pure white believer

After the vehicle left the Control Bureau, Wen Zhen took off the cold disguise and returned to his usual appearance.

But from the moment he got in the car, Wen Zhen didn't speak a word.Normally, he would definitely take the initiative to say something.But now, he just held his hands firmly on the steering wheel, and the speed of the car was raised very high, the night scene outside the car window swept back quickly.

Nan Ting always felt that the other party's mood was not right.From the time Wen Zhen looked down at them just now, he had vaguely noticed that although this person didn't speak, he seemed to be a little more aggressive than usual.

"That human knows you." So Nan Ting broke the silence by himself, "Aren't you afraid that he will notice something is wrong?"

After I finished speaking, I realized why I was paying attention to things that I shouldn't be paying attention to.The longer he was away from base, the more distractions he had each day.

"It doesn't matter." Wen Zhen stared straight ahead, stepped on the accelerator again, and was driving almost at the top speed limit, "They are not allowed to skip the message in the alien management committee, and now that Chrissen is here, if they want to pass the message back center, must go through him."

Nan Ting: "..."

Meaning you can do whatever you want now.

But Nan Ting didn't quite understand that the Krissen he knew was an extremely cautious person, otherwise he wouldn't have become Chi's deputy.

Why would such a person act so recklessly alone in the middle of the night?He knew that he would not be Wen Zhen's opponent.

"Are you pretending to be Krissen to help Yao Fan find his fiancée?" Nan Ting asked, and quickly said, "That human told me just now. He said it was his sister, and she had been missing for many years. "

"When did he tell you?"

"When we first met."

Wen Zhen: "I have no defense at all."

"Do you know where his sister is?"

"She's dead."

Nan Ting paused.

"Are you sure?"

"I saw it."

Nan Ting: "..."

He didn't ask who killed her, but said, "Then why didn't you tell Yao Fan?"

"Because I still need his help." Wen Zhen said in a relaxed tone.

Nan Ting looked at him incredulously: "But he is your friend. You are using him."

"Is that so?" Wen Zhen obviously didn't listen, "he still needs to stay in the Disciplinary Society. People need to think a little while they're alive."

"..." Nan Ting felt that he should not discuss this issue with him, as it was not within the scope of his work, "Then why are you pretending to be Krissen?"

"What about you, Nan Ting?" Wen Zhen asked without answering, "Did you have a good time today?"

Nan Ting had to lie: "It's okay."

"Did you get the dinner brought to you? I remember you don't eat human food."

Did he really do it himself?

Nan Ting began to feel embarrassed for Krissen: "Got it."

In order to ease the atmosphere, Nan Ting wanted to find a new topic. After much deliberation, God was not suitable for discussion, and new classmates were not suitable for discussion. Finally, that card popped up in his mind.That is indeed a funny question, and the other person might smile when you say it, and then stop driving so fast.

"I have a question." So he said, "The human just told me that human males only cook for their wives every day."

But Wen Zhen didn't smile.

"Yes." He replied very naturally.

Still in the mood to ask him back: "Did you know?"

Nan Ting: "..."

Nan Ting: "??"

He thought he had heard it wrong.

"...Wen Zhen," Nan Ting was silent for a moment, and solemnly called the other party's name, "Did you...have you been stimulated by something? Are you in a bad mood today?"

"Stimulate?"

"For example," Nan Ting carefully considered his words, "someone laughed at you...not married?"

He remembered the scenes he had seen in the world of fear.It seems that in the human world, being without a spouse for a long time is laughed at by other humans, although he doesn't know why.

"How could it be?" Wen Zhen said, "I don't plan to get married."

Nan Ting was even more puzzled.

The next second, I heard the other party continue: "What exactly do you want to ask? Do you want to ask me if I like you? Yes, I have said it many times."

"........."

Although most of the time, Nan Ting can't understand human emotions, but he is not so stupid that he can't even understand this kind of affirmative sentence with a clear connection between the upper and lower.

He found it even more unbelievable, even more unbelievable than when he heard that Wen Zhen and Chi were once friends.Is this a new type of trickery?Wen Zhen can always think of endless ways to tease him.

But he had to seriously explain: "But, have you forgotten? I am a male. Although our mermaid's primary sexual characteristics are not obvious, I am really a male."

He still wanted to continue, but Wen Zhen interrupted him indifferently: "I like men."

"……what?"

Nan Ting was tongue-tied, and he forgot all about the words he had thought up in an instant.

"——If you insist on me explaining." Wen Zhen continued what he had just said, "Any thoughts?"

Nan Ting and himself in the reflection on the car window looked at each other.He began to regret that he brought up this topic with the other party on a whim just now. It turns out that he was the one who didn't organize his words and thoughts well.

The kind of meaningful liking among human beings?This description is too ridiculous.How should he answer?Like the humans he's ever met say when did you start?No trace to be found.Or ask why you like me?This will not have an answer.He even wanted to say that this is impossible, I will not submit any intimacy look, Chi will kill you before killing me.You and me, it's ridiculous, no matter how you look at it.

After a long time, he said, "I thought I was just your collection."

Wen Zhen suddenly stepped on the brakes.

Under the action of inertia, Nan Ting's entire body fell forward. He was first restrained by the seat belt, and then pushed back to the seat heavily by the hand stretched out from the left.Wen Zhen tore off his veil with one hand, exposing that face to its original appearance, and the long tail was restored to its original shape.

Nan Ting suddenly became nervous.

