God said, let there be light

Van Roy was angry.

Byrne became stubborn again in strange places, no matter whether Fan Roy was threatening or teasing and seducing, he just refused to mark him.

The domineering amber fragrance seemed to have sharp claws, scratching Byrne's heart was painful and itchy.

Fan Roy was lying on his side, his slender and powerful legs were crossed, and there was a mess of small toys scattered around him. Byrne's eyes closely followed his hands picking and choosing, but Fan Roy kept looking at him. Well, looking at his eyes, there are various emotions rolling around.

Fan Roy picked a toy at random, and let Byrne watch him entertain himself.

"...Allo..." Byrne's voice was rough and hoarse, as if he had just been fed a handful of hot sand in the desert.

Byrne leaned forward slightly, trying to get closer, but Fan Roy kicked his stomach: "What are you doing?"

"Alo..." Byrne supported Fan Roy's ankle, slowly stroked his calf, and gently kneaded it twice, "Alo, don't be angry."

"If you don't mark it, you don't mark it, and I'm not angry."

Byrne just wanted to breathe a sigh of relief, but seeing that Fan Luoyi's face and eyes were not without anger at all, he didn't dare to breathe a sigh of relief.

"Really not angry?"

Fan Roy laughed, shook his head, but stepped on Byrne even harder: "It doesn't matter if you don't mark, can I still force you?"

Fan Roy said it was okay, but Byrne was only allowed to watch him entertain himself and not touch him.

Byrne was like being placed on the stove, sweating profusely, his gentle and affectionate skin was roasted, and the nature that belonged to Alpha was roasted and boiled.

Fan Roy chuckled, raised his hand and grabbed Byrne's neck: "Did you touch me?"

"...Alo..."

Byrne is really going to cry, he doesn't want to torture people like this!

Van Roy sat up and leaned into Byrne's ear and said, "If you don't mark it, then you are no different from these toys."

grass!No difference? !Can it be the same? !

No matter how good-tempered Byrne was, he couldn't bear Fan Roy's words, let alone in the current situation.Knowing that Fan Roy was provoking him on purpose, Byrne still couldn't stand the stimulation, feeling like he was going crazy, he put his arms around Fan Roy's waist, and swept all those messy toys under the bed.

"Is there any difference, isn't Arlo the clearest?" Byrne opened his mouth and bit Fan Roy's collarbone, fiercely like a child having a temper tantrum.

"You have to bite the right place." Fan Roy was still choking Byrne's neck, how could Byrne do whatever he wanted?

Byrne's eyes fell on the spar pendant around Fan Roy's neck. The originally dark pendant was glowing red, which was completely different from Fan Roy's cold and joking tone. He seemed to have suddenly realized the problem. , with Van Roy's temper, how could he care about marking?

"Kang Ning said that your physical condition is not suitable for marking." Byrne raised his eyes to meet Fan Luoyi's charming eyes, and continued with a deep breath, "Doctor Chen also said that your dissociative disorder has stabilized a lot , Mark doesn’t need to be in a hurry. Let’s take our time, shall we?”

Fan Roy looked at Byrne with cold eyes for a moment, clasped his neck and pushed him away, got out of bed and walked into the bathroom, locked the door with a click, and then there was the faint sound of running water from the shower.

Byrne's heart sank, it's over, Fan Roy was really angry.

how so?Why the sudden obsession with marking?

Byrne couldn't figure it out for a while.He knew that this matter would be difficult, and Fan Luoyi wanted to mark it, so he thought too, but he shouldn't be in such a hurry, Fan Luoyi was never a willful person, there must be some reason, and he had to know the reason.

Fan Roy took a shower and calmed down. When he came out of the bathroom, Byrne was no longer there. The room was cleaned up, and those little toys didn't know where they went.

Fan Roy changed into loose clothes and left the room to search around. Since Byrne was not upstairs, he went downstairs and heard noises in the kitchen.

Byrne is making supper.

Fan Roy walked over, sat in front of Nakajima, propped his chin and watched Byrne busy alone, he didn't speak or ask, Byrne turned around and glanced at him, but didn't say anything.The two of them fell into a strange atmosphere, as if they were unhappy and neither of them wanted to speak first, but it didn't seem like they were really angry, they wanted to play a cold war, and they would lose if they spoke first.

Byrne looked down at the oil pan, and when the oil was hot, he threw the uneaten frozen wontons into the pan.

Once the smell of oily smoke rose, the temperature in the entire kitchen seemed to suddenly rise by two degrees.

Fan Luoyi stretched his neck to take a look, he was actually hungry.

It didn't take long for the fried wontons to come out of the pan. Byrne put the plate in front of Fan Roy, handed him chopsticks, and brought him four different dipping sauces: "Try it, be careful not to burn it."

