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When I went all the way back to old Zhang's house, I saw Zhang Yifei sitting in the dining room, having dinner with his elder brother.

Seeing me coming back, the two elders were taken aback for a moment, then surprised, and quickly asked Mama Liu to add more bowls and chopsticks.Mama Zhang happily let me sit next to her, "Longlong, why didn't you say anything when you came back? If you did, I'll let Mama Liu cook some more dishes you like. Oh, what day is it today? It’s great that you’re all back for dinner!”

I glanced coldly at Zhang Yifei, who was sitting comfortably and eating soup, and then smiled and said to Zhang's mother: "Mom, I just miss you. Brother, why are you eating at home today?"

Zhang Yifei looked up at me, "There are few things today."

You thousand-year-old bastard, you still pretend!

"Are you used to living outside?" Dad Zhang asked me kindly.

"Good, good."

At the dinner table, the elders greeted me with greetings, but Zhang Yifei didn't say a word, and didn't look at me again.

After eating, Zhang Yifei went back to his study.I stood outside his door with the fruit prepared by Zhang's mother. I ate the biggest and sweetest piece of melon core first, and then raised my hand to knock on the door.

"elder brother."

"Come in."

As soon as I walked in, I saw Zhang Yifei typing away at the computer with a serious face.

With a smile on my face, I put the melon in front of him, "Brother, eat some fruit."

"Leave first."

Zhang Yifei didn't lift his eyes.

"elder brother……"

"Wait a minute, I'm busy."

One sentence left me speechless, so I could only wait obediently.It's hard to live under the fence!

I wandered around in his study for a long time, randomly took out the books on his bookshelf, flipped through them, and stuffed them back.I went to look at the cabinet where he placed his things again, and after a closer look, I found that there were many small things I gave him to please him when I was a child.What glass balls, dried paper flowers, some awards I have won, and even the small composition I wrote to him.

I looked at these things with some surprise, and felt very nostalgic.These are the traces of my life in this world.But I'm leaving soon, and I can't take these things with me, so I just have to take another look.

After feeling over, I took another look at Zhang Yifei and found that he was still beating there.Well, you're leaving me alone, aren't you?

I walked up to him in two or three steps, and said with a smile: "Brother, don't be too busy, let's eat some melon, it's sweet."

As soon as he finished speaking, he suddenly stretched out his hand, grabbed my right hand, and pulled it violently. I was unstable and fell obliquely, while the other hand hurriedly supported the table.I was startled, out of breath, and turned to stare at him.

I saw his black eyes, only looking at me, and the tough lines around his lips softened, "I'm done with business, I can do private things." After speaking, he leaned forward slightly, turned his face sideways, and frowned , kissed.

"It's pretty sweet." He said softly against my lips.

I hurriedly pushed him.

Zhang Yifei let go, inserted a piece of melon, and ate it slowly.

"Give me back my money!" I whispered angrily.

Zhang Yifei bit the light green melon, squinted at me, "I'll see how you behave."

"Hey, you are playing tricks on me! Zhang Yifei!" I finally couldn't bear it anymore and called out his name.

"Dalong, no matter how big or small, why call him by my brother's name directly." Zhang's mother just walked in with a drink.

I laughed twice and stood up straight.

"Mom, you asked my brother to give me my money back. I need that money!"

"What do you want money for?" Zhang's mother put the drink on the table, "When you want it, just tell him."

"I want it now."

"You write me a schedule." Zhang Yifei said lightly.

"What schedule?"

"How much it costs and what it is used for, write to me."

"What?" I was stunned.

"Yes, your brother came here since he was a child. It's all to cultivate your financial management ability, so that you can manage the company's business in the future."

"Mom, don't, let's discuss it again."

"You two brothers, let's discuss it." After finishing speaking, Zhang's mother left with a smile.

Zhang's mother walked forward, and then heard Zhang Yifei say coldly: "What did you call me just now?"

I call you uncle!

"My brother—brother!"

In the night when the autumn wind blows, the window screen of the bay window is gently raised.The moon casts a white afterglow, falling on the branches, treetops, and in front of the window.

Zhang Yifei looked up at me and gently kissed me on the lips.

"Call me by name."

"You don't have to go too far!"

After hearing this, he smiled softly, and through the thin moonlight, I saw his curved eyebrows and corners of his lips.

"Call my name!"

"...Fuck! Zhang Yifei! You bastard!" I yelled out, holding my breath.

"Heh." He smiled more and more satisfied, holding my hand back and forth.

When he woke up in the morning, Zhang Yifei had already gone to work.

Mama Liu came upstairs and asked me to get up for breakfast. "The youngest just left, and the wife is still waiting for you, the youngest."

I was shocked, but seeing that Mama Liu was normal, I pretended to be calm.

"I'll be right there." Putting on home clothes, she washed up and went downstairs.

When I went downstairs, I saw Zhang's mother sitting at the dining table, not eating, just sitting, as if thinking.

"Mum, good morning."

"Ah, morning, you're up." She raised her eyes to look at me, then lowered her eyes like dodging, "Come and eat."

"Eat soup dumplings in the morning!" I rubbed my hands a little excitedly, and sat opposite Zhang's mother.

