The high-risk occupation is actually me

"How is it possible?" Hua Lei looked at her brother with a slight bitterness in the corner of her mouth, "Why do you think so?"

The person he loves the most dare not approach him and ask him from a distance, do you hate me? This is simply the most ironic and absurd thing in the world, and he feels sad.

Huaci didn't have any expression fluctuations, as if the storm that night was just a dream in the sky.

"Everything you do makes it difficult for me to connect them with the love you said. If you say you hate me, there may be some explanations. But it's fine if you say you don't hate me now, so I can I don't owe you anything."

Hualei's eyes gradually steamed.

Huaci's tone was still flat, as if he was out of the way: "You asked me if I was only guilty of you, and the question was not entirely wrong. I have been with you for 11 years, and every time I couldn't hold on, what appeared in front of my eyes were uncles and aunts. Tell me to take care of your face, lingering in my dreams, every day I can't forget them, is a day full of guilt for you."

"Later you said that you liked me since you were 13 years old, and I kept thinking about when you were a child, why I didn't accompany you more carefully to grow up, why I didn't pay attention to the way you looked at me, why I didn't correct you in time, I I always wonder if you have been tortured by me all these years."

Hua Lei let out a cry: "Brother..."

"The more I think about it, the more guilty I feel, even more guilty than before. Later, I thought I convinced myself that I made you like this, so I should bear the consequences. No matter how life goes, there is one person who gets what he wants And being happy is better than both being sad."

Hua Lei's eyes were so blurred that he couldn't see Hua Ci's expression clearly. What Hua Ci said and scolded these days, his heart was as unshakable as black iron, but now that Hua Ci really talked about his journey, he knew that he No matter what situation he pushed his brother into, he was completely obliterating Huaci's soul.

"But now I realize that it's not. I was wrong. Even if I swallow the bitter fruit alone, you can't be happy, because what you want is not only this, but I can't afford what you want. We shouldn't have Walking in the wrong direction." He raised his eyes and looked at Hualei: "So it's fine now, over the past two months, your desires have been satisfied, and my guilt has also been filled."

Hua Ci's voice paused for a short while: "Your Hua family and I are inseparable."

He didn't say that he owed nothing to Huaci, what he said was that he owed nothing to Hua's family.

Hualei was thinking, how disgusted he is, probably wanting to peel off a layer of flesh and blood, and cut off all ties with Hualei.

At this moment, Hualei didn't feel much pain in his heart, he just heard the blood from the depths of his body go from hot to cold, and was gurgling out.

Hua Ci's heart is far from being as plain and relaxed as he shows. He is a person with too much emotion, otherwise he would not have been kidnapped by his own guilt for so many years, not to mention...he may not be completely innocent towards Hua Lei, He said that he owed nothing, which was equivalent to scraping his own bones to heal the poison, and he frowned slightly in pain.

But he frowned too many times, Hualei couldn't understand his pain now, and only thought that he was disgusted enough to say these words and found it difficult to continue.

Hua Ci calmed down a little, lowered his eyes: "The second thing is, Hua Lei, have you read my diary?"

Hua Lei was stunned for a moment, then lowered her head subconsciously: "I didn't do it on purpose, I just happened to see it, I just wanted to coax you at first, can I find a way to make you happy."

Huaci thought back to the few days when Hualei was uncharacteristically happy, and made strange and inexplicably familiar proposals from time to time, and he understood it in his heart. He was stunned for a while, then smiled: "Just look at it." Well, those don't matter anymore."

Hualei's throat was choked with pain.

"I never really liked my uncle, so you don't have to be angry about it anymore." Huaci said slowly, "It was the first time that my uncle brought me out of the barren orphanage and gave me a good life. I met such a nice person, maybe it was the fledgling plot, I depended on him very much in my heart, or maybe I had some thoughts that I shouldn’t have when I was a child, and I wrote it in my diary. The feelings I have are just pure yearning for the elders."

Huati's hands slowly clenched into fists.

Huaci looked into his eyes: "Your eyes are indeed very similar to Uncle. Sometimes I misunderstand you in a trance, but the love for you is only for you, not because of other emotional influences. Don't let it be because of this. I have bad thoughts about Uncle. When Uncle and Auntie left, you were still young, so you may not have a deep impression on them. They are very, very good people, so I will visit them more in the future.”

Hua tired couldn't speak, just nodded.

Huaci didn't know if his few words could really pull him back a little bit, and whether he could get rid of his paranoia and doubts, but he could only do so much.

Suddenly there was noise and human voices outside, followed by a loud knock on the door downstairs, before Yu Minshang came to ask, the door had already started kicking outside.

Hua Lei acted as if he hadn't heard, just stared at Hua Ci without moving, standing stiffly.

