Slag

"I don't have so much time." Lin Jian frowned. He said that his schedule is full now, and he can burn high incense during his rest time. How can he find time to play with him?Not with children.

"One hour is fine." Han Qiushi said.

Lin Jian could tell that this person only wanted an hour from the very beginning, using some businessman's tricks to make his real needs sound insignificant.Although no one is a fool, he was the one who offered to help before, and now he has no room to refuse this "insignificant" demand.

Seeing that he didn't understand, Lin laughed and sighed: "You are indeed a businessman."

"What?" Han Qiushi didn't understand who was included in his "capital".

Lin Jian spread his hands: "Nothing."

"Then you...boyfriend, are you home?" Han Qiushi asked tentatively.

He threatened Ren Sheng that day, and the other party told him everything, including the fact that the boyfriend Lin Jian was talking about was his younger brother named Ren Jing.Lin Jian thought of it when he saw Han Qiushi's Weibo.But he didn't know if this "boyfriend" had been exposed.

"I'm curious, why do you pester me like this even though you know I have a boyfriend?" Lin Jian looked at Han Qiu with a slightly playful look, as if the next sentence would say something that violated social morality.

Han Qiushi cleared his throat, gritted his teeth and suppressed the discomfort. He didn't dare to look at Lin Jian, so he could only tilt his head and randomly place his eyes everywhere.He didn't answer, as if in tacit agreement.

"Why bother, you should go back and live your good life. It's a waste of time with me, and it's not good to spread the reputation." Lin Jian picked up the mask and put it on, covering half of his face, he said: "Maybe someday I will I will go abroad to get married, and then I will not play this game with you."

Han Qiushi's eyes turned red as if he had been stepped on by the word "marriage". He was about to retort, saying that even if you were married, I would wait, when Lin Jian picked up his hat and got up to leave.Han Qiushi stood up and chased after him, grabbed the bowl in his hand, and begged: "Let's go after dinner, today is Thursday, and the one-hour agreement starts from today."

In the elevator, Lin Jian let out a sigh of relief as he turned the bowl in his hand. He stood up and walked out after suffering for an hour just now. Han Qiushi was so anxious that he kept calling his name behind him, rushed over to grab the bowl in his hand but didn’t grab it , but it was stopped by him anyway.

Lin Jian just waited without speaking, Han Qiushi hesitated for a long time, he didn't know what was going on in his mind, he made himself feel so wronged in just one minute, his eyes turned red after holding back, and finally asked He said: "After that... I will come to you, don't drive me away."

That cautious look when he spoke, those beautiful eyes followed Lin Jian closely, as if he could see through Lin Jian's thoughts by staring so hard.But of course it's impossible, Lin Jian avoided his eyes, put on his hat and pushed him, smiled and said, "It depends on the situation."

Lin Jian's mind is also in a mess. Just talking about Han Qiushi is very confusing. That man is good-looking, and he is born to deceive people. It is not uncommon for a scumbag to be released in society. Make the most of everything.Lin saw that this kind of cheating was different, and when he looked at Han Qiu with his current state of mind, he would make judgments at a glance. He was pretending to be humble, pitiful, and cautious. Whoever believed in him was an idiot.

With a sound, the elevator door slowly opened.The dim corridor was lit up, Lin Jian took off his mask and hat with one hand, and fumbled for the keys in his pocket with the other.

"Lin Jian." In the empty corridor, a voice so soft that it was almost inaudible suddenly reached Lin Jian's ears.

As soon as he frowned, before he had time to be afraid, he saw the owner of the voice.

Shu Yi squatted at the door of his house, hugging his knees and looking up at him.

"Looking for me?" Lin Jian asked.

Shu Yi was wearing a long-sleeved white t-shirt and loose black trousers. His complexion was pale due to illness, and his hair was messy. It was scary to look at him in such a daze.

He stared at Lin Jian, and after a long time, he gave a soft "hmm".

"Then go."

