God said, let there be light

Byrne coaxed Van Roy for an hour to gradually stabilize his emotions, and finally agreed to see a doctor.Fan Luoyi made an appointment with Dr. Chen at two o'clock and was already late. It was Qiao Yu who helped them contact Dr. Chen and extended them by an hour.

During the hour when Fan Roy saw the psychiatrist alone, Byrne and Qiao Yu could only wait outside in the lounge. It was embarrassing for them to look at each other, let alone being in the same room.Byrne really wants to know too many questions, asking Qiao Yu is the fastest way, for Fan Roy, what is embarrassment?

"Mr. Joe, I haven't introduced myself formally yet, Desmond Byrne, Fan Loy's husband." Byrne extended his hand to Qiao Yu politely.

Byrne...?The Byrne family is no longer as prominent as it is in the sky, but the reputation is engraved in the history of the alliance, who dares to look down on it?As expected, Lu Xinchuan would choose.

Qiao Yu looked at Byrne, and quickly shook back politely: "I don't need to introduce myself."

"During this time, I am very grateful to Mr. Qiao for taking care of Arlo. I am really grateful."

Qiao Yu stared at Byrne, the hostility in his eyes was clear: "He is so sick, you, as his husband, are only here now, you must be really busy."

Qiao Yu's sarcasm stuck in Byrne's heart, making him swallow in pain.

"Heh..." Qiao Yu had nothing to say.He could see Van Roy's dependence on Byrne, so obvious that he liked him. He had seen it in Fan Roy's eyes. What he lost many years ago can't be found now, but he didn't expect to meet again. In the psychological counseling center, they actually became "patient friends", and the proud Fan Luoyi in the past turned out to be in such a pitiful state.

"...I had a problem with my mission. I had to choose to leave the cockpit before the mech exploded, and I entered a dormant state. Later, there was an accident. Before the search and rescue team found me, the cockpit was picked up by others Go... I, I didn't know I would sleep for so long."

Byrne lowered his head. He didn't know why he had to explain this to Qiao Yu. Maybe it was because he felt so guilty that he couldn't bear it. He didn't dare to tell Fan Luoyi, for fear that he would be worried or that he would think it was his excuse.But in front of Qiao Yu, he still explained. He didn't want Qiao Yu to misunderstand that there was a problem with his relationship with Fan Luoyi. He didn't value or cherish Fan Luoyi. Maybe Qiao Yu would think that he had a chance.

Qiao Yu used to be a soldier, and he was injured in a mission, which led to all his tragedies and pains.After hearing Byrne's explanation, he didn't know whether he should sympathize with Byrne.Where does Byrne need his sympathy.Can things like self-destructing mechas be something that ordinary military troops can do?For two years there was no news of the Union's involvement in the war.What Byrne was performing must have been a classified mission.It's a superior Alpha, right?His rank is definitely not low.

"What happened to you has nothing to do with me. If you want to explain it, go and explain it to Xiao Yi."

"I'm sorry for him. I'll take good care of him." Byrne looked up at Qiao Yu, "Are you always the one who picks up Ah Luo when he goes to the doctor now? It's too much trouble for you."

As soon as Qiao Yu heard this, he understood that Byrne was declaring sovereignty to him, a typical Alpha.

"I'm a volunteer here, and I always come here twice a week, just on the way. We are also in the same boat, and I can understand his pain, not to mention the relationship in the past, I should take care of him more."

Qiao Yu clearly told the truth, but Byrne felt extremely uncomfortable listening to it, and couldn't help gritting his teeth.

"Xiao Yi was very uncooperative at the beginning of the treatment. It was very difficult for the doctor to diagnose him, let alone prescribe him medicine. No one wants to admit that he has a mental illness, not to mention that he is so arrogant, his self-esteem can't stand it, and he refuses treatment. " Qiao Yu once again handed the tranquilizer in his pocket to Byrne, "When he recovers, he is no different from a normal person, but when he gets sick, he is unconscious and cannot control himself, so we should be careful. Especially Dissociative disorder is often accompanied by self-harm and suicidal tendencies, and if you can coax him one day, you may not next time."

Byrne glanced at the tranquilizer in Qiao Yu's palm, but still didn't take it.

"I've been through that, I know it." Qiao Yu never took back his hand, as if he was sure that Byrne would take the tranquilizer, and said, "You must be the cause of Xiao Yi's illness. He hasn't had any symptoms for a month or two. The doctors thought he was getting better, but it’s only been two days since you showed up, and he’s been getting sick continuously. You’ll need tranquilizers.”

Qiao Yu almost bluntly accused Byrne of being the stimulus that caused Fan Roy's illness.Byrne was speechless to refute, but clenched his fists tightly.

"I'm back, and he will get better slowly."

Qiao Yu smiled slightly: "The treatment of such a mental illness is an endless war, and you cannot win it by being strong. This is the first time you have seen him suffer, right? Do you feel distressed? Pity him? Ten times, a hundred times What about next time? Three years, five years later? Do you still have the confidence to say what you just said?"

Byrne knew that Qiao Yu was telling the truth, but also knew that he was scaremongering, and wanted to see hesitation and hesitation on his face, but Qiao Yu would not do so.

