halfway friend

I can never be an open and easy woman, even though I smirk every day, I am so stupid that there are two words in different handwritings on the graduation albums from elementary school to junior high school: cute.What an ironic gift.

The shadow of childhood was awakened that day, like a black giant standing still, trampling on the heart and flesh.I can't find someone to express, so I can only endure it and try to forget it.However, whenever my father looked serious or angry, any syllable he might utter next would send me into a panic.

What can I do if I can't tell anyone.Even if I found the root of the estrangement between me and him, I would feel even more confused and painful.Now, Betrayal seems to be a plastic bag floating on the surface of the water that is so dirty that its shape cannot be seen clearly, and it is so decayed that it cannot be rotted and dissolved.Let us as a family, how to digest.

Numbly watching his palm slide down the iron railing of the stairs, he twisted open the unit door with hands full of ashes.

"what……"

"..."

The iron gate passed through the white shirt of the person in front of us, and our eyes were full of surprise.

"I was just about to ring the doorbell. Is this your watch? I left it at my place." She handed it to me, but I was embarrassed to look up and took it while saying thank you.

In the milk tea shop in front of the school, there are only me and Ouyang.

"I wanted to call you first, but after thinking about it, it's better to send it directly. Yesterday..."

I suddenly tensed up. "Do you remember all of them?"

She rolled her eyes a few times, and said earnestly and a little shyly, "I don't remember clearly. I had a brain twitch and drank too much... Did you stay with me all night yesterday?"

"Ah! No, no. I and the others helped you in and lay down, and then, just... oh yes, I went to borrow the bathroom to wash my hands with hot water, and then I forgot your watch..." It seemed like The description of the details of the crime made me feel very funny.

She seemed to believe it, and said, "That's it...it's okay!"

Chewing the fruit, carefully looking at the various message posts on the wall.Those who cheer for the exam, those who declare love, those who are sunny and inspirational and affectionate, are both exciting and enviable.We used to pass by this store when we came home from school on weekends, but we both missed it because there were too many people and it was troublesome.Even if I was so greedy that I wanted to drink, I would not be willing to ask her to wait in line for me, even if I knew she would definitely shake her head and agree after insulting me a few words.

After we got out of the store, we walked towards the bus station.This time she treated me to the excuse that I didn't let her sleep on the floor yesterday.In fact, I'm tempted to ask: If I hadn't dropped my watch, you wouldn't have thought of me, would you?

The wooden chairs next to the stop sign were empty, but we all stood without chatting.About 10 minutes after getting on the bus, I arrived at the station near my house, and she actually got off with me.

"Hey, how did you..."

"Anyway, I'm fine. I'll go for a longer walk with you when I'm full." She said easily.

I didn't answer, but I was very happy in my heart.Buildings on the right move away one by one, leaving room for the setting sun to touch us.At this time, the sunshine had different emotions in my eyes, as if I was gratified by something like me.

She dropped me off at my house and didn't say goodbye right away.Consuming in front of the iron gate, I was a little embarrassed, but when I was about to say something, she took the first step.

"Did your parents tell you that it's because you stayed too long last night?" She may have noticed my tangled expression when I went out, she was always puzzled but seemed to hold back.

"Sorry, I'm confused..."

Yes, who else is more confused than you?

"It's okay, it's okay, they didn't blame me," said a polite smile, "Thank you for sending me off, you can go back early." I patted her arm, "Bye!"

"Well, bye..." She hesitated and walked forward slowly.

It wasn't until several cars honking their horns and crossed the avenue in front of me that I realized that I had been watching her back all the time.

Still with that casual posture, simple dress, and wanton hair in the wind.The picture she left for me stayed for a long time, so long that I thought she would turn back.

However, she really turned around.She turned towards me across the street and started shouting vigorously.

The traffic flow merged more quickly, separating us domineeringly.Ouyang's figure was divided by vehicles again and again, and her voice was drowned in the violent noise.However, I can feel the vibration of the lively and surging vocal cords, which seems to be spreading the temperature that I need most now.

The street was empty, she looked at me for a long time, and selfishly said a word in her usual volume.This time, I understand.I ran over, wrapped my hands around her back from behind, and hugged her tightly.The shocks, grievances, and long-awaited longings I received in the past few days were stubbornly buried in my heart. At this time, I gave up being brave and began to cry unscrupulously, completely ignoring the eyes of passers-by.Ouyang didn't know why, he was at a loss, and just stroked my wet back.

"Cry out when you feel uncomfortable, don't hold back."

"how so……"

"Hey, what can I do with you?"

I was so choked up that I couldn't breathe by myself, and I couldn't speak smoothly.The hand behind me stopped suddenly.She opened the distance between us, brushed my messy hair, and said softly and with a smile: "I will always be with you, okay?"

I nod.Burying his face into the hollow of her shoulder, he took a steady breath.

"Chen Su."

"Ok?"

"feelling better?"

"Ok!"

"Chen Su."

"Ok?"

"Shall we be together?" she said, "OK?"

……

Sakyamuni said that no matter who you meet, he or she is the one who should appear in your life.From this, I think...the unexpected can bring the happiness of accidental discovery.A girl named Chen Su and a girl named Ouyang Ye met each other less than a year ago, but they made a pure promise in this noisy and chaotic street.Carrying the burden of sin and love, I am too heavy to think or need to think.

In this way, with her, fell into the bottomless abyss.

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