Lin Jian walked over and stood beside him to open the door with the key, as if he couldn't see such a big man.When he opened the door, Shu Yi was forced to stagger forward, and lay on his stomach on the ground. He had been ill for too long, and his body was so precarious that he could hardly stand up.

"Are you having a bad day?" Shu Yi said.

Lin Jian leaned against the door frame and looked at him, laughed and didn't answer him.

Shu Yi's face was humiliated, and his face was a little ugly for a while. He squinted his eyes and looked at Lin Jian, and smiled contemptuously: "Although I am not doing well, it seems that you are not doing well."

"Maybe."

"Can you live well? Lin Jingzhu is dead, and Shu Deyuan is also dead. You are an orphan. You have no friends since you were a child, so no one will love you and love you. What can you do when you look at the scenery now? Han Qiushi Is he really looking for you? He just can't get you, it's just a man's possessiveness, do you think he loves you?" Shu Yi's speech speed is not fast, but he insists on biting every word clearly .

It seemed that he was not the same person as the lunatic that day.

Lin Jian motioned for him to continue.

"What do you mean by not talking? I'm just kind enough to remind you, don't live like a winner, you don't deserve it at all!"

Lin Jian sounded ridiculous: "Then why not, my life is so miserable, I'm going to die?"

"You should have died a long time ago." Shu Yi looked at him viciously, "If only you didn't exist in this world."

The elevator behind him seemed to ring again, but Shu Yi didn't hear it, but Lin Jian was facing the direction of the elevator, and could clearly see the people walking there.

His expression didn't change, and he replied: "So what are you going to do when you come to me? Send me to die?"

Shu Yi still supported the wall, he sneered and shook his head: "I will not do such a stupid thing, I wish you could live well and suffer all the malice in this world. Of course, as long as I am still alive, I will not allow You are doing well."

"So you have taken the lead in isolating me since childhood."

"Yes, you deserve it! You probably don't know. Later, your classmates stopped playing with you because I told them that Lin Jian is a homosexual. Maybe one day when he gets sick, he will jump on him when he sees a man. They are terrified. , I'll walk around when I see you later." Shu Yi remembered the scene at that time as he talked, and giggled himself.

After laughing, he continued to look at Lin Jian: "I just told the truth."

Lin saw that instead of being angry, he smiled, nodded and praised him: "Yes."

"Isolating you is nothing. When your mother was still alive, I often chatted with her, just you. What are you talking about...Let me think about it, talking about my good brother who was caught by the teacher for smoking and drinking. Your mother really believed You made me laugh so hard, she doesn't believe you at all. You don't have the guts to smoke and drink, I'm afraid you haven't learned it yet?"

"and also……"

"Shu Deyuan doesn't like you because you are too much like your mother. I will pretend to be good and tell him every day that my brother robbed me again today, and it was mother Lin's acquiescence. My brother beat me today because I always steal his limelight, and my brother threatened me, saying that if I don’t give him all the money, he will kick me and my mother out.”

"Shu Deyuan believed everything." Shu Yi laughed loudly, "He believed everything, he is as stupid as your mother, they believe everything I say!"

"Oh, and Han Qiushi." Shu Yi got excited again when he mentioned the name. He noticed the slight fluctuation in Lin Jian's expression, and said with satisfaction, "There are so many things you don't know. For example, I When I found out that Han Qiu was not interested in women, but he was no different from other men, he had a desire to protect the weak. I found out first, so of course he was the first to protect me. He thought he liked me, so I will let him continue to misunderstand. You and Your mother is really not likable in the same way, do you think that your arrogant appearance will make anyone interested in you?"

"Of course he is also an idiot." Shu Yi said, "His friends, oh, are also my friends, they are all idiots, they will believe everything I say."

Lin Jian looked at Shu Yi without looking sideways, lowered his head and laughed twice, then nodded and said: "Yes, they are all idiots, I agree."

