Immersive performance [entertainment circle]

Li Bai's visit to a psychiatrist happened a long time ago. Not long after he left school to support himself, he spontaneously tried to treat his illness, but he didn't let anyone around him know.

It may be that the result of the treatment was not satisfactory, or it may be that he was discouraged by the high medical expenses, so Li Bai did not persist in the end and held a rather pessimistic attitude towards further treatment.

Because the matter has been going on for some years, and Li Bai deliberately avoided being discovered by people around him, so there are not many clues.

Pei Lang first found the small note with the name of the medicine in the iron box where Li Bai stored all kinds of small sundries, and then followed the traces of grass and gray snake lines, and after a lot of hard work, he finally found Li Bai. The hospital where I was treated.

Perhaps in order to minimize the risk of being discovered by his family, the hospital that Li Bai chose to treat was in the suburbs. Pei Lang needed someone to accompany him when he went out, and Liang Sheng couldn't find time for a while, so he had to focus on restoring his dream first. In the white room.

At that time, when I was dreaming, I felt that the room was very simple, and the things inside were not special, but it was really not easy to restore it.

At first, Li Bai just randomly found a room of similar size, and the interior furniture was replaced with similar items, at most paying attention to the same color, but other details, especially the two chairs, are hard to buy now due to their age to the same style as in the dream.

Maybe it's because it's not enough to restore, after Li Bai tried a few times, he only captured a few scenes sporadically in his dream, and made no substantial progress.

Then Liang Sheng took time to accompany him to the suburban area to find the hospital where Li Bai had been treated. After asking all the way, the two of them probably locked on the doctor who treated Li Bai at the beginning, but this doctor had already been transferred and left the local area. I don't know.

Looking for someone without any clues is tantamount to finding a needle in a haystack. Liang Sheng still has a lot of work to do, so he has no time to spend time with Pei Lang. The two had several disputes. In the end, Liang Sheng compromised and hired someone to accompany him to take care of him. .

Although he encountered many twists and turns in the middle, Pei Lang continued to investigate unrelentingly. After several twists and turns, he found that the psychiatrist who had treated Li Bai seemed to have disappeared out of thin air. Patients have also cut off contact with him.

After several months of searching, a bold guess emerged in Pei Lang's mind—he guessed that the doctor might have passed away.

Starting from this conjecture and looking back, many elusive clues have been explained.

So, Pei Lang followed the vine to find out...the doctor's body was found in the backyard of an abandoned small building.

It was an abandoned three-storey building. It is said that the family who built this small building died in an accident, and this place is located in the outskirts of the countryside, so it cannot be demolished, so this building is so lonely land was left.

When he saw this small building, Pei Lang's heart beat faster inexplicably. When he walked to the room next to the top of the building, a sense of familiarity spread, wrapping his heart and throat like fine needles and threads, making it difficult for him to breathe .

Even though the room in front of him was completely unrecognizable and covered with cobwebs, he still recognized it at a glance—it was the white room in his dream.

After the doctor's body was found, the local police immediately intervened in the investigation, but Pei Lang was carried back by Liang Sheng, and he was strictly prohibited from continuing to risk himself.

Pei Lang didn't have the energy to continue intervening, since he saw the white room, his body has been occupied by the sub-personality.

The subsequent filming took place in parallel, with the police handling the case on one side and Pei Lang recovering his memory on the other.

When they were young, what he and Li Bai were most afraid of was not the bloody and dark basement in the file photos, but a small white-painted, sunny room in an old building in the suburbs.

The houses in the village are sparsely located, and most of them only have one or two floors. This small three-story building is the tallest in the surrounding area, so although the room has windows, no one around can see what is going on inside.

Even so, those who stay inside still have a sense of fear of being spied on.

Pei Lang remembered that he and Li Bai would be brought there together every once in a while, and a man in a white coat who looked like a doctor would say a lot of inexplicable things to them.