"I went to the Garden of Eden today." Wen Zhen looked at him for a long time, and then said without a word, "When I was standing at the door, the Garden of Eden told me that maybe one day you will leave me."

Nan Ting didn't understand what he was saying for a while, but he keenly grasped the crux of the problem: "Eden? Is there really a Garden of Eden? Where is it?"

Although he didn't understand human religion, he knew that God was the owner of the Garden of Eden.

Who is God?

"Of course it exists." Wen Zhen said, "It's here."

"right here?"

"Yeah, around here."

"What's in the Garden of Eden? Can it speak? Is there really a God?" Nan Ting asked a series of questions, "Are you here for the Garden of Eden?"

Wen Zhen said, "Look."

"?"

"In your heart, even a place you haven't been to is more worthy of concern than me."

"..."

"I stood at the gate of the Garden of Eden today and thought about many things, including how you think of me, whether you can tell the difference between human emotions, and whether that day will really come." Wen Zhen didn't answer him, but He continued his narration, "I tried to think about it and found that I couldn't accept this result."

"What will happen if that day really comes?" Nan Ting asked tentatively.

"I said it, I don't accept it."

"I mean if..."

"No if." Wen Zhen interrupted him.

He smiled abruptly: "Don't leave me. Otherwise I will do something you can't imagine."

Nan Ting tilted his head and looked at him: "So you will kill me?"

"...Do you have such a bad impression of me in your heart?" Wen Zhen's tone seemed helpless, he paused, and then said, "Of course it's something else."

"Back to the original question - Nan Ting, what do you think? About the fact that I like you very much."

Their car was parked on the side of the road, surrounded by fast passing vehicles, they were very noisy when they passed by, and when they were not passing by, the interior of the car was so quiet that you could hear a pin drop.

Oxygen seemed to be sucked away from this small space bit by bit.He wants to suffocate everyone in the dark.

"I'm sorry," Nan Ting took a deep breath and squeezed out each word, "I don't quite understand your thoughts. Because I haven't thought about such a thing, it's too... I thought I was just one of your collections product, because everyone tells me so. Actually you can calm down, you may be doing something wrong? Are you affected by something in that Garden of Eden? I mean, you are acting weird today, suddenly ..."

"I'm very calm." Wen Zhen snorted, "It's you who can't even speak clearly."

"I do not have……"

"Everything is normal for me today." Wen Zhen withdrew his gaze from looking at him, and said slowly, "But you are right about one thing, there is something wrong with the way I express my emotions."

"Ok?"

"Maybe it should be more direct. At least I should say verbally that I brought you home because I liked you very much the first time I saw you."

"You told me."

"Yeah, but you got it wrong. You told me that you also like me very much." Wen Zhen said, "So I said I should make it clear that this kind of like is my want to sleep. Your like. Sorry, express It's more vulgar."

"..."

Nan Ting felt that he was almost allergic to the word "like", and even subconsciously skipped its modifier for a short time.He was flustered and short of breath, and felt needle-like discomfort from beginning to end, as if he had been nailed to a spiked execution rack.

The tail froze in mid-air in anxiety, thousands of thoughts emerged at the same time, the teasing of human beings, the doubts of consultants, the snuggling crowd, strange blessings... everything was far away from him, but when he opened his eyes, they all stopped. in front of his eyelashes.

Nanting has long known that he is not sensitive enough to human emotions, and he also knows that he is not able to understand their thoughts most of the time.For ten years, he has always been a spectator from the other side, looking down at the lives below, watching them burn those loves and hates that have nothing to do with him, watching them never tire of being overwhelmed and perishing.

Now that the fire has burned on him, he has also become the one who is flustered.

But he's just a mermaid.He should sink peacefully in the deep sea forever.

...our lives don't need emotions to give more meaning...

"If you're not joking, if you really mean that." Nan Ting closed his eyes, trying to settle the sudden dust, "According to your thinking, I might... I'm sorry. I might not like you .I don't quite understand your thoughts."

"Nanting," Wen Zhen said, "I doubt that you really know what liking is?"

Nan Ting asked subconsciously: "What?"

"That's it."

Wen Zhen suddenly raised his hand to turn off the overhead light.The car was suddenly plunged into darkness.But Nan Ting's night vision ability is very good, he can see the other party leaning over, at first the movement is very fast, but when he gets close to him, he slows down, bit by bit, like Ling Chi's pleasure-filled torment.

Wen Zhen moved closer to him, tilted his head slightly, and his eyes accurately caught his eyes in the darkness.

So close that even their breaths blend together.

Nanting subconsciously closed his eyes.

After what seemed like a century, breathing was finally a little farther away from him.

Nan Ting opened his eyes again.He found that his hand had reached Wen Zhen's body at some point, blocking the other's movement from moving forward.And Wen Zhen still tilted his head, looking at him with those eyes that belonged to the night.

"...At times like this." The owner of the eyes said to him, "You will feel a little heartbeat."

silence.

After a long time, the tail, which was frozen in the air, dropped to the ground.

Nan Ting took the lead to move away from the intersection of sight.

What he touched in the palm of his hand was a steady, undulating rhythm, but a short distance away, his own heart was beating rapidly, as if it was about to burst into his chest.

Wen Zhen seemed to be ignorant.

He turned around and started the car without looking at Nan Ting again.The dome lights came back on, and they drove through the noisy and silent night.

The author has something to say:

As for the narrative angle, Xiaowen looks really sjb(.) I will slowly explain what he thinks later

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