"But they are very obedient." There was a little pride in Shu Yi's eyes, his head was slightly tilted back, even though he was not taller than Lin Jian, he still put on a posture of looking down, the smile on the corner of his mouth did not reach Fundus, "If they believe in me, they will hate you. So they will retaliate against you. If I am crazy, you don't want to live well, and if I am sick, you don't want to be successful."

"I see." Lin Jian said.

For such a long time, they have maintained their hatred for Lin Jian as if they had been brainwashed, and this hatred came out of nowhere.Lin Jian was too lazy to talk to them, and he would be bullied even more if he indulged them, but at the same time, he didn't talk to them, and made himself angry.

"What's the use of seeing it, can you deal with them?" Shu Yi raised an eyebrow and asked Lin Jian.

Lin Jian shook his head: "No, how powerful they are, I only have two dollars at most, how can I compare to your friends."

"You don't need to say such yin and yang words, you have always been a waste, this is an indisputable fact." Shu Yi said with a smile, "You can't do cruel things, and you can't be a fake person. You can’t even talk about the scenes, you are just a waste that has been spoiled and spoiled.”

Lin Jian didn't speak.

"I heard that you have another partner, a distant relative of Ren Sheng's family?" Shu Yi suddenly mentioned Ren Jing.

This made Lin Jian a little upset, his expression didn't change, and he asked, "Are you investigating him?"

Shu Yi said: "Investigation or no investigation is the same. There is not much information about their family that can be found in China. I don't think they are well-known internationally. What's the point of talking about such a person? You can't rely on them at critical times. It is estimated that the assets are not as much as you."

Is this mocking Ren Jing?

In fact, Ren Jing's family has always been quite mysterious, and Lin Jian didn't know much about it. From his point of view, making friends is not about paying benefits or money, but seeing people is enough.So for so many years, he only knew that Ren Jing's company was abroad, and he also worked abroad. The old man was very strict. Once he was arrested, he would not let him go for several months. When Ren Jing was busy, he really couldn't find anyone.

And other things... If you really want to ask, Lin Jian doesn't understand.

but--

"I don't have the habit of investigating people's family background when they are in a relationship." Lin Jian said very tactfully.

Shu Yi didn't care about his euphemism, since there were only two people around, of course he couldn't understand how to say, "So I said you are stupid, you deserve to live aggrieved, and everything goes wrong."

"This time, that man didn't do anything to help, did he?"

Lin Jian raised his eyebrows and didn't answer.

His tacit attitude made Shu Yi laugh, he shook his head and said: "Then you are really miserable, it's not for nothing that you can't get anything after sleeping for so long."

"Chu Yi."

Suddenly there was a voice behind him, which sounded familiar but unfamiliar at this juncture. Shu Yi was stiff. He kept staring at Lin Jian. Not only could he clearly see that Lin Jian hadn't moved his mouth just now, but he could also see There was some playfulness in Lin Jianyue's eyes looking back over him.

Seeing Shu Yi's reaction, Lin Jian looked back and couldn't help laughing.

Shu Yi didn't dare to look back, he didn't know how many people were included in Lin Jian's "friends".

Lin Jian was just about to say hello to them hypocritically, when he saw the person who had just called "Shu Yi" rush over and tried to grab his hand: "He has a brain problem, don't take what he said seriously." , you are very good, really very good."

Han Qiushi's eyes were sore from the anxiety just now, and his brows were so frowning that he could kill a fly, but because the two people around him were still pulling his arms to prevent him from going over to scare the snake, so he kept holding back like this, listening to Shuyi say something disgusting In other words, looking at the blandness on Lin Jian's face, there was a burst of dull pain in his heart, accompanied by some dense soreness, and he was about to be uncontrollable.

He almost wrote the word nervous on his face, and rushed over so impatiently, Lin Jian didn't have time to react when Han Qiushi's hand was wrapped around his hand. He struggled and shook his hand, "I know he has Sick, let me go."

But Shu Yi became anxious, "I'm not sick! Lin Jian, don't spread rumors, isn't what I'm telling the truth? I'm just here to advise you out of kindness!"