That memory was like undercooked egg white, viscous and hazy. Pei Lang only remembered that he always fell into a lucid dream-like scene because of the "doctor"'s words, and then he was tortured repeatedly in that dream.

A nightmare more painful than being whipped and punished.

Those scenes that don't exist in reality often scare him more than reality.

Dense worms crawling on him, disgusting and terrifying monsters sticking out their tongues at him, ugly wrinkled old men who looked like humans but not human showed obscene smiles at him...

Frame after frame of complex and chaotic scenes swept across the sky, Pei Lang couldn't distinguish between reality and dreams for a long time, and even after returning to that dark basement, he would feel a kind of joy like rebirth, which was imposed on him. On the contrary, the pain in his body allowed him to gain a brief clarity from his chaotic thoughts.

Most of the time Pei Lang was half asleep and half awake, but Li Bai seemed to be much tougher than him, always hugging him and softly comforting him: "It's all fake, Pei Lang, wake up."

Vaguely, Pei Lang seemed to hear the "doctor" say that the skinny kid was more mentally determined than ordinary people, so he was not suitable as a research object, so after a while, he was taken to the small white room alone.

When he went back to the basement, Li Bai always protected him, resisting most of the whips with his thin back.

Pei Lang remembered that for a while, when he went back to the basement, he always found fresh blood stains on the back of Li Bai's pants, but there was a lot of blood on them every day, and he was still young at that time, and he didn't have anything I understand, so I didn't care.

Thinking about it now, since Li Bai's mind is stronger than ordinary people, they will definitely try more cruel and inhumane means to destroy him.

What's more, if there were only charges of kidnapping and imprisonment, those prisoners probably wouldn't have been sentenced for so many years, and there must have been other charges superimposed.

It's just that he didn't understand at that time, and later he even lost his memory, all the pain was only borne by Li Bai.

No wonder Li Bai said that he would never fall in love in his life, no wonder he is very popular, but he is unwilling to get close to anyone, except himself, he has no friends.

No wonder he always keeps a diary, but he doesn't keep the diary and burn it immediately after writing.

The only person in the world he can confide in is a coward.

The coward abandoned that memory, and also abandoned Li Bai who was suffering.

So Li Bai was the only one left in this world who lived in the past suffering, and couldn't get out of it until his death.

Pei Lang stayed in the house for more than a month without going out, his beard was unshaven and his hair was messed up like a chicken coop.

He kept rubbing the small iron box left by Li Bai, his eyes were bloodshot and tearful, and he hadn't done it for more than a month.

Until the results of the police investigation came out, Liang Sheng forcibly dragged him out of the bedroom. He didn't respond to beatings or scolding, so he had no choice but to tell him directly: "The murderer has been identified, it's Li Bai."

Pei Lang finally looked up at him.

"The doctor was imprisoned and tortured by Li Bai for many years, and the methods he used... were quite cruel, so before he died, the doctor was no longer human, his limbs were all broken, and his mouth couldn't be said and his eyes couldn't see." Liang Sheng said, "But Li Bai It is estimated that Bai finally killed him three to four months ago."

Pei Lang's pupils shrank slightly.

"That's right." Liang Sheng sighed, "It's probably not long before Li Bai committed suicide."

Pei Lang clenched his fists tightly, and after a while he asked in a hoarse voice: "He...why?"

"That's another thing I'm going to tell you."

Liang Sheng sat down next to him, remained silent for a long time, and slowly said: "Xiao Lang, your guess is correct. Starting from the dead doctor, we found out... a shocking truth."

Pei Lang felt that nothing could shock him now, so he said calmly, "Speak."

"The doctor who passed away was a psychologist who returned from studying abroad. He and several other psychologists who returned from studying abroad formed an informal discussion group. They have been studying psychological issues related to dissociation for many years." Liang Sheng said, "Many years ago, in the case about you and Li Bai being kidnapped...in fact, this doctor was involved."

Pei Lang was taken aback: "Aren't all the prisoners in that case already in jail?"

