In the silent room, only the TV that I forgot to turn off just now was still making small sounds, and the cold wind outside was pushing against the windows and doors. Bai Sheng pursed his lips and moved his shoulders a little uncomfortably.
The heater seems to be turned on too much.
Wen He didn't have any extra body contact with him, and cautiously supported the edge of the bed on both sides of Bo Sheng with both hands, but leaned his chin against his neck, without even putting down all his weight, and leaned against him lightly.
Every time he touches Bai Sheng, he is always so cautious, always sticking to the boundary that seems to be gradually blurred - but tonight he was really worried, so he didn't hold back.
Bai Sheng doesn't like others to ask the bottom line about his affairs, and he doesn't like others to pay too much attention to it. He knows it. Before he sent a message to ask Bai Sheng, Bai Sheng always said that it's nothing, it doesn't matter.
He didn't want himself to know, so Wen He pretended not to know.
But this time is different, God knows how worried he was when he received the news from the crew.
"...Hey," Bai Sheng's awkward voice sounded in his ear, secretly urging him to move away, "You have a heavy head."
Wen He didn't move, and even pressed down again as if protesting, Bai Sheng shrank his shoulders, anxious, "I didn't know that I would be so unlucky recently!"
Even though his luck is usually not good against the sky, it is not so bad. He was not in a good mood, but before he could recharge his batteries, he stumbled a few times in the crew, and the number of times he could catch up with His 20 years combined.
Bai Sheng even wondered if this crappy crew was at odds with him——
Wen He had had enough, finally withdrew his body, and returned to his usual calm and polite appearance, "I'll cook."
Now Bai Sheng didn't dare to stop him.
He was afraid that Wen He would touch his belly again.
Wen He fastened his apron, and before leaving, seeing Bai Sheng sitting on the bed looking up at himself, he couldn't help but pursed his lips, "I'll be right back."
He also discovered that although Bai Sheng always had a bad temper to the outside world, he was actually rather soft-spoken. For example, if he had been leaning on him just now, Bai Sheng would not have pushed him away.
Bai Sheng didn't know why he was so reluctant to part with the distance of only two steps, "...Oh."
Wen He left, and the sound of pots and pans began to come from the small kitchen outside the living room. Bai Sheng listened for a long time, but finally couldn't hold back his curiosity, and ran out to look again.
Wen He said that he seemed to be good at cooking, but ended up wearing an apron with his face slumped, cutting tomatoes in a hurry, Bai Sheng leaned against the door and watched for a long time, and finally said speechlessly: "Otherwise, let's order takeaway. "
I was a little worried that I would be poisoned to death.
"No." Wen He refused: "Takeaway is not nutritious."
Bai Sheng: "...is it very nutritious for you to add to the tomato and egg soup!"
Wen He cooked soup in the smoky steam without even looking back, "You lie on the bed and rest."
Bai Sheng hugged the goose doll, very unconvinced, "I have a broken bone, not a broken bone."
Wen He turned back abruptly, frowned fiercely, and his expression was a bit fierce: "Bone cracked?"
Bai Sheng: "."
It seems that this person rushed over as soon as he heard the news, and he still doesn't know the result.
Wen He: "Turn back, go to the right, and lie on the bed."
Bai Sheng argued hard: "Don't tell me that!"
Wen He said coldly: "Please, please?"
Bai Sheng: "..."
This trick came again, he scratched his face and muttered something, then sat back on the bed.
"Smart and Brave Breakthrough" is still playing tirelessly. The 108th contestant in it flew a carp over the dragon gate and flew into the pond. It's a pity for our player Li!..."
Originally, he was tired of seeing the scene, but Bai Sheng suddenly found it funny again, and he also laughed along with the host: "Goose goose goose!"
Although he didn't want to admit it, he was indeed very happy because of Wen He's arrival.
Not long after, the door of the room was opened, and Wen He came in with a smoldering look, put the tomato egg drop soup and millet porridge on the table, and then neatly took off the apron and put it away.
The outline of his broad back is sharp, the muscle lines are stretched with the movements, his brows are slightly frowned, and he is quite tired from the naked eye.
The working robot is not a real robot, and he is not made of iron, but usually he can deal with it in an orderly manner even though he is tired. This year, because Bai Sheng is in the crew, he is really restless.Fortunately, nothing major happened.fortunately.
Bai Sheng stared eagerly for a long time, "Hungry."
It means to ask Wen He to bring it over to him to eat.
Wen He reached out and touched the wall of the bowl, but couldn't feel the exact temperature, so he drank a spoonful with a sullen face—not salty or bland, neither delicious nor unpalatable, the most common home-cooked taste, the temperature was almost dry , After confirming, he took the bowl over and explained: "It's not good to eat too much at night, for fear of food accumulation at night."
Bai Sheng didn't notice that the portion was not too small. He looked at the spoon on the edge of the bowl that he had just tasted, hesitating a bit.
Wen He really didn't think so much, he tilted his head slightly, a little puzzled: "What's wrong?"
"..." Bai Sheng took the bowl and said, "It's nothing."
Most of the time the two spend together is silent. For example, now, Bo Sheng is eating porridge without a mouthful, and Wen He is sitting on the sofa beside him. Both of them are looking at the TV screen, but they are actually None are watching.
Finally, Bai Sheng said, "How did you get here?"
He told Huo Jing about the injury, don't tell his parents, no one knows except the manager, how did Wen He get the news?
But he underestimated Wen He's EQ, Wen He answered his way of travel very straightforwardly, "Private jet."
Bai Sheng: "I'm asking where you got the news from."
"." Wen He turned to him, his stern expression suddenly mixed with some hesitation, and finally said: "I have connections."
Bai Sheng almost thought he heard it wrong: "What?"
Wen He repeated the social speech again in a very flat manner, "People."
Bai Sheng almost collapsed on the bed laughing.
What, why would someone seriously say that they have connections...! !
"..." Wen He stared at him for a long time, "Aren't you angry?"
Bai Sheng wondered, "What's there to be angry about?"
Wen He: "I'll send someone to watch you."
Bai Sheng: "...Don't say it like a horror crime movie. But you care about me, right?"
Wen He nodded, with a little unseen anxiety on his face, "I thought you didn't like others like this."
"I don't like it." Who likes to be stared at, Bai Sheng said without thinking, "But you are different from others."
He didn't think too much about what he said, but as soon as he said it, he immediately realized that something was wrong, and immediately covered his mouth: "!"
Wen He was also taken aback, and then his eyes gradually became dull.jpg.
What did Bai Sheng mean just now?
The two of them fell silent again in a tacit understanding, and the tacitly strange atmosphere in the air surged again, and finally Wen He asked: "Is it delicious?"
Bai Sheng has always said straightforwardly: "It's a bit bland."
"Okay." Wen He wrote it down, "Add more sugar next time."
Bai Sheng was dumbfounded: "Is there a next time?"
Wen He: "As long as you want."
Bai Sheng: "..."
He held back for a while, and finally buried his face on the edge of the bowl, and expressed his doubts recently: "You don't really go outside to report for shifts, the kind of "How to Teach You to Talk in Four Hours Without Being Beaten to Death"."
Wen He denied: "I haven't."
Bai Sheng was still a little inexplicably angry, "Then you've been quite pleasant to speak recently."
Wouldn't it be like this to everyone?
"Really." Wen He looked at him, then said lightly, "Just say what you want, that's all."
Bai Sheng felt uncomfortable when he looked at him.
The porridge Wen He made for him was very small, probably because he was afraid that he would hurt his stomach if he ate too much. After staying for a while, it was already late at night. Wen He got up and put away the tableware, and said, "I'm going first."
