The high-risk occupation is actually me

Hua Lei sat quietly on the sofa with Hua Ci, Hua Ci's eyes stopped blankly in the void, Hua Lei looked at him and tightly squeezed his palms, his eyes were full of worry.

But he didn't dare to say anything rashly, and suddenly regretted it in his heart. Perhaps he shouldn't have cared about the friendship between his brother and Hua Yuheng at the beginning. If he had killed Hua Yuheng together, Huaci would not be so painful now.

Feng Tang didn't know exactly what happened, but judging by the appearance of the two of them, he guessed it was inappropriate for him to know. He stood aside and stared at the appearance of Huaci closely next to his brother, his teeth itching with anger, He poured a cup of hot water for Hua Ci and tried to squeeze the flowers out.

The water glass was stopped by Hua Lei halfway, he raised his head and gave Feng Chi a warning look, he tried the temperature of the water himself before handing it to Hua Ci: "Brother, drink some water, your hands are freezing."

Hua Ci's eyes fell back to the steaming water glass, took a sip dumbly, looked up at Feng Zhan, and stopped what he was about to say: "Feng Zan, can you go out first, I think ...Say a few words with Hualei alone."

Feng Tang choked for a moment, and felt that Hua Lei's eyes were full of smugness, but Hua Ci's attitude was firm, he could only nod and agree: "Okay, I'll be outside."

The door was gently closed.

Hualei was refreshed, and moved closer to Huaci, took the water glass out of his hand, rubbed his nephrite palm, and said distressedly: "It's all burned red, why doesn't brother know Does it hurt?"

Huaci shrank her fingertips and retracted her hand.

"So, it was Hua Kezhi who planned the murder in the car accident. He killed his uncle and aunt...you already knew that, right?"

Hualei's palm was empty, he paused, his expression did not change, he was still patient and gentle.

Hua Ci looked at him: "You...you already knew that the car accident was not an accident, did you?"

He wished Hua Lei would give a negative answer, but seeing Hua Lei nodded slowly, he took a deep breath, turned his head and closed his eyes.

"I'm not a fool, not to mention I'm precocious." Hualei even laughed and said in a low voice, "Mom and Dad's business was booming at that time, and the bodyguards were always around, not to mention how many times the vehicles that travel every day have been checked in advance. , how could I easily accept that it was an accident?"

They fell into a long silence.

Hua Ci asked: "You also know who the murderer is, right? Ouyang Si said that Erfang did it... Did you ask him to tell me so on purpose?"

As long as one link in a chain is found to be wrong, the entire chain will be overthrown, and if it is coherent, it will be easy to find out what is wrong.

After a tired pause, Hua still admitted: "I knew the truth about the same time as Ouyang Si, so I knew at that time that he was also investigating. I... don't want my brother to immerse himself in these old things, so when he told You met him before and made him lie to you."

Huaci seemed to be unbearable at last, stood up from the sofa and walked out, but was pulled by Hualei hastily.

"Brother, don't go, I... I know I was wrong, and I will never lie to you again."

Huaci's throat was choked, her nasal cavity was swollen and sore, and the mist in front of her eyes was rising and falling.

"Brother." Hua Lei cautiously let go of his arm, and grabbed Hua Ci's sleeve instead, as if he was afraid of Hua Ci's anger, he dared not grab it firmly, only dared to hold it.

Hua Ci looked down at the amputated finger, and couldn't hold back, a tear fell from his eye socket.

He used to think that when Hualei was six years old, what he was facing was the loss of his loved ones. It was the emptiness and loneliness in his heart that made him feel scared. There are relatives who love him, as long as he waits for his brother to come back wholeheartedly.

But now he discovers the situation of that six-year-old child back then. He stood alone under the conspiracy. He knew the truth but was powerless to resist. His relatives in the past had turned into demons. The only brother he could trust was lying on the hospital bed. Use the word fear to explain simply.

A tear fell on Hualei's hand, he hurriedly walked up to Huaci, his tone was cramped: "Brother, don't cry, I know I was wrong."

Huaci's tears scalded his heart, and all the tricks he had planned in his mind about how to show pity and gain sympathy were messed up.

Hua Ci waved away the hand he was trying to wipe away his tears, his eyes blurred with tears: "I'm angry, why can't I be angry? I've wanted my brother to live happily for so many years, but I'm all self-righteous and don't know anything , Maybe you didn’t even really understand anything in the nightmares you had when you were young. When I think of the past 11 years when you pretended to be happy despite being in pain, I just..."

When he didn't speak, he was so choked up that he couldn't speak.

Hua Lei froze on the spot, stared at him blankly, and suddenly hugged him in his arms, with such strength that Hua Ci's bones ached, but he didn't push him away.

