God said, let there be light

Fan Luoyi's house was very close, facing the harbour, and Byrne watched Fan Luoyi and Qiao Yu enter the building.

Byrne raised his head, trying to find Van Roy's location from dozens of stories of high-rise buildings and tens of thousands of pieces of glass.

Light rain floated in the sky, as if it was coming softly and harmlessly, and at the same time brought a world-shattering cold. The raindrops fell on Byrne's face and body, and it didn't take long for him to be half-wet, and his thin clothes stuck to his body. His body seemed to be covered with a layer of frost, wishing to freeze into an ice sculpture.

Pedestrians on the road hurriedly took shelter from the rain, and many couldn't help but look sideways at Byrne, wondering what happened to this man, who had to stand there in the rain with so little clothes on.

Byrne is not a mech, he feels cold, but his pain is more severe, he can't move a step, and leaves from Fan Luoyi's downstairs, he wants to see him, but is afraid to see him.

his alo...

He once joked that he would beat up the man who hurt Fan Roy, and then buy him a drink, thanking him for giving him a chance because of his stupidity and not cherishing Fan Roy.

Now he just wants to beat himself up and kill him!

The door of the apartment building opened and closed, and Qiao Yu walked towards Byrne holding an umbrella.Byrne looked at Qiao Yu, wanting to find a hole to bury himself, he had never been so inferior and guilty as at this moment.

"You followed us all the way."

"..." Byrne was standing some distance away from the gate of the apartment, which was not an obstacle to the residents, so Qiao Yu had no reason to drive him away.he won't go.Before he figured out how to see Fan Roy, he would never leave.

"You go." Qiao Yu handed Byrne an umbrella.

Byrne looked at him without saying a word or moving.

"Hey... If you really love him, have loved him, then go. What you can give him is not to accompany him, but to stop bothering him."

"..." Byrne was so angry that he clenched his fists tightly, "What do you mean?" What qualifications did Qiao Yu have to say such things to him? !

Qiao Yu shook his head lightly, and took out another electronic business card from his pocket: "Fan Luoyi will be there at 2 o'clock tomorrow afternoon."

Byrne hesitated for a moment, and took the business card - Bolun Counseling Center.

-

Qiao Yu went upstairs and knocked on the door of Fan Luoyi's apartment, and the robot butler K opened the door: "Mr. Qiao, hello."

"Where's Xiaoyi?"

"The master is playing with Isaac. Mr. Qiao, please sit down first, and I will ask the master to come over."

Van Roy's apartment is a three-story duplex, and he came down from the second floor in a short while.

"Why are you here?"

"...Lan isn't here, I'll come and check. How are you today?"

Fan Luoyi nodded, and wanted to say it was good, but seeing Qiao Yu's worried eyes, he knew that he couldn't be perfunctory: "What happened to me just now?"

"Don't remember at all?"

Fan Roy turned on his location tracking and thought about it carefully: "I went out to pick up Isaac at four o'clock, and arrived home at six o'clock... More than an hour in the middle, in a shopping mall? I seem to want to buy some fruit. K, Have I bought anything back?"

Robot butler K replied: "No."

Fan Luoyi took a deep breath and asked Qiao Yu, "Did I come back by myself?"

"I sent you back."

"Thank you."

"Xiaoyi, why don't you go back to Rensa with Lan?"

Van Roy lowered his head slightly: "Isaac needs someone to take care of him."

"..." Qiao Yu struggled for a long time, but in the end he couldn't tell Fan Roy Byrne that he had found him.

"Do you want to stay for dinner?" Fan Roy stood up and walked towards the kitchen, "Potato stewed rice."

In the past, Fan Luoyi never cooked, could not cook and did not like to cook, but this time Qiao Yu met Fan Luoyi again in Keweier, and was surprised to find that he had changed a lot, and sometimes he seemed to have changed completely A person, especially when he is with Isaac, he can take care of Isaac better than Lan's mother.

More than a year ago, Lan didn't have his own Alpha by his side, and he was very depressed. Originally, his eldest lady's temper was enough to cause headaches. Fan Luoyi was a patient himself, and had to take care of Lan and the newborn Isaac. Qiao Yu couldn't imagine the turmoil at that time, but he gradually understood that it was Lan and Isaac who grabbed Fan Luoyi who was about to fall into the abyss. If it wasn't for them, his condition would have been more serious.

In the past few months, Fan Roy has hardly had an illness, but today he suddenly became ill. I don't know if it was because Lan went back to Rensa, or because he knew that Byrne was still alive.

-

Byrne found a hotel near Van Roy's apartment building and stayed in it. After taking a shower, he sat on the bed, staring at the electronic business card in a daze.He seemed to understand what Qiao Yu meant, but he didn't dare to understand, just a little bit of hypothetical thought almost drove him crazy.

After an unknown amount of time, Byrne called Locke: "Lock."

"Huh?" Locke was squatting on the ground, as if he was packing his things.

"Do you have Lan's contact information?"

"Isn't he in Kewell?"

"In...but I have something to ask."

"What do you want to ask me?" Lan suddenly appeared from behind Locke.