Bai Sheng raised his face: "Are you going back to Province A again?"
"No." Wen He said, "I'll stay here for a few more days."
Bai Sheng asked: "'A few days', how many days?"
Wen He didn't answer, just looked at him, gently stroked Bai Sheng's messy forehead hair, "Look at you."
Bai Sheng seemed dissatisfied with this uncertain answer: "What does it mean to look at me..."
"If you stay too long," Wen He said a rare wisecrack, with the corners of his lips slightly drawn, "you will be beaten out by Fang Yuan."
Bai Sheng recalled Fang Yuan's anxious face just now, and said silently: "He will be back in the morning."
The scene when I feel it will be quite scary...
"Yeah." Wen He whispered to him, "Good night."
Bai Sheng also replied subconsciously: "Good night."
Before closing the door, Wen He emphasized to him one last time, "I'll be here tomorrow."
Bai Sheng: "...Oh."
It's still there, why do you have to say it again.He is not a child anymore.
Even though he said so, Bai Sheng hugged the big goose doll and slept soundly all night, so that when he was woken up by the roaring roar of the marinated egg the next morning, he was still in a daze: "What's wrong? It's early in the morning of!"
"Early in the morning?" Fang Yuan stood beside his bed aggressively, "Look at what time it is!"
Bai Sheng flipped through his phone.
It's twelve o'clock.
Bai Sheng changed his words instantly: "...it's at noon, what's the matter?"
Only then did he realize that Wen He was standing by the side, and the porridge in his hand had been reheated countless times after it had cooled down. It was probably because Bai Sheng was sound asleep and he was reluctant to wake him up.
When Fang Yuan came here early in the morning and found Wen He was waiting outside with porridge, it felt as if a god of Tao came from the sky and instantly chopped him into a bastard—he would have missed a night of coming!Just one night! !Wen He took advantage of it to sneak in. These two people secretly did many things behind his back, how could he not hate it!
Fang Yuan asked, "When did he come?"
Bai Sheng was not afraid of the slanting shadow, "Last night."
Fangyuan: "...you guys. You guys..."
Bai Sheng was alert: "He is here to cook."
The implication is that there is nothing to do except rice.
Fang Yuan was speechless, "Is there anything in this world that you can't solve when you're hungry, and you have to do it yourself?"
Wen He: "It's different."
Fangyuan: "?"
Got it, love dinner, right?
Bitten stared at Wenhe without any trace, and found that the man's eyeballs were always on Baisheng's body, and he didn't notice himself at all. He exhaled from his nose, and began to touch Baisheng resentfully, " Show me, other than the leg, where else did you fall? Ouch...how could it be so serious, really..."
It almost hurt him to death, look at this calf and arm fell.But Fang Yuan couldn't say.
Recently, not only Bai Sheng has been aggrieved, but he is also aggrieved.As an agent, he watched his own artists filming, suffered so many injuries, and endured so much hardship.This is Bo Sheng's job. As an actor's job, he works hard to complete it because of his professionalism. The crew doesn't come and go whenever they want. The actor should be responsible to the crew and the whole work.How could Fangyuan not know these truths.
But who in the world doesn’t care about their weaknesses, other people’s filming is also hard, that’s someone else’s child, one’s own heart feels sorry for them, if their child doesn’t feel bad for themselves, then who will love it.
Besides...
Fang Yuan glanced at Bai Sheng who obediently let him rub, and couldn't help but sighed again in his heart.
I don't know if he was thinking too much, he always felt that something was really wrong with Bai Sheng recently.It's not the kind of depressed mood infected by the plot, it's something else... other reasons.
Bai Sheng seemed to have entered a dead end, he was spinning around in circles, feeling very uncomfortable, but no one could help him.
Fang Yuan's sixth sense told him that he should turn a blind eye to Wen He recently.Anyway, based on this person's ability to grasp the sky, he probably knew the news of Baisheng's injury earlier than him. It is not easy to overwhelm the media paparazzi, and although he does not wait to see the crane, he also knows that this person is definitely not the kind who will take advantage of the outside world. Type of pressure.
"You can rest for a few more days," Fang Yuan said after checking, "just right, the next scene is the last scene before the annual holiday, and we can go on vacation after filming—have you decided what gift you want? The offline meet-and-greet will be coming soon arrive."
Bai Sheng thought for a long time half-truthfully, "Anything is fine?"
Fang Yuan: "Of course anything is fine."
"Then I want a kitten," Bai Sheng described in great detail. "The paws and chest are white, the ears are black, blue eyes, and there is a matchmaker mole next to the brown nose..."
Fang Yuan's originally relaxed expression became more and more rigid as he described it: "Then this cat is too ugly!"
Bo Sheng: "It's ugly."
Fang Yuan: "Don't you want something cuter? Jin Gradient is so cute. And Erya also likes cats. The first few times I touched a stray cat by the side of the road and almost got caught."
Bai Sheng insisted: "I just like ugly ones."
Fang Yuan has nothing to do with him, "Where can I find such a strange cat for you! It's a child looking for something to do every day..."
Wen He stood by and listened silently, Bai Sheng raised his eyes inadvertently, and met his focused gaze; he saw Wen He raised the corners of his lips to him, and whispered softly in Fangyuan's chattering voice-over: "Good morning."
I said that I will still be there tomorrow, so I won't lie to you, and I want to see you as soon as possible.
Bai Sheng pursed his lips and nodded slightly.
good Morning.
Bai Sheng rested for a week, and Wen He stayed in the crew for a week.The video was changed to an online meeting, and the work was barely manageable, until a week later, Fang Yuan really couldn't stand it anymore, "It's not like a primary school student wants to accompany me to study."
They go in and out together every day, like a pendant, Bo Sheng doesn't feel tired, he feels tired.
It happened that Bai Sheng also felt that it was almost time for Wen He to go back, "Your company is very busy, right?"
Wen He lowered his eyes and didn't say he was busy or not: "Do you want me to stay?"
Bai Sheng was startled, then he said again: "If you want me to stay, I'm not busy."
Fang Yuan: "...that's very good, but can you consider that there are two people beside you?"
Carrying the suitcase in white gloves, he smiled politely: "Haha."
It's not busy yet, staying up late and working overtime every day, the boss who has been working regularly has all the dark circles under his eyes, and he is not busy, so you can spoil him!
Bai Sheng was not stupid, of course he could tell, "Go back, anyway, the last scene will be over soon."
After filming, it will be the Spring Festival.
Wen He packed his luggage obediently, and before leaving, he said, "I'll wait for you in Province A."
Bai Sheng was vigilant: "The Chinese New Year must be spent at home."
Fangyuan had agreed to it before.
Wen He turned a deaf ear: "Waiting for you."
Bai Sheng: "."
Fang Yuan watched from the side, and suddenly felt a force coming from his dantian, wishing he could kick these two sticky slimes for more than ten miles, "This is a public place! Can you be more careful?!"
Although he said so, but at this time, he also felt relieved.
The Spring Festival and the New Year always sound like joy, as if all the unpleasant things can be washed away. After more than a month, Baisheng is really tired. After shooting this scene, it can finally come to an end.
Fang Yuan had this idea at the time, but he never expected that this matter would be so, so difficult for Bai Sheng.
This may be the biggest bottleneck since he became an actor.
The last scene is the brightest memory of Yu Bian's role. He is burdened with misunderstandings and blood feuds. For the sake of Ya Le's life, he decides to go alone to find the person behind the scenes. He will not be unclear about the ending.
In the last scene, he walked along the familiar alleys, walked through the dilapidated streets, stopped in front of the old neighborhood, and walked all the places he had walked through as a wanderer for many years.
