Slag

Lin Jian now only feels that he can fall asleep immediately at any place, and the feeling of being forced to stay awake makes his face full of pain: "What?"

He may not have heard clearly, but more likely his brain is no longer able to process the information.

"List." Han Qiushi repeated with a cold voice, and he fixedly looked at Lin Jian.

It took Lin Jian a long time to respond, and he asked feebly, "What do you want that for?"

"Give it to me." Han Qiushi didn't say the reason, but just reached out to him.

Lin Jian's body softened, and he sat directly on the ground. He leaned his back against the wall and looked up at Han Qiu for a few seconds. Because he couldn't support his head, he quickly lowered his head: "Would you just let me sleep if I give it to you?"

"Ah."

"Second drawer from the right."

Han Qiushi got the document, but did not leave in a hurry.

He knelt down, looked at Lin Jian, who was slumped on the ground, and pinched his face, "Tell me, what does that man have to do with you, I can consider not handing it over to Shu Yi."

Lin Jian shook his head extremely slowly, and his pronunciation was as unclear as a child who just learned to speak: "It really doesn't matter."

Han Qiushi was obviously dissatisfied with this answer. He sneered: "It's okay? It's okay that he came to you during the Chinese New Year. It's okay that you will let him in and drink together to become such a virtue?"

He grabbed Lin Jian's collar and pulled it forward so that Lin Jian's upper body was all in his hands, "Didn't you say you liked me? Why did you hook up with other men? Why did you lie to me? Hmm? Lin Jian, don't sleep, You tell me why you lied to me? Or do you like me, but not only me, you also like that kid outside, and the fitness trainer?"

Lin Jian shook his head: "I didn't lie to you, please let me go, I'm so dizzy..."

In Han Qiushi's eyes, his answer was tantamount to admitting and evading.

Han Qiushi suddenly let go of his collar, and Lin Jian fell back weightlessly, hitting the back of his head heavily against the wall.

When Han Qiushi just stood up, he heard this sound. He subconsciously wanted to squat down and ask if the bump hurt, but everything at this moment reminded him that he should leave immediately and stop spending time with this man who just said he liked him. .

Just as he was about to go out, his pants were suddenly pulled gently. He looked down, Lin Jian grabbed his pants hard, and opened his arms to him: "Can you... hug me back, I'm dizzy, my back hurts... "

Han Qiushi backed away, but Lin Jian's hand couldn't use any strength at all, so he broke free easily.

He looked down at Lin Jian, this man had distress written all over his face, his clothes were messy, he put them on indiscriminately just now, if he didn't clean up, he should still have his things on his body.But because of the thought of that person outside——

"That's right, wake up and think about how to explain your relationship with that man outside."

Lin Jian is not often drunk, but if he is really drunk, it is very easy to break.

When he woke up, he found himself sitting on the floor of the study, with a headache that was about to explode, and he was also very uncomfortable.

Today is the first day of the new year, and he heard the sound of firecrackers coming from somewhere outside.

The New Year was being greeted with joy outside, but he seemed to be the only one in such a mess at the beginning.

Lin Jian went back to the bedroom with difficulty and took a shower. After taking off his clothes, he was sure that last night was not a dream, but those things really happened.

After tidying himself up, he sat on the edge of the bed and tried hard to think back to last night. He remembered that Han Qiushi came back, and then?

And then they... did it.

What happened next?

He panicked and checked the time, it was almost nine o'clock.

He broadcast the phone call to Han Qiushi, and when the other person connected, his tone was as cold as ice: "What's the matter?"

Lin Jian was a little apprehensive: "Did you come back last night?"

"Why, can't you go?" Han Qiushi said.

"Of course not, but why didn't you stay and sleep? It's so late."

"Have you forgotten what happened last night?"

"It's a bit fragmented, I just remember that you are back."

"Then why are you calling me!" Han Qiushi's nameless anger burst out.

He originally thought that Lin Jian had woken up, remembered what happened last night, and called him to apologize... Even if it wasn't an apology, it would be good to have an explanation.Just explain his relationship with that man. He was clearly lowering the bottom line in this way, but the other side told him to forget all about it.