He wanted to rush to Lin Jian, but Ren Sheng grabbed his arm, and Han Qiushi was blocking Lin Jian like a wall.

"What are you doing?" Shu Yi opened his eyes wide, unable to believe the current scene.

"Did I say something wrong?" He argued loudly, looking back at Ren Sheng, "Why did you hold me back? Did I say something wrong? Did you hear it all? It doesn't matter if you hear it, he is that kind of person , I’m not wrong, am I right? From childhood to adulthood, he has—”

"I heard it." Ren Sheng's expression was serious, he gritted his molars, held Shu Yi's hand firmly, nodded and said: "Yes, you are right, we are all idiots."

Shu Yi began to struggle, and he didn't even shake Ren Sheng's hand away twice. The opponent exerted so much force that he was in pain from being caught. Accompanied by the stimulation of these words, Shu Yi shook his head like crazy: "No , I didn’t say it, he said it, he said it! I...Even if I said it, it wasn’t true, I just wanted to anger him, not my heart. "

Ren Sheng shackled Shu Yi with his hands. Hearing his explanation, he felt his heart grow colder. He laughed at himself: "Think about it yourself, who would believe your words? Do you believe it yourself? Lin Jian told us What does it matter, how can you get angry with him by scolding us? Don't talk about us, even if you say you are scolding Han Qiu to him, how can you get angry with him? Does he care?"

Han Qiushi was standing in front of Lin Jian, but a hand behind his back stubbornly grabbed Lin Jian's sleeve. When he heard Ren Sheng's rhetorical question, he trembled, as if he was completely out of control, even with Lin Jian. Felt his jerk.

Lin Jian could feel that the person in front of him was almost crumbling, even if he could stand firmly in front of him and completely cover him, he still couldn't stop his fragility at that moment, as if he was about to collapse.

When he pushed Han Qiu, he deliberately added: "Don't block me."

Han Qiushi looked back at him, and when he saw Lin Jian's indifferent expression, his eyes turned red, and he explained seriously: "I'm afraid of him..."

"You know, I hate him very much, but I also hate you very much." Lin Jian said.

Lin Jian knew that what happened during the meal not long ago might have given Han Qiushi the so-called hope. Knowing that Han Qiushi's caring and caring look was based on feelings, he could even see the red eyes and trembling of the person right in front of him. He knew that Han Qiu's lips would hurt, and his words would hurt so much that it was hard to breathe, but he still wanted to say it.

What kind of vicious psychology is this? Lin Jian doesn't want to think about it anymore, but he knows that Han Qiushi once had this kind of psychology.

In the process of accepting and pushing him away again and again, Han Qiushi used it very smoothly, and it almost became his habit.Accepting Lin Jian's kindness to him, rejecting Lin Jian's feelings for him, and telling Lin Jian over and over again with words and actions that love is a luxury, and a person like Lin Jian doesn't deserve it.

Lin Jian felt his own contradiction at this moment, and he didn't care about other people, so he couldn't even arouse revenge.Han Qiushi is different. This is someone he has cared about for 20 years. He can understand Han Qiushi's psychology, and based on this understanding, it will be easier, smoother, more precise, and more painful.

"But it's all settled..." Han Qiushi still wanted to struggle, trying to confirm that Lin Jian cared a little bit about him.

Lin Jian didn't look at him, "What did you say? One hour a week? What does this prove? I spend ten hours a day with my assistant. Should I get a certificate from my assistant?"

"Lin Jian!" Shu Yi didn't feel comfortable being grabbed by Ren Sheng like this, so he could only use his voice to make Lin Jian pay attention to him.

Lin Jian looked past Han Qiushi, "What's the matter?"

"Who are you acting for? Even if you get him now! Let me tell you! You are just a poor wretch. Your parents are dead and your company is lost. You have nothing! You think he really loves you ?!"

"Shu Yi." Han Qiushi turned around and looked at him warningly, "Don't make trouble, it's not your turn to judge my feelings."

