listen to my wife

Shen Mi still didn't light the aromatherapy at noon, but chose to wait patiently until the sleepless night.

Yoyo's candlelight shone through, becoming the only light source in the room.Shen Mi sat on the side and watched quietly, his light-colored eyes flashed the color of the starry sky, charming and romantic.

Within half an hour, the small room was filled with fragrance.

The nostrils moved slightly, and Shen Mi suddenly remembered that he had smelled this smell before, it was on Chen Yike's body, and it smelled so natural and good, easy to relax.

Because of this, Shen Mi quietly approached Chen Yike to sniff several times that day.

It turned out that it wasn't some expensive brand of perfume, but this fragrance that I had never heard of before.

Thinking about it, Shen Mi yawned unconsciously, and didn't forget to blow out the aromatherapy before crawling into the bed and sleeping comfortably.

Falling asleep with the fragrance, Shen Mi had a short and strange dream.

In the dream, Chen Yike was wearing a baggy transparent pink gauze coat, not to mention the spring, and also had a pair of furry fox ears and a fluffy fox tail, lying on the ground like a fairy tempting a scholar. Shen Mi whispered in his ear that he wanted to suck her energy away.

"Only by eating you can I fully transform into a human form."

In the dream, Shen Mi was in a daze, and stupidly stepped forward to "sacrifice" herself.

Then the fox spirit Chen Yike bit the collarbone, Shen Mi didn't feel the pain at all because he was in a dream, but he was worried about Chen Yike, whether the collarbone only had bones and would it hurt Chen Yike, Should she bite the aorta of the jugular artery if she wants to breathe, and does it mean that the vixen has bad teeth if it doesn't hurt at all? Will this affect her sucking away the energy? Humanoid?

Until she was woken up by the coaxing bell, Shen Mi, who had not escaped from the dream, was still thinking that this should be a very serious problem for the vixen.

Whether the remaining time is long or not, whether it is short or not.

In less than a month, Shen Mi and Zhang Linru found out and restored what happened nearly two years ago, further improving Shen Mi's psychological treatment.

It also involved the 50th place Wu Pin who just entered the training camp that year. He came from a family with two teachers. At the age of 16, he has already deceived many little girls like An An.

But An An is different from other little girls, she is very smart, and she has an even smarter friend Shen Mi by her side.

Shen Mi came in with a perfect score of the first place, and suppressed a bunch of heaven's favorites, including Wu Pin, who was so high in the game but would pass the line. If he maintains this ranking from beginning to end, It is doomed to miss the World Team Sub-team.Maybe because of jealousy of Shen Mi or some other reason, he didn't focus on studying, but focused on An An.

Shen Mi seldom gets along with people other than An An, and before the incident happened, he never noticed Wu Pin at all.In the training camp, she only had An An as a friend who was willing to be close to her, so as long as An An was deceived by Wu Pin, Shen Mi would have no way of knowing the news of An An and Wu Pin's relationship, and she would not know how Yan Yan talked to her on weekdays. An An is suffering from corresponding verbal violence and intentional or unintentional demeaning hints.

Before committing suicide, An An left a letter to Shen Mi, which contained inferiority, negativity, and haze that had never been shown in front of Shen Mi.

From the text alone, it can be seen that An An's mental state is extremely poor, but even at this point, the letter does not reveal a single sentence of complaints to her parents, Shen Mi, Wu Pin, etc., or to the outside world.

"Xiaomi, you are the smartest person I've ever met, I actually feel quite fulfilled to be able to hide it from you, haha.

So don't blame yourself too much, don't forget me if you can, visit me every year, and send me a bouquet of flowers, preferably sunflowers that we all love.

I'm really tired and want to rest.

Goodbye, my good friend. "

At first, Shen Mi always attributed An An's suicide|suicide to herself, even after the police found clues and evidence, Wu Pin was imprisoned in a labor camp for minors.Shen Mi didn't let herself go.

Until after a series of treatments, and gradually find out the truth.

The information I got from Mr. Chen before was actually An An's diary, and there was also a diagnosis report of An An's biological father. An An's biological father also committed suicide in a nursing home due to severe depression.

Depression is somewhat hereditary.

Zhang Linru also made a preliminary judgment based on the information provided by Shen Mi, that An An is likely to be a patient with smiling depression, and it is by no means a problem that can be formed overnight.

So Wu Pin's behavior was more like the spark that ignited the fuse, which easily detonated An'an's suicidal idea, and pong killed a fresh young life in one blow.

An An has been more sensitive and delicate than her peers since she was a child. She should have been prone to depression very early, but she hid it well from her family, friends, and the outside world.

In the crowd is always the little girl who smiles the happiest. Almost everyone who knows An An or has been with An An will say that she is lively and cute, but in countless unknown late nights, this little girl is full of joy. All I can think about is how to die.

She may have thought about taking medicine, cutting her wrists, and jumping into the river, but in the end she chose to jump from a tall building.

A few days before the suicide, An An suddenly mentioned to Shen Mi, "Xiaomi, I really want to go bungee jumping, it looks very interesting."

"Hey, you know I'm afraid of heights." Shen Mi wrote a big math problem without raising her head, and she was just about to solve the key steps, "When Si Wei comes back, let him play with you."

At that time, Shen Mi didn't raise his head, so he didn't notice An An's obviously wrong emotion.

An An struggled weakly again, "Xiaomi."

This time Shen Mi raised his head and looked at An An suspiciously, "Huh?"

But An An squeezed out a smile, gave up on herself, shook her head and said, "It's nothing, you can continue with the questions."

