alpha he wants to be tagged by me

Lu Xingyan didn't speak for a long time.

Xu Ying stood up and patted him on the shoulder.

"It's getting late, let's go back."

He noticed that Lu Xingyan's eyes were red, but he didn't know what to say.

"You'll meet someone better," he weighed his words, "and forget me."

"I won't," Lu Xingyan raised his head abruptly, "I've never loved anyone else like I love you, and I won't love anyone else like this again."

Xu Ying was speechless by his gaze.

"After one month, I will no longer exist in this world."

Lu Xingyan seemed very unwilling to hear him say such words, so he rushed over and hugged him.He clasped Xu Ying's waist tightly with both hands, and buried his head in his waist and abdomen.He used a lot of strength, as if he was afraid that the person in front of him would run away.

Xu Ying could only pat his head comfortingly.

"Let go of me." I don't know if he wants Lu Xingyan to let go of his hand, or wants Lu Xingyan to let go of his feelings for him completely, or both.

"I don't want to." Lu Xingyan's muffled voice sounded.

"If, if you won't leave this world..." His voice was very dry, and he didn't dare to raise his head to look at Xu Ying. He seemed to have spent a lot of effort to say this, "Then will you forgive me before?" Do things and start over with me?"

After a long time, Xu Ying replied softly: "Probably."

He didn't want to lie to Lu Xingyan.

To be honest, Lu Xingyan is not a good partner.He is very self-righteous and does not consider his partner's feelings.

When he was with Lu Xingyan in the past, Lu Xingyan was such a person.It's just that at that time, Xu Ying felt that she was a superior, so she should tolerate Lu Xingyan a little bit.

Lu Xingyan was an alpha, but in the end he became a subordinate. In this world where alphas are respected, it is normal for him to feel ashamed.Let alone an alpha, Xu Ying herself doesn't want to be the next one.

So Xu Ying can accept Lu Xingyan's little problem.

Unexpectedly, Lu Xingyan later did important things without telling him, and reached some secret deals with Qi Ruo, and he was severely calculated.

Although Xu Ying originally planned to remove the glands, he finally achieved his goal.But the feeling of scratching the gland with the fragment of the wine bottle is really painful.

But he was very soft-hearted.

He really liked Lu Xingyan, especially Lu Xingyan stalked him to please him, so he couldn't harden his heart to reject Lu Xingyan.That's why I let this person enter the house again and again.

If he couldn't return to his previous world, he might really accept Lu Xingyan again.

After hearing Xu Ying's answer, Lu Xingyan raised his head excitedly to look at him.

"really?"

Only then did Xu Ying realize that there were tears on his face.

He was a little helpless, why did Lu Xingyan cry again?He is obviously a machismo alpha, but he always sheds tears in front of him.However, every time Lu Xingyan shed tears, he would soften his heart.

Xu Ying sighed and wiped away the tears on Lu Xingyan's face.

"What's the point of saying this? It doesn't make any difference whether I will accept you or not. I will leave here sooner or later. There are only two months left. After these two months, I will return to my It's a world of its own."

Lu Xingyan suddenly became confused again.

"So... is there no way to keep you from going back?"

He seemed to have thought of something: "Since you can come here, it proves that there must be a way to extend your stay here!"

"Otherwise, I will find a way. After you go back, I will find a way to let you pass through again, so that we can always be together!"

Lu Xingyan hurriedly grabbed his cell phone and wanted to call someone to find a way, but Xu Ying held it down.

"I don't know if there's a way, and I don't care if there's a way."

"I have to go back. There are my friends and family there. If I stay in this world forever, what will my family do? Who will take care of my parents?"

Lu Xingyan wilted visibly to the naked eye.

He didn't think about it.Xu Ying has never paid much attention to the Xu family and his wife. Even when he took most of Xu's shares, Xu Ying didn't seem to be particularly angry about this matter.

It turned out that the Xu family couple were not his parents at all.And he has his own parents to take care of, in another world.

"You can't be so selfish and want to keep me here, Lu Xingyan." Xu Ying straightened his shoulders and forced the two to look at each other.

"I also have my own life. I have been here for almost a year, and I always miss the world I live in."

"Okay..." Lu Xingyan smiled wryly, "So, is there really no way for us to be together?"

"Some things cannot be forced."

Lu Xingyan stood up and looked at him.

"How about a hug? Let's hug one last time."

Xu Ying couldn't refuse this request.

