The daily life of a bereaved salted fish

At dawn, there was a knock on the door in Yin Wuzhi's courtyard.

"My son, the empress dowager is setting up the palace, and the prince wants you to pay homage."

Yin Wuzhi put his hand over the ear of the sleeping man, and said, "Got it."

When speaking, his eyes did not leave Jiang Wu's face.

"woke up."

Jiang Wu obviously didn't open his eyes, nor did he make any movements. He was always confused, why Yin Wuzhi could find out immediately every time he woke up.

Even through the bed curtain, he couldn't stop his burning eyes.

He didn't say anything, Yin Wuzhi said: "You sleep a little longer, I'll go out and have a look."

He got up slowly, and his hair was pulled suddenly. When he lowered his head, he realized that his hair had been wrapped around Jiang Wu's fingers at some point, several times in a row, obviously someone did it on purpose.

Jiang Wu's expression was very calm, but his fingers were raised by the movement he just got up.

Yin Wuzhi held his hand, which was limp and weak. It would be difficult to grab someone's clothes, but it would be a good way to entangle his hair.

He lowered his eyes and slowly wound his hair from his fingers.

Jiang Wu: "."

He opened one eye.

"Your Majesty is afraid that I will leave."

Jiang Wu also didn't understand why he twisted his fingers so hard yesterday before going to bed, and wrapped Yin Wuzhi's hair between his fingers.

He looked at Yin Wuzhi quietly, the other party bent his eyes, leaned over to kiss him, and said: "The empress dowager is coming, it must be because your majesty sneaked out of the palace yesterday to see me."

"Ah."

"She must be taking His Majesty back to the palace."

"Together."

"Your Majesty, do you want me to defy her?"

"Together."

Yin Wuzhi's lips trembled, and he said, "Does Your Majesty want to be with me forever?"

Jiang Wu didn't know, he was actually a little confused now, he didn't know whether Yin Wuzhi's existence in his heart was greater than death, he couldn't imagine what it would be like to be with Yin Wuzhi forever.

"Yin Wuzhi." Jiang Wu wanted to say, die with me.However, after death, Yin Wuzhi has obsessions. If two people die together, it is very likely that Yin Wuzhi will be reincarnated, and he is still floating alone in the world.

Yin Wuzhi was waiting for him to speak, but he didn't wait for a long time, and asked, "What?"

Jiang Wu didn't think about it, he said: "If the imperial grandmother doesn't allow us to be together, don't argue with her, I have my own way."

He was picked up by Yin Wuzhi, got dressed and washed his face, and then went to the front hall together.

Qi Hanmiao was being beaten, the Empress Dowager was sitting on a high seat, and said coldly: "You are so brave, you dare to let His Majesty leave the palace privately in the middle of the night, if something bad or bad happens to him, can you bear it!"

It must have been some time since the execution. Qi Hanmiao lay on the stool with a pale face and said: "Since the Empress Dowager left, Your Majesty has been unhappy, and this servant just wants to make Your Majesty happy."

"How dare you speak hard!"

Concubine Dingnan stood aside with an ugly face, and Dingnan Wang frowned.

Everyone is not a fool, the empress dowager beat the people around the emperor in front of King Dingnan, the purpose is to frighten the palace.I also want King Dingnan to discipline his son well, so that he doesn't seduce the emperor's soul and take his own life into it.

"Stop." Jiang Wu spoke as soon as he arrived, stopping the execution. He was pushed into the hall, looked directly at the Empress Dowager, and said, "Why did you hit him?"

"This servant has not fulfilled his duty of persuasion, so naturally he should be beaten." The Empress Dowager looked grimly, looked him up and down, and said: "How did you sleep yesterday, it's time to go back to the palace with Ai's family."

"First announce that the imperial physician is here to see the injury."

Qi Hanmiao was moved, and the Empress Dowager said: "It's just a servant, why bother the imperial physician."

"Then I will beat Qin Chuan too."

Qin Chuan: "..."

The Empress Dowager seemed to be annoyed by him, and Empress Dowager Wen hurriedly said, "Emperor, what are you talking about?"

Qin Chuan was the Empress Dowager's personal envoy, beating him was equivalent to hitting the Empress Dowager in the face, thanks to Jiang Wu daring to say it.

Jiang Wudao: "Yin Wuzhi."

Yin Wuzhi sent a servant, saying: "Go and find the doctor."

The empress dowager was a bit reluctant to step down, but considering that it was her grandson who had just recovered from a serious injury, she finally said: "Forget it, it's already dawn, and you should go back to the palace with Ai's family."

"I want to live in Dingnan Palace."

Concubine Dingnan's legs softened a bit, and was supported by King Dingnan, Empress Dowager Wen said again: "Stop making trouble."

Jiang Wu didn't make trouble.

He was still questioning death yesterday, but at this moment, he suddenly wanted to die immediately.There are always such and such people in the world, and there are always such and such things, and there are many troubles, and the funeral director does not want to deal with these people at all.

Every time he communicates with people, he feels exhausted. He must find a place where he can relax and mourn.