"Why can't I judge? I know what it's like for you to love someone. If you really love someone, you won't be afraid, and you won't be so careful and worry too much. Love is love. Didn't you feel that you were in love when you were young? Are all the people who shrink back in this place fools?" Shu Yi's more memories of Han Qiushi stay in many years ago, and Han Qiushi has basically never visited him in the past two years, except for his birthday, Han Qiushi will be brought here by Ren Sheng and the others, but There is only a haste side.

What happened in the past will be repeated over and over again in memory, perfected over and over again, until it becomes the most complete.

He thought that was the way Han Qiushi loved him.

"Yes, I did." Han Qiushi admitted, and continued, "But at that time, I didn't know what love was."

"You're talking nonsense." Shu Yi quickly refuted him. There was disbelief in his eyes, but he stubbornly regarded his opinion as the truth, "You used to... like me, otherwise how could you be so nice to me? Will you give me what you want, how can you be indifferent to everyone but gentle to me, do you think that is fake?"

Han Qiushi looked at Shu Yi, and couldn't help flashing the memories from childhood to adulthood in his mind. He smiled, looked back at Lin Jian, and then turned his head and said, "Maybe there was before, but you also admitted that you never loved. Me, what's the point of saying so much now."

"When do I..."

"Go back and think about it slowly, don't bother Lin Jian anymore." Han Qiushi supported the open door with one hand and protected Lin Jian's back with the other, and let him enter the house.

Shu Yi shouted from behind: "Lin Jian, you will be like me sooner or later, just wait."

Lin Jian heard it, but there is no need for him to say anything now.

He turned around and closed the door, outside the door Ren Sheng grabbed Shu Yi's arm and led him to the elevator, "Don't bother him anymore."

Shu Yi struggled harder, and looked at Ren Sheng in disbelief: "You are also facing him? Why are you also facing him! What's wrong with you, have you all been deceived by him? Who is he? ...shouldn't be alive at all!"

"Do you think we don't have eyes or ears?" Ren Sheng let go of him, his eyes were cold and angry, "How many times have we chosen to believe you, even though what you said is so far from the truth, We still believe in you, what do we get in return? In exchange for you to play us as fools?"

Han Qiushi walked by, ready to get into the elevator and leave first. Shu Yi skipped Ren Sheng and ran to grab his arm, "Do you trust him? You really don't love me anymore, do you really trust him?"

Han Qiushi pushed his hand away from his arm, took a step back to distance himself from him, the elevator had already closed the door and left, so he had to wait for the next one, and answered Shu Yi in the spare time: "I don't believe him, what is he?" Didn't tell me either."

"How is it possible? He must have... must have told you something." Shu Yi shook his head blankly, his eyes became a little straight.

"If you're really crazy, you'll go to a mental hospital. If you're not crazy, you can go back and live your life. The bankruptcy of Shu's company is just a warning. If you bother him again, see if I can send you in for a few years. "The alienation in Han Qiushi's eyes and the disgusted expression when he frowned made Shu Yi completely out of control.

He looked back at Ren Sheng, "You all..."

Ren Sheng said, "No matter how crazy you are, I really don't care about you."

"You don't care, who needs you to care about me?!" Shu Yi shouted.

Han Qiushi interjected: "That won't work, you take him back and stop disturbing others here."

After Han Qiushi left that day, Shu Yi couldn't control the noise. Fortunately, the houses here are well soundproofed. Lin Jian, who had changed into home clothes, came out with a few pieces of paper and a letter. The paper was thrown to Ren Sheng, and the letter Throw it to Shu Yi.

Ren Sheng's complexion became ugly the moment he saw the above content clearly, his hands trembling on the paper, he looked up at Lin Jian, swallowed and asked, "What do you want to do?"

"What can I do?" Lin Jian laughed, "I'm just a piece of trash. Watch out for you and your brothers. What I gave you is a copy. I still have a lot at home. Stop doing inexplicable things and pass me a knife." , hurt yourself."