Everywhere here is familiar, but everywhere is not his home.Where do people without roots come from?
It was raining and his face was wet, maybe he was always so unlucky, unlucky enough to be a person with no past and no future, maybe it was because of this that he longed for the warmth from others so much, Desperate to the point of insanity.
Along the way, he walked in the dark without a name, and the street was still lively in the middle of the night, but none of the excitement belonged to him.
He walked towards the light, and finally chose to be the only hero of his loved one.
Bai Sheng continued to shoot this scene for several days, starting as soon as it got dark, until the early hours of the morning, without sleep, but every time the effect was not good.Huo Jing couldn't understand, he even vaguely felt that Bai Sheng seemed to be afraid of something and didn't dare to go deep, as long as he couldn't break through this barrier, he couldn't continue.
This speculation is a bit absurd for no reason, but Bai Sheng's scene is the last scene arranged before the annual holiday, and it has been postponed for two days, so there can be no further delay.
The last reshoot was already at three o'clock in the morning, with light rain, and the staff stayed up for several nights, but they didn't have any look of blame - because Bai Sheng looked much more haggard than them.
Fang Yuan held Bai Sheng's sluggish face, and was really anxious. He even wanted to say that sentence that was completely unqualified for an agent, "Can we stop filming?", but he still didn't say it in the end.
Bai Sheng looked at his anxious face, didn't say anything, and lightly rubbed his cheek against the back of Fang Yuan's black Tan Tan's hand.
Fangyuan: "..."
He wrinkled his face, but silently put on Bai Sheng's coat again.
In fact, the longer I know Bai Sheng, the more I can discover his true nature, bad temper, and he looks like a bully to everyone, but in fact he is easy to rely on and trust others.I like fireworks, I like excitement, I sleep more soundly when I sleep in crowded places, I still want to spend my birthday with my good friends and family members - like a child with separation anxiety, but Baisheng never shows it, And never say it.
Fang Yuan can no longer remember what Bai Sheng was like a long time ago, his memory is blurred into a plane, no matter how hard he tries to recall, he can't remember clearly.At the earliest, it was more than a year ago, when Bai Sheng was deeply involved in all kinds of scandals, Fang Yuan was amazed at his free and easy at the time, but now looking back, he found that it was wrong.
That's not being free and easy about fame, that's not caring about it at all.It seems that this world is unimportant and unreal to him, so he doesn't worry about any black material or difficult situations, and he doesn't care.
But it's different now.Now Bai Sheng would even act like a baby with him.
Bai Sheng's voice sounded, as usual, "Fang Yuan, I'm hungry."
"Hungry?" Fang Yuan came back to his senses, feeling a little ashamed of his absurd and inexplicable thoughts, "I'll take you to supper after work. What would you like to eat?"
Bai Sheng: "Roast goose."
Fang Yuan: "...OK, OK."
It's better to eat than not to eat!
"Prepare to shoot—" Huo Jing's small horn sounded, with a little tiredness, "We'll continue after the annual vacation after this one, everyone is too tired these days."
Fang Yuan looked at him worriedly, "You..."
Bai Sheng winked at him, "It will definitely pass this time."
He stood up and walked to the entrance of the alley. The uneven ground was washed with muddy puddles by the heavy rain. The dim light of the street lamps was cut and fragmented by the speeding car lights from time to time. Bai Sheng's shadow was on the dirty muddy ground. It was very long, and he retracted his legs casually, wiping off the dirt on the bottom of his trousers.
"Three, two, one..." Huo Jing's voice sounded in the distance, "Ah!"
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Bai Sheng looked at the scene that was almost a one-to-one replica of the area he used to live in, and his expression was still a little dazed.
so similar.
No, it's not like, it's exactly the same.
That's why he couldn't act well these days, he didn't want to recall, but this place forced him to think of the past again and again.Escape was useless, at least not this time.
The rain wet his forehead and hair, flowing down his cheeks and flowing into his collar. Bai Sheng shivered slightly from the cold, and then stepped forward.
This is a dark road, few people would choose to walk here, the surrounding area is quiet and panic, only the occasional vehicles can bring movement, he walked here, the oncoming cold wind blows through his internal organs , as if there is a coolness in the bones.
Even the weather is the same.
... Bai Sheng almost couldn't help thinking of his birthday, but this time he didn't force himself to stop.
That year was the sprint period of the third year of senior high school. Although the college entrance examination was still half a year away, the school was still in a hurry-to be merciful, at least one day was off on New Year's Day, but the students had to study by themselves until eleven o'clock the night before. .
At that time, a popular term suddenly became popular. Parents called their children who were in the stage of entering school "sacred beasts", which meant a bit of complaint. , I am afraid that he will be hurt and tired, which will affect his studies, and he will not be able to enter an ideal university.
And at this time, it's late at night for self-study, except for the boarding students who live in the school, no parent is at ease to let the children go home alone so late, except for the one in front of them——
The math teacher turned off the lights in front of him, and the last good student who walked out the door finally couldn't help but stop him, "Squad leader."
Bai Sheng was already 1.8 meters tall at that time, standing there thinly, looking down at him with a clear back, nothing was wrong on his face, and he even smiled, "What's the matter, teacher?"
The teacher's eloquence is now suddenly scrapped, and he wanted to say "be careful" and ask "recent status", but after thinking about it, it was useless nonsense, and before he left, he just hurriedly Said: "Happy birthday, monitor."
At that time, his lunar birthday happened to be New Year's Day.New year, new weather, family reunion—but she knew that Bo Sheng had no family, and had been going to school on stipends and his own royalties.This is an incomprehensible catastrophe for the other pampered "beasts" in the class, but Baisheng is not only extroverted and capable, but he also seems to be quite open about it. He is the only one in the teacher. Children who are not worried about being bullied for family reasons.No one dared to bully him.He never showed any vulnerability.
Sure enough, Bai Sheng was stunned for a moment, then flashed his small canine teeth, "Thank you, see you again, teacher."
At this time, there was only the last bus. Bai Sheng took the bus with only a few passengers as usual. These people were almost all white-collar workers who had finished working overtime nearby. He sat in the same position as usual, looking sideways at the rain outside the window.
He still needs to sit five stops.
The rain is getting heavier and heavier, and the low-quality car screen on the bus is displaying advertisements. The sound has a bit of an electronic mechanical feel, but it still can't stop the lively atmosphere. "Eat dumplings in the New Year, and the whole family will have good luck..."
Bai Sheng's eyes moved to the screen.Against the brightly colored backdrop, the actors are huddled together, cheek to cheek, smiling beyond measure for the camera.
Bai Sheng's original smile suddenly collapsed at this moment.
He looked at the rain outside the window.He suddenly felt unbearable.
So at the next stop, he got off.
This is not a wise decision.It was raining, and it was already very late. He didn't bring an umbrella, and he was carrying a schoolbag. After walking a few steps, he and his papers would all get wet.And it takes at least four or ten minutes to walk home from here.
He huddled on the narrow sidewalk and walked forward silently. Occasionally, a car sped by. Bai Sheng had been very careful not to get dirty water on his body, but he was still splashed on his trouser legs several times.
In the end, he didn't hide anymore, and just walked forward like this.
Walking through this dark road is the old city.In the past, even in the early hours of the morning, there were food stalls on the side of the road bustling with fists and drinking, but now a continuous rain has quenched all enthusiasm, and the tables and chairs placed have been put away, covered with raincloths, and left alone in the roadside.
Still no one.
Bai Sheng stood where he was, looked at the tables and chairs that were drenched in the rain for a while, then turned around and continued to walk forward.