He was so angry that he couldn't sleep in the middle of the night last night, and he has been insomnia until now.When I went to the bathroom, I saw myself in the mirror. The dark circles under my eyes were light, and there were red bloodshot eyes.

The results of it?He waited all night for such a result?

Lin Jian couldn't understand why he was angry at all.But I can only think patiently, it's normal for young people to be angry, what could I have done last night to offend him?

Don't guess what a woman's mind is, it's really general, and he can't figure out a man's mind either!

Lin Jianruan asked in a soft tone: "Why are you angry? I really can't remember, can you remind me?"

Han Qiushi: "Why did you have an extra man out of thin air last night?"

Lin Jian found it strange, but Han Qiushi was so angry that he couldn't say anything directly.

He explained: "He, I can explain. I met him in the gym, and he was with his sister. I went to drink with them and Fu Feibai. Later, I met him because I was going out, and I knew that I lived in the same place. The neighborhood is a relationship of meeting and saying hello."

"The relationship between meeting and greeting you to celebrate the New Year with him?"

Seeing helplessness, Lin said: "He is alone and I am alone. Wanderers who work in other places often join together to celebrate the New Year like this. It doesn't explain anything. And isn't that because you are not here? If you were, I would definitely celebrate the New Year with you."

The other side was silent for a while, and Han Qiushi said in a vague voice, "How could it be possible to celebrate the New Year with you?"

Lin Jian pretended not to hear clearly: "Huh? What are you talking about?"

Han Qiushi: "..."

He didn't speak, Lin Jian just waited.

Hearing the breathing of the other side, and all the subtle movements, he bet that Han Qiushi was lying on the bed now.

But Han Qiushi kept silent, so Lin Jian could only choose to speak first.

Once he felt something in his heart, he couldn't hide it at all. Even if he was angry for a while because of this bastard, he still had to ask this opportunity: "Are you angry with me because of that man?"

"Can't?"

"Yes," Lin Jian said with a smile, "but, are you jealous?"

Jealous!

Simple and common two words, the lethality is extraordinary.

When Han Qiushi heard it, he felt like getting an electric shock. He sat up hard, and quickly hung up Lin Jian's phone without saying a word.

After hanging up for 1 minute, he began to regret it again.

He should tell Lin Jian, how could he be jealous, how could he be jealous of you, stop dreaming, it's impossible.

Yes, he should have said that, so as not to make up for this person.

Han Qiushi turned on the phone, his fingers hovered above the screen, and kept this position for more than a minute. Han Qiushi threw the phone aside in frustration.

"Hold."

there is a problem.

He seemed genuinely... jealous.

It was almost exactly the same as what Ren Jing told him, no, even worse.

Why did he see other men touching Lin Jian, let alone seeing it, when he thought of it, he was so angry that he wanted to smash his phone.

See you, see you, see you.

How could it be Lin Jian? !

He remembered that when Lin Jian first told him that he liked him, he hid 800 meters away. How could he be liked by a man?Completely breaking his worldview, he refused verbally!But when he saw Lin Jian's flushed but smiling eyes, he heard Lin Jian tell him that saying he likes it doesn't mean that he needs to do something himself, it just means that Han Qiushi is a good person, and Lin Jian likes it very much.At that time, he didn't even think about it, and turned around and ran away.

After returning home, I thought over and over again, checked countless information on the Internet, and spent two days digesting what homosexuality is.

But he wasn't sure at the time if he was.

The information given on the Internet is very straightforward, just let him see if he reacts to the man directly.

But how could he do such a thing!

The rest of the marginal descriptions are about wanting to be nice to a man, and there will be all the emotions that would appear when liking a man in the traditional sense.It is difficult for Han Qiushi to understand these intangible and illusory things, he can only understand "wanting to be nice to a man".

He wanted to treat Shu Yi well, so after accepting the existence of homosexuality, he felt that even if he was, he should like Shu Yi.

Later, it was really determined that it was my 20th birthday.

He never felt that besides these, he could have any connection with Lin Jian.

