In the few days after Ji Hua left, Wen Huaiyue ate, slept, and took care of the children as usual, looking normal.

When she is alone at home, she can not speak for a day, she is silent, and her heart is sad like a tsunami.

She always feels that she has no energy to do anything, and she doesn't have any appetite. She is always in a daze, her eyes are dull, it seems that since Ji Hua left, she has suddenly lost some ability to live.

I don't feel hungry, I don't know the passage of time, my nerves are numb, I lose any emotional perception, and I just pass by in a daze for a day.

The whole person seemed to have been sucked out of his soul, stripped of his bones, and put on a beautiful and dead shell.

She often wakes up crying in the middle of the night. She can't open her eyes from crying, her throat is itchy, and she goes to the toilet to vomit, but she can't vomit anything. She can only retch desperately.

Her mood was too pessimistic, and there was no optimistic thought in her mind. Loneliness eroded her flesh and blood. In many moments, she always felt that it was unnecessary for her to live alone.

But just thinking about it, she still has Wen Yao's child to take care of, and to wait for Ji Hua, she must be alive.

But it's really hard to live, Wen Huaiyue can't figure out why breathing is so uncomfortable.

One night, she was lying in the bathtub, boundless despair and loneliness engulfed her, her reason was deprived, and her mind was only full of abnormal pessimism.

She watched the blood on her wrist flow more and more, like roses in full bloom, covering the entire bathtub, Wen Huaiyue was dyed in red, and the blood slowly flowed out along the bathtub, leaving a long red line, The blood stained the white jade ring on his hand red.

She seems to be lying in a soft flower, surrounded by a pleasant wind, her body is very light, her eyelids are heavy, and her breathing is not painful.

She felt herself embraced by the gentle sea water...

The child's scream pierced Wen Huaiyue's illusion.

Wen Huaiyue opened her eyes abruptly, and saw the blood in the bathtub at a glance, and her spirit finally returned to normal. She got up in a panic, wrapped the wound tightly with a towel, and staggered to Xiaotuanzi's room. Blood flowed all over the place.

The nanny was not feeling well today, so Wen Huaiyue asked her to go back and rest for a day.She gave Xiaotuanzi a weak look and fell asleep.

She breathed a sigh of relief, and soon she couldn't hold herself back and fell to the ground, her brain was gradually losing consciousness, her mobile phone was still on the sofa in the room, and a desire to survive made her crawl towards the sofa.

After finally getting the mobile phone, she subconsciously wanted to call her family, but suddenly found that they were no longer there.

During the first half minute of coma, she called Zou Niannian.

"Hey baby, what's up?"

"help me."

Wen Huaiyue stared at the ceiling in a daze, Zou Niannian had been training her for half an hour, Wen Huaiyue seemed to have not heard, her eyes were empty.

Her wrist was still wrapped in a thick layer of gauze.

"Are you sick?" Zou Niannian was annoyed, "If I go later, you will die, do you know! What are you thinking, Wen Huaiyue!"

Wen Huaiyue rolled her eyes, glanced at her slowly, and slowly sat up, Zou Niannian quickly helped her up.

"Thank you." Wen Huaiyue's voice was so hoarse that she could hardly hear it.

Zou Niannian felt uncomfortable for a while, "Wen Huaiyue, what's wrong with you, can you tell me? Don't hold it in your heart, I know, you are sad. But...you still have Youyao, and we are with you, You are not alone."

Wen Huaiyue opened her mouth, and said softly, "I... love someone in my heart. I like her very much. I want to go into the coffin with her and become two bones holding hands. But we probably have no tomorrow. I can't be with her."

"Niannian..." Wen Huaiyue's eye circles were moist, her expression couldn't hide her depression, "I'm very sad, the people I like have left me one by one, I really... can't hold on."

Zou Niannian hugged her and patted her on the shoulder lightly, "Is the person you like a beautiful sister?"

Wen Huaiyue was slightly startled, "Why do you..."