Walking through the city, it is a commercial street.It's already twelve o'clock, the shutter doors of clothing stores and restaurants have long been closed, and they stand lonely like iron stone statues. Bai Sheng passed by a cake shop with quite high-end decoration, and now the interior is also pitch black, with transparent windows displaying Even if Baisheng passed by the exquisite model cake before, he would only look at it from the corner of his eye and never stop, but this time he stopped in front of the window and looked at the strawberry cake quietly.
Seeing enough, he turned his head and continued on his way.
In fact, Bai Sheng was already shivering from the cold, and Yu Da could barely open his eyes, but he had an inexplicable stubbornness—could it really be that he couldn't touch anyone?
Behind the commercial street is the bungalow area.Getting closer and closer to home, Bai Sheng's expression became calmer and calmer, until the low sobbing of a child came from a distance, followed by the anxious voice of his parents: "Baby, don't cry... Mom and Dad will take care of you immediately." You go to the hospital!"
The pair of parents hugged the child like a treasure, the mother's slender left hand had blue veins due to force, but her right hand gently patted the back of the child's neck. The three of them were a mediocre black in the quiet night. Disappear.
Bai Sheng stood where he was, crying for the first time in a daze.
He was never used to crying, let alone crying in front of others. Even though it was raining now, even if no one was paying attention to him, he still bit his lip silently, trying his best not to make a sound.
When he was still young, he had fantasized about it countless times, like all family-finding shows, being hugged ecstatically on the way to school, saying that we have been looking for you for a long time, do you still remember us?His memory is indeed blurred, he only remembers the fresh scent of acacia on his mother's body, and his father's always suppressed cough, but it's better not to remember.
In this way, every time I wake up with a smile from my dream, I won't be so sad.
When he grew up, he thought he was no longer a child, and he no longer fantasized about it, but reality told him otherwise.
Today is his birthday, a day of extraordinary significance in a person's life, Bai Sheng fantasized shamefully, there are still a hundred steps away from the house, and when the countdown reaches one, will the door be opened, and the room will be full of bustle and dimness? Under the lights were his family members waiting for him. His older sister scolded him because he came home late, "Where did you go when you came back so late!" His father coughed in agreement, and his mother explained to him, "Maybe it's just on the way. Delayed"; the eldest brother sat with the puppy at home, put down the pages of the book, and looked at him with a smile——
Three, two, one.
Bai Sheng pushed open the door.It was pitch black inside the door, just like countless ordinary but lonely nights.
The rain stopped at some point, and the moonlight dried his tears. Bai Sheng calmly turned on the light, put down his schoolbag, and took off his coat until he heard a timid meow from the corner.
It was a stray cat that came in from nowhere, skinny and particularly ugly, black and white, with a brown nose, and a matchmaker's mole that was quite out of place.
Maybe it was too hungry, the ugly cat bravely came over and rubbed his leg, Bai Sheng lowered his face, he didn't know who he was asking: "Are you wandering too?"
The ugly cat meowed again, its hair was dripping wet, and it became more and more horrible. Bai Sheng picked him up and said, "Then you are not a stray cat now."
The cat licked his chin affectionately and curled up into his arms.
The camera is still silently recording that lonely figure, and Bai Sheng can't help thinking, if the current world is a dream, why is it real and the previous world overlapped; in a sense, he is still lonely, because in He will never be able to tell others about this matter, and he even has a premonition that even if he has no interest in this script, he will still return to this street in the end, or return to this rainy night that will never be forgotten——
Thousands of lights, among which there will never be one that belongs to him.
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"CUT!! It's over!" Huo Jing followed suit, and his voice could be seen with relief: "Very good!! Thank you for your hard work!!"
The staff at the scene immediately cheered: "Good!! Annual leave!!"
Fang Yuan didn't care about the annual leave or not, he ran up like he was on a hot wheel, "Bo Sheng! How are you doing? Are you tired? Hurry up and go back to the hotel..."
Bai Sheng was still standing in the rain, watching him run over and saying something to him.
"What cat?" Fang Yuan was a little puzzled, "You're really dizzy, you haven't had time to raise a cat yet! Let's go, let's go, I'll make ginger soup for you..."
Bai Sheng was wrapped in a big bath towel like sushi, and was carried all the way to the car, still saying: "I miss my cat."
The cat ate bad food when he was wandering, and his health has always been poor. He only stayed with him for five years. In the end, his organs failed and he was euthanized.
He came here the day after the cat died.
Back in the hotel room, Fang Yuan asked him, "Are you cold?"
Bai Sheng shook his head obediently.
He seemed to be much better, his face was rosier, and he looked much more emotional, Fang Yuan heaved a sigh of relief.
Hard work pays off, no matter how difficult this hurdle is, we still have to pass it.
If you look at Bai Sheng, he would laugh, and he is not listless at all.Sure enough, there was still too much pressure...
"You wait here for a while." Fang Yuan hurriedly went outside to find supper for Bai Sheng to eat, "It's been drenched in the cold for so long, so I must eat more health supplements..."
As soon as the door was closed, the room instantly heard the sound of needles dropping.
The smile on Bai Sheng's face stopped again.
He is almost like a little robot that automatically turns on standby mode when no one is around, and his eyes are fixed on a point in front of him until the light is blocked by people.
Bai Sheng raised his head in a daze, subconsciously showing his small canine teeth, "Wen He?"
Wen He looked at him quietly, with an incomprehensible expression.
"If you don't want to laugh, you don't have to laugh." He said, "It doesn't matter if you don't have to bear it."
Bai Sheng: "..."
"Didn't you leave?" Bai Sheng avoided the topic, "Going back to province A."
"Yeah." Wen He admitted openly, "But I was worried about you, so I stayed secretly."
Bai Sheng: "What do I have to worry about..."
As he said this, his nasal voice was still very strong. Halfway through the speech, he felt that it was meaningless, so he stopped.
"It's nothing." Bo Sheng said, "You don't understand anyway."
In fact, talking like this is a bit hurtful, and Bai Sheng knows it, but now he just wants to drive people away.He didn't want Wen He to stay any longer, he felt that he couldn't help crying.
This is so embarrassing.
Wen He was still looking at him, unmoved, he even came over and squatted in front of Bai Sheng——Bo Sheng sat on the edge of the bed with his head down, and he raised his head to forcefully meet Bai Sheng's gaze, Bai Sheng A little flustered, he moved his eyes away.
"I don't need to understand." Wen He said slowly, "I'll just be with you."
He didn't take this opportunity to do any over-the-distance actions to get closer, but just insisted on staying in front of Bo Sheng, without any physical contact, not even touching his hands.
Bai Sheng looked at his focused eyes close at hand, sniffed, and suddenly felt that the emotions that had been suppressed during this period found a gap, and rushed out like a landslide and tsunami.
Bo Sheng said: "I know you like me."
Wen He's expression didn't change, he just said: "En."
Bai Sheng: "But I don't seem to treat you very well. Every time you do things for me, don't you feel tired?"
Wen He: "No."
Bo Sheng: "Don't you feel uncomfortable? If I don't like you like you like me?"
Wen He: "Uncomfortable. But it's okay."
Bai Sheng: "Then what exactly do you want?"
Wen He: "I want you to be happy."
Bai Sheng looked at him, and finally came to the same conclusion as on his birthday: "You are so strange."
Wen He also answered in the same way, "Am I weird?"
The two stared at each other for a long time, finally, Bai Sheng rubbed his eyes, and said suddenly: "Give me a hug."
Wen He didn't hesitate at all this time, he straightened up and gently wrapped his arms around Bai Sheng's back.It was the first time for two people to embrace each other so intimately, breathing close to each other, even the most secret heartbeat of the other was very clear, Bai Sheng hugged his head and buried his cheek into his neck
The heater seems to be turned on too much.