Lin saw that when he got home, he realized that he forgot to say "that letter can only be read by Shu Yi". He regretted it for a second and felt that even if he was read, he couldn't do anything about it. Let's just take a shower and sleep went.

Outside, Ren Sheng was already so angry that his mind went into a daze. He took Shu Yi downstairs, threw the crumpled paper ball into the trash can, walked two steps, and turned back nervously to look through the trash can .

Shu Yi's eyes were out of focus, but he still watched him rummaging through the trash can, and laughed twice, "You will be caught by Lin Jian."

"He's not a waste, nor is he a fool." Ren Sheng took it out, stuffed the squash into his pocket, and said to Shu Yi with a sneer, "But he's a lunatic, crazier than you, and you annoy him and he makes you Sit in prison."

After being tied to the co-pilot, Shu Yi asked blankly: "Are you afraid of him?"

Ren Sheng was very irritable and didn't want to answer anymore, but if he didn't answer, Shu Yi would keep asking. When he got angry, he slammed on the brakes, patted the steering wheel and looked sideways at Shu Yi: "Yes, I'm scared, you're not afraid that you will do it He, you are not afraid, you can try it with him and see if he will spare you for the sake of your mental illness!"

"You are cowardly."

"Shut up." Ren Sheng closed his eyes, as soon as he closed his eyes, he would think of all the things that Shu Yi had played all over the years, which made people even more irritated.

Unexpectedly being so fierce, Shu Yi sat there in a daze, looking out of the window, and said leisurely, "You all hate me, then I'll jump out."

Ren Sheng didn't say a word, just increased the speed of the car, drove all the way to the outside of the villa, and after sending Shu Yi inside, he said, "I will come to see you once a month."

"What do you mean?" Shu Yi ran to hug Ren Sheng when he walked to the door, "How could you treat me like this?"

Ren Sheng pushed him away, looked back at Shu Yi carefully, shook his head and said: "Sending you back is my last tolerance for you, don't sneak out to meet Lin again, he doesn't owe you anything."

When Ren Sheng walked up to the car, he could still hear Shu Yi shouting at him hoarsely: "He owes me! He owes me! It's his fault to live!"

"Crazy." Ren Sheng finally couldn't help cursing as he got into the car.

He found that Shu Yi was nowhere to be found, so when he hurriedly called Han Qiu, he asked him if Shu Yi had looked for him.

Han Qiushi thought about it for a while and felt that if he didn't come to find him, he was most likely to go to Lin Jian and went crazy. The two of them drove all the way to Lin Jian's house, and when they got out of the elevator upstairs, they stood there. It seems that the sober "friend" gave them a perfect "confession" performance.

Han Qiushi didn't care about it long ago, so the biggest fluctuation after hearing this was whether Lin Jian was angry, whether Lin Jian was sad, and whether Lin Jian was serious.

He is different, he is the person who has been used the most by Shu Yi over the years.Ren Sheng knew that Lin Jian saw them, and also knew that Lin Jian led Shu Yi to talk step by step in order to let them hear the facts.

At that time, his whole body was stiff, his eyes were dull, and the scenes that flashed in his mind like a movie turned into jokes.

"Hello." He called Liao Guangxi.

The other party has been busy recently, and it seems that he has not contacted for a long time.

"what happened?"

"Shu Yi ran out today."

"Ah."

"I went to see Lin."

"You finish it once."

"Han Qiushi and I ran to Lin Jian there to look for him, and we heard him talking with Lin Jian in the corridor. Guess what he said?"

"Say...he's been lying to us all this time?"

Ren Sheng was stunned for a moment, then raised his head and smiled wryly: "How do you know?"

"Last time when Lin Jian went to see him, you didn't hear them talking in the room. Lin Jian said that he had done all kinds of things from childhood to adulthood. Although he really wanted to trust his friends, he struggled for so long. To be honest, I I can’t be bothered at all.”

Even a fool like Liao Guangxi saw through it earlier than him.

Ren Sheng wiped his eyes and said resignedly, "Okay, okay, go if you're busy, I'm off to work."

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