"You can't hide liking someone. Your tattoo is all her, isn't it obvious?" Zou Niannian said, "Wen Huaiyue, didn't you say that the beautiful sister will come back? You have to wait for her, in case Once she comes back, what should I do if I can't see you?"

Wen Huaiyue's eyes straightened slightly, "Yes, I still have to wait for my sister to come back."

"So, live well."

Since then, Wen Huaiyue has never tried to die. She lives like a normal person, studying, eating, and graduating.

I don't know when, she started to develop the habit of keeping a diary.

[Sister, not long after you left me, I already miss you very much. I got a scholarship from the school, isn't it amazing. 】

[I have been suffering from heart pain recently, and I always wake up from the pain in the middle of the night. It also hurts when I miss you. Sometimes the pain is so bad that I can’t sleep all night. I curl up into a ball, and I feel better. 】

[I'm not very interested in anything, and I can't even get excited. Since you left, I don't have anything in particular. 】

[I'm too afraid of the cold recently. In July, my hands are also icy cold. When it's too cold, I always want to hug you. 】

[I seem to be less and less sociable. I can't chat with anyone. I often forget the names of some people, and I can't remember their faces. It's a blur.After all, they are different from you.

[I often cry, crying in the middle of the night and vomit bitterness, my eyes are swollen, and I can't get rid of it.I really cry too easily. When I think that you are not by my side, I can't help crying. I have a headache from crying, and I can't get up on the third day. 】

【Youyao's child is getting bigger and bigger. Her eyes are like sister Yao's, and her lips are like her brother-in-law. Sometimes when I see her, I can't help but break down.I really... really want to see sister Yao and brother-in-law again, I miss them so much, and I miss you too. 】

[Before I knew it, I had been waiting for you for four years. Looking at the message Uncle Lyle sent me, telling me that you were still breathing, I thought I could be happy for a week.I haven't been this happy in a long time. 】

[A few days ago, I went to record a documentary on the North Pole with the people from the TV station. I encountered an avalanche halfway, and I was buried under the snow. I always felt that I would die here. It’s good to think about it.

But as long as I think of you still waiting for me, I don't really want to die.I still want... I still want to see you again. 】

[Youyao has already gone to school, and that child is very noisy. I don’t know who inherited it. She always asks me where her parents are, and I don’t know how to answer.The child stopped asking later, she was very good. 】

[Uncle Lian Shang and Aunt Banxia got married, they gave birth to a son, they always pester Youyao, Youyao always bullies him, the real culprit. 】

[I am so uncomfortable, living is uncomfortable, breathing is also uncomfortable, and thinking about you is also uncomfortable.I don’t know when I became obsessed with drinking, and I would drink a lot when I was uncomfortable. In the winter, I also poured bottle after bottle of ice wine into my stomach, and I had stomach bleeding several times. The doctor reminded me several times. Again, I forgot too, I don’t remember.I don't remember many things. 】

[Sometimes I always feel that I will die very early. My crippled body, rotten stomach, and lack of energy are all telling me that I can't live.But I can't die, I did something wrong, and my punishment is not over yet. 】

[In countless dusk nights, I sat on the bay window, the clouds were huge, and the whiteness was distorted. I wanted the clouds to drown me, and my bones to turn into water vapor. Pick a day and melt into your body, of course the best is the heart. 】

[This is the sixth year since you left me, isn't my punishment over yet?I clearly... already know that I was wrong, I really know that I was wrong, sister, isn't there a chance for me to reform? 】

[I'm so tired, sister, I really want to sleep well. 】

[Sister, when will you come to see me? I really miss you so much, I feel like I can't hold on any longer. 】

After Wen Huaiyue finished writing this sentence, she put down her notebook, and a child carved in pink and jade ran in and hugged her, and called sweetly, "Auntie, come out to play with me."

Wen Huaiyue held the child in her arms, "Have you finished your homework?"

"It's finished." The child's voice was crisp, and he wrapped his arms around Wen Huaiyue's neck.

