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Seeing the haunted face, Fang Ruogu couldn't care about anything else, and ran straight to him, using all his strength to wrap him tightly in his arms.

This person has body temperature and real feeling, so this is not a hallucination, nor is it a dream.

Xi Qingxi rubbed his hair, and said with clear eyes, "You..." He just said half a word, but was blocked back by Fang Ruogu arbitrarily.

The sudden kiss was like a storm coming, which caught people off guard.The tip of the warm tongue sticks into the mouth, wraps around and caresses, and greedily absorbs his body fluid.Fang Ruogu gently sucked his soft lips, sometimes biting and sometimes licking.

The confinement around Xi Qingxi's waist became tighter and tighter. The distance between the two of them was very close, and their bodies fit tightly together. He could even see the tiny fluff on Fang Ruogu's face.

Under such an intense kiss, the surrounding air became more beautiful, and the body temperature of the two gradually rose.

Sensing Fang Ruogu's intentions, Xi Qingxi suddenly pushed him away, and a crystal silver thread was drawn between their lips.

"It will hurt." Xi Qingxi's tone was calm as usual, but it's not difficult to see his patience from the heaving chest.

"I don't care." As he said, Fang Ruogu's right hand went behind Xi Qingxi, straightened his head, and quickly kissed him.

This bed affair is both a catharsis and a confession.Venting the heart-piercing pain, pouring out the yearning nostalgia.

The tears on Fang Ruogu's face were still wet, and the tails of his eyes were red.He sat on Xi Qingxi's body, almost tearing him apart.

Xi Qingxi looked down at the joint, and frowned deeply: "You're bleeding."

Fang Ruogu turned a deaf ear, like a tool to vent his desire, all his actions were just to make the other party feel comfortable.

"Fang Ruogu." Xi Qingxi embraced him, stroked his raised spine with both hands, and gently kissed away the remaining teardrops in the corners of his eyes, "Don't do this, I will feel bad."

Maybe it was from Qiu Ci that he knew what Fang Ruogu had done for him; maybe it was because Fang Ruogu almost jumped off a building to die in love the day he heard the news of his death, but was stopped by his sub-personality; or maybe it was the two months of surveillance that made Fang Ruogu the last There was no trace of doubt left.

The goodwill hidden under the suspicion broke out and grew into a towering tree, filling the vacancy in his heart.

Xi Qingxi's thousand-year-old ice was finally warmed by Fang Ruogu.

Fang Ruogu was like a clockwork machine that had been unwound, and stopped in an instant, staring at Xi Qingxi blankly with wet eyes, at a loss for what to do.

Xi Qingxi patted his forehead with a light smile, and said, "Go and clean it up, apply some medicine, let's do it tonight."

Fang Ruogu remained motionless, his gaze stuck to Xi Qingxi's face, unwilling to move away.After a long while, he stretched out his hand to pinch Xi Qingxi's cheek, rubbed and rubbed, and laughed through tears: "It's great that you really didn't die."

Xi Qingxi nodded seriously: "Well, I'm living a good life. But I haven't lost my jet lag yet, and I still have a lot of things to deal with tomorrow, so I want to go to bed early tonight."

Hearing this, Fang Ruogu got up immediately, and hissed in pain when the wound was pulled: "Then you go to sleep first, don't worry about me."

Xi Qingxi said: "You still have to take medicine there, can you do it yourself?"

Fang Ruogu tried it, and sighed, "I may need your help."

It was close to eleven o'clock after work, Xi Qingxi yawned and was about to turn off the lights and go to sleep.

In the darkness, a hand climbed up to Xi Qingxi's lower abdomen like a water snake, then slowly went up, stopped and circled around his chest.

He quickly pinched the restless hand of the other party, and said in a sullen tone, "Why did you come out?"

Fang Ruogu's eyes widened, turned over and raised his chin to look at him in surprise: "You are so amazing, you can recognize me too!"

"I said I was very tired, but he didn't dare to disturb my sleep." Xi Qingxi turned on the desk lamp, his eyes were indifferent.

Fang Ruogu became angry from embarrassment, but couldn't find any refutation, so he lost his anger for a while.He was silent for a long time, then whispered, "I'm studying."

"What?" Xi Qingxi didn't know why.

Fang Ruogu suddenly raised his head and looked at him with burning eyes.The dark brown eyes are in the shadows, and the color is getting deeper and deeper, like thick ink that cannot be melted.

"I don't understand the world, and I don't think about others, but I'm learning." Like a clumsy child, he tried hard to find his limited vocabulary to prove himself, "We talked a lot when you were away. .”

Xi Qingxi didn't speak, and waited quietly for him to finish speaking.

"I know that the sub-personality has never been allowed to exist and is destined to be eliminated. But we also have thoughts, emotions, sorrows and joys. Why should we be wiped out without a trace? Just because I was born later than him?"

"Who doesn't want to live?" He buried his face in his hands, and the clear liquid slowly slipped down between his fingers, "He hates living so much, doesn't he still split me in order to live?"

Xi Qingxi frowned without showing any traces. The other party's mental state at this time was very strange, and it was hard to say what was strange about it. It was as if the main and secondary personalities... exchanged souls.

He was taken aback by this weird thought, quickly threw it out of his mind, and said seriously: "You think about who you are."

"Me?" Fang Ruogu looked blank, "I don't have a name."

Not an illusion.

Xi Qingxi thought that Fang Ruogu's personality had changed a long time ago, after hearing what the sub-personality said today, he became more certain of his previous thinking.

The two personalities are slowly approaching, and the initially clear dividing line is gradually blurring.They just didn't know whether it was the news of his death that hit them too hard, or whether the fusion therapy went smoothly. In short, this is good news.

As if to confirm his conjecture, Fang Ruogu said a word without beginning and end: "I can feel that he is getting stronger and stronger, and I can't beat him soon."

He suddenly raised the corners of his lips towards Xi Qingxi, his smile was not adulterated, pure as a boy, "It's great that you're fine, I'm very happy. No, I'm so happy, but I can only wait for him to relax his vigilance for a short time." Come out and have a look at you."

Xi Qingxi had mixed feelings in his heart, and he couldn't tell what it was like.

"I've never liked anyone. If impatient to see you is a sign of heartbeat, I think I should like you."

"I once asked him why he likes you, and he said: I don't know why. Now I understand the meaning of this sentence a little bit."

"There is no other meaning in saying so much. It's not about being miserable, and I don't need pity. It's just that I want you to know my heart."

"If there is a next meeting, I will never let go."

……

Gradually, Fang Ruogu's eyes changed slightly, and he asked suspiciously, "I fell asleep?"

Xi Qingxi did not intend to tell Fang Ruogu what happened just now.He has a crush on Fang Ruogu, but his mood of watching the show has never changed.Besides, the situation is very clear now, and the fusion of personalities is only a matter of time, so there is no need to worry too much.

He smiled: "Yes, you fell asleep."