Becoming the apex mole of the paranoid goddess

Women actually cry a lot.

She will cry when she is ignored by men, she will cry when she is afraid, she will cry when she is beaten, and sometimes she will cry when she does not get a response from Sun Lei, but she actually cares about face, and she always tries her best to suppress her crying. At that time, she was obviously crying with tears all over her face, but she couldn't hear any crying through the door.

But it was also because of this that at this moment, the desperate and suppressed cries that could be heard clearly at the moment were all the more abnormal and disturbing.

Sun Lei pursed her lips tightly, and her starry eyes gradually dimmed until she finally took a step forward slowly like the dark sky, and slowly opened the door.

"Squeak~"

The old door was pushed open with a slightly harsh sound, and the desperate weeping person in the room seemed to raise his head and looked over.

It was dark outside, and the inside of the house, where the lights had never been turned on, was equally dark.

It's so dark that people can't tell where it's more depressing.

"Leilei~

Lei Lei~

Lei Lei!

uh..."

The figure looking up had obviously seen Sun Lei, stumbling over while screaming in an extremely hoarse voice.

"thumping!"

"indistinct!"

"thumping!"

In the almost empty room, the woman insisted on bumping several times, the dull sound was painful to hear, but she didn't notice it, and went straight forward.

Sun Lei grabbed the woman's cold arm neatly to prevent her from falling.

"Mom, what's wrong?"

The woman at this moment is undoubtedly extremely embarrassed, her hair is fluffy and loose, her pajamas are loose and loose, revealing half of her shoulders, her bare feet are bare, on her knees and calves, the bruises just hit are clearly visible, and her bare feet are bare It also looked dirty.

But when she heard Sun Lei's words, her eyes that were red from crying were very bright, so bright that there was almost a touch of nervousness.

It was like falling into desperation and finally grabbing the only driftwood.

And Sun Lei was the only driftwood.

As for whether you want to be a driftwood or not, it never matters.

"Leilei, your dad... your dad..."

In a low voice, with mixed emotions of despair, uneasiness and sadness, the woman finally spoke.

With just one opening, Sun Lei's heart sank suddenly, and she even subconsciously let go of the woman's hand, inserted it into her pocket and clenched it tightly.

"What happened to him?"

Hot tears fell down the woman's eyes, her lips turned red from being bitten, the woman breathed heavily, and shouted almost sharply:

"he died!"

Sun Lei's pupils shrank sharply, and her clenched fingers pinched hard to the palm of her hand, bringing out subtle and sharp pain.

"died?"

"Yes, I'm dead. I heard that I drank too much last night and refused to be sent back... When I stumbled back, I mistook the pool for a road and drowned... I drowned.

In the dead of night, no one passed by, and when he was discovered in the morning, it was... hopeless.

Lei Lei, why... how did he die?

What do I...we...do? "

The woman grabbed her long hair fiercely with her hands, and the messy long hair became more and more fluffy, and even her red lips were bitten so that blood beads overflowed faintly.

The woman was really sad and desperate, she talked intermittently for a long time, and finally restored the matter, and the eyes that looked at Sun Lei again became red and swollen to another level.

Sun Lei lowered her eyes slightly, as if some peerless treasure suddenly appeared on the ground.

"Leilei, what should we do?"

Sun Lei closed her eyes forcefully, and raised her eyes to look at the woman. Those eyes were still extremely dark, but she couldn't see the slightest emotion, but it was inexplicably reassuring.

The woman was still crying, but she couldn't help but let go of the hand that was grabbing her hair, and looked at her eagerly.

"There's nothing to do, just go on as usual."

"But in the future, we will be the only ones left in this family, and we will become orphans and widows."

"We always have been."

"how come?"

"Mom, are you hungry?"

"what?"

The heartbroken woman couldn't imagine why the topic changed like this.

But in fact, Sun Lei first tied up the woman's messy long hair slowly but familiarly, wiped away the tears on the woman's face with paper, then turned on the light, rolled up her sleeves, and cooked a meal for the two of them. Big bowl of noodles.

On the slowly steaming noodles are fried golden poached eggs and crispy green vegetables. Under the warm light, it is very appetizing.

"Eat, Mom, the noodles won't taste good when they're cold."

"But..."

While the woman was hesitating, Sun Lei quietly and silently finished a large bowl of noodles, even the soup.

"Leilei, aren't you... not sad?"

"sad?"

Sun Lei was silent for a while, then asked a question in a low voice, and finally said nothing, but the moment her back was turned to the woman washing the dishes, her lips curled up with a bit of sarcasm.

Sad for that man?

To her, this must be the biggest joke in the world.

***

This man did not give Sun Lei any help other than providing her sperm to be born into this world, but after death, because of that sperm, Sun Lei had to take responsibility for her children.

This is undoubtedly a very ironic thing.

But Sun Lei had to do it.

After learning of the man's death, the woman felt like the sky was falling. She couldn't eat well, sleep well, sobbed and cried, murmured and talked about the few sweet things. When people went to claim the corpse, they cried so much that they almost passed out.

Sun Lei, who had just turned eighteen and was considered an adult, signed the community notice with serious eyes, and went to the designated place alone.

When those people patiently and meticulously explained what to do next, Sun Lei couldn't help but think of what the woman said yesterday.

Things are getting more and more ironic.

***

In the era when mobile phones were not popular, sometimes it was really inconvenient for the wife, obviously only one class away, but because of the heavy pressure of the college entrance examination, and the tacit agreement to go home together every night became a custom, the next day Sun Lei Qian Sheng didn't come to school, and Qian Sheng only found out when he waited and waited for Sun Lei's figure at night.

But at this time, it was already too dark to block people in the middle of the night, not to mention that Sun Lei might arrive at school tomorrow, after all, there were only twelve days left before the college entrance examination.

Qian Sheng, who was patient, went to school early the next morning and stayed with Class [-] and Class [-], but Sun Lei still didn't show up until the morning classes started.

During the third physical education class, Qian Sheng gritted his teeth, begged Lin Li for a long time, asked for sick leave, and secretly escaped from school.

Why did Sun Lei ask for leave?

Are you sick again?

But when we parted the day before yesterday, your body looked really good, didn't you?

or that man...

The two had known each other for more than a year, and Qian Sheng never took the initiative to ask Sun Lei's family.

Because the scene he saw in his sophomore year was enough for Qian Sheng to know that family would be Sun Lei's backlash, and it hurt when he touched it.

During the more than a year of getting along with each other, Sun Lei never showed any abnormality, and Qian Sheng deliberately forgot about that scene.

But at this moment, the deliberately forgotten image emerged in his mind, and just imagining it made Qian Sheng's whole body burn, and his steps became faster and faster, until he broke into a trot.

She didn't even have time to think about it, if the two met, how would she explain why she knew about Sun Lei's home, and how could she suddenly appear?

The author has something to say: I know that even if I abuse you, you will love me, and in fact I am not abused at all, hehe