The Empress Dowager said: "You don't even look at who you are. You will marry a wife and have children sooner or later. Can you be with Yin Wuzhi for the rest of your life? Even if you want to, is Yin Wuzhi willing? Is Princess Dingnan willing? ?”

Yin Wuzhi said: "I am willing."

Princess Dingnan said: "I don't want to."

Mother and son looked at each other, Princess Dingnan said: "A Zhi."

Jiang Wu was already filled with exhaustion, he said: "I want Yin Wuzhi, only Yin Wuzhi."

The empress dowager came to him: "The Ai family treated you like this for your own good. He is the son of Prince Dingnan, and you are the Ninth Five-Year Lord. Now that you two have been ridiculous for so long, it's time for you to wake up. "

Jiang Wu: "."

His clear eyes looked at the Empress Dowager quietly, and then, seal, seal, five, consciousness.

Ah, it's quiet.

I couldn't see the moving mouth of the Empress Dowager, and couldn't hear her helpless and angry voice.His world returns to nothingness and emptiness, and becomes free and random again.

The Empress Dowager Balabala talked a lot, and suddenly found that he was motionless.

She hadn't seen Jiang Wu like this before, so she subconsciously stretched out her hand and pushed him. Jiang Wu's head, which had been propped up calmly, suddenly tilted aside as if it had fallen because of her touch.The eyeballs were still open quietly, looking no different from a dead object.

King Dingnan: "!!!"

He gasped, and reflexively covered Princess Dingnan's eyes.

Empress Dowager Wen said: "Wu'er!!"

She hastily stepped forward and stretched out her hand to push, Jiang Wu's head naturally moved forward, then forward, forward, directly folded down like a wet towel.

The empress dowager turned pale with shock: "Hurry up, take your majesty back to the palace!!"

Jiang Wu was carried into the sedan chair in full swing, with his head resting on Empress Dowager Wen's lap, and the Empress Dowager on one side was constantly turning prayer beads and chanting sutras, and the carriage drove back to the palace smoothly and quickly.

Jiang Wu was put back on the dragon couch, and the Empress Dowager looked at him nervously, her cloudy eyes gradually stained with hot tears.

After returning from the carriage, Jiang Wu didn't move at all, his eyes seemed to be looking at no one, but he seemed to be staring at everyone.

The imperial doctor came and knelt down, one after another, and the pulse was clear that nothing was wrong, but no matter from which angle you looked at it, it didn't look like someone was fine.

The Empress Dowager suddenly remembered something, and said, "Where's Qi Hanmiao?"

Qi Hanmiao was quickly brought in. He knelt on the ground, sweating from the pain, and kowtowed deeply: "See the Empress Dowager."

"You have been with His Majesty all year round, have you ever seen him like this?"

"Your Majesty..." Qi Hanmiao endured the pain, crawled forward, met Jiang Wu's lifeless eyes, immediately avoided his gaze, and said with difficulty: "Since Empress Dowager Yao lied to Your Majesty that she was not the first emperor, Your Majesty has always been like this , Empress Dowager, it's not like you don't know what His Majesty was like when he was young, and when he started to be reticent, and when he started to be resigned, you are also very clear, all of this, the late emperor can also see clearly."

Speaking of the first emperor, the empress dowager burst into tears.

"If the first emperor had a spirit in the sky, if he saw His Majesty's sad and joyless appearance, his heart would be so distressed. Thinking about it, this old servant would feel very heartbroken."

"You, it's useless for you to stop talking about Aijia. Now... how can he be better."

"You also said before that Prince Yin's son is His Majesty's beloved, and he is willing to go out of the palace late at night to see His Majesty, and now... I am afraid that only His Majesty can call His Majesty back."

"It's not that the Ai family doesn't want them to be together." The Empress Dowager said angrily, "Look at Yin Wuzhi, he doesn't care about Wu'er's life or death at all, how can the Ai family put such a person by his side with confidence."

Empress Dowager Wen said softly: "You don't have to worry too much, Empress Mother. We went to see him today, and it's fine, not to mention that Ah Zhi was also stimulated that day... In this way, his heart for Wu'er is probably not as good as Wu'er's." Son treats him less."

"He can't carry on the family line."

"I'll go to see him and talk to him. If he is willing to come forward, it will not be difficult for Wu'er to marry a concubine."

The Empress Dowager was still unwilling to compromise, she shook her head, and said, "Yin Wuzhi has been very wrong recently, some time ago I sent Qin Chuan to visit the palace at night, and saw him dipping a vermilion pen in front of the mirror and spotting moles with blood, it was really weird... ...Leave this matter aside for the time being, and go to find Qin Tianjian, the Ai family will not believe that his soul will not be brought back."

After she finished speaking, she got up and stepped forward, and personally helped Jiang Wu close his eyes.

The Tai Chi Hall was really lively all night, when the people from Qin Tianjian came to Jiang Wu's bed, they called God and Buddha, tossed and tossed about half the night, and finally woke Jiang Wu up.

When he opened his eyes, he happened to see a prison officer holding a candle in front of him, and beside him was the empress dowager holding her breath.