Huaci sighed, and sped up his speech: "There is also the recent rumor about Zhendi Hua's family. You are now in power. Logically, I am not qualified to dictate your decisions, but...don't be too radical in everything, and When dealing with the government, pay more attention to the intertwining of interests and rights behind the scenes, don't provoke people who shouldn't be provoked, and listen to the opinions of the elderly around you..."

Before he could finish speaking, the door was pushed open with a "bang", Yu Minzhi's expression was anxious: "Hua Lei! Brother Ci... Outside, someone is coming outside!"

Hualei poked in place like a man made of wood, only looking at Huaci.

Huaci avoided Huaci's tired gaze, turned her head to Yu Minzhi and said in a low voice: "It's my caller, don't worry."

Yu Minzhi was stunned for a moment, then understood what he meant, was tired from looking at it, and remained silent.

"The last thing, about me being... an intersex person, is also very interesting. I didn't know for the first time until I was almost 29. Now that I know, I can read my own inspection report ?"

This is to ask the other two insiders at the scene. Yu Minzhi was completely surprised that Hua Ci was so calm. He looked at it tired and did not object. He gritted his teeth, took out his mobile phone, and whispered: " Brother Ci, I have your medical report in my mobile phone."

Hua Ci took his mobile phone to read, from the image to the final inspection instructions, carefully read it from beginning to end.

"The external signs are male, and there are two complete reproductive systems in the body."

Today, Huaci really knows herself, and at the same time, she naturally understands why a child who seems to have no physical defects and even has outstanding appearance was abandoned in an orphanage since she was a child, and there was no adoptive family until she was six years old. There is an explanation for those strange looks from the staff of the orphanage when they were young.

Huaci blinked her dry eyes, Hualei's lips trembled, and seemed to move, trying to get closer, but remembering Huaci's "I'm afraid", she still stayed where she was.

Yu Minzhi explained in a low voice: "Brother Ci, in fact, you don't have to worry too much. Although there are very few intersex people, our hospital has encountered a few cases. Generally speaking, the chances of intersex people getting pregnant are very, very low, but you always Only the two of us think too much about vomiting, but there are many reasons for vomiting. You have a bad stomach, and emotional factors often affect the operation of the digestive system. If you are not feeling well because of..., frequent vomiting can be explained , don’t have too much psychological burden.”

After reading Hua Ci, he handed the phone back to Yu Minzhi, and met Hua Lei's eyes for a moment, feeling a sudden soreness in his heart.

He shook his head: "I see, what happens next is my own business, so I don't have to worry about it anymore."

He originally wanted to stop bothering others, but to Hua Lei and Yu Minzhi's ears, it was understood that Hua Ci was so bored that he no longer had any contact with him.

Yu Minzhi's face turned pale, he had never owned it, but he had already lost it, in the final analysis he was not worthy, not even worthy of looking at it from a distance.

There was a loud "bang" from downstairs, indicating that the door had been smashed open.

Hua Ci took a deep breath, stood up, looked at Hua Lei, and moved his lips: "That's it."

Hualei's eye circles suddenly turned red.

"Brother, if I hadn't been so extreme... I, let me tell you, I pursued you normally, would you possibly accept me? I really really just don't want us to be separated, I just want you to be with me That's all."

Hualei has always loved to cry in front of Huaci since she was a child. Whenever she cries, she wails.

But now, he just watched from a distance, tears falling drop by drop.

Hua Ci was also thinking, if this hadn't happened, could they have walked a less difficult and painful path.

But in the end, he just smiled lightly. Although the smile was short, it was indistinguishable, and it made the corners of people's mouths tingle.

"No, Hualei, it's impossible between us." Huaci's tone contained some helpless gentleness, as if he had overcome this unbearable relationship and became that calm and pure brother again, "always Since then, all I look forward to is a good farewell to you."

With his personality, even if there is no blood relationship, it is difficult to accept that someone who has been a younger brother for more than [-] years becomes his lover. No matter which way they change, they cannot gently change their relationship with each other.

As for Huaci, what he wants to see more is that Hualei has his own life, completely begging the shadow of Huaci to be himself, and after a bland farewell, Huaci is like a rocket Like the boosters of his own, scattered in a corner of the world, it is the most perfect ending for him.

Hualei lowered her head abruptly, tears streaming down her face like rain.

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One day when I was a child

It was already past twelve o'clock at night when Hua Ci took the luggage from the trunk of the taxi. The city of S in March was cold and wet, and it didn't take long to stay outside for the chill to seep into the bones.

Huaci has never liked to mobilize people. Even when he came home at night, he didn't ask the family driver to pick him up. He wrapped up his jacket tightly, dragged his heavy suitcase, and walked from the distant gate to the villa by himself.

