hug that god

He didn't know how long he ran, how far he ran, how many suns and moons he ran, but he felt that he couldn't run anymore, his legs gave way, and he knelt on the ground.

They were not killed by others, all of them were killed by him.

Ruo Shang, elder brother, father, fellow face-to-face, Gan Yang, everyone in Shen Mo's residence...

From birth to now, he has not saved a single person, and more people died because of him.

Whether in heaven or on earth, he is equally useless.

It was so stupid, so hateful, so pathetic.

He looked up at the sky, thumped his chest, and asked: "What's the use of my birth, I can't save people, what's the use of me still living in this world, Shen Yuexiu, you should die so much."

The wind blew coldly, and his hair shook slightly.

He muttered in his mouth, "Shen Yuexiu, you are ashamed of the world, you are ashamed of the entrustment of the wind, you are ashamed of being a human being."

His heart was empty, but it was very painful and uncomfortable. He stretched out his hand and grabbed it hard. The strength seemed to be able to poke five fingers into it.

There was a faint "click" sound, which seemed to be the sound of bones breaking.

He knelt on the ground, the tears couldn't stop flowing, and kept flowing.

From night to day, from day to night, tears still flowed from his eyes, and a long and thin stream flowed out.

One day, he was so sleepy from crying that his eyes were sore, he couldn't help but rubbed his eyes, and saw a long and thin stream on the ground, as wide as his arm.

He got up decadently and walked along his tears, only to see that he was connected to a sea, and his tears led to the water in the sea, flowing forward, and the creek that flowed out of him was washed up step by step.

He was dizzy in his head, and when he closed his eyes, he fainted and fell into the water.

He just felt that he was constantly ups and downs, and then drifted with the flow, with many concerned words in his ears, who was hugged one by one by someone, and finally placed in one place.

What to do to save him, he is not worthy of being rescued, it is better to drown.

His long and trembling eyelashes opened his eyes, staring at the room in a daze, and a familiar figure came into view.

That's great, Fuyang is fine, so he continued to close his eyes.

It turned out that Shen Yuexiu fell into his river, which was connected to the dug stream in Yinfu City. A commoner who went fishing found Shen Yuexiu floating on the water and rescued him. Judging by his appearance, it was not three years. Shen Yuexiu who came to their Yinfu and blocked the water for them.

Hurry up and call everyone over to observe the situation. After the Langzhong checked him, everyone sent him to Fu Yangmei. After all, they are brothers.

Fu Yangmei frowned lightly, she should have noticed something wrong with Shen Yuexiu last time.

Shen Yuexiu's strength shouldn't be that weak.

He was injured so badly, and he had no heart, what kind of physique he had to live, and what kind of pain he endured.

"I know I woke up just now, get up and drink some soup." Fu Yangmei changed his body and said, but there was no food in his stomach.

Shen Yuexiu slowly opened her eyes, only feeling that the images were blurry.

When Fu Yangmei fed him the soup, he opened his mouth and swallowed it mechanically, lifeless.

"What's wrong with you, talk."

Shen Yuexiu remained silent, but nodded slightly at what he said.

Fu Yangmei had no choice but to finish the soup for him, let him lie down and rest, and covered him with a quilt.

This state lasted for three days, Shen Yuexiu was able to move freely, he still didn't say a word, only occasionally leaning against the door frame, his eyes were dull and lifeless, as if his soul was no longer in his body, he was just an empty shell.

When Fu Yang went back to his room, he was very uncomfortable seeing him like this, he only picked up his collar, feeling that he was so light and light.

He just felt more and more annoyed, and threw Shen Yuexiu on the ground, he lay on the ground for a while, then sat up, hugging himself, motionless.

Fu Yangmei couldn't bear to hurt him any more, so she just supported him to stand up.

"Go and see Master." He said easily, and sent him into the room where Mo Zhibai was being cultivated.

I saw Mo Zhibai lying on the bed, covered with a third of the quilt.

Fu Yangmei brought Shen Yuexiu in, walked to the bed, Shen Yuexiu glanced at Mo Zhibai, didn't call him, just stood there stiffly.

"Call." Fu Yangmei said.

Shen Yuexiu remained silent.

"What's wrong with him?" Mo Zhibai asked, he didn't know anything about Shen Yuexiu's return, now his legs have difficulty walking, and his hearing is not good.

"I don't know, it was someone from the same city who found it in the water and sent it to me. He has woken up by himself and has been in this state for seven consecutive days without saying a word. I thought of it. He and Mrs. Gong Tan Being together must be caused by Mrs. Gong Tan, the first time I saw him, he was not a good person."

"Shen Yuexiu, come here." Mo Zhibai looked at Shen Yuexiu and called out gently.

Shen Yuexiu obediently stepped forward and stood in front of the bed.

Mo Zhibai asked him if he still knew him, Shen Yuexiu looked at him, lowered his eyes, and nodded slightly.

"Consciously, you don't call people." Fu Yangmei pushed him lightly, Shen Yuexiu nodded slightly as if she had made a mistake, and remained silent.

"Don't be fussy, he must have been stimulated and is very fragile now." Mo Zhibai said.

"It's been seven days, and it's time to get stronger."

"He's not you after all."

"He understands more than I do."

"I think so too, so just stay with him and don't ask him." Mo Zhibai said.

Fu Yangmei just thought it was strange for him to say this.

Shen Yuexiu felt that the two people were repelling her, so she couldn't help but move her feet to the side, leaning her back against the corner, then slowly slid down, hugging her legs and squatting.

Fu Yangmei only felt that she and Mo Zhibai were like bad guys, a vicious elder brother and a vicious stepmother, and Shen Yuexiu was the one who had suffered a lot more bullying than the princess.

He walked over and looked down at him: "I won't ignore you, just kidding."

Shen Yuexiu looked up at him and said nothing, but Fu Yangmei had no choice but to tell him to stay in the room obediently, and go buy dinner by herself, with his master around, he could rest assured.

It was very cold for Shen Yuexiu to squat in the corner, so she moved her body and sat by the side of the bed without moving.

"Shen Yuexiu?" Mo Zhibai called, Shen Yuexiu didn't seem to hear, he called "Yuexiu" again easily, and then he turned around slowly, looking at him indifferently.

Mo Zhibai just felt that he was like a child who was sick and lost his soul, which made him feel inexplicably guilty and distressed. He had paid so much for himself, and he had been using him all the time.

He stretched out his hand tremblingly, put it on his head, and rubbed it lightly: "Yuexiu."

Shen Yuexiu seemed to have gained some consciousness, she blinked her eyes, seemed to like his touch very much, and leaned closer to him again.

"Yuexiu, I'm sorry." Mo Zhibai apologized, putting his hand on his shoulder.

Shen Yuexiu shook her head lightly and rubbed against his hand.

Mo Zhibai's eyes shed a tear.