pure white believer

Day14

Human taste seems to be different from mine.I guess he hates salt, but I love it.Water lacking these substances would make me swell all over, but he politely forbade me from going near the kitchen, claiming it would give him blood pressure problems.

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On April 4, the weather was fine.

On a whim, I stopped Wen Zhen before he walked into the kitchen.

After 10 minutes, I was wearing a white apron, facing the complete ingredients on the chopping board, feeling a little overwhelmed.

He kindly reminded me from the side: "The knife should be held horizontally."

I was puzzled, and the knife turned around again in my hand, but the tip of the knife was still facing forward.

he:"……"

He: "Your posture looks like you are going to stab someone in the next second."

As a creature that has been "raised" since childhood, I know nothing about the kitchen.And the reason why I wanted to make my own food on a whim was because I heard in detail from Yao Fan about the curse that Wen Zhen inherited from his father and engraved in his genes.

I'm a little worried about him.From my own experience, the lack of empathy can make a person terrible, because most things in this world will become indifferent to him.

I asked, "Can you give me some advice?"

"What advice?"

"I think you know him pretty well," I said. "Do you know what he likes?"

Yao Fan learned a lot from a pitfall: "I don't know."

"..."

I fell into deep thought, sat in my seat in distress, fiddled with the mimosa on my desk.

The potted plants were given to me by Wen Zhen for the reason that "we are very similar".But I haven't been able to understand why an aquatic animal looks like a green plant for the time being.

When Yao Fan came to the office for routine observation in the afternoon, I was still looking at my mimosa, hoping that it could give me some inspiration.

I am now Yao Fan's observation sample, which is a hard-won opportunity.Wen Zhen didn't know about this for the time being, otherwise, he would not have allowed this to happen.But I am happy to provide some experimental data for "friends of Wen Zhen".

Perhaps Yao Fan couldn't bear it, so he asked tentatively: "Can you cook?"

Then he said, "Maybe he will like your cooking."

Later, though, he probably regretted the suggestion.

In the end I gave up the kitchen knife as a human tool.

Wen Zhen watched me staring at the food on the chopping board as if facing an enemy, then stretched out his hand, and dismantled the fish into flakes with his abilities, as if obliterating the enemy.

After a while, white foam began to appear on the fish fillet, starting from the neat cut, and being eaten away bit by bit.

Foam soon surrounded us in the kitchen.And there was nothing left on the chopping board.

"Fine." After a while, I said dryly, "I forgot it would make them all disappear."

Fortunately, there are leftover ingredients in the refrigerator.I insisted on handling them myself, and an hour later I had produced two battered fillets.

I:"……"

Condition...poor.But it shouldn't be...too bad to eat.

I nervously put them in the pan, fried them in butter, and with my own memory and aesthetics, I freely added seasonings to them.

Of course, before serving it, I tasted it myself. Although it is not very delicious, but fortunately there is no strange taste.

Unexpectedly, he praised me.

I was full of hope: "Can... eat?"

I also have a clear understanding of myself.

He didn't give a clear answer, but just finished his share without changing his expression.

The next day, I made another copy that was exactly the same, and prepared to give it to the observer, Mr. Yao Fan.

Yao Fan took the lunch box suspiciously: "...for me?"

I nodded.

Yao Fan: "Didn't you poison me?"

Me: "I wouldn't do that."

"I'm not talking about you." Yao Fan waved his hand, but didn't continue.He opened the lunch box and saw an unidentified object in the color of soy sauce.

Yao Fan: "..."

He was caught in a dilemma.If he doesn't eat, he will be "rebuked" by his good friend; if he eats, it seems... he will die on the spot.

Finally, Yao Fan took a piece out of it and put it in his mouth trying not to show pain.

He came back to me later and said he felt like he was chewing a piece of sea salt.

For a few moments, Yao Fan felt that he might vomit.

In the end, it may be the desire to survive that prompted him to swallow the thing with excessive salt content.Yao Fan forced a smile and put away the lunch box: "I'll take it home and share it with other colleagues. Is that okay?"

He habitually refers to all the mermaids living in the laboratory building as colleagues.

I said: "Yes."

He said sincerely, "Thank you."

Yao Fan: "...Thank you too."

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Day27

Humans are creatures with strong egos.Although I always thought he didn't care about his image, one day he told me that he cared a lot about how he was in my heart.

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On May 5, the weather was average and it was raining.

"You're not welcome here," I tell the uninvited visitor to my office.

Jiang Hang flicked his hair: "Did Wen Zhen teach you to say that?"