Lu Xingyan buried his entire face in his shoulders and neck, just like before, he breathed in the smell of Xu Ying's body, trying to engrave this person into his heart.

Xu Ying didn't move, and just let Lu Xingyan hold him like this.

It took a long time for Lu Xingyan to let go of him, but his eyes were still fixed on him, not wanting to leave him for a second.

"Can you tell me about your family and friends? And your job, and what happened when you were in school, I really want to know." Lu Xingyan trembled, "Don't reject me, okay? I just want to, in the end Get to know you better."

He suddenly fell back to sit on the sofa with an emotional breakdown.

"I really don't know what I'm doing. I think I love you very much, but in the end I realize that I don't know anything about you. I don't know where you went to school, I don't know your friends, I don't know you What kind of work do you do, and parents you don’t know.”

As if Xu Ying didn't hear what he said, she sat beside him and began to talk about herself.

"My parents are both teachers. They are very busy at work. Now that they are old and approaching the age of retirement, they are free. As a result, I am busy with work again. It is not bad to see them once a week. I didn't care much before. This matter, until I traveled to this world, I have been here for almost a year, and I didn’t know any news about them.”

"I don't know if they are sick, whether they are doing well at home, they are old, what if the old man falls down, and I don't know if they have discovered that Xu Ying with that body is no longer me. what to do?"

Xu Ying talked a lot. From when he pretended to be sick and didn't go to school when he was a child, to when he was forced to work overtime at work, Lu Xingyan listened carefully.

"Actually, I used to like all kinds of sports. Although I am not proficient in sea fishing, I have been there many times. That time on the island, I lied to you, it was not my first sea fishing. " Xu Ying turned her head to look at Lu Xingyan abruptly, and talked about their honeymoon trip back then.

"I'll just say it," Lu Xingyan forced a smile, "How could I be so much worse than you."

On the way, Lu Xingyan went to the kitchen to cook. His craftsmanship was as good as ever, but today he was not in good condition and cut his fingers while chopping vegetables.Scarlet blood flowed out, Xu Ying went to the medicine box to get iodophor and a band-aid, and helped him stick the wound well.

After eating, Xu Ying sent Lu Xingyan downstairs.

"You can go back to City A tomorrow, there is nothing to do here." He gave Lu Xingyan a hug, "There is nothing that cannot be forgotten."

Lu Xingyan nodded with red eyes, and rarely refuted Xu Ying.

"Okay," he rolled up the collar of Xu Ying's coat, "you go back quickly, it's cold outside."

Xu Ying watched Lu Xingyan get into the car, and turned back to her home.

Lu Xingyan watched Xu Ying go upstairs, and the lights in his house turned on after a while.The light is warm yellow.It's just another two months and the light might not be on.Maybe it will light up again, but the people inside have changed.

He didn't start the engine.Just lit a cigarette by myself.

About two hours later, the lights in Xu Ying's house went out, and he probably fell asleep.Lu Xingyan just sat here, smoking all night.

At eight o'clock the next morning, he guessed that Xu Ying should get up and pack up and go to work, so he went upstairs and knocked on his door.

he won't go.He thought about it all night and thought through a lot.

He can't keep Xu Ying, Xu Ying has nothing in this world, but in his own world, he has family, friends, and his own job.He is a very good person, and he will have a more colorful life when he goes back.

Lu Xingyan knew that he was destined not to be able to keep Xu Ying, but in the limited two months, he also wanted to stay with Xu Ying for a while.How long can he spend at one time, at least he can still have a thought after many years.

Xu Ying was obviously stunned for a second after opening the door and seeing him.

Lu Xingyan was still wearing yesterday's clothes. He smelled very much of cigarettes. He knew he had smoked a lot when he smelled it. His eyes were also bloodshot and he looked haggard. He must have not slept all night.

"Is there a problem?"

Lu Xingyan grabbed Xu Ying's hand.

"I won't go," he laughed, and said every word very firmly, "It's only two months, and I want to be with you too."

"Didn't you say that you would consider forgiving me and starting over with me? Then make good use of these two months and let's start dating again, okay?"

Xu Ying only thought for a second.

He looked into Lu Xingyan's eyes, and the words in his mouth came out without thinking carefully.

"it is good."

Lu Xingyan smiled even more happily.

"Then why don't you quit this job? Shall we go on a trip? Just go to the island before. Didn't you say you like it? Let's go there for two months, don't care about anything, don't think about anything, okay? good?"