There is a crematorium, I won't say who it is

Xie Wen didn't answer, turned around and took a sip of iced coffee, feeling the cold water flow down the throat to lower the frizzy emotions, which made him feel better.

He didn't know what was wrong with him, he would be annoyed when he saw Jiang Zhiye beating Joshua, and he was even more annoyed when he saw Jiang Zhiye be kind to Joshua.

Does Xie Wen need Jiang Zhiye to compromise for him?There is no need at all, it is the best choice for him not to dawdle in front of his eyes.

"What do you want me to do, you can just say it," Jiang Zhiye stubbed out the cigarette butt, stood up and begged, "I will definitely change it."

Xie Wen turned his back to him, closed his eyes, took a deep breath, turned around and said: "It's okay, don't worry, you sit down first, we have plenty of time today to clarify this matter."

If you really want to count, they have not been together for a long time, and there is not much to say.

Xie Wen looked at the man patiently, and said seriously: "You said you changed, I saw it, I believe you are sincerely repenting."

At that time, the two broke up for two reasons: the inequality between the two, and the miscellaneous family affairs behind Jiang Zhiye.

What is the purpose of Jiang Zhiye's choice to conceal Xie Wen's engagement, and Xie Wen doesn't want to delve into it any further.Maybe he wants to climb up more, maybe he just doesn't see his heart clearly, and sometimes he has the greed to hold Xie Wen and the business map in his hands.

Now Jiang Zhiye took the initiative to cut off the back road, and came to see him alone, and learned to respect his opinion.Xie Wen didn't care whether Jiang Zhiye had been hurt or suffered because of this, he just wanted to see the sincerity of the other party—this was what Xie Wen valued most when he was willing to be with him.

This is the same thing as doing business. Both parties must show sincerity before the transaction can continue.

Now, Xie Wen saw Jiang Zhiye's attitude, so he was willing to sit down and talk about the topics that the two of them had never exchanged before.

He intends to return this sincerity intact.

"Everyone is a man, so let's talk more simply, don't you think?"

Xie Wen smiled, and without waiting for Jiang Zhiye's answer, he said coldly: "I'm not interested in you, I don't like you, I don't love you, I don't feel it anymore, just give up."

"You're lying to me," Jiang Zhiye stared at him intently, "But you know, even so, I don't want to give up."

"Aren't you a businessman?" Xie Wen said to himself, "The sunk cost is too high, so you are reluctant to let go, aren't you?"

"No, Xie Wen, this is not a deal..."

"But isn't this your way of falling in love?" Xie Wen's tone suddenly accelerated.

He was taken aback by his own reaction, raised his hand and pinched the center of his brows: "I'm sorry. When I was in a relationship, I also did something bad. Sometimes I should take care of your sensitive emotions."

Jiang Zhiye is a contradictory body that lacks love extremely. Inferiority and pride exist in him at the same time. Sensitivity and fragility make him insecure, so his need for lovers is far greater than ordinary people.

It feels like a drowning person grabbing driftwood, holding on tightly and never wanting to let go, and like a rope tightening a person, he will feel at ease when he sees the person's suffocating and flushed face.

From Xie Wen's point of view, Jiang Zhiye cannot be blamed for this, after all he has tried his best to save himself, hasn't he?If you want to blame him, you can blame his weird childhood, and the sloppy and ups and downs of his life afterward, for not being able to heal him in the slightest for as long as 30 years.

"Personality is something I can't choose, but I am willing to change it for you," Jiang Zhiye said softly, with a trembling ending, as if he was making an invitation, "I am changing, as long as you give me a chance, I can prove it."

"I believe you, you've done a great job," Xie Wen put his cool hand on his shoulders, "but... I don't seem to be able to respond to you with the same enthusiasm. Even if we are together, the result is likely to be the same. To disappoint you and me, let's forget it."

Children who have never seen beautiful fireworks may touch them just because they like them.When he was burned and tears were shed, even if he wanted to touch him next time, he would not take the initiative to reach out.

"Are you still angry with me?" Jiang Zhiye held his hand instead and said in a panic, "Believe me, I never thought of leaving you for anyone. At that time, my parents... my My mind is too messed up, I can't figure out how to solve it for the time being, so I can only watch the situation get worse step by step."

After saying these words, he closed his eyes tiredly, feeling like he was justifying himself with every word.

The engagement was indeed under pressure from all sides. Fortunately, Jiang's father and Jiang's mother focused on Lan Xi, so Xie Wencai was not approached by them.But in the final analysis, this matter was Jiang Zhiye's decision, he was wrong, it was wrong.

"I understand you."

Xie Wen's words were not casual consolation, he had really thought about this issue from Jiang Zhiye's point of view.

The multiple-choice question was placed in front of him, on the one hand was his boyfriend whom he had not dated for long, and on the other was the path ahead that he had already planned.Judging from Jiang Zhiye's situation at that time, should he give up everything for a relationship that he doesn't know how long it will last?

If Xie Wen made decisions in Jiang Zhiye's position, he might not be able to do what Jiang Zhiye is doing now.

