my kind of person

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Xiao Yi was in a very good mood until the movie came out.Xie Zixin also noticed his joy, and asked Xiao Yi if there was anything happy about it. Xiao Yi said yes, but didn't tell him the specific reason.

Free activities in the afternoon, Xiao Yi had no special plans, so he, Xie Zixin, Xiao Yuqi and a few classmates went to a scenic spot in an ancient town, walked along the snack street all the way, and ate authentic local dishes at a roadside restaurant in the evening.

After returning to the villa, Xiao Yuqi ran to play board games with some classmates in Xiao Yi's class. Xiao Yi didn't have much interest in board games, so he went back to the bedroom with Xie Zixin.

Once this holiday is over, there will never be such a leisurely night until the month of the college entrance examination in the future.Xiao Yi went to bed after taking a shower, and lay comfortably on Xie Zixin's lap to play with his mobile phone.

Xiao Yi collected a lot of graduation travel strategies on the Internet, and also collected a lot of articles on the travel official account in WeChat. He forwarded each article to Xie Zixin to let him see if he was interested.

Xie Zixin looked at each of them carefully. He had never traveled far, and he thought that any place was very interesting. He said that it was fine for Xiao Yi to decide, but Xiao Yi still insisted that he choose a few favorites. After all, it was the two of them. Of course, he can't make the decision alone.

Hearing Xiao Yi's answer, Xie Zixin's heart warmed, it was the trip of the two of them.

Xiao Yi moved his head: "Is your leg numb when I lie on my pillow like this?"

"It's okay." Xie Zixin replied, "A little bit."

Xiao Yi smiled. He sat up and leaned over to kiss Xie Zixin's lips.These two days I spent playing outside, but I didn't find a chance to have a good time with Xie Zixin. Taking advantage of the fact that everyone else was playing board games downstairs and no one came up to disturb them, Xiao Yi couldn't help but kiss deeper.

Xie Zixin's lips still smelled like the bottle of white peach soda he drank just now. The slightly sweet peach flavor permeated between their lips and teeth, and Xiao Yi was even more reluctant to part.

In a quiet bedroom, kissing someone you like is enough to make you addicted, Xie Zixin relaxed his body, and in the gap between being dazed by Xiao Yi's kiss, the door of the bedroom was suddenly opened from the outside.

Xiao Yi was also completely immersed in the kiss with Xie Zixin. When the door opened, his reaction was also a bit slow, and he couldn't separate in time.

Xiao Yuqi stood outside the door with his hands still on the doorknob. He opened his mouth slightly and stared blankly at the two of them, with a half-can of Coke dropped by his feet.

Xie Zixin was also taken aback, he sat up from the bed like an electric shock, stared at Xiao Yuqi stiffly, his face turned pale inch by inch.

"...Brother? What are you...doing?" Xiao Yuqi froze at the door, completely unable to believe what he saw just now, and asked intermittently, "You and Brother Xie...?"

Xiao Yi quickly calmed down. He got off the bed, pulled Xiao Yuqi into the room, and closed the door behind his back.Xiao Yuqi entered the room in a daze. He looked back and forth at Xiao Yi and Xie Zixin several times. Although he was careless and big-hearted, he saw it clearly just now. Only a fool would think that there are other possible explanations.

"I've been looking for a chance to tell you," Xiao Yi said, "It's good if you see it."

Xiao Yuqi froze in place for a moment, unable to speak a word in shock.He has always known that the relationship between his brother and brother Xie is very good, but he never thought about it, and never thought that such a thing would happen to him.

"...Brother, are you, are you gay?" Xiao Yuqi asked uncertainly, "I never heard you say that! How could you be gay?! You and brother Xie..."

Xiao Yuqi didn't say any more, he turned his head to look at Xie Zixin, with a panicked look on his face.

Xiao Yi: "Listen, I will make it clear to you from beginning to end, Xie Zixin and I..."

"Xiao Yi."

Xie Zixin behind him spoke suddenly, his lips trembling slightly, his fists tightly clenched, his tone full of anxiety and panic, he looked up at Xiao Yi, and said to him in a voice almost begging: "Let me... let me and Yu Qi said, can you?"

Xiao Yi was taken aback for a moment, then his expression sank: "No, I'll talk with you."

"Xiao Yi, let me talk to Yu Qi alone... please."

Xie Zixin strode forward and grabbed Xiao Yi's arm tightly, his bloodless face was exactly the same as the disheartened look that Xiao Yi had seen many times before.Xiao Yi suddenly had a bad premonition in his heart, he didn't want to see such an expression on Xie Zixin's face that hurt his heart.

"I'm so anxious, who will explain it to you two!" Xiao Yuqi was a little anxious, and his tone was rare, he looked at Xiao Yi who was standing still, and simply stretched out his hand to push him out of the door, "Brother , you go out first, I will listen to brother Xie's words."

Xiao Yi was pushed by Xiao Yuqi and let go of Xie Zixin's hand. He was pushed out of the door. When he turned his head, Xie Zixin stood where he was, turning away his pale face.

For some reason, Xiao Yi suddenly remembered the day when he went to Xie Zixin's house for the first time last year.

At that time, Xie Zixin admitted that he liked him, but he rejected Xie Zixin's feelings. When he left, when he looked back through the crack of the door, Xie Zixin seemed to have the same expression.

After closing the door again, Xiao Yuqi's mind was still in a mess. He looked at Xie Zixin, his words were stuck in his throat, and he didn't know where to start asking.

After a while, he cautiously said, "Brother Xie... Are you and my brother talking?"

Xie Zixin was silent for a while, and finally nodded.

"...Are you chasing my brother?"

"Yes."

Xiao Yuqi's mind became even more confused: "My brother...how could he agree? He didn't have this tendency before! Brother Xie, how long have you been talking about it?"