"Yes, back then we thought all the criminals had been arrested and brought to justice." Liang Sheng paused and said, "But in fact, those criminals were not conscious when they were interrogated. You know that was nearly 20 years ago. At that time, psychological problems were not paid attention to in China, and various facilities were not so complete, so the police in charge of interrogation at that time thought they were due to normal fear caused by the crime, but they did not expect that they might be tampered with by psychological intervention. Memory—to be precise, it is not tampering with memory, but they themselves are not clear about what happened during that time, and their confessions are also confusing. I read the confessions of those people two days ago, combined, It is really impossible to find more perpetrators, so..."

"Are you sure that doctor is one of the perpetrators?" Pei Lang asked, "Are there others? What kind of research group, where are the other doctors?"

"The other doctors haven't found out the problem for the time being. Only the one who died can be sure. Not only the case back then, but also several cases later..." Liang Sheng said after a breath, "Xiao Lang, your previous guess is probably right. Yes, we later found out that several mental illness patients with similar suicide methods were more or less connected with that doctor, but most of them were not directly connected, but indirectly connected, and some even just received treatment in the same hospital. We received treatment, but there is no evidence that the patient had direct contact with that doctor, and we checked the video provided by the hospital, and there was nothing abnormal during the diagnosis and treatment..."

"Even if there is an abnormality, it is difficult to judge." Pei Lang said in a deep voice, "Psychological problems are very complicated. Unless there is an obvious mistake, it is difficult for you to judge whether there is something wrong with the doctor's treatment method. It can't be said that people did it on purpose, and you can't convict others just because of work mistakes, right?"

Liang Sheng wiped his face, sighed long and said, "Yes, you are right."

"So even if you found out that the previous case was related to that doctor, you still don't have clear evidence to convict him." Pei Lang said in a low voice, "Li Bai may have considered this before choosing to take revenge on his own."

"...Yes." As if trying to make up for something, Liang Sheng added, "But the case between you and Li Bai back then was basically related to him. It was probably the first time he committed the crime at that time, leaving more traces... ..."

"That's useless." Pei Lang said lightly, "So what about conviction? He's already dead."

After a while, he suddenly smiled: "Speaking of which, Li Bai's revenge is really satisfying, otherwise it would be too cheap for him to be released after a few years in prison. After all, if he is really sentenced, his charges may not be as high as those of other crimes. Individuals are more important, but to be honest, anyway, to me, the damage he caused is much more serious than those few people... Of course, to Li Bai, each of these people counts as one, and they all deserve to be tortured to death."

"Pei Lang!" Liang Sheng scolded, frowning, "Listen yourself, you sound like a police student?!"

"It doesn't matter, anyway, with my mental state, I definitely can't be a policeman anymore." Pei Lang said indifferently, "If my depression had appeared earlier, I would never have gone to the police academy at all."

"You don't want to inherit your father..."

"I've figured it out now." Pei Lang said carelessly, "Many people in this world can be heroes, my dad can, Uncle Li can, even Li Bai can, but I can't, I'm just a coward, I'm a coward, I Not worthy."

"Pei Lang," Liang Sheng frowned tightly, "You..."

"I'm just a patient." Pei Lang stood up and said, "Now I'm going to be treated."

After a moment of silence, Liang Sheng got up helplessly: "Then let's wait until you are cured. I will accompany you to the hospital—have you made an appointment with Dr. Zhuo?"

"It's an appointment."

"Then are you ready?" Liang Sheng asked ramblingly, "Didn't Dr. Zhuo say that you have to learn to face your childhood..."

"Get ready." Pei Lang put on his coat, and put Li Bai's small iron box into the inner pocket of the coat near his heart. I'm in my 20s, I can't still be a turtle - let's go."

The author has something to say:

The article is all nonsense, and there is no intention to stigmatize psychologists (psychiatrists and psychological counselors) [Kneeling posture correct.jpg]

In reality, if you are sick, don’t hide your illness from the doctor, you still have to go to a regular hospital for treatment~