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In the early morning of the next day, the sky was full of clouds, and the sun was shining faintly from the east.

Shen Yuexiu got up for morning exercises, and ran into Mu Yuntai when she went out, so the two walked together, and vaguely heard a man's voice coming from Shen Hongni's yard.

The doors of Shen Me's house extend in all directions, and every courtyard has a door leading to the outside world.

When they went there to see, it turned out that Baili was smiling.

He was wearing black clothes, his hair was slightly messy and oily, and his face was a bit haggard.

He looked at Shen Hongni's doorway and said: "For you, I became a bad boy in the eyes of the world, disobeyed my father and elder brother, severed ties with the family, and abandoned everything in my past. Why did you come back to the original point? You can come back, but I can't come back, I can only go on."

As he spoke, his eyes were red and there were tears in his eyes.

Originally, he was the young master of the Baili family, filial to his parents and respectful to his elder brother, but Shen Hongni's personality was exactly the opposite of his.

Shen Hongni didn't like such a docile and sensible young master Baili, so Baili started to become rebellious for her with a sad smile.

He confronted his parents and elder brother, spoke bad words, had a bad attitude, and finally fell out with his family, and Patriarch Baili severed ties with him.

A door separated the two of them, Shen Hongni just sat on the edge of the bed in the room with a gloomy expression.

She is uncomfortable, she is in a bad mood, and she doesn't want to bother with anyone.

Listening to Baili Xiaoxiao's confession of sadness, vicissitudes and grievances, she began to feel guilty.

She doesn't love him, he suffers for himself, just think about it, let him give up, just close the door tightly, keep silent and don't speak.

Baili Sorrow was even more sure that she would return to Shen Mo's house, and his heart ached.

What should he do because he broke with the family and lost the qualification to be a good match.

He lowered his head and stood at the door, embarrassed.

"Baili smiled sadly." Seeing him sad, Shen Yuexiu couldn't help but want to comfort him, but she didn't know how to comfort him, so she only called his name, and there was no further words.

Baili smiled sadly, his sadness and confusion disappeared immediately, he just stared at Shen Yuexiu, and said angrily: "It's all your fault." Then he turned and left.

"Oh, how did the young master of the Baili family become like this?" Mu Yuntai frowned slightly, shook her head, and looked at Shen Yuexiu with concern.

"Did I do something wrong?" Shen Yuexiu muttered to herself.

"Yuexiu don't think too much." Mu Yuntai put her hand on his shoulder to comfort him.

"What has happened cannot be changed, I hope so, I hope Shen Hongni and Baili Aixiao can be healthy and happy."

Mu Yuntai gently retracted her hand, Shen Yuexiu stretched out her hand and grabbed it back, sticking her fingers on his pulse, Mu Yuntai was startled, her body was a little stiff, she didn't dare to move.

Shen Yuexiu stretched out her hand to touch his chest again, Mu Yuntai exhaled secretly, and took a step back.

"Why did Ni Jun beat you?" Shen Yuexiu asked.

"I think it's just a joke. After all, I can't carry it on my shoulders or in my hands."

"I will use spiritual power to heal you."

"You don't need to waste your spiritual power, I'm fine." Mu Rucai quickly shied away.

"You dance very fast here, are you really okay?" Shen Yuexiu reached out to touch his chest, and checked again.

Mu Yuntai immediately put her hand against his arm, emphasizing once again that she was fine, and Shen Yuexiu gave up.

At this time, the door slowly opened, Shen Hongni looked calm, dressed in red, willow and green, only told the two that she was going to see her sister, and then left.

Shen Yuexiu put her hand on her chest, looked at her leaving back, and murmured: "I have a bad feeling."

The sun is dim, the courtyard of Shen Suihan, the daughter of Shen's parents.

The name of the courtyard is Youlanju, the courtyard is not big, the scenery is pleasant, the grass is green and the flowers are colorful, without any dust or blemishes, it can be seen that the owner of the place has taken good care of it.

In the middle stands a large white hibiscus tree, strong and lush, shaking gently, graceful and charming.

There are falling petals everywhere on the ground, adding a touch of mournful beauty.

