my kind of person

Xiao Yi recalled this day afterwards, never knowing how long the silence lasted after he said this sentence, it might only be five seconds, it might be two minutes, but in his mind, a long, long time has passed.

After the silence, Xie Zixin replied: "I'm sorry."

Xie Zixin knew that from the moment Xiao Yi saw that photo, this matter could not be hidden.

However, Xie Zixin always had a faint luck in his heart. Maybe Xiao Yi didn't take it to heart, maybe Xiao Yi would never say it clearly, as long as he didn't say it clearly, he might still be able to walk on thin ice with him like before he said this sentence average distance.

However, all of this is his vision, and it is just a mirage that will disappear in an instant.

Now, Xiao Yi has spoken out, and Xie Zixin cannot lie about it.

If he was more cunning, smarter, and indifferent, he could deny it flatly, and then think of a perfect reason to explain it, and use such a lie in exchange for Xiao Yi's friendship and attention like a painting in the sand.

But he can't do it, he's neither cunning nor smart, and he can't be indifferent.

As long as Xiao Yi speaks out, the only thing he can do is apologize.

When Xiao Yi heard these three words, he felt a little annoyed.

"What are you apologizing for? What are you apologizing for?" Xiao Yi was puzzled, "I didn't scold you, and I didn't say you were disgusting, so what is there to apologize for? Even if I really scolded you for being disgusting, you should scold you back , not an apology."

Xie Zixin lowered his head and did not speak, the dishes on the table and the rice in the bowl were gradually getting cold.

Xiao Yi exhaled, as if a swollen sponge was stuffed into his heart, and it became more and more congested.But he has already made up his mind, and today he has to make it clear to Xie Zixin: "Although I don't know who took that photo, I've said it before, I don't mind, you can use it as you like, and it won't disturb anyone. We ... can be a friend, I am willing to make friends like you."

Xie Zixin's expression remained unchanged, his eyes were light, and various emotions such as sadness and sadness seemed to have gotten used to hiding them.

In the end, he just lowered his head and ate the rice in the bowl silently, without picking up any food with his chopsticks, and finished the rice with just a few mouthfuls.

The more Xie Zixin remained silent, the more tense Xiao Yi became. He also finished the rice in the bowl in twos and twos, put down his chopsticks, and said, "Thank you for today, I will return the clothes to you another day after I wash them... I will go back first .”

After Xiao Yi finished speaking, he picked up the plastic bag of dirty clothes and went to the door to change his shoes. Xie Zixin stood up, his voice sounded quiet and soft: "Do you want an umbrella?"

Xiao Yi looked outside the window sill, the rain had basically stopped, only a few scattered raindrops remained, he shook his head, said goodbye to Xie Zixin, opened the door and walked out.

Xiao Yi turned around and closed the door, and saw Xie Zixin standing alone by the dining table through the crack of the door, under the warm white light, silently packing the dishes with his head bowed.

His shadow was rubbed by the lamp on the ground, like a lonely seagull, hovering in the monotonous world with only him alone.The deep black sea is dark and rough, and it seems that any ferocious wave can completely smash its thin wings.

With a click, the door closed in front of Xiao Yi according to inertia, and the lights in the corridor above his head were malfunctioning, dimly flashing non-stop, leaving spots of light in Xiao Yi's line of sight.

At that moment, Xiao Yi inexplicably regretted what he said to Xie Zixin.

These words will affect his mood, even if it is revealed after the transfer assessment is over?

But the words have already been spoken, and it is meaningless to think about it now. I can only hope that Xie Zixin will give up, stop liking him, and understand that studying for his future is the most important thing right now.

Xiao Yi stood quietly outside Xie Zixin's house for a while. In his teens, he almost never felt so overwhelmed.

He went downstairs and tried to hail a taxi again, but this time it arrived, and it arrived in a short while.

Xiao Yi got into the car and leaned against the rear window in a daze, his mind was full of the back view of Xie Zixin he saw before leaving.