Wen He didn't have any extra body contact with him, and cautiously supported the edge of the bed on both sides of Bo Sheng with both hands, but leaned his chin against his neck, without even putting down all his weight, and leaned against him lightly.
Every time he touches Bai Sheng, he is always so cautious, always sticking to the boundary that seems to be gradually blurred - but tonight he was really worried, so he didn't hold back.
Bai Sheng doesn't like others to ask the bottom line about his affairs, and he doesn't like others to pay too much attention to it. He knows it. Before he sent a message to ask Bai Sheng, Bai Sheng always said that it's nothing, it doesn't matter.
He didn't want himself to know, so Wen He pretended not to know.
But this time is different, God knows how worried he was when he received the news from the crew.
"...Hey," Bai Sheng's awkward voice sounded in his ear, secretly urging him to move away, "You have a heavy head."
Wen He didn't move, and even pressed down again as if protesting, Bai Sheng shrank his shoulders, anxious, "I didn't know that I would be so unlucky recently!"
Even though his luck is usually not good against the sky, it is not so bad. He was not in a good mood, but before he could recharge his batteries, he stumbled a few times in the crew, and the number of times he could catch up with His 20 years combined.
Bai Sheng even wondered if this crappy crew was at odds with him——
Wen He had had enough, finally withdrew his body, and returned to his usual calm and polite appearance, "I'll cook."
Now Bai Sheng didn't dare to stop him.
He was afraid that Wen He would touch his belly again.
Wen He fastened his apron, and before leaving, seeing Bai Sheng sitting on the bed looking up at himself, he couldn't help but pursed his lips, "I'll be right back."
He also discovered that although Bai Sheng always had a bad temper to the outside world, he was actually rather soft-spoken. For example, if he had been leaning on him just now, Bai Sheng would not have pushed him away.
Bai Sheng didn't know why he was so reluctant to part with the distance of only two steps, "...Oh."
Wen He left, and the sound of pots and pans began to come from the small kitchen outside the living room. Bai Sheng listened for a long time, but finally couldn't hold back his curiosity, and ran out to look again.
Wen He said that he seemed to be good at cooking, but ended up wearing an apron with his face slumped, cutting tomatoes in a hurry, Bai Sheng leaned against the door and watched for a long time, and finally said speechlessly: "Otherwise, let's order takeaway. "
I was a little worried that I would be poisoned to death.
"No." Wen He refused: "Takeaway is not nutritious."
Bai Sheng: "...is it very nutritious for you to add to the tomato and egg soup!"
Wen He cooked soup in the smoky steam without even looking back, "You lie on the bed and rest."
Bai Sheng hugged the goose doll, very unconvinced, "I have a broken bone, not a broken bone."
Wen He turned back abruptly, frowned fiercely, and his expression was a bit fierce: "Bone cracked?"
Bai Sheng: "."
It seems that this person rushed over as soon as he heard the news, and he still doesn't know the result.
Wen He: "Turn back, go to the right, and lie on the bed."
Bai Sheng argued hard: "Don't tell me that!"
Wen He said coldly: "Please, please?"
Bai Sheng: "..."
This trick came again, he scratched his face and muttered something, then sat back on the bed.
"Smart and Brave Breakthrough" is still playing tirelessly. The 108th contestant in it flew a carp over the dragon gate and flew into the pond. It's a pity for our player Li!..."
Originally, he was tired of seeing the scene, but Bai Sheng suddenly found it funny again, and he also laughed along with the host: "Goose goose goose!"
Although he didn't want to admit it, he was indeed very happy because of Wen He's arrival.
Not long after, the door of the room was opened, and Wen He came in with a smoldering look, put the tomato egg drop soup and millet porridge on the table, and then neatly took off the apron and put it away.
The outline of his broad back is sharp, the muscle lines are stretched with the movements, his brows are slightly frowned, and he is quite tired from the naked eye.
The working robot is not a real robot, and he is not made of iron, but usually he can deal with it in an orderly manner even though he is tired. This year, because Bai Sheng is in the crew, he is really restless.Fortunately, nothing major happened.fortunately.
Bai Sheng stared eagerly for a long time, "Hungry."
It means to ask Wen He to bring it over to him to eat.
Wen He reached out and touched the wall of the bowl, but couldn't feel the exact temperature, so he drank a spoonful with a sullen face—not salty or bland, neither delicious nor unpalatable, the most common home-cooked taste, the temperature was almost dry , After confirming, he took the bowl over and explained: "It's not good to eat too much at night, for fear of food accumulation at night."
Bai Sheng didn't notice that the portion was not too small. He looked at the spoon on the edge of the bowl that he had just tasted, hesitating a bit.
Wen He really didn't think so much, he tilted his head slightly, a little puzzled: "What's wrong?"
"..." Bai Sheng took the bowl and said, "It's nothing."
Most of the time the two spend together is silent. For example, now, Bo Sheng is eating porridge without a mouthful, and Wen He is sitting on the sofa beside him. Both of them are looking at the TV screen, but they are actually None are watching.
Finally, Bai Sheng said, "How did you get here?"
He told Huo Jing about the injury, don't tell his parents, no one knows except the manager, how did Wen He get the news?
But he underestimated Wen He's EQ, Wen He answered his way of travel very straightforwardly, "Private jet."
Bai Sheng: "I'm asking where you got the news from."
"." Wen He turned to him, his stern expression suddenly mixed with some hesitation, and finally said: "I have connections."
Bai Sheng almost thought he heard it wrong: "What?"
Wen He repeated the social speech again in a very flat manner, "People."
Bai Sheng almost collapsed on the bed laughing.
What, why would someone seriously say that they have connections...! !
"..." Wen He stared at him for a long time, "Aren't you angry?"
Bai Sheng wondered, "What's there to be angry about?"
Wen He: "I'll send someone to watch you."
Bai Sheng: "...Don't say it like a horror crime movie. But you care about me, right?"
Wen He nodded, with a little unseen anxiety on his face, "I thought you didn't like others like this."
"I don't like it." Who likes to be stared at, Bai Sheng said without thinking, "But you are different from others."
He didn't think too much about what he said, but as soon as he said it, he immediately realized that something was wrong, and immediately covered his mouth: "!"
Wen He was also taken aback, and then his eyes gradually became dull.jpg.
What did Bai Sheng mean just now?
The two of them fell silent again in a tacit understanding, and the tacitly strange atmosphere in the air surged again, and finally Wen He asked: "Is it delicious?"
Bai Sheng has always said straightforwardly: "It's a bit bland."
"Okay." Wen He wrote it down, "Add more sugar next time."
Bai Sheng was dumbfounded: "Is there a next time?"
Wen He: "As long as you want."
Bai Sheng: "..."
He held back for a while, and finally buried his face on the edge of the bowl, and expressed his doubts recently: "You don't really go outside to report for shifts, the kind of "How to Teach You to Talk in Four Hours Without Being Beaten to Death"."
Wen He denied: "I haven't."
Bai Sheng was still a little inexplicably angry, "Then you've been quite pleasant to speak recently."
Wouldn't it be like this to everyone?
"Really." Wen He looked at him, then said lightly, "Just say what you want, that's all."
Bai Sheng felt uncomfortable when he looked at him.
The porridge Wen He made for him was very small, probably because he was afraid that he would hurt his stomach if he ate too much. After staying for a while, it was already late at night. Wen He got up and put away the tableware, and said, "I'm going first."
Bai Sheng raised his face: "Are you going back to Province A again?"