Every time Shen Mi recalled it, she would regret it painfully, regretting that the stupid self at that time did not notice An An's self-help signal.

If, if she had raised her head earlier and hadn't persisted in delving into that extracurricular topic that was completely unnecessary to study, she might have discovered something wrong with An An in time, and had taken An An to see a psychiatrist in time, and An An would not have died in front of her eyes.

An An obviously loved beauty so much before she was alive, but her death was extremely embarrassing, blood dripped all over the floor, red and white, lying there lifelessly, just like meat on a butcher's chopping board in a vegetable market for people to choose for slaughter.

So Shen Mi almost vomited it out.She felt disgusted, disgusted by the dead An An, disgusted by herself, the policeman and teacher who cared about her, and disgusted by this terrible world for An An.

"Shen Moose."

"Shen Moose."

"Shen Moose?"

Shen Mi was stunned by the call, but reality and memories continued to intertwine.

On the anniversary of her death in the first year, she brought sunflowers to An An as agreed, and placed them under the black and white photo.However, March is not the flowering period of sunflowers. The sunflowers grown in the greenhouse are delicate and fragile. By the time she finished chatting with An Anxu, they had become a little wilted.

At this time, due to the medicine, Shen Mi had actually forgotten a lot of things about An An, but kneeling in front of the tombstone, stroking the wilting sunflowers, suddenly her nose was sore.

Ann, I miss you so much.

You clearly said that you want to watch me find someone I like, and after reading my jokes, you can give me advice and teach me how to pursue her.

"Shen Moose!"

When consciousness returned, it was not An An's tombstone in front of him, but Zhang Linru with an anxious face.

It was Zhang Linru, her psychiatrist, the psychiatrist who asked for help and sought treatment in order not to repeat An An's mistakes.

Shen Mi struggled desperately to live, to live with An An's share.

Perhaps it was because the desire to live was too strong, but he couldn't deal with the stimulation of An An's suicide. With the help of drugs, his brain actively blocked the memory about An An.

Now, after a series of treatment and help, Shen Mi has been able to face the cause of An An's death head-on, and no longer blindly blame herself and feel uncomfortable, so her brain generously returned these memories without missing a single bit.

Zhang Linru looked at Shen Mi, who was still in a trance, thought about it, and suddenly thought, "Chen Yike, Ms. Chen, you want me to remind you to call Chen Yike."

"Uh." Consciousness struggled vigorously, and the dull eyes slowly focused, "Chen Yike."

Also call Chen Yike.

After the treatment, you should call Chen Yike.

Seeing that Shen Mi was completely awake, Zhang Linru breathed a sigh of relief, and muttered to herself how she had easily listened to the ignorant Shen Mi, who really dared to apply the currently immature hypnosis technique to clinical treatment , in case something happens, how can I explain it to others.

"Doctor Zhang."

"Huh, huh?" Zhang Linru, who hadn't heard this name from Shen Mi for a long time, looked at Shen Mi in surprise, "You really remembered?"

Shen Mi nodded with difficulty, and took a sip of the hot water Zhang Linru handed over, "I found the memory fragments related to An An. Thank you."

Seeing that Shen Mi, who was able to face An An's cause of death directly and still did not collapse, but looked good, Zhang Linru felt very relieved compared to the child who was stimulated to enter the stage of self-isolation at the beginning, "Thank you, you also said, close People's money does things for people."

So far, Shen Mi's psychological treatment has really come to an end, but depression, a disease with a high probability of recurrence, still needs regular follow-up visits.

Shen Mi squeezed her painful temples, sat and rested for a while before getting up, and suddenly said: "I also remembered why you settled in China to treat me."

Even Shen's father, who actually contributed the money, didn't know about this matter. It was Zhang Linru's little secret in exchange for gaining Shen Mi's trust.

After taking the medicine, Shen Mi forgot many things, naturally including this trivial matter that was not important to her.

Shen Mi picked up the phone, glanced at Zhang Linru who was stunned, suddenly became curious about the biological mother, and asked very seriously: "Is it really useful for you to spend so long for me? "

"After all, I haven't seen her since I was born, and she certainly hasn't seen me either. You don't have to worry that she'll forget me long ago. You may have worked so hard for nothing."

From Shen Mi's point of view, this possibility is the greatest.

Emotions made Zhang Linru biased. She naturally took the perspective of Liu Chengxing, who is also Shen Mi's biological mother, but Zhang Linru, who did not fully understand the facts, could not defend Liu Chengxing. She could only say that she knew, "She didn't getting over You."

Shen Mi didn't seem to have any more emotions because of this, but naturally curled the corners of his lips, nodded and said: "That's good, otherwise I will be very sorry."

The author has something to say: always keep in mind the fictional world, the social laws in the background of the novel depend entirely on editing, after all, it is a world where the same-sex marriage law will be passed in two years

So it is ok if hypnosis technology is mature enough to be used in the clinical stage, right?

Don't take it seriously except for seeking help from a professional doctor when you have a psychological problem

I think that as long as I think of a Lily novel that has not been written by the boss and has not been read, I will not have any extreme thoughts

But everyone is different, like I have a friend by my side

One time it was so bad I could get a call every night telling me she was on the balcony

How should I put it, if it is your good friend, you must persuade him to see a doctor and take good medicine.

There is really very little that ordinary people can do. Not only can they not be the savior they think they are, but they are also easily affected by negative emotions.

Look, such a smart Xiaomi will be affected to this extent (bushi)

I said too much again.

感谢在2021-03-0821:29:29~2021-03-1009:09:02期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~