She smiled: "It's really stingy."

But she still seemed to be okay, and sat down on the seat opposite without any politeness.

Jiang Hang habitually glanced at the form I was making: "Ah, there is a wrong number."

I immediately looked down to check.

After a moment, I clarified: "I didn't write this."

"Wen Zhen wrote it?"

"I don't know when he wrote it." I said, "I don't hate the work of calculating numbers, let alone simple addition and subtraction."

Jiang Hang laughed out loud.

"Did he tell you," she said, "something about his past?"

I hesitated for a moment: "You mean...?"

Jiang Hang glanced at the wrongly written number with pity:

"When he was 14, he failed math once."

But I didn't say anything, just silently corrected the numbers.I didn't mention it when I got home that day.It's just that from now on, I can't help but take a second look at the documents he touched.

He found out about it later.He asked me why I didn't tell him.

I said, "Because I think you... are pitiful."

he:"?"

"You were so young at that time, you failed in math." I said my thoughts, and then said quickly, "But it doesn't matter, I don't care about my boyfriend's bad grades in math when he was young."

he:"……"

He obviously cares about it.Because he hasn't given Jiang Hang a good look for a long time since then.

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Day32

Humans are social creatures, I think probably because of their general insecurity.In contrast, we only choose to live in groups when we are young, and we mostly live alone as adults.

However, for the sake of his pity, I decided to spend more time with him.

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On June 6, the weather was very, very bad, and the sun was so strong that it could burn people to death on the road.

I have water tanks in my new home and office.

As a creature living in the deep sea, I am actually afraid of the hot and dry environment. When the temperature exceeds 30 degrees Celsius, I will have the illusion that I am about to be stranded on the beach.At the same time I hated the air conditioner and thought it would just create an unnatural wind.

When it gets too hot, I make a habit of soaking myself in water, otherwise I refuse to work.

My student let out a cry the first time he saw me dunking myself in the water.I didn't mean to scare her.

But at night, when I got home, I started to face a new problem.

The first time I lived in the glass house was a typhoon evening.I lived in the tank that whole summer, not to mention that the seaside was not as hot as the inland.I have spent the past ten years in the water.So technically, this was my first summer on land.

But if I continue to sleep in the water tank, I guess Wen Zhen will be angry.

There was a period of time before, every night, he told me... It may be unsightly to write these things here.But one day I woke up and found that my tail was swollen, so I protested to the other party: I want to live in my tank because I want to reduce the swelling of the tail.

At two o'clock in the morning that night, he knocked on the glass of the water tank and woke me up from sleep.

"I can't sleep," he told me.

I said, "I guess you're lying to me."

I've seen through this human being.He won't let me out of the tank again tonight.

"It's true," he said to me, "I wish you could hold me when I fell asleep."

His tone was very peaceful.But the expression looks like he will jump in by himself if I don't leave the tank.

I didn't answer.

But in the end he didn't jump in either.But the next day he acts like he didn't sleep last night.

Humans have dark circles under their eyes.I knew about this a long time ago.

I don't understand: "Then how did you fall asleep in the first twenty years of your life?"

He will never lie to me again.

"It has nothing to do with before."

"What does that have to do with it?"

But he said: "Because when I came home one night, I found you disappeared."

I was taken aback.He's talking about me running away from home.

But he himself lowered his eyes and did not continue to speak.

I'm a little surprised, does he actually have such a side...?It even looks a little vulnerable, like any ordinary human being who is insecure.

Vulnerable is not an adjective that suits him.But I really did feel sorry for him at the time.

As a reassurance, I stroked his face with my hand.

So tonight, even though it was so hot that I was about to run aground, I decided to sleep with him.After all I am so kind.

(At the beginning of July, there was a supplement to this record, which read: Someone told me to be wary of the person around you who always makes you feel pitiful, otherwise you will regret it, because this person is always trying to win your sympathy. Think about it Why does he keep trying to get your sympathy?——Is this true? Although my tail has not been very good since then, he looks really pitiful.)

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Day74

Humans are such emotionally complex creatures, and I still sometimes don't understand what he's thinking.Looking for rules.

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August 8th, an ordinary weekend.

The reason is that I saw a person who looked like a pool in the aquarium.

I was taken aback at the time, thinking it was Chi who had come back to life.It had to be said that he and Chi looked very different, and he looked more like his mother.But Chi is more like his father.

Thinking about these past things, I was distracted.Then he followed my gaze and saw the man.

"What are you looking at?" he asked softly.