"No." Wen He said, "I'll stay here for a few more days."
Bai Sheng asked: "'A few days', how many days?"
Wen He didn't answer, just looked at him, gently stroked Bai Sheng's messy forehead hair, "Look at you."
Bai Sheng seemed dissatisfied with this uncertain answer: "What does it mean to look at me..."
"If you stay too long," Wen He said a rare wisecrack, with the corners of his lips slightly drawn, "you will be beaten out by Fang Yuan."
Bai Sheng recalled Fang Yuan's anxious face just now, and said silently: "He will be back in the morning."
The scene when I feel it will be quite scary...
"Yeah." Wen He whispered to him, "Good night."
Bai Sheng also replied subconsciously: "Good night."
Before closing the door, Wen He emphasized to him one last time, "I'll be here tomorrow."
Bai Sheng: "...Oh."
It's still there, why do you have to say it again.He is not a child anymore.
Even though he said so, Bai Sheng hugged the big goose doll and slept soundly all night, so that when he was woken up by the roaring roar of the marinated egg the next morning, he was still in a daze: "What's wrong? It's early in the morning of!"
"Early in the morning?" Fang Yuan stood beside his bed aggressively, "Look at what time it is!"
Bai Sheng flipped through his phone.
It's twelve o'clock.
Bai Sheng changed his words instantly: "...it's at noon, what's the matter?"
Only then did he realize that Wen He was standing by the side, and the porridge in his hand had been reheated countless times after it had cooled down. It was probably because Bai Sheng was sound asleep and he was reluctant to wake him up.
When Fang Yuan came here early in the morning and found Wen He was waiting outside with porridge, it felt as if a god of Tao came from the sky and instantly chopped him into a bastard—he would have missed a night of coming!Just one night! !Wen He took advantage of it to sneak in. These two people secretly did many things behind his back, how could he not hate it!
Fang Yuan asked, "When did he come?"
Bai Sheng was not afraid of the slanting shadow, "Last night."
Fangyuan: "...you guys. You guys..."
Bai Sheng was alert: "He is here to cook."
The implication is that there is nothing to do except rice.
Fang Yuan was speechless, "Is there anything in this world that you can't solve when you're hungry, and you have to do it yourself?"
Wen He: "It's different."
Fangyuan: "?"
Got it, love dinner, right?
Bitten stared at Wenhe without any trace, and found that the man's eyeballs were always on Baisheng's body, and he didn't notice himself at all. He exhaled from his nose, and began to touch Baisheng resentfully, " Show me, other than the leg, where else did you fall? Ouch...how could it be so serious, really..."
It almost hurt him to death, look at this calf and arm fell.But Fang Yuan couldn't say.
Recently, not only Bai Sheng has been aggrieved, but he is also aggrieved.As an agent, he watched his own artists filming, suffered so many injuries, and endured so much hardship.This is Bo Sheng's job. As an actor's job, he works hard to complete it because of his professionalism. The crew doesn't come and go whenever they want. The actor should be responsible to the crew and the whole work.How could Fangyuan not know these truths.
But who in the world doesn’t care about their weaknesses, other people’s filming is also hard, that’s someone else’s child, one’s own heart feels sorry for them, if their child doesn’t feel bad for themselves, then who will love it.
Besides...
Fang Yuan glanced at Bai Sheng who obediently let him rub, and couldn't help but sighed again in his heart.
I don't know if he was thinking too much, he always felt that something was really wrong with Bai Sheng recently.It's not the kind of depressed mood infected by the plot, it's something else... other reasons.
Bai Sheng seemed to have entered a dead end, he was spinning around in circles, feeling very uncomfortable, but no one could help him.
Fang Yuan's sixth sense told him that he should turn a blind eye to Wen He recently.Anyway, based on this person's ability to grasp the sky, he probably knew the news of Baisheng's injury earlier than him. It is not easy to overwhelm the media paparazzi, and although he does not wait to see the crane, he also knows that this person is definitely not the kind who will take advantage of the outside world. Type of pressure.
"You can rest for a few more days," Fang Yuan said after checking, "just right, the next scene is the last scene before the annual holiday, and we can go on vacation after filming—have you decided what gift you want? The offline meet-and-greet will be coming soon arrive."
Bai Sheng thought for a long time half-truthfully, "Anything is fine?"
Fang Yuan: "Of course anything is fine."
"Then I want a kitten," Bai Sheng described in great detail. "The paws and chest are white, the ears are black, blue eyes, and there is a matchmaker mole next to the brown nose..."
Fang Yuan's originally relaxed expression became more and more rigid as he described it: "Then this cat is too ugly!"
Bo Sheng: "It's ugly."
Fang Yuan: "Don't you want something cuter? Jin Gradient is so cute. And Erya also likes cats. The first few times I touched a stray cat by the side of the road and almost got caught."
Bai Sheng insisted: "I just like ugly ones."
Fang Yuan has nothing to do with him, "Where can I find such a strange cat for you! It's a child looking for something to do every day..."
Wen He stood by and listened silently, Bai Sheng raised his eyes inadvertently, and met his focused gaze; he saw Wen He raised the corners of his lips to him, and whispered softly in Fangyuan's chattering voice-over: "Good morning."
I said that I will still be there tomorrow, so I won't lie to you, and I want to see you as soon as possible.
Bai Sheng pursed his lips and nodded slightly.
good Morning.
Bai Sheng rested for a week, and Wen He stayed in the crew for a week.The video was changed to an online meeting, and the work was barely manageable, until a week later, Fang Yuan really couldn't stand it anymore, "It's not like a primary school student wants to accompany me to study."
They go in and out together every day, like a pendant, Bo Sheng doesn't feel tired, he feels tired.
It happened that Bai Sheng also felt that it was almost time for Wen He to go back, "Your company is very busy, right?"
Wen He lowered his eyes and didn't say he was busy or not: "Do you want me to stay?"
Bai Sheng was startled, then he said again: "If you want me to stay, I'm not busy."
Fang Yuan: "...that's very good, but can you consider that there are two people beside you?"
Carrying the suitcase in white gloves, he smiled politely: "Haha."
It's not busy yet, staying up late and working overtime every day, the boss who has been working regularly has all the dark circles under his eyes, and he is not busy, so you can spoil him!
Bai Sheng was not stupid, of course he could tell, "Go back, anyway, the last scene will be over soon."
After filming, it will be the Spring Festival.
Wen He packed his luggage obediently, and before leaving, he said, "I'll wait for you in Province A."
Bai Sheng was vigilant: "The Chinese New Year must be spent at home."
Fangyuan had agreed to it before.
Wen He turned a deaf ear: "Waiting for you."
Bai Sheng: "."
Fang Yuan watched from the side, and suddenly felt a force coming from his dantian, wishing he could kick these two sticky slimes for more than ten miles, "This is a public place! Can you be more careful?!"
Although he said so, but at this time, he also felt relieved.
The Spring Festival and the New Year always sound like joy, as if all the unpleasant things can be washed away. After more than a month, Baisheng is really tired. After shooting this scene, it can finally come to an end.
Fang Yuan had this idea at the time, but he never expected that this matter would be so, so difficult for Bai Sheng.
This may be the biggest bottleneck since he became an actor.
The last scene is the brightest memory of Yu Bian's role. He is burdened with misunderstandings and blood feuds. For the sake of Ya Le's life, he decides to go alone to find the person behind the scenes. He will not be unclear about the ending.
In the last scene, he walked along the familiar alleys, walked through the dilapidated streets, stopped in front of the old neighborhood, and walked all the places he had walked through as a wanderer for many years.
Everywhere here is familiar, but everywhere is not his home.Where do people without roots come from?