"Don't lie." Wen Huaiyue said, "The teacher called me a few days ago and said that you didn't do your homework. What's the matter? Huh?"

The child shook his head, "Those homework is too easy, I don't want to do it."

"That has to be done." Wen Huaiyue curled up her fingers and tapped the child's forehead lightly, "Next time the teacher will tell me that you didn't do your homework, so I won't take you to play in the future."

"No." The child was dissatisfied, "You can't take me out to play."

"Then remember to do your homework, okay?"

The child nodded and acted like a baby with a smile, "Then can my aunt take me out to play now?"

"Go." Wen Huaiyue picked up the child, "Where do you want to go?"

"Sakura Park." The child cheered.

Wen Huaiyue took her children to the Cherry Blossom Park. The cherry blossoms were just in bloom this season, and there were a lot of fans in sight.

The weather was still a bit cold, and Wen Huaiyue put her hands in her coat pockets. In the past six years, she seemed to have matured a lot, and her beautiful face was decorated with the scent of time.

It's just that there is always a hint of gloom and frustration in his eyebrows.

She walked slowly behind the child, and the pedestrians around her passed by her. With a glance, Wen Huaiyue saw a long-haired figure in a black coat, very familiar...

Without thinking about it, she stepped forward and held the woman's shoulder, "Sister——"

But the turned face was that of a stranger, she was slightly taken aback, and said apologetically, "I'm sorry, I recognized the wrong person."

"Auntie, did you recognize the wrong person again?" The child walked beside her and said.

"Yes." Wen Huaiyue took the child's hand.

This is the first time she has recognized the wrong person. She misses Ji Hua so much that she thinks about it every day, but every day is empty. Lyle will send her a message every year, telling her about Ji Hua.

Fortunately, Ji Wei's luck is very good, and nothing major has happened so far. As long as he persists for another four years, he will not be far from success.

With this thought in her heart, Wen Huaiyue pulled herself together to live.

Six years, she waited for Ji Hua for six years.

Wen Huaiyue lives by relying on Ji Hua and Wen Youyao every year. She always feels very tired and tired. She often dreams of Wen Yao and her brother-in-law, as well as Ji Hua. In their dreams, they ask her why not come with her.

Every time Wen Huaiyue was awakened, her heart beat fast.

Those dreams always surrounded her, like a mirror, showing her decadent and dead side, Wen Huaiyue was trapped here, unbearable.

Six years is too long, Wen Huaiyue doesn't even know how she survived.

Have to wait a few more years?

She is really tired and wants to sleep.

The child was playing noisy in the park, while Wen Huaiyue sat quietly on the wicker chair, watching her making noise silently.

The child ran away suddenly, and Wen Huaiyue hurriedly followed her.The child tripped, and Wen Huaiyue called out, "You Yao."

Immediately afterwards, a woman in a khaki windbreaker came out from the corner. She squatted down and helped You Yao up.

"Where did the kid come from? Why is he as stupid as the kid in my family?"

The woman stood up slowly, the wind blew, the cherry blossoms fell on the woman's shoulders, and she raised her head in a bright spring day.

Red lips, deep eyes, slightly hooked lips.

Wen Huaiyue stood there in disbelief, and said blankly, "Sister."

Ji Hua hooked her fingers towards her, "Come here, let me give you a hug."

Wen Huaiyue ran towards her against the wind, hugged her fiercely, and asked eagerly, "Sister, is it really you? Are you really back? Did you succeed?"

Ji Hua didn't know which question to answer her.

She raised her hand and hugged her too, "Luckily, I succeeded. So, I'm back to see you."

Tears welled up in Wen Huaiyue's eyes, and she hugged her even tighter, "Are you still going?"

Ji Hua stroked her long hair, leaned close to her ear, and said softly, "Don't go, I'll grow old with you."

"My child."

The cherry blossoms fluttered down, and the two fell together. In the field of spring, a pair of lovers embraced each other in the wind of the cherry blossoms.

Today is the spring solstice, a good day to reunite after a long absence.

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