"It started last year," Xie Zixin's voice was no longer as panicked as before, but gradually calmed down, he was always easier to accept some unwilling facts than ordinary people, "In early August, it has been more than half a year. "

In the first ten days of August, Xiao Yuqi remembered that it was the time when Xie Zixin had an accident in the hotel. Thinking about it this way, there seemed to be many clues that could be glimpsed.

"Can you promise me not to tell Uncle Xiao and Aunt Qiu?" Xie Zixin looked at Xiao Yuqi firmly, "What about me and Xiao Yi...is not suitable for uncle and aunt to know."

This time, Xiao Yuqi was silent for a long time.

The voices of Xiao Yi's classmates talking and laughing could still be heard downstairs, but the room was silent. Those jubilant and noisy voices were heard in Xie Zixin's ears at this moment, making him feel dizzy and tormented.

After a full 2 ​​minutes of silence, Xiao Yuqi finally spoke.

"Brother Xie, I speak straight. If I have anything to say, I'll just say it directly. Don't mind." Xiao Yuqi said, "Are you guys just kidding around like this? Or are you serious?"

Although Xiao Yuqi is young, his personality can sometimes hit the nail on the head.But precisely because of this, these questions were all on Xie Zixin's mind one after another.

Although more than half a year has passed, Xie Zixin is actually very clear in his heart that he has never really accepted the relationship between himself and Xiao Yi with ease.

He always felt guilty towards Xiao Yi, thinking that he made him walk a path that most people would not approve of. If he hadn't been involved in his life, Xiao Yi could have followed him safely. The original idea went on.That's why Xie Zixin didn't want to mention his relationship with Xiao Yi to anyone else, and didn't want anyone to notice, because he wanted to leave a way out for Xiao Yi.

During the time I was with Xiao Yi, although this kind of worry and guilt gradually disappeared, it did not disappear. One day, it would break through the ground and explode.

And when it broke out, it was the time to face the questioning of Xiao Yi's closest relatives.

And Xie Zixin didn't even know whether he should try his best to fight for it or let it go away.

He's scared, he's really scared.

Xie Zixin said hoarsely, "I'm serious about him."

Xiao Yuqi said: "What about the future? Can you guarantee that my brother will not regret it in the future?"

After a while, Xie Zixin shook his head: "I can't guarantee that."

Xiao Yuqi pursed his lips, sat down on the edge of the bed, and asked, "Brother Xie, can you tell me something about your relationship with my brother?"

Xie Zixin slowly revealed to Xiao Yuqi all the events of the past half year. Xiao Yuqi never expected that so many things happened between Xie Zixin and his brother, and his expression went from being surprised at first to finally calming down.

After listening to Xie Zixin's words, Xiao Yuqi said: "Brother Xie, I understand, you like my brother, I believe you are serious. But...how should I put it, Brother Xie, although my parents are quite open-minded, but This kind of thing... I can't say for sure. Besides, my brother, he is a really kind person sometimes, he can't see others suffering, and he will try his best to help if there is anything. If, I mean if... no Brother Xie, it’s someone else, my brother will also help. Besides, Brother Xie, you have helped our aunt’s house so much. You are so good-looking and treat my brother so well. My brother likes you , I can totally understand."

Xie Zixin understood what Xiao Yuqi said.

He even knew what Xiao Yuqi was going to say next, because he had asked himself many times about the same thing.

"Brother Xie, I don't want to persuade you to separate. My brother has always been very steady. He must have seriously considered being with you." Xiao Yuqi said, "But no one knows what will happen in the future, my brother In this way, I have chosen a difficult path. And Brother Xie, I can see that you actually dare not let others know about your relationship with my brother. You still think that if my brother can find a better person in the future …If you like a girl, you can give up right away, right?"

Xie Zixin's heart tightened, every word Xiao Yuqi said was true.

He has been waiting for that day in the joy and uneasiness of being with Xiao Yi, the day that Xiao Yi said so far.

However, he never thought that the day of judging himself would come so soon.He obviously wanted to go on a trip with Xiao Yi and discuss the itinerary together, but Xiao Yi's family knew about it, which forced him to expose this rift to the sun.

"Brother Xie, my brother may have the courage to go on with you, but you don't. You've been looking for a way out for my brother. You'll only make yourself uncomfortable." Xiao Yuqi said puzzled, "Brother Xie, are you really Very good, I have always admired you, I am not unhappy when you are with my brother, but, do you want to be with my brother with this kind of thinking all the time? This is not what my brother wants to see It's here."

Both Xie Zixin and Xiao Yi are only 17 years old, and the rest of their lives will be long. All the promises made now are too trivial.

College entrance examination, graduation, university... Xiao Yi hasn't experienced it yet, maybe, should he wait until he has really experienced all of this, when both of them are more mature, and then look at all of this?

Xie Zixin wasn't sure if this was right, but he already had the answer in his heart.

Xiao Yi is trying to give him everything he didn't have before, but he always has the feeling that he will leave him one day. Such a feeling is not fair to Xiao Yi at all.

But it was really painful to let him leave him. Just by Xie Zixin's imagination, it was like peeling off the flesh and blood from his torso.

"...I will talk to Xiao Yi." After a long silence, Xie Zixin opened his mouth. He lowered his head and seemed to have exhausted all his strength before he said this sentence, "At least...let me accompany you. He finished the college entrance examination, don't affect his exam."

Xiao Yuqi wanted to say something else, but the bedroom door was pushed open, and Xiao Yi walked in angrily. He grabbed Xie Zixin's arm and said angrily, "Xie Zixin! Tell me clearly! What do you mean by accompanying me?" After the college entrance examination? After the college entrance examination? Do you want to break up with me? Let me tell you, I will never agree!"