He tiptoedly opened the door of the villa without turning on the lights, biting the mobile phone with the flashlight on, and carried the luggage back to the bedroom.

Even if he is not at home, the servants will clean his room every day, Huaci turns on the air conditioner, and breathes out comfortably when the warmth comes out.

Hua Ci washed up briefly, took out his mobile phone while drying his hair, and sent messages to his uncle and aunt before boarding the plane, but he didn't receive a reply. He thought that his uncle and aunt were very busy.

He had just put down his cell phone when he heard two "duk-duk" sounds suddenly coming from the door, and before he could get closer to look at the door, there were two "duk-duk" sounds immediately after, as if he was very impatient.

You know who it is when you hear it.

Huaci laughed, and as soon as he opened the door, his legs were hugged with a "slap".He lowered his head and saw Bai Shengsheng's little face looking up at him anxiously, and shouted childishly, "Brother! Brother! You're back!"

"Why isn't Xiaoyu sleeping so late?"

Huaci bent down to pick Hualei up, and gently rubbed his little face with the tip of her nose, making the child giggle.

"Aren't you disobedient again? Xiaoyu is already a big kid in middle school. If he can't get up the next day, he will be late for school. He will be criticized by the teacher."

Hualei hugged his neck tightly, and kissed him "pattaptattat" on the face: "I got up to go to the bathroom and saw the light in my brother's room, so I didn't go to sleep."

Hua Ci hugged him and closed the door, and backed away a bit: "Did I say that when a little man grows up, he can no longer kiss randomly."

Hualei was put on the bed, tucked into the quilt and tucked up again, without making a sound for a long time, this overly well-behaved performance made Huaci look up suspiciously, and saw that he had already covered a basketful of tears with aggrievedness.

"..."

Hualei was trying hard to bring tears to his eyes. When he saw his brother frowning and looking at him, the grievance and embarrassment in his heart burst, and he immediately started to sob: "Brother went to play by himself, and when he came back, he would be fierce to me."

Huaci was speechless for a while, and squatted down to be at eye level with him: "You can't even squeeze your tears out."

Hualei: "..."

It can be said that her young self-esteem was hit hard, Hualei followed her brother's gaze and rubbed her eyes, and found that it was really dry, sad from her chest, and now she really burst into tears.

Huaci saw that he was really annoyed, and felt that he really owed his mouth, so he hurriedly coaxed in a low voice: "Don't cry, don't cry, brother is wrong, Xiaoyu is the most obedient and obedient, please forgive brother."

Hualei lowered his head, but the villainous brother tilted his head to look at him from below, which almost made him fail again.

"What do I need my brother to do to forgive my brother?"

Huaci suppressed a smile, patiently hugged him into her arms, and wiped his little face.

Hua tired sobbed: "I want my brother to kiss me."

Huaci was helpless, lowered her head and kissed his left cheek.

Hualei tilted her head: "There is still the right side."

Huaci kissed again: "It's okay, are you happy?"

Hualei held her brother's hand and pouted her small mouth.

"..."

Huaci looked at the little bird's beak stretched out in front of her eyes: "Xiaoyu, did my brother tell you that you can't kiss other people's mouths casually, and you can't let people kiss their mouths casually."

"Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooow

"Okay, okay, kiss."

"One more kiss!"

"Are you still sleeping?"

"Woooooo-"

"Kiss, dear!"

The night was getting darker and darker, the air was cold and the dew was thicker, the whole villa fell into a quiet sleep, and the long breath undulated like waves.

Hualei is pillowing her brother's arm, arched in his arms, her whole body is warm, she sleeps soundly, even in her dreams, she always has good dreams, with a smile on her lips.

The next morning, when the servant who brought Hualei woke up at that time, there was no one in the room. On the balcony of the bathroom, even the closet had been turned over and there was no sign of it. Everyone panicked.

Although the young master is always cold, except for the fact that the young master likes to sneak into the young master's bedroom when the young master is around, he has never run around at other times.

But the young master joined the school's ski team, went to Switzerland for a competition, and was not at home at all...

They were in a panic when the door of the young master's room opened, Hua Ci looked like he hadn't slept enough, and he was holding a child in his arms.

Who is it if it's not Hualei!

Huaci skillfully supported the child's buttocks with one hand and protected his back with the other, leaning against the railing on the second floor and smiling shyly at the housekeepers and servants gathered downstairs: "I came back late last night, so I didn't disturb everyone. It woke up the little guy, so I hugged him into my room and put him to sleep."

Everyone was relieved.

Although Hualei is only five years old, he is very independent, and the most annoying thing is that others touch him and take care of him. He always brushes his teeth, washes his face, puts on his clothes and packs his schoolbag, but when Huaci is at home, everything is different.