Byrne showed a little surprise. Locke had no private property in Rensa, and he was watched by the police and Lan's family, so he had been living in the dormitory of the Special Operations Department. At this time, Lan was actually in his dormitory?

Surprised, Byrne quickly suppressed the doubts in his heart, and he couldn't care about Lan and Locke's affairs.

"What happened to Arlo?"

"Did you see him? Why don't you ask yourself?"

"...he doesn't seem to know me anymore."

Lan frowned, crossed his arms, and looked at Byrne with suppressed anger.

"I also met Qiao Yu, he gave me a business card of the psychological counseling center...Ah Luo, he..."

"He's sick." Lan said the terrible conjecture in his heart for Byrne, "dissociative disorder."

"!!"

Lan sighed, and decided to tell Byrne all about Fan Roy's illness. Why should Fan Roy alone bear all the evils he committed? !

"He seems to live in a different dimension. Sometimes he lived a few years ago, and Qiao Yu was still his lover; sometimes Desmond Byrne didn't appear in his life at all; He thinks that you are always there, and he will cook for him when he comes back from work; sometimes he doesn’t know who, where, and what he is doing, as if he is out of reality; most of the time he is normal. He is just I keep going back and forth between dreams and reality, but I can’t tell whether it’s a dream or reality, and there are times when I’m completely unconscious, I don’t remember what I’ve done, where I’ve been, and I’ve forgotten some things.”

Listening to Lan's words, Byrne was heartbroken. What has Fan Roy experienced in the past two years? !how so? !

Fan Luoyi rescued Lan Baiyue, helped him escape from his terrible family, and took care of him and the baby. He was his best friend, his last support, and his savior.When Lan watched Fan Luoyi collapse, saw him fall ill, and watched him struggle in the quagmire of pain, he wished he could catch Byrne out and whip his corpse. At the beginning, he called Qiao Yu a jerk, but he didn't expect that Byrne was better than Joe. I'm more of a jerk!

Lan was so angry that his heart, liver, spleen, lungs and kidneys hurt everywhere. If Byrne was in front of him, he would definitely not be able to resist punching him.

"Did you love him? Really loved him?"

"What else did your love bring him other than pain?"

"What did he do wrong to bear this alone?"

"It's you who turned such a proud man into a poor lunatic. Are you happy? He loves you to pieces. Are you satisfied?"

Byrne couldn't answer any of these questions. What right did he have to love Van Roy?

Lan was trembling with anger, and wanted to curse, but when she opened her mouth, she couldn't help crying: "He lost his father since he was a child, and he was dependent on others. The fate is so cruel to him, and everyone forces him to be strong. How strong is he? Okay?! Ah?!!"

"You don't know what he went through and what he endured. If you have a conscience, you shouldn't come back alive."

Lan ruthlessly hung up the call, already crying.

Locke watched him burst into tears and sighed softly. He would not comfort others, but could only say: "If we could come back, we would have been back long ago."

"Shut up! Explaining is useless! Will the suffering we have suffered in the past two years disappear?!"

"...Then it's better if I don't come back?"

"you dare!"

"..."

***

The rain in Kewell was heavy, and the rain poured down continuously, covering the whole of Kewell under the water curtain and heavy clouds. The sound of rainwater hitting the window glass was noisy and chaotic, and lightning came with thunder. It was like a torture of Byrne's soul.

Does he really love him, or is he just possessing him selfishly?

Two years, a total of 760 and nine days today, how difficult should it be for Fan Roy? !

But in the past two years, Byrne has been dormant for 750 days. For him, the difference from Van Loy is only two weeks.The smile Van Roy gave him and every word he said to him seemed like yesterday, and the amber fragrance on his body seemed to be still on the tip of Byrne's nose.

Even not long ago, it was also a heavy rainy day, and he was still hugging Van Roy, greedily wanting to mark him, enduring so hard, wanting to hold the whole world in front of him, and wanting to tell him that he is The whole world is all the beauty and all his happiness.

He clearly wanted to give Fan Roy the most beautiful love in the world, but why was he the one who hurt him the most and ruined him the most? !

It is written in the poem that love neither gives nor asks for anything, love neither possesses nor is possessed.

No.

He begged Fan Roy to give him a response, with the same love, or even more love, so that he could easily and naturally possess all of Fan Roy, saying that he was his Omega, and even wanted to mark him.

His love is also his desire.

What he gave to Fan Luoyi was obviously pitifully small.

Scum!

What Qiao Yu and Lan said was right, he had no right to love Fan Luoyi, no right to appear in front of his eyes, and he shouldn't even appear in his life.He actually left such a "suicide note", dared to say "I love you", and told him not to forget because of jealousy...

Byrne's tears were like the heavy rain outside, making everything blurry.He hated himself, how could he still have the face to cry!

Byrne couldn't bear the heartache of breaking the embankment, walked into the pouring rain as if he couldn't control himself, and once again stood under Van Roy's apartment building. He knew that he was greedy, selfish and despicable, but he really couldn't consciously go away , far away from Fan Luoyi, he is so greedy, selfish, and despicable in love with Fan Luoyi, no matter what, he must not let him go, he can't do it, he can't help it.