Now the more I think about it, the more I feel something is wrong——

The first time he knew about homosexuality was because of Lin Jian.

It is also because of Lin Jian that he is sure.

It can be said that on his emotional path, the people who appear at the key points are all Lin Jian.

He never realized how slow he must be!

In the afternoon, Han Qiushi couldn't bear it any longer, and called out Ren Sheng on the first day of the new year, and the two of them sat on the side of the road in down jackets and chatted.

Ren Sheng was speechless, and said: "Are you sick? Ask me out to sit on the side of the road and chat? It's like begging for food."

Han Qiushi pointed at the car: "Then get in the car and talk?"

No way, the store is closed on New Year's Day.

After getting warmer in the car, Han Qiushi recounted everything he thought of in the morning, watching Ren Sheng's expression while talking.

But the other party's face was red from the cold, and he really couldn't see anything.

After the speech, the air in the car was so silent that it was suffocating, Ren Sheng rubbed his nose: "You are really dull."

Han Qiushi didn't refute or defend himself.

After a long time, Ren Sheng suddenly took a deep breath: "How should I put it, from the time you approached Lin Jian, things went a bit wrong. On that day, Liao Xinran asked you if you liked Shu Yi, and you told me that you didn't know." What kind of feeling is liking? At that time, I felt... maybe you have the same feelings for Shu Yi as we do for Shu Yi. "

"Don't say I'm an afterthought. When you don't understand it yourself, who dares to mention it. Now according to what you say... I don't think it's [-]% or [-]%."

Han Qiushi lowered his eyes and didn't know what he was looking at, so he didn't answer.

Ren Sheng stretched his waist: "Although I've been friends with Shu Yi for so many years, I'm sure I'm stronger with you. If you like it, just fall in love. Anyway, it's not marriage. If you don't like it, just break up."

On the first day of the new year, at eleven o'clock in the evening.

Han Qiushi pushed open the door of Lin Jian's house.

For the Chinese New Year, Lin Jian still kept his routine, and went to bed at ten o'clock.

The living room was dark, Han Qiushi turned on the light.

While he was changing his shoes, Lin Jian came out of the bedroom in his pajamas and slippers, saw that his eyes were a little uncomfortable, and raised his hand to block them.

"Come back? Your parents won't have any objections when you come here on the first day of the new year, right?"

His voice sounded very soft, and he knew that he must have fallen asleep just now.

I don't know if I heard the sound of turning on the light or felt the light in the living room.

When Han Qiushi took off his coat and walked towards Lin Jian, the latter noticed that his expression was a bit unusual.

Lin Jian asked, "Are you still angry?"

Han Qiushi shook his head, looked at him for two seconds, then quickly looked away, cleared his throat and said unnaturally, "I'll take a shower first."

When he came out, Lin Jian had already sat on the bed and played two games of Snake. He put down his phone and looked at Han Qiu: "Why did you come back suddenly? You didn't tell me, and you still hung up on me in the morning."

Han Qiushi stroked his blow-dried hair, and after lying down under the quilt, he lost all sleepiness, and said, "It wasn't intentional."

Not intentional.

Lin Jian looked at him in surprise as if he had heard some shocking secret, and smiled in disbelief: "What's wrong with you recently? Have you learned to apologize to me?"

As soon as he finished speaking, Han Qiushi suddenly stood up and grabbed his wrist. The two were so close that they could disturb each other's breathing.

There was some doubt in Lin Jian's eyes, but in the next second it turned into a daze-like shock.

"Do you want to be with me? Let's... have a relationship?"

The author has something to say:

Friends, I'm starting school, and the international practice will be updated unstable and in the early morning, so I will ask for leave in copywriting, everyone, don't wait for me when you go to bed early.I will correct the recent typos when I am free, sorry~

马上进火葬场了，没几章了。感谢在2021-02-2500:14:24~2021-02-2600:46:08期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the rocket launcher: 1.8 meters eight;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: 1 pomelo;

Thanks to the little angels who threw the mines: Axilyvixx, Shimly, and the messenger have a good knife;

Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: 40 bottles of herring fish; another can of 3 bottles; bone pomelo. 1 bottle;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!