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The four-month-long flu has finally been effectively controlled, the restrictions have been lifted in various parts of the country, and all walks of life have begun to get on the right track.

At nine o'clock in the morning, Xi Qingxi was woken up by birdsong outside the window. He squinted his eyes and looked out. There were thin clouds like white gauze floating on the blue sky. It was a long-lost sunny day.

Several lingering autumn rains fell, and the weather unknowingly turned cooler. Before people could react, it was autumn.Autumn is Xi Qingxi's favorite season. It is neither hot nor humid, but the time is too short.

Fang Ruogu had been passive and sabotaged for half a year, and was sleeping soundly at the moment, with a faint smile hanging from the corner of his mouth, and from time to time, he uttered a sentence or two of unintelligible dreams.

Hearing her own name from his mouth, Xi Qingxi was thoughtful, and patted his face to wake him up: "Wake up."

"Huh?" Fang Ruogu propped himself up sleepily, and uttered a single syllable in a low voice, as if he was acting like a baby.

"I'm going out today."

Fang Ruogu rubbed his eyes, puzzled: "Where are you going?"

Xi Qingxi changed into regular clothes in front of him. His lean waist, smooth waistline and strong abdominal muscles showed Fang Ruogu's energy, but he was speechless when he said the next sentence: "I made an appointment with a psychiatrist, she Just happened to be free."

It was already 09:30 when Fang Ruogu dawdled and changed his clothes. Today is the third day after the ban was lifted. There are not many pedestrians and vehicles on the street. Compared with the hustle and bustle of the past, it looks particularly depressed now.

Xi Qingxi lowered the car window, letting the cold autumn wind slowly blow the broken hair on his forehead, he looked at the traffic lights ahead, Fang Ruogu looked at him.The exquisite eyebrows and eyes were secretly traced by Fang Ruogu in his heart, he couldn't help but raise the corners of his lips, and his eyes were as soft as silk mist.

"I thought you were letting me go alone."

Xi Qingxi said: "Anyway, being idle is idle."

The location of the consulting room is not far away, it takes only ten minutes to get there for a distance of six kilometers.This building is located in the city center, with bustling shopping malls standing on both sides, sandwiched in the middle and inconspicuous.

Xi Qingxi put Fang Ruogu at the door and let him go in first, while he went to find a parking space.

Different from the ordinary outside, the interior is unique.The ceiling is made of double-layer glass, which is filled with clear water, covered with pebbles, and dozens of koi are raised.The sunlight is projected to the first floor through the ceiling, forming water ripple-like spots on the ground, making people feel like they are on the bottom of the sea and accompanied by schools of fish.

The environment has a great influence on people, at least for Fang Ruogu, he felt much more relaxed physically and mentally as soon as he entered the room.

The stairs are also very distinctive. The handrails are covered with blue vines, and there are a few small pink flowers hidden in the green branches and leaves.

The consulting room is on the second floor. Fang Ruogu was about to go upstairs when Xi Qingxi's voice came from behind: "I often come here, firstly because the effect is good, and secondly because the environment is also good."

Fang Ruogu said: "Then you go in first? I'll wait for you outside."

Xi Qingxi: "Otherwise, you think I brought you here to see a doctor?"

Fang Ruogu: "..."

Xi Qingxi pushed the door and entered, the doctor had been waiting for a long time.He sat at his desk with ease and stated: "I am in good condition recently, the quality of sleep has improved a lot, and the medicine has not been stopped."

The doctor is a woman in her 40s. Even wearing black-rimmed glasses, it is not difficult to see that her eyes are beautiful, her temperament is very gentle, and she has an affinity that makes people let go of their guards: "Is there any external factor?"

Xi Qingxi thought for three seconds, then replied, "Maybe it is true."

The doctor pushed the glasses: "Would you mind talking to me?"

"My bed partner treats me better than my family."

"Is it just this relationship?"

"Yes." Xi Qingxi replied without thinking, "However, until I find a better bed partner than him, I won't break up for the time being."

