a clue that Qi Yan has buried long ago, just like the graduation certificate and vocal competition trophy in the bedside cabinet, but Duan Shu has only explored it until now.

Why did he write such a character?

Misunderstood, lonely people with sad memories and no real companions.

Duan Shu felt very familiar.

It was as familiar as if I had glimpsed myself in the mirror.

The only difference is that Wen Youli has a younger brother who needs to be protected, so he transferred all his feelings to his younger brother, forcing himself to live a good life for his younger brother.

And he didn't.

The sound of the rain outside the window was getting louder and louder. A torrential summer rainstorm fell in an alienated way, without even falling into the closed home.

Duan Shu remembered the conversation with Li Jianian in the hot spring hotel.

Li Jianian, who had already come out of the darkness, mentioned his painful childhood to him indifferently.

So he was infected by Li Jianian and began to try to paint with his heart.

When he left the last world, there was a painting that hadn't been completed yet.

——"In a room without windows, if you don't turn on the lights, what else is there except darkness?"

——"There is still sound. How to draw sound?"

Li Jianian did not answer his question, but only said: "This is your painting, you will know."

Now, Duan Shu knows.

At this moment, he heard the majestic heavy rain pouring down outside the house. When it hit the canopy, it made a thick and crisp sound. When it fell into the grass, it made a short muffled sound. When it hit the street lamp shell, it would make a more ethereal and clear sound. .

His sense of hearing is very keen, and he can accurately distinguish the sound of raindrops falling on different objects, and can distinguish the subtle differences in the sound. With this ability, Duan Shu naturally chose the recording department when he was taking the university entrance examination.

But that's not talent, it's not a gift from God.

It was the only thing he had when he was locked in a windowless room.

The room was very dark, and the sound insulation effect of the old-fashioned concrete walls was not good, so he could vaguely hear the chirping of birds passing by the branches, the horn of the car downstairs, and the neighbors who were fighting over trivial matters. .

Little by little, the outside world appeared before his eyes.

But what Duan Shu likes most is the rainy night.

People would rush home in a hurry, there were few cars on the street, so only the sounds of nature remained in the whole world, and the raindrops slapped everything, washing away all the dirt, and it was as beautiful as a dream.

He will try to imagine that wonderful rainy night through the pattering sound.

The floating rain is like a hazy mist, and countless leaves are like dark green fireflies, flickering and flickering, crystal water droplets splashed crisply from the colorful umbrella surface, and fell into his eyes, becoming the quietest raindrops.

He curled up in a corner hugging himself.

Until the mother or father, who finally calmed down, forcefully opened the locked room door and asked him impatiently to come out for a cold meal.

That is real confinement, confinement without being loved.

The younger brother's false acceptance and hasty escape will only make Wen Youli's life worse and worse.

So does he.

The past events that Duan Shu had deliberately forgotten for many years finally surged up uncontrollably.

The fictional Wen Youlan is also another possibility of his life.

There are three characters, starting from the same dark origin, but having seemingly completely different lives.

The flamboyant and wealthy father forgot about his dewy love, leaving behind an increasingly paranoid woman who vented her resentment for being abandoned on the innocent child.

Fortunately, that child found light in the dark. He likes to paint, so he painted a boat with brilliant oil paints, carrying himself to the infinite possible distance.

When he grew up, he lived a willful and willful life, disregarding the eyes of others, and returned to the rich father as an illegitimate son to accompany him, and watched his father die with a smile, causing boundless disturbances.

Since then, some people have been brooding over the lost wealth, while others have become obsessed with the wine-red figure in the solemn and gloomy courtroom.

He is Li Jianian.

Loving parents died in a sudden car accident, but the supposedly kind-hearted relatives had only interests in their eyes. The teenage child experienced the loss to the bone for the first time.

Fortunately, he also has a naive and lovely younger brother. The world in his own eyes is full of holes, so he pins all his hopes for light on his younger brother.

He built a perfect home for his younger brother, and his growing desire for control also increased. The balance between emotion and self fluctuated, but no matter what, his younger brother loved him.

He is Wen Youlan.

The mediocre parents, who have been repeatedly frustrated in life, project all their hopes for life onto their children. They obviously live an ordinary life, but they encircle and suppress all of their son's personality with the most stringent requirements.

There were many things that he was forced to give up before he even had time to try. His life was wrapped in endless repetition and numbness, the oxygen was shrinking day by day, and his young figure was trapped in the black room for punishment.

There is no dream, no brother who depends on each other, no emotional outlet, no one will love him, nothing, only boundless loneliness and despair.

So he chose to escape and forget, and never left that dark room again, until Qi Yan broke into his life suddenly.

This one in his life luckily came a little later, but did everything in his power to get back what was lost for him.

He is Duan Shu.