She scooped up a bowl of porridge for me, slowly placed it on my left side, and looked up at me.

I ate two shrimp soup dumplings first, and then drank two mouthfuls of porridge before looking up at Mama Zhang.

I looked at her, and then smiled: "Mom, do you have something to tell me?"

In the past, Mama Zhang was able to talk from the beginning to the end by herself without me talking. She has never been a person of few words.

Zhang's mother stared at me, was silent for a moment, and then forced her mouth to curl up: "Longlong, didn't you always say you were going abroad? Mom has a good friend who teaches abroad. You can go there and improve yourself by the way. what do you think?"

I held the spoon, scooped the porridge in the bowl, and was silent for a moment, "Okay, I have wanted to go to school for a long time, and I will be more bluffing when I come back. Besides, I also want to meet See my biological parents. Although they are irresponsible, I am also their biological one after all, so I should go and see them."

"Yes, yes, go and see them, don't worry, mom will pay you, you can play without worry, don't worry about money."

"Mom, I'll just wait for your words." I grinned and laughed, "You eat first too, and we'll discuss about my going abroad after eating."

"Hey, okay, okay, let's eat." Zhang's mother seemed to be a little happy now, she happily picked up a small dish with chopsticks, and never mentioned Zhang Yifei from the beginning to the end.

After dinner, Zhang's mother called her good friend and asked me to go abroad as a tourist first, and they would slowly talk about studying.

Things were done unexpectedly fast, almost within minutes, I bought a plane ticket for me, and went to a country with a visa on arrival first, with pleasant scenery, right by the sea.

After the matter was done, Zhang's mother's eye circles were a little red, but I didn't see it.

"Mom, you don't need to tell my brother about my going abroad. If you do, he will definitely not agree. He doesn't want me to be happy and has bullied me since I was a child. I can escape his clutches this time!" I laughed As he spoke, he stuffed a piece of melon into his mouth, eating while talking, his mouth was sticky, but he spoke clearly.I have to reassure her.I don't want to make her sad.

"Okay, I won't tell him." Zhang's mother blinked, "I won't tell him."

"When you get there, take care of yourself, play however you want, don't press yourself down."

"Of course, me, don't you feel relieved? How can I treat myself badly?"

"When I return from my studies, will my company still have my share?"

"Of course, why not? I have discussed it with your father, you are half of each other."

"Oh, my god, you are so kind to me!"

I hugged Mama Zhang happily, and patted her slightly trembling shoulders with my hands, "Don't worry, when I come back, my brother will also get married, maybe I will bring you a foreign daughter-in-law too!"

"Stinky boy!"

Mother Zhang slapped me hard on the back. Although the sound was loud, it didn't hurt at all.

"You two elders take good care of your health and wait for me to come back."

I laughed and told lies that would never come true.

Although I'm just skeptical, I'm already six to seven points certain that Zhang's mother should know about Zhang Yifei and me.Last night, Zhang Yifei was in my room, he was so daring, he would not leave at night, he insisted on hugging me to sleep.I thought he would go back to his room before dawn, but looking at Zhang's mother, she must have noticed something.Or, Zhang Yifei deliberately made her aware of something.

I remembered what Zhang Yifei said, no matter how long it took, they would never agree.Zhang Yifei, the grandson of a turtle, is going to die.

I scratched my hair helplessly, lay down on the table, stared at the window and looked out.

In fact, this is also very good.I can finally go to have fun, Zhang Yifei can't look at me anymore.By the time he finds me, I should have left the book.

After all, I'm just a cannon fodder male supporting role, the role of the actor is long gone, and it's time to get off work.

Suddenly, I feel a little astringent in my heart, just like eating a raw persimmon. It looks red and very attractive, but the entrance is so astringent and hard, it's unpalatable to death.

I covered my heart in surprise, not sure what was going on.

Others say that I am an abnormal person.

When I was a child, when the little rabbit died, the children were all crying together, but I thought about whether to eat it roasted or marinated.When a child cries, I think hitting him unconscious with a stick is the quickest way to stop crying.But everyone felt terrible.

This kid is a freak.They all said it secretly.

I can't do anything that can be expressed with emotion.Love, hate, attachment, hatred, these are common nouns for me.

Fast travel is the only place where I can learn emotions at the moment.I have to perform crying, sadness, happiness, love, and hatred according to the settings of the characters in the book.Over time, I learned to cry like others when I should be sad, grin when I should be happy, and express my love to the one I love.They say this is a normal person.

And I am learning how to be a normal person.

I can't remember how many books I have traveled through, and how many dispensable cannon fodder I have made.From no lines to an independent plot.I learned more and more emotions and became more proficient.Crying, smiling, excited, excited, I can do it at my fingertips, and the curvature of the corner of my mouth is also the most perfect imitation.But I still can't really smile.Because these emotions do not exist in my heart, but attached to my skin.

I'm not a normal person yet.

However, at this moment, my heart began to feel astringent like eating a raw persimmon. It slowly oozes from the inside to the outside, like the juice of stems and leaves, the juice of fruit, which comes from my body and spreads. to the whole body.

It was the first time I really felt emotion.Neither hatred nor anger, I named it "Astringent Persimmon".

It's weird.