"Understood." The doctor unscrewed the cap of the pen and recorded the conversation in the notebook. The tip of the pen scratched across the paper and made a rustling sound. The power is still in your hands, I just made a suggestion."

At the end of the consultation, the doctor answered the phone and said apologetically, "Mr. Xi, I'm sorry, I suddenly have something urgent to deal with at home. If your friend has nothing to do later, you can sit here for a while and wait for me to come back."

Xi Qingxi nodded: "Okay."

The doctor seemed to have said something to Fang Ruogu when he went out, and he got up from the bench in the corridor and walked into the consulting room.

"Have you received professional treatment before?"

Fang Ruogu touched his nose, and said frankly: "I used to have no money to see a psychiatrist..."

Xi Qingxi thinks about it too, when we first met, he couldn't even afford to eat.

"Then you just let the secondary personality do whatever it wants?"

Fang Ruogu calmly said: "He can't come out for too long, I can control it..."

Before he finished speaking, Fang Ruogu's face changed suddenly, he covered his head, and shook his body violently.When he raised his eyes again, the haze quietly filled his eyes.The bottomless pupils couldn't reflect the outline of the Qingxi, like a black hole that couldn't penetrate any light source, and the air pressure around the body suddenly dropped like a different person than usual.

"Didn't you say... you won't help any of us?" Fang Ruogu's tone was low, his eyes were like sharp knives, he stared straight at Xi Qingxi, and cut bloody wounds on his body.

Xi Qingxi pursed his lips and remained silent. The appearance of the secondary personality was completely unexpected. He would not be able to find a solution for a while, so he could only deal with the other party for time and wait for the doctor to arrive.

However, Fang Ruogu didn't give him a chance to react, and pressed Xi Qingxi on the desk with lightning speed, strangled his neck tightly with both hands, stuck his thumb in his carotid artery, and the strength gradually deepened.

"How can you go back on your word?" Fang Ruogu squeezed out every single word between his teeth, gnashing his teeth, "How could you choose him?!"

Xi Qingxi forcefully broke his wrist, but for some reason, Fang Ruogu's strength was surprisingly strong, making him unable to resist.The squeezing sensation in the throat forced Xi Qingxi to open his mouth wide to breathe desperately, but very little air could be taken into the lungs.His cheeks were swollen liver-colored, veins popped out of his temples, and his brain went blank due to lack of oxygen.Physiological tears slid from the sockets and dripped onto the carpet.

"Don't you want to die? Then you die with me, okay? Let him live in pain for the rest of his life, okay?" Fang Ruogu completely lost his mind, he looked crazy, and let out an extremely distorted smile.

Xi Qingxi's consciousness began to slacken, the surrounding scene became blurred, and the range of resistance became weaker and weaker.

At the very moment, the tension on his neck suddenly loosened, and Xi Qingxi's limbs became weak, and he sat on the ground leaning against the desk.A large amount of air rushed into his throat instantly, and his chest heaved violently, feeling the confusion of the rest of his life after the catastrophe.

Fang Ruogu staggered back, looking at his slightly trembling hands, his eyes were full of panic.

"I..." Fang Ruogu's eyes were red, he tore at his hair in pain, and let out a suppressed sob from his throat.

Xi Qingxi supported the table and stood up, the darkness in front of his eyes caused him to stagger a bit before he stood still.He loosened his tie, with his usual expression: "It seems that today is not suitable for psychological counseling, let's go back first."

The author says:

Thanks to the treasure who has been chasing after me until now. I did not write this article smoothly, and I received a lot of complaints during the period, so it is easy to fall into the vicious circle of self-doubt. I will adjust this point slowly.

Then, thank you very much for your kind and objective suggestions.The previously published content can only be slightly modified. The following plots, I will modify according to everyone's suggestions and on the premise that the main line does not collapse, and try to make the characters of both parties more suitable.But I can only promise to try my best. After all, everyone has different tastes, and I can't make everyone like it.

Finally, thanks for watching.