It was raining and his face was wet, maybe he was always so unlucky, unlucky enough to be a person with no past and no future, maybe it was because of this that he longed for the warmth from others so much, Desperate to the point of insanity.
Along the way, he walked in the dark without a name, and the street was still lively in the middle of the night, but none of the excitement belonged to him.
He walked towards the light, and finally chose to be the only hero of his loved one.
Bai Sheng continued to shoot this scene for several days, starting as soon as it got dark, until the early hours of the morning, without sleep, but every time the effect was not good.Huo Jing couldn't understand, he even vaguely felt that Bai Sheng seemed to be afraid of something and didn't dare to go deep, as long as he couldn't break through this barrier, he couldn't continue.
This speculation is a bit absurd for no reason, but Bai Sheng's scene is the last scene arranged before the annual holiday, and it has been postponed for two days, so there can be no further delay.
The last reshoot was already at three o'clock in the morning, with light rain, and the staff stayed up for several nights, but they didn't have any look of blame - because Bai Sheng looked much more haggard than them.
Fang Yuan held Bai Sheng's sluggish face, and was really anxious. He even wanted to say that sentence that was completely unqualified for an agent, "Can we stop filming?", but he still didn't say it in the end.
Bai Sheng looked at his anxious face, didn't say anything, and lightly rubbed his cheek against the back of Fang Yuan's black Tan Tan's hand.
Fangyuan: "..."
He wrinkled his face, but silently put on Bai Sheng's coat again.
In fact, the longer I know Bai Sheng, the more I can discover his true nature, bad temper, and he looks like a bully to everyone, but in fact he is easy to rely on and trust others.I like fireworks, I like excitement, I sleep more soundly when I sleep in crowded places, I still want to spend my birthday with my good friends and family members - like a child with separation anxiety, but Baisheng never shows it, And never say it.
Fang Yuan can no longer remember what Bai Sheng was like a long time ago, his memory is blurred into a plane, no matter how hard he tries to recall, he can't remember clearly.At the earliest, it was more than a year ago, when Bai Sheng was deeply involved in all kinds of scandals, Fang Yuan was amazed at his free and easy at the time, but now looking back, he found that it was wrong.
That's not being free and easy about fame, that's not caring about it at all.It seems that this world is unimportant and unreal to him, so he doesn't worry about any black material or difficult situations, and he doesn't care.
But it's different now.Now Bai Sheng would even act like a baby with him.
Bai Sheng's voice sounded, as usual, "Fang Yuan, I'm hungry."
"Hungry?" Fang Yuan came back to his senses, feeling a little ashamed of his absurd and inexplicable thoughts, "I'll take you to supper after work. What would you like to eat?"
Bai Sheng: "Roast goose."
Fang Yuan: "...OK, OK."
It's better to eat than not to eat!
"Prepare to shoot—" Huo Jing's small horn sounded, with a little tiredness, "We'll continue after the annual vacation after this one, everyone is too tired these days."
Fang Yuan looked at him worriedly, "You..."
Bai Sheng winked at him, "It will definitely pass this time."
He stood up and walked to the entrance of the alley. The uneven ground was washed with muddy puddles by the heavy rain. The dim light of the street lamps was cut and fragmented by the speeding car lights from time to time. Bai Sheng's shadow was on the dirty muddy ground. It was very long, and he retracted his legs casually, wiping off the dirt on the bottom of his trousers.
"Three, two, one..." Huo Jing's voice sounded in the distance, "Ah!"
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Bai Sheng looked at the scene that was almost a one-to-one replica of the area he used to live in, and his expression was still a little dazed.
so similar.
No, it's not like, it's exactly the same.
That's why he couldn't act well these days, he didn't want to recall, but this place forced him to think of the past again and again.Escape was useless, at least not this time.
The rain wet his forehead and hair, flowing down his cheeks and flowing into his collar. Bai Sheng shivered slightly from the cold, and then stepped forward.
This is a dark road, few people would choose to walk here, the surrounding area is quiet and panic, only the occasional vehicles can bring movement, he walked here, the oncoming cold wind blows through his internal organs , as if there is a coolness in the bones.
Even the weather is the same.
... Bai Sheng almost couldn't help thinking of his birthday, but this time he didn't force himself to stop.
That year was the sprint period of the third year of senior high school. Although the college entrance examination was still half a year away, the school was still in a hurry-to be merciful, at least one day was off on New Year's Day, but the students had to study by themselves until eleven o'clock the night before. .
At that time, a popular term suddenly became popular. Parents called their children who were in the stage of entering school "sacred beasts", which meant a bit of complaint. , I am afraid that he will be hurt and tired, which will affect his studies, and he will not be able to enter an ideal university.
And at this time, it's late at night for self-study, except for the boarding students who live in the school, no parent is at ease to let the children go home alone so late, except for the one in front of them——
The math teacher turned off the lights in front of him, and the last good student who walked out the door finally couldn't help but stop him, "Squad leader."
Bai Sheng was already 1.8 meters tall at that time, standing there thinly, looking down at him with a clear back, nothing was wrong on his face, and he even smiled, "What's the matter, teacher?"
The teacher's eloquence is now suddenly scrapped, and he wanted to say "be careful" and ask "recent status", but after thinking about it, it was useless nonsense, and before he left, he just hurriedly Said: "Happy birthday, monitor."
At that time, his lunar birthday happened to be New Year's Day.New year, new weather, family reunion—but she knew that Bo Sheng had no family, and had been going to school on stipends and his own royalties.This is an incomprehensible catastrophe for the other pampered "beasts" in the class, but Baisheng is not only extroverted and capable, but he also seems to be quite open about it. He is the only one in the teacher. Children who are not worried about being bullied for family reasons.No one dared to bully him.He never showed any vulnerability.
Sure enough, Bai Sheng was stunned for a moment, then flashed his small canine teeth, "Thank you, see you again, teacher."
At this time, there was only the last bus. Bai Sheng took the bus with only a few passengers as usual. These people were almost all white-collar workers who had finished working overtime nearby. He sat in the same position as usual, looking sideways at the rain outside the window.
He still needs to sit five stops.
The rain is getting heavier and heavier, and the low-quality car screen on the bus is displaying advertisements. The sound has a bit of an electronic mechanical feel, but it still can't stop the lively atmosphere. "Eat dumplings in the New Year, and the whole family will have good luck..."
Bai Sheng's eyes moved to the screen.Against the brightly colored backdrop, the actors are huddled together, cheek to cheek, smiling beyond measure for the camera.
Bai Sheng's original smile suddenly collapsed at this moment.
He looked at the rain outside the window.He suddenly felt unbearable.
So at the next stop, he got off.
This is not a wise decision.It was raining, and it was already very late. He didn't bring an umbrella, and he was carrying a schoolbag. After walking a few steps, he and his papers would all get wet.And it takes at least four or ten minutes to walk home from here.
He huddled on the narrow sidewalk and walked forward silently. Occasionally, a car sped by. Bai Sheng had been very careful not to get dirty water on his body, but he was still splashed on his trouser legs several times.
In the end, he didn't hide anymore, and just walked forward like this.
Walking through this dark road is the old city.In the past, even in the early hours of the morning, there were food stalls on the side of the road bustling with fists and drinking, but now a continuous rain has quenched all enthusiasm, and the tables and chairs placed have been put away, covered with raincloths, and left alone in the roadside.
Still no one.
Bai Sheng stood where he was, looked at the tables and chairs that were drenched in the rain for a while, then turned around and continued to walk forward.