I hesitated for a while before replying, "Nothing."

I thought he didn't see the man.After all, he hated Chi very much.If he saw it, he would probably be in a bad mood.

I didn't know he was angry until I left the aquarium.

I do not understand why.But soon he cornered me in the alley behind the aquarium and kissed me in a way that was...too intense for me.

My lip was bitten by him, probably bleeding.Because he tasted it and told me my blood was sweet.

"But human blood stinks," he said, "especially some people."

(His friends told me that I should actually make him angry from time to time to help keep him on the right side. But to be honest, sometimes I don’t mean to, and he just gets upset for no apparent reason. Humans are really complex creatures.)

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Day125

Humans seem to view marriage as a symbol of a sacred relationship.Although there is no such expression in our race, for us, affection means the survival of relationship.

However, there are also human beings who regard it as a constraint. Someone told me that they were bound by it in life and lost their freedom forever.

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On February 2th, the weather was very cold.

Today I saw many human beings walking together on the street, as if they were celebrating a festival.Although there is no such scene in the base.The base is still cold, Jiang Hang said that we need this kind of restraint.Love is restraint, not indulgence.She told me so.

I replied to her that I don't understand your human theory.She seemed speechless.

Later, the students told me that today is Valentine's Day for human beings.This is the first time I've heard that humans have such a festival.

"Even inside the base, there are many people registering for marriage today," she told me. "Not to mention outside, the registration office is already full of people."

I asked: "Why?"

She looked at me with some surprise, as if she couldn't understand why I could ask such a question.

"Because today is a holiday."

"Are holidays any different?"

"Memorial," she insisted, explaining to me. "It would be romantic."

romantic.It's that word again.To be honest, I often feel that this word cannot be associated with me.

I asked again, "Is marriage important to you humans?"

She said, "Of course!"

"why?"

She looked distressed, trying to come up with a description I could understand: "If a person gets married, then he has someone who can stay with him for a lifetime."

Me: "If you don't get married, you don't have one?"

My students looked at me with pained expressions.

"No." She said, "Actually, marriage is more like a bondage for human beings, do you understand? The conclusion of a real relationship... For those who love each other, this relationship is sacred. For those who are not in love For humans, it is more like a responsibility.”

She made me dizzy.

Sure enough, human beings still have too many ideas that I can't understand.

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Day126

I don't mind being chained though.

So will he?After all, he is a human being.

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On February 2th, the weather was colder than yesterday.

I sat on the couch with my pillow.

After thinking about it for a long time, I asked Wen Zhen: "Do you want to marry me?"

Wen Zhen was obviously taken aback.

Then he smiled: "Are you proposing to me?"

Judging from his tone, it seemed like an incredible thing.

Or perhaps it would be more appropriate to say that it was caught off guard.It seems that there is no mental preparation.

I say yes."

"You're not kidding?"

I shake my head.I never make fun of others.

Then he got up suddenly and walked towards the door.

I:"?"

"I promise you—so register now." He lifted me off the couch, pillow and all, and stuffed me into the car.As if afraid of my repentance.I'd love to say I don't regret it, and I'm still in my pajamas.

On the way, another serious question came to mind: "Will the registry allow us to register?"

"?"

"I'm not human."

Wen Zhen didn't seem to care.

"Nothing is allowed," he said.

Today is the 15th, and there are obviously fewer people on the street than others.The registration office can even be called deserted.

So I said, "It's not Valentine's Day anymore."

Wen Zhen said, "Today is the second day of Valentine's Day."

I didn't understand: "So there are two days in this festival?"

Wen Zhen: "..."

He couldn't help laughing: "I mean, I don't care if it's one day late—how long it's late."

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End of full text

The author has something to say:

Hmm... After procrastinating for so long, I finally finished writing this book

The state of the whole year has not been very good. If I make my own evaluation, it may be more like I wrote it when I was sleepwalking (sliding and kneeling)

I have said thank you many times, but I still want to thank everyone for not disliking me for procrastinating...

All in all, the story of the little mermaid is here

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About the future, the next book will write Gu Dan Xiuxian in the column, and the copywriting is hanging on the copywriting of this book

In addition, I have recently been fishing for a modern novel, the guidance column "Falling to the Sky", which is a short story, and it is almost halfway written, so I will not release the copy, because there is a bit of dog blood + sweet and sour, it may be similar to this book The style is very different, if you are interested, you can open it and have a look~

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There are a lot of long-winded words, and finally I would like to thank everyone for their company qwq