"Look, Your Majesty is awake."

Jiang Wu: "."

He ignored the changes around him, closed his eyes, and closed his five senses again.

"Quickly, summon the soul again, call—!"

The people of Qin Tianjian began to wander back and forth holding candles.

The Empress Dowager stood beside him with a cane, and saw Jiang Wu slowly turning over.

Empress Dowager Wen said happily: "Mother, he turned over."

Qin Tianjian began to chant more vigorously, the voice was much louder, Qi Hanmiao silently knelt aside, looked at Jiang Wu motionlessly, and did not make a sound to remind him.

The empress dowager suddenly realized: "The emperor is like this, can he breathe?"

Empress Dowager Wen's complexion changed, Qin Chuan had already stepped forward and turned Jiang Wu over, and at first glance, his face had turned purple.

Jiang Wu has always been sure that he can suffocate himself, provided that no one disturbs him.

But every time he felt lonely, there were always people around him who didn't want him to die.

On the second day, he started a hunger strike.

He would still swallow on weekdays, but now he vomited directly after being fed.

The Empress Dowager became ruthless, "Hungry him for two days, let's see if he eats."

The last person who said that to Jiang Wu was Zhao Cheng.

Three days later, he also spat out the custard that was fed in, and Empress Dowager Wen put down the bowl, feeling very distressed: "Wu'er, eat as much as you want, if you don't get a drop of water, something will happen if you continue like this."

The Empress Dowager also said: "If you leave like this, who are you worthy of?"

After so many years of mourning, what I don't understand the most is why people give meaning to life, what kind of life is meaningful, and what kind of life is more important than Mount Tai.

Also, why do you have to be worthy of who you are alive.

Can't everyone be a little more selfish and live for themselves?

If everyone is selfish, then there will be no disappointment, no disappointment, and less tiredness in this world.

If you can't do what you want to do and see the people you want to see, wouldn't it be happier to die.

"You don't want to see Yin Wuzhi anymore?"

Jiang Wu was silent.

He naturally wanted to see each other, but he didn't want to be given alms by anyone to meet him.If he can only live for 99 seconds, then he hopes to see Yin Wuzhi unscrupulously every second, instead of being threatened by someone and forced to waste [-] seconds on other things, and then set aside Nine seconds to see Yin Wuzhi.

he does not like.

If that's the case, he would rather not see Yin Wuzhi.

Anyway, he could see Yin Wuzhi in his heart every second.

"You have a good meal, and the Ai family ordered someone to call Yin Wuzhi in." The Empress Dowager sighed, "Is that okay?"

Jiang Wu thought for a while.

Then look at her.

Empress Dowager Wen said: "The emperor's grandmother has already said, she will definitely not lie to you."

Jiang Wu opened his mouth and ate the food she fed.

Empress Dowager Wen laughed immediately, "Good boy, eat more."

After eating, he immediately went to see the Empress Dowager.

The imperial grandmother was angry: "I owe you."

Jiang Wu still looked at her.

At that moment, she suddenly remembered the child who stubbornly tugged at the corner of her clothes when she was young. On Yuxue's lovely face, the black eyes were looking at her without blinking: "Grandmother, Wu'er wants to go to Grandmother!" Live in the palace."

"What are you doing in Aijia Palace? Ziyun Palace can't accommodate you?"

"Mother and concubine beat Wu'er, Wu'er hurts."

"Which child will not be beaten. If you don't study hard, you will naturally be beaten." She shook the corner of her clothes, as if shaking off a piece of dust: "Come here, send him back to Ziyun Palace, let Yao Ji look after him , don’t run out all day.”

The little thing kicked and was carried away by Qin Chuan, and the childish voice shouted: "Grandmother, save Wu'er, save Wu'er."

"Mother's queen." Holding her arm with one hand, she raised her sleeve and wiped the corner of her eyes, and said softly: "The Ai family owes you."

Jiang Wu nestled under the porch, waiting quietly.

The osmanthus tree in the imperial garden has lush branches and leaves, and the stretched branches cover the sky and the sun. There is a place that grows past the palace wall of the Taiji Hall, and you can see the emerald green leaves.

Jiang Wu counted the leaves.

Counting and thinking of Yin Wuzhi, I forgot how much, and started counting again, and counted and thought of Yin Wuzhi, so I started counting again.

I don't know how many times, Qi Hanmiao's voice came with a smile: "Your Majesty, His Royal Highness is here."

The man in the red robe stopped in front of him, Jiang Wu looked away from the branches and looked at the summer sky.

"There are dark clouds today."

Yin Wuzhi stared at him, "It's cloudy."

"When the dark clouds overwhelm the top during the day, the light will become very dim, but at night when the sky should be dark, the dark clouds will come out first and become brighter."

Yin Wuzhi still looked at him, and he said: "Your Majesty, how did you get me into the palace?"

"Yin Wuzhi, I really don't like living."

Yin Wuzhi said: "I know."

"But I'm glad."

"Ok?"

"I'm glad I met you while I was alive."