On the way home, Xiao Yi received a message from Xiao Yuqi, saying that the hit-and-run driver yesterday had been caught and was driving drunk.

Xiao Yi turned on the news in a hurry and took a look. After reading it, he felt a little more at ease, but still felt a little stuck.

Then, Xiao Yuqi sent him another push, which was released by the official account of the youth education activity yesterday. He said that there was a close-up of Xiao Yi in the C position in the news photo, which made him look handsome.

Xiao Yi glanced casually, and perfunctorily replied that the filming was okay, saying that he was on his way back now.

After returning home, only Xiao Yuqi and their nanny aunt were there.

Xiao Yuqi had nothing to do at home, and he left a few math problems in his homework, which he didn't open all afternoon, so he insisted on leaving it until Xiao Yi came back to do it.

Xiao Yuqi didn't want to do homework, so he baked biscuits in the oven at home while watching video tutorials. The color of the baked cookies was not very good, but the taste was decent, so he made a plate for Xiao Yi.

Xiao Yuqi took the biscuits and test papers to Xiao Yi's room, intending to bribe his elder brother to teach him to do the questions with the family biscuits made by himself. After entering, he saw Xiao Yi sitting at the desk, looking a little listless, and changed into strange clothes .

Xiao Yuqi: "Brother, what's the matter? Are you so uninspired? And where did you get your clothes?"

"It's okay." Xiao Yi replied, "It rained in the afternoon and my clothes were soaked, so I changed at... Xie Zixin's house."

Xiao Yuqi knew that his aunt was going to help Xie Zixin transfer schools, and after the car accident, his impression of this vocational high school bully whom he had only met once changed completely.

Xiao Yuqi put the biscuits on Xiao Yi's table, leaned over and smiled courteously: "Come on, brother, I'll give you some biscuits. I made them myself today. Although they don't look very good, they taste good."

Xiao Yi glanced at him, took a piece and put it in his mouth: "Bring the homework."

"As expected of my brother, he just understands me." Xiao Yuqi hurriedly put the paper neatly on Xiao Yi's desk, "I reserved a few questions specially for the emperor to review."

Xiao Yi glanced at the junior high school questions. He basically knew what he was going to test by just looking at the picture. A few key steps.

Xiao Yuqi took his brother's imperial pen auxiliary line and went to do the questions on the tatami. Xiao Yi stared at the computer screen with his face in a daze, but couldn't help thinking in his heart, he wondered if Xie Zixin still remembered these questions from junior high school.

Xiao Yi sighed, and simply didn't think about these things. He changed out of the clothes he borrowed, and took out the exercise book to study the questions.

Xiao Yi: "The taste of your biscuits is really good. Do you have a bag? I'll pack a few to school tomorrow."

Xiao Yuqi chuckled: "Yes, I specially bought self-adhesive bags and packaging boxes, and it's definitely an online celebrity style."

"Your biscuits look good, and you pay for the internet celebrities."

"I'm still a beginner, it will be better if I practice a few more times."

"Why are you doing this all of a sudden?"

"It's quite interesting." Xiao Yuqi muttered, "And there are very few boys who can do these things. This is a bonus item. Girls like it. If you put it on the Internet, you will gain fans. Brother, do you want to learn one too? "

Xiao Yi thought silently, cooking delicious dishes like Xie Zixin's is indeed a bonus item.

When returning to school, Xiao Yi brought Xie Zixin's clothes that had been washed and dried, but he hadn't figured out how to return them to him.

Why don't you just send him a message and go to Lehua to find him after school, but you said that yesterday... Will he reply to his message?

The more Xiao Yi thought about it, the more confused he became. From the bottom of his heart, he really hoped to become good friends with Xie Zixin, and he didn't want to lose contact with him completely because of this matter.However, he also understands in his heart how cruel it is to tell someone who likes him that he is only a friend. He is ups and downs in conflicts and cannot find a perfect solution.