The windows and doors of the room were open, and Shen Suihan, dressed in plain clothes, paced back and forth in the room.

Holding a book in his hand, his posture is dignified and elegant, his expression is peaceful, and his eyes are clear and engrossed, staring at the book in his hand.

There were footsteps outside the door, she turned her head slightly, and saw Shen Hongni, she couldn't help but put down the book in her hand, and wanted to go out to meet her.

However, her movements were too graceful and gentle, her younger sister had already rushed in and walked in front of her.

"Hauni should be steady." She said softly.

"I have nothing to do with you. If you like Mu Brassica, then pursue it boldly. I'm leaving, and there will be no future." Shen Hongni didn't have any extra words, simple and direct, without delay.

"Hong Ni, why, isn't it great for our family to be reunited? Hong Ni, don't be self-willed anymore, just stay here." Shen Suihan stepped forward with a gentle voice.

"Shen Suihan, do you like this home? Or, let me put it another way, do you want to stay in this home that is not a home?" Shen Hongni's tone was slightly stern, her eyes were firm, and she stared straight into her eyes.

Shen Suihan froze for a moment, and remained silent. She liked this family, although the rules of this family were sometimes very strict.

But it's all good, and it's all for her own good. He doesn't understand why his sister hates this family so much.

There was a hint of doubt in his eyes, and Hong Ni could see from her eyes that she had misunderstood and looked ignorant.

The past came to my mind, and my nose felt sore.

When she was young, Shen Hongni was also kind and gentle, so she was abducted and sold into a brothel, and she was gentle and kind to everyone.

When others beat her with a whip, she smiled and said it was okay, as long as you are happy, when others asked her to take off her clothes, she smiled and took them off obediently.

She doesn't know shame, doesn't know how to keep herself clean and self-love, and her family didn't teach her, they only taught her to be gentle, kind and responsive to others.

Others beat her, scolded her and humiliated her, but she was only gentle and obedient, and everyone couldn't help ridiculing her as a fool.

She didn't understand that she was so good, why others treated her like this, but she did as they said.

Until, he arranged with a girl to serve a prince.

His behavior towards the girl is not like a human being, destroying the secrets of the third place, his actions are funny and terrifying, and extremely disgusting.

The cry was always miserable and sharp, piercing her eardrums, gradually disappearing like raindrops, she rolled her eyes and remained motionless.

A pool of dazzling red, like the desolate flowing water of the Red Sea, flowed all the way to the ground and extended to her feet.

The man smiled evilly, looked at the blood on the ground, and praised the beauty.

Shen Hongni's eyes changed, and she asked him, "You killed her." She wanted to save the girl, but the man said it was her turn.

Shen Hongni's heart trembled, she didn't want to become her, so she fought with that man.

She won, but all the people in the brothel dispatched, subdued her, tied her up, sent her to the man's bed, and sent her to die.

Fortunately, she was rescued by Shen Yuexiu, and when she learned that she was the daughter of Shen Mo's family, the brothel apologized, and his good second brother of course forgave them.

And she couldn't forgive them, leaving an indelible shadow in her heart.

She began to question the family, the family training, and the virtues of gentleness and kindness.

As a result, she often sneaked out to become a monk to see the world she had never seen before.

She is a pure white canary trapped in a cage, with a depressed body and mind, and a smiling face. The whiter she is, the easier it is to be blackened and questioned.

When her cognition was subverted, she fell into a dark abyss, she was weak, wanted to resist, wanted to climb up, and climbed out of the terrifying and dark prison, so she became more and more rebellious.

After watching too many dirty and evil things, it was impossible for her to keep her heart clean. Her character began to change, and she loathed and disliked the world.

What is his fate in this family? To marry the first person to ask for marriage, she is unwilling and unwilling to accept such a fate, she must stay away from this family.

"One day, you will see everyone's face." Shen Hongni said, looking at Shen Suihan with dim eyes.

"Hong Ni, you can't leave this house, you..." Shen Suihan still wanted to persuade.

"Shut up, I can." Shen Hongni immediately stopped her sharply, and said coldly: "You can do it yourself."

After speaking, he turned around and left without looking back.