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They were crazy that night.

Fang Ruogu squinted his eyes and asked for a kiss many times but failed, suddenly became ruthless, aimed at Xi Qingxi's shoulder and bit down on it.

Xi Qingxi felt the pain, pinched Fang Ruogu's chin with his backhand, frowned and said, "What are you doing?"

Scarlet blood oozes from the tooth marks on the shoulders, inlaid on the fair skin, full of violent beauty.

"I want to leave a mark for you." Fang Ruogu's eyes were terribly bright, overflowing with watery light, his cheeks were blush with desire, and there was a touch of evil, like a seductive water ghost.

"I hate pain, so don't have a next time." Xi Qingxi's tone was calm, but there was an unconcealable disgust on his face.

Fang Ruogu kissed his collarbone with a playful smile, and raised the end of his eyes slightly: "When did you find me?"

"You think I'll just put people of unknown origin around me?"

On the day he moved into Fang Ruogu's house, Xi Qingxi sent someone to investigate him thoroughly in private. On the night when he was depressed and wanted to jump off the building, the person who rescued him was obviously not the usual Fang Ruogu.

As if confirming Xi Qingxi's conjecture, Fang Ruogu suddenly said without a word: "My name is Fang Ruogu."

It took Xi Qingxi a few seconds to realize that Fang Ruogu was answering the question just now. He stopped and stared at the other party steadfastly: "You are not him."

Fang Ruogu was neither angry nor annoyed, he raised his chin, showing a beautiful jaw line, and raised the corners of his lips arrogantly: "I will be him sooner or later."

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The next day, Fang Ruogu woke up feeling extremely sore all over, especially the burning pain behind him.Just wondering if it was because of the hangover, when he turned over and faced Xi Qingxi's beautiful sleeping face, he was stunned.

The memory of last night flashed in his mind, Fang Ruogu fell into an ice cave, and his heart sank directly to the bottom.

"Ha..." He shook his head violently, with a half-smiling expression on his face.After a while, he gritted his teeth with determination, straddled Xi Qingxi, picked up his weak object and stuffed it into his body.

Xi Qingxi's sleep quality was already poor, so Fang Ruogu couldn't sleep peacefully after making such a big commotion.He opened his eyes as deep as an ancient well and stared straight at Fang Ruogu, even though he was wrapped in warm and moist tightness underneath, he remained motionless.

Fang Ruogu laughed uglier than crying. He moved a few times and found that Xi Qingxi was not hard yet. He bent down to solve it with his mouth, but his forehead was suddenly pressed.

"You can only please me with my permission." Xi Qingxi slowly lowered her fingers, raised Fang Ruogu's chin, and a cold light appeared in her eyes, "Do you understand?"

"Don't believe him." Fang Ruogu's pupils were dilated, he squeezed Xi Qingxi's hand tightly in panic, and muttered to himself, "He wants me to die, he wants me to suffer, I can't let him succeed!"

"I don't care about your grievances, I only have one question." Xi Qingxi pulled out her hand and asked almost firmly, "Do you like me?"

Fang Ruogu froze immediately, as if his soul had been withdrawn from his body, and he lost his former spirit.

It seemed like a century passed before Xi Qingxi heard the other party's soft reply: "Yes."

"Very good." Xi Qingxi put on her nightgown and got out of bed, looking down at him with drooping eyelids, "Then, from today onwards, please fulfill your duty of nurturing."

Fang Ruogu suddenly forgot his sadness, and he uttered a monosyllabic interrogative word for no reason: "Huh?"

Xi Qingxi bent down and leaned in front of Fang Ruogu, put his right hand next to his ear, and said, "It means, now you can learn how to please the benefactor."

Fang Ruogu's face suddenly turned red, and he stammered: "I, I don't know what the obligation of nurturing is..."

"If you don't know it, just teach yourself, I'm not a teacher." Xi Qingxi took out the outfit she was going to wear today from the closet, and took off her nightgown with her back to Fang Ruogu.His skin was fair, and his figure was well-proportioned. The pale golden sunlight shone on him through the floor-to-ceiling windows, and his whole body was glowing.

Fang Ruogu's Adam's apple rolled up and down, reason told him not to look at evil, but instinct made him unable to move his eyes away.

"I have something to do and I won't come back for dinner today." While speaking, Xi Qingxi had already packed up her travel attire.The gray overcoat made his legs straight and slender, and he wore a black sweater inside.The overall collocation has a cool sense of abstinence, but he is distinct and dependent on sex, so the sense of separation produced by the contrast between the inside and the outside maximizes Xi Qingxi's charm.

"Don't eat spicy food." Subconsciously exhorted, Fang Ruogu was stunned for three seconds, wishing to scratch himself.

Xi Qingxi nodded: "Understood."

Compared with the extremely aggressive secondary personality, the loyal and virtuous main personality is more suitable for life.Xi Qingxi did experience a trace of warmth from Fang Ruogu, which was also the unadulterated emotion he dreamed of.

The sub-personality makes love to him in order to make the main personality miserable.As for why the main personality suffers, the answer is obvious.However, he thought that the secondary personality wanted much more than that, for example, to replace the main personality and monopolize this body.

Avoid the peak hours of crowds and take the subway to the suburbs, where the largest cemetery in Shanghai is located, which is the end point of Xi Qingxi's trip.

Xi Qingxi didn't take Fang Ruogu's words to heart when she went out in the morning. After taking the subway for an hour and a half, her stomach was empty. When she arrived at the cemetery, her stomach began to ache.

Xi Qingxi always felt that he would either die of stomach cancer or suicide, and that death was his predetermined fate, it was just a matter of time.Any extra minute he survives in this world is stolen, so he is ready to leave at any time.

Passing through the gray and white stone steps, Xi Qingxi came to a huge tombstone and stood with his head bowed.There are a few bunches of withered flowers on the ground, and the people in the black and white photos are smiling and their faces are still the same.

That was his biological father, and next door was the seat that Xi Qingxi bought for himself a few years ago.

He gently wiped the dust off the photo, bent down and put the bouquet in his hand on the ground, and then sat on the spot with his back against the tombstone.

Xi Qingxi looked up at the sky, and the gray and dark clouds almost reached the top of his head, and the water vapor in the air was getting heavier and heavier, gradually forming a misty rain and fog.Under the shroud of rain and fog, the world was in a silent oppression, and his heart clenched.

"You should have regretted it too. Regretted accepting her pursuit, regretted joining Xi's family, regretted giving birth to me, and..." Xi Qingxi let out a self-deprecating low laugh, "regret not beating me to death."

"But thank you for your education, let me understand that you can live comfortably without a heart."

As soon as the words fell, a drop of rain fell on the corner of his eyes, and slowly slid down his face, like crystal tears.As the first drops of rain fell, the rain became stronger and stronger, hitting the ground menacingly, and the bouquet swayed in the wind and rain, and the petals were almost scattered all over the ground.

Xi Qingxi's hair was wet and stuck to his face, and he finally bowed deeply to the tombstone.

"You may not know, but in fact, I have been looking forward to your death."