"He is my Omega. No matter how serious his illness is, I will support him and accompany him by his side. This is the meaning of marriage, isn't it? Moreover, we will not know until the end of the war whether we can win the war I dare not say anything else, I will never leave my comrades alone on the battlefield. For us, the worst result of this endless war is neither losing nor winning, and the best result is of course If you win all, since you won’t lose, then there’s nothing to be afraid of.”

Qiao Yu was tired from stretching out his hands, so he finally took them back, put his hands in his pockets, and shrugged slightly: "Xiaoyi should tell you, about his biological parents, sometimes separation doesn't necessarily mean that he doesn't love or Don’t care, or maybe have no choice.”

Qiao Yu said so much nonsense, and Byrne's eyes suddenly became sharp when he said this.Van Roy only briefly mentioned the Omega that gave birth to him once to Byrne, and those one or two understated words were the deepest scars in his heart.His father, even Qiao Yu, everyone who left him made him suffer, and he was always suffering alone.

Before coming, Van Roy said "it will take a little time" and wanted to drive Byrne away. Byrne thought it was because of his pride and self-esteem, and he didn't want him to see himself in a miserable state.Now Byrne suddenly understands, no, what Fan Roy is afraid of is not the disease, but being rejected by him, being left alone in the nursing home to die, no matter how much he longs to be loved, he is still alone in the end. Blame himself who once gave him sweet love.

This recognition made Byrne experience the heart-piercing pain again.

No matter what kind of state of mind Qiao Yu said, it suddenly made Byrne realize that in Qiao Yu's consciousness, he didn't think that Fan Luoyi would recover. He is using pity to maintain his self-esteem, looking for self-comfort from the broken Van Roy.

Byrne stood up and stared, then turned and walked a little further away, leaning against the wall and waiting for Van Roy to finish his diagnosis and treatment.He had nothing to say to Qiao Yu, this man was not worthy of Fan Luoyi's love at all.

The door of the consulting room opened, and Dr. Chen came out and greeted Byrne: "Are you Mr. Fan's Alpha?"

"Yes."

"You can talk to me in the office next door."

"Where's Arlo?"

"The incense in the consultation room has the effect of relaxing the mind and helping sleep. Mr. Fan will still sleep for about ten minutes. There is monitoring in my office, and he will be fine."

Byrne nodded, and then followed.

As soon as Byrne entered Dr. Chen's office, the first thing he saw was the monitoring in the consulting room next door. Fan Roy was curled up on the recliner, very stable, which made Byrne heave a sigh of relief.

"Mr. Byrne, please sit down." Dr. Chen poured a glass of water for Byrne, and said, "Mr. Byrne may already know something about Mr. Fan's condition, so let me tell you briefly."

Dr. Chen's "briefly speaking" was actually very detailed. What he said just now was just to save Byrne's face. He didn't think that Van Roy's husband, who had disappeared for two years, could understand his illness.

"...The so-called heart disease requires heart medicine. Mr. Fan has always been resistant to treatment, and I can only help him. Therefore, Mr. Byrne needs to work harder to understand as much as possible the true truth hidden in Mr. Fan's heart. Cause."

Byrne was a little taken aback, he thought that Fan Roy's illness was due to his "death".

"Isn't it because of my sudden disappearance?"

Dr. Chen said: "This is indeed an important reason, but it is not the most fundamental problem. After eight months of communication and treatment with Mr. Fan, although we have established a certain degree of trust, I found that he is deliberately Hiding things, like his childhood. Does Mr. Byrne know anything?"

"I only know that the Omega who gave birth to him has a mental illness and committed suicide by overdosing on drugs."

"That's it," Dr. Chen nodded. "It seems that my guess is correct. Childhood trauma is likely to be the cause of his illness. Mr. Byrne can learn more about it, and he may be willing to tell you."

"okay, I get it."

"In addition, Mr. Byrne is Alpha, right?" Dr. Chen looked at Byrne, he was actually a little puzzled, Fan Roy was not marked, but he was obviously married, and Byrne was an Alpha no matter how he looked at it, there was no sign This thing is kind of weird.

"I'm."

"I have a suggestion, you can try marking. After marking, Alpha's pheromone can effectively calm Omega's emotions, and at the same time make patients feel safe. It will be much safer and more efficient than medical tranquilizers. Even in the future diagnosis and treatment process In the middle, if Mr. Byrne also gives a little pheromone in the consultation room, it will also make Mr. Fan more relaxed."

Dr. Chen's advice was basically the advice Dr. Qiao Yu gave Fan Luoy back then.This made Byrne very uncomfortable, not because he didn't want to, of course he wanted to mark Fan Roy, but that shouldn't be the reason.

"Let me discuss this with Alo."

Dr. Chen nodded and didn't say anything. It's rare to see Alpha resisting the matter of marking, and even said that he would go back to discuss with Omega.

When Fan Roy woke up and opened his eyes, he saw Byrne sitting beside him, and he couldn't help laughing, it was a good dream.

Byrne raised his hand and caressed Fan Roy's cheek: "How about going home?"

Fan Roy nodded, of course.