Hua Ci was so sleepy that he couldn't keep his eyes open, and he had to do his best to brush his teeth with a toothbrush. After washing, he took Hua Tired's little hand to the cloakroom: "What clothes are you wearing?"

There is no mandatory school uniform in kindergarten. Hualei’s clothes are all bought in sets, and no matter how you match them, you can’t go wrong. When Huaci is not around, Hualei makes up her own mind.

But of course everything changed when Hua Ci was there. Although Hua Ci was asking for his opinion, he was already choosing clothes on his own: "Is it okay to wear this?"

Hualei took it happily and nodded heavily: "It looks good!"

Hua Ci laughed, and pinched his little face to tease him: "You know how good you are at this age, handsome boy, don't everyone call you handsome boy?"

When she was a child, Hua Lei was far from thick-skinned as she was when she grew up. She blushed without teasing her, and went into the house to change clothes while avoiding her brother's hand.

Huaci looked at his little red face with joy, shook his head and helped him pack his schoolbag habitually.

Even if Hualei's parents want to touch Hualei's schoolbag, the servants who take care of Hualei should dissuade them, because Hualei really pays attention to her privacy, as long as she often uses it, she will not allow outsiders to touch it. .

But Huaci has never been in Hualei's category of outsiders. He hasn't realized it himself. He just thinks that Hualei is the most obedient and easy-going child in the world, and he stuffs books, hand tools, tissues, and other messy things into his schoolbag. .

The new maid who has just started working is dumbfounded, and the experienced old servant still has to hold her.

Hua Muzhi and Li Mingjuan were not at home due to work problems. This pair of Huaci and Hualei has long been used to it. Hualei happily finished breakfast next to Huaci, and didn't even eat the black sesame buns that he dislikes the most. Does not affect the mood in the slightest.

Hua Ci watched him dangle his little feet under the table while eating, and also found it funny, so he couldn't help but ate half an extra apple.

Lin was about to go out to get in the car, Hua Tired Eyes held Hua Ci's hand: "Brother, are you going to school today, are you still home when I come back?"

Hualei participated in a lot of extracurricular activities in junior high school besides his studies. Sometimes it was past eight o’clock when he got home. For Hualei, a kindergartener who had to go to bed before ten o’clock every day, it was equivalent to a whole night. My brother couldn't talk or play at all.

"I'm going to be late, do you know, Xiaoyu?" Hua Ci took him by the hand and sent him into the car, giving him a reassurance, "I just finished the competition, and the school has a day off for jet lag. I'm going to school, can I pick you up from school at night?"

Hua Lei showed a big smile as if the sun had cleared in an instant, and grabbed Hua Ci's hand, bowed his head and kissed hard: "Okay, brother can't break his promise!"

This blow made the back of his hand wet and hot, Hua Ci smiled and pushed him back into the car, and quickly closed the door: "Come on, you."

When Hualei was in kindergarten, he was never elated. He always had low pressure and a bad face. The children in the class did not dare to provoke him early in the morning. But today is different. Although there is only a little smile on his face, it is obvious that Everyone found him in a good mood.

When the teacher asked to take out the reading book to read the characters, Hualei opened the schoolbag and saw that the schoolbag was full of piles and messes. When he tried to take out the book to read, he felt very complicated. He was probably happy, but it seemed a little not so pure. happy.

Deng Shu, who was sitting next to him, understood it at a glance. She was dressed like a little princess, but she was sitting in a very heroic posture, with beautiful and delicate braids on her top, laughing loudly: "Is this what your brother gave you? Hahahaha!"

Hualei also felt happy being ridiculed, pretending to be calm and said: "Yes, my brother is back,"

Deng Shu faintly felt that he seemed to be showing off to her, but she couldn't find evidence, so she looked at Hua Lei's side face with pursed lips for a long time: "Your brother is back."

"Yes." Hualei smiled, her tone calm but reserved, "My brother will come to pick me up from school tonight."

Deng Shu looked at his appearance, and was completely sure that this man was showing off her brother to her again, she rolled her eyes greatly, and said "Cut", "You are the only one who has a brother, you are so amazing, who cares! "

Hualei shrugged her shoulders, looking at the book in her hand, the smile on her lips didn't fade at all.

In less than a day, all the children in the class knew that Hualei's beautiful brother who went to Switzerland to participate in the skiing competition came back. Not only did he win a trophy, he also brought a lot of delicious and fun things to Hualei, which made everyone envious.

As for Huaci himself, standing at the school gate waiting for Hualei to leave school, he kept receiving sincere attention gifts from all the children, it was really hard to figure out.

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