Walking through the city, it is a commercial street.It's already twelve o'clock, the shutter doors of clothing stores and restaurants have long been closed, and they stand lonely like iron stone statues. Bai Sheng passed by a cake shop with quite high-end decoration, and now the interior is also pitch black, with transparent windows displaying Even if Baisheng passed by the exquisite model cake before, he would only look at it from the corner of his eye and never stop, but this time he stopped in front of the window and looked at the strawberry cake quietly.
Seeing enough, he turned his head and continued on his way.
In fact, Bai Sheng was already shivering from the cold, and Yu Da could barely open his eyes, but he had an inexplicable stubbornness—could it really be that he couldn't touch anyone?
Behind the commercial street is the bungalow area.Getting closer and closer to home, Bai Sheng's expression became calmer and calmer, until the low sobbing of a child came from a distance, followed by the anxious voice of his parents: "Baby, don't cry... Mom and Dad will take care of you immediately." You go to the hospital!"
The pair of parents hugged the child like a treasure, the mother's slender left hand had blue veins due to force, but her right hand gently patted the back of the child's neck. The three of them were a mediocre black in the quiet night. Disappear.
Bai Sheng stood where he was, crying for the first time in a daze.
He was never used to crying, let alone crying in front of others. Even though it was raining now, even if no one was paying attention to him, he still bit his lip silently, trying his best not to make a sound.
When he was still young, he had fantasized about it countless times, like all family-finding shows, being hugged ecstatically on the way to school, saying that we have been looking for you for a long time, do you still remember us?His memory is indeed blurred, he only remembers the fresh scent of acacia on his mother's body, and his father's always suppressed cough, but it's better not to remember.
In this way, every time I wake up with a smile from my dream, I won't be so sad.
When he grew up, he thought he was no longer a child, and he no longer fantasized about it, but reality told him otherwise.
Today is his birthday, a day of extraordinary significance in a person's life, Bai Sheng fantasized shamefully, there are still a hundred steps away from the house, and when the countdown reaches one, will the door be opened, and the room will be full of bustle and dimness? Under the lights were his family members waiting for him. His older sister scolded him because he came home late, "Where did you go when you came back so late!" His father coughed in agreement, and his mother explained to him, "Maybe it's just on the way. Delayed"; the eldest brother sat with the puppy at home, put down the pages of the book, and looked at him with a smile——
Three, two, one.
Bai Sheng pushed open the door.It was pitch black inside the door, just like countless ordinary but lonely nights.
The rain stopped at some point, and the moonlight dried his tears. Bai Sheng calmly turned on the light, put down his schoolbag, and took off his coat until he heard a timid meow from the corner.
It was a stray cat that came in from nowhere, skinny and particularly ugly, black and white, with a brown nose, and a matchmaker's mole that was quite out of place.
Maybe it was too hungry, the ugly cat bravely came over and rubbed his leg, Bai Sheng lowered his face, he didn't know who he was asking: "Are you wandering too?"
The ugly cat meowed again, its hair was dripping wet, and it became more and more horrible. Bai Sheng picked him up and said, "Then you are not a stray cat now."
The cat licked his chin affectionately and curled up into his arms.
The camera is still silently recording that lonely figure, and Bai Sheng can't help thinking, if the current world is a dream, why is it real and the previous world overlapped; in a sense, he is still lonely, because in He will never be able to tell others about this matter, and he even has a premonition that even if he has no interest in this script, he will still return to this street in the end, or return to this rainy night that will never be forgotten——
Thousands of lights, among which there will never be one that belongs to him.
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"CUT!! It's over!" Huo Jing followed suit, and his voice could be seen with relief: "Very good!! Thank you for your hard work!!"
The staff at the scene immediately cheered: "Good!! Annual leave!!"
Fang Yuan didn't care about the annual leave or not, he ran up like he was on a hot wheel, "Bo Sheng! How are you doing? Are you tired? Hurry up and go back to the hotel..."
Bai Sheng was still standing in the rain, watching him run over and saying something to him.
"What cat?" Fang Yuan was a little puzzled, "You're really dizzy, you haven't had time to raise a cat yet! Let's go, let's go, I'll make ginger soup for you..."
Bai Sheng was wrapped in a big bath towel like sushi, and was carried all the way to the car, still saying: "I miss my cat."
The cat ate bad food when he was wandering, and his health has always been poor. He only stayed with him for five years. In the end, his organs failed and he was euthanized.
He came here the day after the cat died.
Back in the hotel room, Fang Yuan asked him, "Are you cold?"
Bai Sheng shook his head obediently.
He seemed to be much better, his face was rosier, and he looked much more emotional, Fang Yuan heaved a sigh of relief.
Hard work pays off, no matter how difficult this hurdle is, we still have to pass it.
If you look at Bai Sheng, he would laugh, and he is not listless at all.Sure enough, there was still too much pressure...
"You wait here for a while." Fang Yuan hurriedly went outside to find supper for Bai Sheng to eat, "It's been drenched in the cold for so long, so I must eat more health supplements..."
As soon as the door was closed, the room instantly heard the sound of needles dropping.
The smile on Bai Sheng's face stopped again.
He is almost like a little robot that automatically turns on standby mode when no one is around, and his eyes are fixed on a point in front of him until the light is blocked by people.
Bai Sheng raised his head in a daze, subconsciously showing his small canine teeth, "Wen He?"
Wen He looked at him quietly, with an incomprehensible expression.
"If you don't want to laugh, you don't have to laugh." He said, "It doesn't matter if you don't have to bear it."
Bai Sheng: "..."
"Didn't you leave?" Bai Sheng avoided the topic, "Going back to province A."
"Yeah." Wen He admitted openly, "But I was worried about you, so I stayed secretly."
Bai Sheng: "What do I have to worry about..."
As he said this, his nasal voice was still very strong. Halfway through the speech, he felt that it was meaningless, so he stopped.
"It's nothing." Bo Sheng said, "You don't understand anyway."
In fact, talking like this is a bit hurtful, and Bai Sheng knows it, but now he just wants to drive people away.He didn't want Wen He to stay any longer, he felt that he couldn't help crying.
This is so embarrassing.
Wen He was still looking at him, unmoved, he even came over and squatted in front of Bai Sheng——Bo Sheng sat on the edge of the bed with his head down, and he raised his head to forcefully meet Bai Sheng's gaze, Bai Sheng A little flustered, he moved his eyes away.
"I don't need to understand." Wen He said slowly, "I'll just be with you."
He didn't take this opportunity to do any over-the-distance actions to get closer, but just insisted on staying in front of Bo Sheng, without any physical contact, not even touching his hands.
Bai Sheng looked at his focused eyes close at hand, sniffed, and suddenly felt that the emotions that had been suppressed during this period found a gap, and rushed out like a landslide and tsunami.
Bo Sheng said: "I know you like me."
Wen He's expression didn't change, he just said: "En."
Bai Sheng: "But I don't seem to treat you very well. Every time you do things for me, don't you feel tired?"
Wen He: "No."
Bo Sheng: "Don't you feel uncomfortable? If I don't like you like you like me?"
Wen He: "Uncomfortable. But it's okay."
Bai Sheng: "Then what exactly do you want?"
Wen He: "I want you to be happy."
Bai Sheng looked at him, and finally came to the same conclusion as on his birthday: "You are so strange."
Wen He also answered in the same way, "Am I weird?"
The two stared at each other for a long time, finally, Bai Sheng rubbed his eyes, and said suddenly: "Give me a hug."
Wen He didn't hesitate at all this time, he straightened up and gently wrapped his arms around Bai Sheng's back.It was the first time for two people to embrace each other so intimately, breathing close to each other, even the most secret heartbeat of the other was very clear, Bai Sheng hugged his head and buried his cheek into his neck
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