It's hard to say that he did wrong by choosing the other option, but he did hurt the most sincere relationship that two people invested during that time.Even if Jiang Zhiye was a little braver at the time, and sat down seriously to have a good talk with Xie Wen?They are not unreasonable people.

"You have already paid the price," Xie Wen said softly, "You shouldn't continue to suffer, these are enough, do you understand what I mean?"

"I don't blame you anymore, I don't hate you anymore." This wrong feeling can stop here.

He didn't even have the intention to take revenge on Jiang Zhiye, seeing the other party's pain, he didn't get pleasure and joy in his heart.All Xie Wen can do is ignore, ignore his efforts.

This kind of ignorance had already secretly sentenced Jiang Zhiye to life imprisonment.

Xie Wen strictly removed him from his emotional world, and he could kill Jiang Zhiye without any effort.

"Have you forgiven me yet?" Jiang Zhiye asked wearily, closing his eyes sadly.

"I will never forgive that incident, never."

Xie Wen said: "But that's not important anymore, you understand what I mean, right?"

This is his way, even if all the wounds are torn open again, the tone is still calm and gentle, Xie Wen is such a person, after all, in the case of extreme anger and disappointment, what he said to Jiang Zhiye is nothing It's just a rolling word.

"Even if I have no chance in this life..." Jiang Zhiye gritted his teeth and said word by word, "It's okay. We can still be friends, right?"

"I beg you," he said, choked up, "can you, don't leave me?"

Xie Wen frowned slightly, looking at him with deep eyes, feeling a mess in his heart.

The rhetoric that had already been prepared in my heart seemed inappropriate at this moment.

When they were in love, they cared about each other's emotions very much. Now that they have broken up, they still maintain this habit.Xie Wen knew that Jiang Zhiye had fully understood his thoughts, so there was no need to continue to say some harsh words.

"What do you want?" he asked.

"I want to continue to see you," even if Xie Wen hates him, he won't let go.Jiang Zhiye hugged him with little strength and obvious fragility, "Just this one request, to be the most ordinary friend, okay?"

"..." Xie Wen sighed softly, raised his hand unconsciously to pat Jiang Zhiye's back, but restrained himself, "Yes."

He quietly waited for the man to calm down, then easily broke free from his embrace, and only gave Jiang Zhiye his mobile phone number.

Waiting until the two said goodbye silently, separated, and Xie Wen got into his car, there was no concrete feeling.

It's really over.

Xie Wen's chest was heaving slightly, he looked at the half-drunk cup of iced coffee in his hand, lifted it up, and wanted to smash it hard against the concrete floor.

Forget it, this is a public place, it's not appropriate.

"..."

Two days later, Xiang Yin and Xie Wen made an appointment to meet at a restaurant near Xian Lu's studio.

Xiang Yin planned to keep everything simple, so she combined the visits to Xian Lu and Xie Wen into one thing, and settled for the meal nearby, and then boarded the plane and rushed to the next location after eating.

At 11:30 noon, the sun was so hot that people couldn't keep their eyes open. Xie Wen wore a white T-shirt, held an umbrella and walked into the restaurant refreshingly, and went to the agreed box.

"Sorry for being late."

Sitting in the box was Xiang Yin, a woman with delicate makeup.

"It's okay, just don't run the bill and don't pay the money," Xiang Yin smiled slightly, "Please sit down, Mr. William."

Xie Wen ignored her joke and sat down opposite her.

"Why does it feel that the atmosphere is not right?"

Xiang Yin was keenly aware of something: "Ah, let me see, Mr. Xie changed his look, and he didn't look very happy. I remember that when we met last time, you talked to me and laughed while talking. "

"Last time?" Xie Wen looked at her amusedly, "I'm sorry, it's been too long, I really can't remember."

"It's okay." Xiang Yin brushed her long hair carelessly.

"I have something to apologize to Miss Xiang," Xie Wen poured a glass of ice water to his lips, "This matter has been going on for a long time, I hope you still remember the International Philharmonic Orchestra string group trials."

He summed up the matter in a few words, and formally said sorry to the woman.

"Talk about it," Xiang Yin smiled with narrow and long fox eyes, and looked indifferent, "It's actually not a big deal. If you have a backstage, the selection of the string group will be more secure. I don't I don't care how you were selected, as long as the result satisfies me. In this matter, I am a resultantist."

"However... I'm not here today to reminisce about the old days. If Mr. Xie still feels a little guilty about me, why not agree to a few small requests."

Xie Wen said he was all ears.

"Make me a violin," Xiang Yin looked at him expectantly, "I heard that Master William's violin making is at its peak. People in the industry are hard to find. I seize this opportunity today, and I don't want to let it go."

"So that's what happened," Xie Wen laughed, "Of course, just treat it as a gift from me to Miss Xiang."

"Really?!" Xiang Yin said pleasantly, "Then can I add some personalized customization elements into it? There won't be many."

"It's okay, I can do whatever you want."

Xiang Yin couldn't hide his joy, took out another leaflet-like thing, put it on the table and pushed it towards Xie Wen.

"The second favor is this matter."

"For the training program for young performers in Germany, there is someone on my side who can't go there temporarily. For the sake of KPI, I feel bad for you to replace it."

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