Shen Yuchuan felt that Lu Ling seemed to have become different, he would not treat him so indifferently before, only then did he realize that when he rejected Lu Ling before, it was so hurtful.

"Lulu..." There was obvious pain in his tone.This is always the case with people, the more sugar they eat, the less bitter they will be.

Lu Ling gave him all his reliance and unreserved love, and he could no longer stand the indifference of his lover.

"Shen Yuchuan, these days, I've been thinking about what could make you hate my father so much, not let him go, and deceive me, but I can't figure it out."

Shen Yuchuan fixed his eyes on him, and replied calmly: "Lu Ling, then don't think about it."

"Don't think about it, I won't lie to you again, can we still be as good as before? Give me a chance to make up for it."

Lu Ling sneered: "Shen Yuchuan, you hurt my dearest relatives, deceived my feelings, and refused to even tell me a reason, why do you think we can go back to the past?"

"My dad is in prison, and all this is due to my boyfriend. He kept saying that he likes me and started over again, but these things are still going on. How can I be indifferent and still cling to him and like him? Trust him?"

When Lu Ling said these words, he was not hysterical or angry, but calmed down.

Only then did he realize that he could really calm down when his heart ached so much.

Shen Yuchuan stretched out his hand, trying to pull him to his side, but was knocked off by Lu Ling. He was stunned for a moment, sighed, and resisted the strong urge to tie Lu Ling and tie him home.

"I know I'm sorry for you, but Lulu, can you trust me again, I really want to be with you, I..."

"I never lied to you about liking you."

"You like me? If you like me, you hide everything about me. If you like me, you don't even give me a reason to hurt my family? Shen Yuchuan, do you think I can accept this kind of liking?"

"Lu Ling..."

"Can I?"

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." Shen Yuchuan could no longer control himself, and hugged him into his arms. He had a premonition that Lu Ling might leave him at any time. This premonition scared him and made him extremely uneasy, "I... Lulu, I give up, I let myself go, let's start again, okay?"

"In the past few days, I've thought a lot. You're right. I do hate Lu Zhengan, but I also... love you very much..." You don't know how much you love, you never know, what you mean to me What kind of existence... "I think, because of you, I am willing to let go of everything, Lu Ling, I only want you."

Lu Ling really wanted to convince himself to believe him, but the scene of Lu Zhengan being taken away in the morning was still vivid in his memory, so how could he dare to believe it: "Brother Shen, tell me why you did this?"

Shen Yuchuan's body froze, but he couldn't utter a word.Once the secrets buried in the heart and veins are revealed, there will be no possibility for him and Lu Ling.

He said dryly: "Lu Lu, there is a reason why Brother Shen didn't tell you... We don't care about those things, you are good, I will treat you well."

Lu Ling shook his head with a wry smile, and touched his back with his hands: "Shen Yuchuan, forget it."

"I don't like you anymore..."

Shen Yuchuan froze, pushed him away in disbelief, and stared firmly into his eyes.

"You can't do it at all, you don't tell me anything, and you never really thought about going back to the past with me... Maybe, you are trying hard, but Shen Yuchuan, if you can't do it, you can't do it, Why are you teasing me?"

Your hurt and deceit have never stopped, you always hide yourself so deep, you don't want anyone to spy on you, even though I have tried so hard, it is useless.

Lu Ling could no longer deceive himself. Compared to Shen Yuchuan liking him, he believed that Shen Yuchuan just liked to control Lu Zhengan's son. As for the reason, Shen Yuchuan was not prepared to tell him at all, and he never kept him close to his heart Pass.

He likes himself, or yes, but it's hard to say whether he loves him or not.

Lu Ling gently pushed Shen Yuchuan away. To be honest, he couldn't hate Shen Yuchuan, but he couldn't forgive him either.No matter what Lu Zhengan and himself owed him, what should be repaid, it's best to pay it off this time.

If he doesn't want to tell his secret, let's just keep it, if it won't get into his heart after all, then don't leave.

Tired myself and hurt him too.

Lu Ling was a little tired, but also smiled in relief, like every time Shen Yuchuan pushed open the door of the apartment to go to work, he stood on tiptoe and kissed Shen Yuchuan's side face: "Brother Shen, goodbye."

Shen Yuchuan stood on the spot, unable to react for a while, he felt that Lu Ling had only left for a short time and would come back soon, just like every time before.He was always like this, even if he went to the supermarket downstairs to buy something, he would ask for a kiss and say goodbye.

He said that there must be a sense of ritual in living life.

He will be back.In the past, he was so angry with himself that he pretended to leave, but every time he opened the door, his little friend would jump into his arms like a soft-fur bunny.

Lu Ling was reluctant to leave him, and would not really get angry with him.