Hualei's eyes were also red, and he buried his head on Huaci's shoulder: "Brother, I also want you to live happily."

When I am incapable, I don't want you who have worked so hard to worry about my mental state, so I can pretend that I don't know anything.

Because in fact, everything is not that important. You are the only one in my world, and your emotions are mine.

I worked hard to grow up, and I worked hard to grow up to be able to protect you from the wind and rain. I, like them, have never forgotten that you can spread your wings and fly high.

"There is no one else in my nightmares, only my brother who won't wake up. Brother, as long as you don't leave, I can take on anything. I'm just afraid that you don't want me. I only have you."

This time, Hua Ci really understood how afraid he was of leaving him, what it meant to be only a brother, and realized that Jamie was right.

During the days and nights when he was not awake, the nine-year-old boy underwent drastic changes. He knew very well that the relatives who smiled at him by his side were all ghosts in the night, with claws and claws, and he couldn't tell the real face.

In the eyes of the little boy, every day is like being entangled by the tentacles of shadows in a horror movie. He can only turn blue when he sees his brother, but his brother never wakes up.

He was scared, he was really scared, so he quietly climbed onto the hospital bed at night, propping up his body and not daring to touch his fragile brother, but he was really greedy for this warmth, so he could only put his brother's hand on his body. Playing another role in the day-to-day obsession, he said to himself: "Xiao Yu is good, Xiao Yu is the bravest, Xiao Yu is a man, my brother loves Xiao Yu the most, and my brother will never leave Xiao Yu."

In this way, the nine-year-old Xiaoyu will be really brave enough not to shed tears during the day, muster up the courage to face the evil spirits around him, and wait for his brother to wake up indefinitely.

Hua Ci's waist was strangled severely, and his whole body was tightly pressed into Hua Lei's arms, his chin was resting on Hua Lei's shoulder, he raised his head to breathe, and gradually wept uncontrollably.

"Do you think I really want to sever ties with you? Is my heart just cold? If it wasn't for you...why do you force me so much?"

He cried so much that his viscera were in a mess, and he hated his extreme behavior and simple and ridiculous way of thinking.

"Stop crying, brother, my voice is hoarse from crying." Hua Lei patted his back and coaxed, "I will only be your younger brother, and I will never force you again, brother, I really will never cry again." Forced you."

After both of them withdrew from their emotions and calmed down, Huaci felt ashamed after a while, and cried like this in front of his younger brother.

Now seeing Hualei calling him his younger brother, it is impossible for him to say that he has no psychological burden at all, but because they conceal the truth from each other, they do not trust and understand each other, and the rift is getting bigger and bigger. It is not completely incomprehensible to think in the wrong direction and go the wrong way for a while.

Hua Ci thinks, they have been together for more than [-] years, and maybe they just think they know each other in many places, just like the old couple who give each other their heads and tails, always forcing the solution that they think is the most suitable on themselves, thinking that Telling a white lie, in fact, planted long-term troubles.

As soon as he became ruthless, he regarded what Hualei had done as a mistake, a mistake that can be forgiven only once, and he might not be completely unacceptable.

Hua Lei saw the small awkwardness in Hua Ci's heart, and sat in a place not far or near with empathy, casually talking about some irrelevant topics to ease the atmosphere.

Talking about my life in China for the past two years, I was exhausted and exhausted, wishing to describe myself as the February yellow in the vegetable field, and the language was so exaggerated that I couldn't hold back my smile.

"Oh, it turns out that your inability to sleep or eat at night means that you have dinner with this famous lady today, and you will have the whole movie with another little flower tomorrow?"

Huaci slandered in his heart, but he had a good time playing.

Hualei's expression froze for a moment, and she forcibly went back to make amends: "I hope you will see more news about my scandal abroad, so that you won't feel so burdened."

Huaci looked at his pitiful and timid little eyes, and couldn't help but snorted: "I still want to thank you for your thoughtfulness?"

When they talked about topics related to those two months, the atmosphere between them was still a little awkward. Huaci thought for a while and decided to speak directly: "Between the two of us..."

"Brother, I understand that I will put myself in a good position and never embarrass you again." Hua Lei's eyes were clear and clean, "I just want you not to leave me alone. Thinking in the wrong direction, in fact, I have always regarded you as my brother."

Be a brother, but also a lover.

He has never been able to figure out his true thoughts, but if he wants to see Hua Ci in other ways besides the cold brow, he must rot them deep in his heart.

Huaci was taken aback, looking at Hualei's puppy-like clean and black eyes, unable to say what she wanted to say, she nodded hastily, lowered her eyes and took a sip of water to cover her flustered heart.