Fan Roy looked at Byrne, then at the fried wonton in front of him, and asked him, "Where's my toy?"

"..." Byrne was depressed for a moment, Fan Luoyi looked at the fried wonton and him, thinking about toys, did he intend to piss him off? !

"threw?"

"...No," Byrne took a deep breath, turned to wash his hands, and said amidst the noise of the running water, "It's packed, it's all under the bed."

Those toys are not bad, but they are just too exciting for Byrne's weak self-control.

Fan Roy took a deep-fried wonton and dipped it in some vinegar, and took a bite carefully. It was very crispy, fragrant and hot. He lowered his head, knowing that Byrne was deliberately flattering him and being careful, and said softly: "I I won't force you any more."

Byrne looked at Fan Roy's obviously disappointed expression, and those soft words pierced into his heart like a sharp thorn.Byrne panicked, walked around to Fan Roy, and held his hand: "Alo, what's going on?"

Fan Roy lowered his eyes, put down his chopsticks, and smiled slightly: "I'll let you go. Why is there still a problem?"

"Alo, look at me," Byrne lifted his chin, "you have to tell me what you think."

Fan Roy raised the corner of his mouth: "I told you, I want to mark it. You don't want to. What else should I say?"

"Ken! Of course! But shall we take our time? I'll tag you until you're better."

"Wait for the cabin to be built?"

When they first moved in, Byrne forcefully "demanded" Van Roy promise him that he would be cured of his illness when the cabin was built.

Byrne nodded: "Well, wait until the cabin is built."

"What if it never works out?"

"What?" Fan Roy's condition is getting better day by day, how could it be possible that he will never get better?Byrne was confident, but he didn't understand why Van Roy suddenly became pessimistic.

Fan Roy smiled lightly and touched Byrne's cheek: "I will get better and heal. It has nothing to do with that cabin. It's because of you. I want your mark, I want to have you, and I want to have you." want to belong to you."

"Alo..." Byrne lowered his head and kissed Fan Roy. This must be the most beautiful love words he has ever heard. He wants to own him and belong to him.

Van Roy liked the kisses Byrne gave him, both lingering and passionate, but he didn't indulge in this kiss for too long, and he still had something to say to Byrne.

"You asked me about my biological parents, and I have a secret to tell you."

During the time the two of them lived in the small wooden house, they talked almost everything, from small to large, from minutiae to imaginative, they seemed to wish to share the first half of their lives with each other, and take each other from each other's life. Walking through memory, it seems that going back to the past can be experienced again, but this time, there is another person beside me.

Van Roy didn't like to mention things before the age of seven, especially the Omega that gave birth to him. Byrne asked, and he answered, but he only gave a rough account, saying that he was too young at that time, so he couldn't remember clearly.

Dr. Chen mentioned to Byrne several times that his childhood experience was likely to be his initial psychological trauma, so that he was affected by it all his life.

"You say, I listen."

"I told you last time that I can't remember that Omega. It's the truth. I don't remember what he looks like, nor his life. But I just think he is a person who has nothing to do with me, and I have no feelings for him." Fan Luoyi lowered his head and said, "He is not a person who has nothing to do with me, I... hate him."

"..."

"He hurt himself in front of me, yelled at me, said it was all my fault, it was all because of me..."

Byrne hugged Fan Roy gently, but did not interrupt him.

"He is right. It is indeed because of me. My father loves him so much that he is not willing to send him to a nursing home. But he is very sick, and he always scares me to tears when he gets sick. Not only can he not take care of me, he even Being under the same roof made my father so uncomfortable that in the end my father chose to send him to a nursing home, abandoning him, leaving him to die alone in that place sick and alone."

Byrne gritted his teeth, he wanted to tell Fan Roy that it wasn't his fault at all, it was his father's difficult decision, but it wasn't Fan Roy's fault!

"Later, my father had an accident. It was just because he wanted to go home early to see me, so he caught the earlier shuttle."

"Lu Xinchuan brought me back home. I was obviously young at that time, but I could see Lin Jianyao's eyes clearly. I made her children lose their father." Fan Luoyi lowered his head, sullenly Said, "When I was young, I was jealous of Lu Zhuo and Lu An, because Lin Jianyao doted on them very much, because although the two brothers were noisy, they had a good relationship. Without me, the family would be harmonious and happy. And when Lu Xinchuan noticed When the power is concentrated on me, that home is shattered."

Fan Roy swallowed bitterness, raised his head slightly to look at Byrne, and said, "I didn't do anything wrong, I am the mistake itself. For you, too. Because of me, you have to give up your ideals and let your former glory never disappear. Tianri, you even have to give up being yourself. Because of me, I let the Alpha of the storm group become my chef, my toy... If I am right, then what am I doing right?"