It was only then that Shen Yuchuan realized that Lu Ling had already infiltrated every bit of his life, and also penetrated into his flesh and blood.

Leaving it is a pain of cutting skin and bone.

After a short few minutes, Lu Ling still opened the door of the restaurant and walked out.

The restaurant was covered with a red carpet and sprinkled with rose petals. When Lu Ling went out, he happened to meet the waiter playing the violin and walked towards the door.

He saw Lu Ling stunned for a moment, then reacted, and gave way to him with an apologetic expression on his face.

Lu Ling nodded to him, and walked forward aimlessly, but the waiter stopped him: "Hello, sir."

Lu Ling stopped, looked back at him, and asked indifferently, "What's wrong?"

"Excuse me, are you the gentleman who came out of the private room?"

"Excuse me..." The waiter saluted him politely, "The gentleman inside is going to confess to someone he likes today, it seems like it's the first time, he was very nervous just now, and asked about the restaurant we usually book How does a man make a successful confession? We arranged the scene and suggested that he send roses to propose marriage, but I’m afraid that what we did would not be in line with that gentleman’s sweetheart’s wishes. You seem to know him very well. , How are we doing, will that gentleman's partner like it?" The waiter didn't know why he called Lu Ling, but subconsciously felt that Lu Ling could give him better advice.

"Very good, his...partner will definitely like it very much." Lu Ling's eyes were a little dry, and it took him a while to answer the waiter.

"So, sir—" the waiter raised the rose in his hand, "will his partner like roses?"

Lu Ling smiled: "I like it."

and so--

"Give me the flowers," he said.

The waiter froze for a moment: "For you?"

"The scene you arranged is very romantic, the roses are very bright..." I also like the person standing there waiting for me, I like it very much.

"—I like them all."

The waiter was stunned for a moment, as if he had understood something, and when he came back to his senses, Lu Ling had already taken the rose in his hand: "Please tell the gentleman inside that the roses were taken by a Mr. He doesn't want to wait."

The waiter opened his mouth, but before he could say anything, Lu Ling turned around and walked into the elevator.

The moment the elevator door closed, Lu Ling suddenly felt that he had finally grown up a bit.

Kid Lu Ling is finally going to grow up.

When the waiter came back, the elevator had already descended to the first floor. He sighed, turned and walked to the private room of the restaurant.

At this moment, he couldn't bear to go in.

-

After Lu Ling returned to Lu's house, the old lady was sitting on the sofa waiting for him. He walked over silently, held the old man's hand, and comforted him: "Grandma, go and rest, Dad will be fine."

The old lady narrowed her eyes and looked at him for a while, then smiled kindly: "Well, it's okay, grandma is waiting for you."

A warm current surged in Lu Ling's heart. He took the old lady's hand and sent her into the bedroom. Before closing the door, the old lady suddenly asked, "My dear grandson, who did you go to meet in such a hurry today?"

"a friend."

"Hehehe, is it the person you liked last time?"

Lu Ling nodded: "Well, grandma, it's a pity he doesn't like me."

The old lady's complexion changed, she was a little unhappy and said: "Our Lulu is so cute and sensible, there are people who don't like it?! That vision must be bad!"

Lu Ling sneered: "Okay, grandma, why does he like me? Not everyone has to give in to me, maybe we are not suitable."

The old lady's complexion eased, and she felt that what he said was right, and she was still a little unhappy and said: "If it is not suitable, it is not suitable. My grandson can be cared for by no one."

Lu Ling was amused by her, said good night to the person again, and then turned back to the bedroom.

He is very tired.

The nerves that had been tense all day finally relaxed when his head touched the pillow.He stared blankly at the ceiling, and couldn't stop thinking in his mind, did Shen Yuchuan leave the restaurant?Will he continue to wait there?How else would he deal with Lu Zhengan...

Xu Shi was extremely tired, his eyelids were fighting as he thought about it, and he fell asleep not long after.

On the other side, Shen Yuchuan stood in the restaurant, opened the window, and smoked against the wall.

The waiter finally knocked on the door and came in, and relayed Lu Ling's words to him, but he ignored it.

The restaurant is located on the top floor, and you can see the night view of the whole city from the window.The neon lights turned into a sea, and Shen Yuchuan felt a little lonely when he was alone for the first time.

Although there are too many times like this.But when someone is with you, it's hard to walk alone.

To him, Lu Ling was like a star in the sky, he thought it was pretty when he looked at it, and he didn't want to take it off.But once you take it off, it will become a precious luxury in the palm of your hand, and it will be difficult to let go.

After all, the balance of love and hate has tilted. If there is less hate, love will also be lost.

He waited silently in the restaurant on the top floor all night, but Lu Ling really never came back.

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