In the end, Xiao Yi thought to himself, there is no way to continue hesitating like this, he should take the first step, and then he will know how to go.

During the lunch break at noon, Xiao Yi sent Xie Zixin a WeChat message.

Xiao Yi: I have finished washing your clothes, how can I give them to you?How about I go to Lehua during dinner time?

Unusual, Xiao Yi was a little nervous.

Xiao Yi lay on the bed in the dormitory tossing and turning throughout the noon, not feeling sleepy for a long time, and picked up his mobile phone from time to time to see if Xie Zixin had answered him.The message list was always empty, until after the lunch break, two new messages popped up.

Xie Zixin: Sorry, I was reading a book before

Xie Zixin: No, I’m going to a restaurant near Ancai to pack dinner at night, and I’ll pass by the Cainiao Inn. If it’s convenient for you, just put it there, and I’ll go and get it

After reading the message, Xiao Yi breathed a sigh of relief, and immediately replied hello.

After class in the afternoon, Xiao Yi picked up the paper bag in which he put his clothes and planned to go out. Then he thought about it again, took a few bags of biscuits that Xiao Yuqi made yesterday from his school bag, and put them into the paper bag.

Xiao Yi sent another message to Xie Zixin: There are a few biscuits in the bag, my brother made them, they taste pretty good

Xie Zixin: Thank you

Simple two words, polite and alienated.

Xiao Yi was inexplicably unhappy, and felt that Xie Zixin's reply was no problem no matter what he thought, so he left the classroom with the bag.

Just when he was tens of meters away from the school gate, there was a sudden sound of trotting footsteps behind him, accompanied by a crisp voice calling Xiao Yi's name.

Xiao Yi stopped, turned around speechlessly, and saw Xia Lei running from the direction of the teaching building with her schoolbag on her back, also alone.

Xia Lei tilted her head and looked at him: "Where are you going alone?"

Xiao Yi: "Go out and deliver something."

"Seeing that you weren't at school yesterday, I was quite worried." Xia Lei said, "Are you okay?"

The story of Xiao Yi witnessing the car accident at close range basically spread. At that time, the first-year students got into the car first, and Xia Lei happened to not see the scene at that time. Later, the students who got into the car chirped and said that there was a car accident outside. She didn't dare to open the curtain to see it.

Xiao Yi: "It's okay."

Xia Lei originally wanted to ask if the person who rescued her was injured, but after thinking about it, the driver has been arrested anyway, so it is better not to mention this matter again.

The two walked side by side, which inevitably made the passing students turn their heads frequently. Xia Lei didn't care. It should be said that she enjoyed the misunderstanding: "Where are you going to send it? Do you want me to go with you?"

"No need." Xiao Yi said, "Are you free?"

"Who said I'm fine? I'm going to the bookstore."

After Xia Lei finished speaking, she picked up her phone and glanced at the time. Xiao Yi accidentally saw her phone's lock screen wallpaper from the corner of her eye.

The photo was taken when Xiao Yi was playing basketball. At that time, he accidentally glanced at the camera that Xia Lei held up, and she captured it. With such a setting, it really looks like he was looking at the camera on purpose. mean.

Xiao Yi was puzzled and said, "Why do you all like this kind of lock screen?"

"All?" Xia Lei said, "Apart from me, who else uses you as a lock screen?"

"..." Xiao Yi was silent for a while, "No one, I mean something like this."

"Isn't it normal to use someone you like as your lock screen? It's a good mood to look at it once in a while."

"...Aren't you afraid of being seen by your parents?"

"My parents don't care about my relationship." Xia Lei said, "It doesn't affect my grades."

Xiao Yi was completely speechless, turned his head and stopped talking to Xia Lei.

It was also seen by him. With Xia Lei, he could speak out frankly, and Xia Lei could also admit it unabashedly, but Xie Zixin was different.

Xiao Yi became irritable. He walked out of the school gate, told Xia Lei not to follow him, and walked quickly towards the rookie station.