halfway friend

Milan Kundera said that people can never know what they want, because people can only live once, neither can it be compared with the previous life, nor can it be corrected in the future.

"...like an actor who goes on stage without rehearsal, what is life worth if the first rehearsal of life is life itself? That's why life is always like a sketch, but 'sketch', the word is still Inaccurate, thinking that a sketch is the beginning of something, like a sketch for a painting, whereas the sketch of our life is not a sketch for anything, it is a sketch for which no painting can be made..."

"The Unbearable Lightness of Being", a wonderful book, the words and sentences in it have washed away the heart during the journey and given it strong strength.

"I thought you lost this book a long time ago." The ruddy woman hugged the immature child and showed a surprised expression to her old friend.

"How come, I like this book so much! And you gave it to me on my birthday."

She gradually remembered that it was the first year of high school when the book was given to her, when the two of them first met.

"So soon, the Jade Dragon Snow Mountain tour is over, and I'm going back soon..."

"That's right, time flies so fast. Look, you already have children. I didn't expect you, Zheng Xin, to get married first among the few of us." Cheng Cheng teased.

"Didn't I make a start. You guys are all so slow."

Hearing these words, Chen Su continued to look down at her book without making a sound.

The trip of the six of them ended like this, just barely scratching the surface.Among the classmates who had a good relationship in the past, some became civil servants, partnered, and Ph. D. students... Most of them have a more stable partner, and a few are married. It seems that I am the only one left alone.

Unexpectedly, when they met, Zheng Xin brought her little baby over, she was so chubby and cute.She is the most realistic and feminine one among so many people, or in her own words-traditional, but she does not plan to be a housewife, but wants to work on a very humane radio station.Until now, she didn't ask Chen Su about her relationship status, maybe she guessed that she was still waiting for that person.

It's been four years, aren't you tired yet?

Occasionally, Chen Su would ask herself this question.In fact, there has been no suffering in the past few years, just seeing the things about her in the collection will cause a little heartache, bring back some memories in the middle of the night, think of her when others pursue her, and prevaricate at will when colleagues ask... Maybe , I shouldn't explain the blank space in my heart by being too loyal, but because that person is too irreplaceable, so that she must be obsessed.

In the first year, they communicated with each other. In the second year, she focused on taking the postgraduate entrance examination, and she was tired of working hard. Over time, they lost contact... Chen Su was busy, but also quietly waiting.It may be that her self-esteem is at work, and she is unwilling to break the wall of silence that the two of them built together.

"Lawyer Chen? Yesterday's paperwork has been printed, here it is."

"Ah, thank you!"

I have been in this firm for more than two months, and I am quite used to it.After going around for so long, I still became a small lawyer. I usually write some articles and submit them to the magazines that signed the contract to earn manuscript fees. It is expected that I can live temporarily.

My mother asked me to go on a blind date again yesterday... I was too lazy to play tricks, so I showed my ugly face in front of a man and got away with it.

5 minutes before leaving get off work, the office phone rang, and when I picked it up, the cell phone rang too... The colleague was not there, and the call came from one of his difficult clients, but the cell phone kept urging.

What is so urgent?

After finally getting rid of the phone, Chen Su hurriedly picked up the phone.

"A Xin?"

"Chen Su! Have you watched the news? That..."

"I haven't got off work yet. What news are you watching? Take your time." Chen Su also became a little nervous.

"A flight just landed in Nanjing, and something went wrong when it landed! The casualties are still unclear. A friend of mine said that there were international students from Estelle University. It seems... It should be in the same group as Ouyang. Her classmates also It's inside. So hurry up and get in touch!"

For a moment, my mind went blank.Chen Su hung up the phone, tremblingly opened the address book and dialed Ouyang China's number.However, it has been shut down.Without thinking, she grabbed her wallet and rushed out, stopping an empty car that happened to get out.

"Go to the airport, please..."

Because it is the evening peak, the road is full of large and small cars.Ouyang's cell phone was still turned off, and the robotic female voice made blood flow out of his heart.There is only one traffic light for a certain section, and there are many pedestrians for a certain section...Why are there so many traffic lights?so many people?so slow?

"Miss? Miss, don't cry. Oh..."

Tears were falling down, Chen Su couldn't think about anything, listened to anyone, bit her lips, as if this could wake up the nightmare.

When I arrived at the airport, my hands were shaking when I paid.Sprinting out the door, she asked the people passing by: "Excuse me, I want to ask about the American flight..."

"Sorry, I don't know either."

"do not know."

"Go and ask the people at the service desk, it's useless to ask us..."

The helpless words of passers-by lingered in her ears, letting her know that she was like a headless fly, a wild horse out of control.

Finally found the information desk, she eagerly asked a young staff member: "I just had an accident on the flight, how is it now?"

"Ah, did you mean that American flight? The injured have been sent to Hospital S..." He asked Chen Su kindly, "Is there anything else I can do for you?"

Chen Su didn't ask any more questions, she didn't dare to ask any more, she took out her mobile phone to dial again.

The airport broadcast in my ear, Chinese and English are broadcast alternately, turning into a blurred background sound.The sharp laughter of a few people did not pierce the ears.With an unchanging voice, she slid slowly to the cold ground, clinging to a stone pillar.

What's there to be afraid of?It must be fine!At worst, it's just an injury, a slight injury...God, I just hope she's okay, okay?

Fool, what are you afraid of!

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