After the substitute, he counterattacked and became Bai Yueguang
Chapter 43 I love you, he understands, so he dare not anymore
While waiting for the list of winners of the art competition to come out, Qi Tang lived a leisurely life.
He still draws every day, and from time to time he goes outside to sketch with his drawing board on his back.
In order to provide him with a better painting environment, Qin Qian asked Qin Xiao to move out the studio for Qi Tang to use alone. Although the child was very dissatisfied, he still did so.
It wasn't that he was reluctant to part with that studio, he just felt that Qi Tang was already lonely enough, and it would be too pitiful for him to be left alone in the studio and paint all day long.
Moreover, Qin Xiao could feel that although Qi Tang seemed to have come out of emotional pain on the face, his works lacked a warmth and became a little numb.
Like losing the ability to appreciate beauty and love.
A child's intuition is very accurate, he has no way to describe it, but he always feels that Qi Tang's heart is empty.
This is fatal for an art creator, because they need to experience and understand the world with their hearts.
Qin Xiao didn't dare to tell Qi Tang about this, just like Qi Tang didn't dare to tell him that he lacked talent in painting.
He felt that what he could do now was to leave everything to time, and that old guy named Lin An should stop pestering Qi Tang any more.
During this period of time, Lin An also lived very contentedly.
He watches Qi Tang not far away every day, watching his children draw, eat, rest, and entertain.
From time to time, taking advantage of Qi Tang's inattention, he would put something small at his door.
Then secretly hid in the room and observed Qi Tang's expression when he received the gift.
The corners of the child's lips are slightly curved, and the smile is gentlemanly and fascinating. Whenever this happens, Lin An feels that everything is worth it.
He began to understand that sentence: love is silent, compromise and pay silently, tolerate and give in silently.
The two lived under the same roof, and gradually became acquainted with each other through this 'mysterious' way of communication.
Lin An even added Qi Tang's WeChat on his trumpet, but he never sent Qi Tang a message.
Every time I make contact, I still use the method of leaving a note.
Because of this, Lin An can collect one more sheet of words written by the children.
He became passionate about doing things like this.
Soon after, the winners of the art competition were announced.
Without any suspense, Qi Tang won No.1.
Qin Qian was very satisfied and praised him for a long time. In fact, Qi Tang felt that his achievements were just at the beginning.
He still plans to go back to school and continue to study for a master's degree. Further studies are not only for him to learn more knowledge, but more importantly, to broaden his horizons and increase his depth of thought.
Art is like a big mountain. Some people only climb to the mountainside, and their vision and thoughts only reach the mountainside, so their artistic creation will inevitably be limited.
If you don't continue to climb, you will never see the scenery on the top.
As for Qi Tang, his goal has always been to be at the top.
Qin Xiao felt a little awkward about him winning the award, and apart from being jealous, she was also really happy for him.
He also pulled this face and said to him: "This time we have to celebrate, my elder brother said, last time he dove you, this time he treats you."
Qi Tang wanted to refuse, but he didn't want to go anywhere.
But Qin Xiao didn't give him this chance, he just dragged him into the car.
This time it was a Chinese restaurant, and when Qi Tang arrived, the dishes had already been ordered and started to serve.
Besides Qin Qiu, there was also Qin Qian. Everyone was very happy, with smiles on their faces.
Inexplicably, Qi Tang felt his heart soften a bit, it was the first time he felt that this kind of scene didn't seem so bad.
But the table was very quiet, except for Qin Qiu, the other three were not very good at chatting, and the meal was lifeless.
So Qin Xiao suggested to drink, saying that this would enliven the atmosphere.
Thinking of the scene where Qin Xiao got drunk last time, Qi Tang wanted to stop him, but Qin Qiu smiled softly at him:
"It's okay. I will be responsible for sending you all home." The man's voice was magnetic, inexplicably deceptive.
Qi Tang didn't say anything more, but he had to drink with him.
An hour later, both Qin Qian and Qin Xiao were paralyzed by drunkenness, and Qi Tang's face was also flushed.
He felt that every cell in his body was terribly excited, so it was true that drinking would make people happy.
Qin Qiu lit a cigarette at the side, staring at Qi Tang with a pair of hazy eyes.
Suddenly he said in a hoarse voice: "Do you need me to give you a free psychological treatment?"
The tone with a smile was inexplicably provocative, but Qin Qiu was not joking.
He graduated with a Ph.D. in psychology and has published many professional papers and journals, gaining a high reputation in this field.
Whether a person has a psychological problem or not, he can still judge.
Although Qi Tang was a little drunk, but his face was still calm, he sat upright, took a sip of boiled water slowly, and then raised his eyes to look over.
"I do not need it, thank you."
He's out and it won't hurt again.
Qin Qiu just looked at him, and gracefully exhaled a smoke ring.
Qi Tang's current state is a bit like emotional numbness, and he will develop a kind of self-protective dullness for more intense emotions.
That is, anger, deep love, and hatred. Emotional ups and downs beyond the usual range will make him numb and unable to perceive those emotions.
Of course, Qin Qiu didn't think there was anything wrong with this.
On the contrary, for a person who has just experienced a major stimulus, this kind of self-protective numbness is very good.
It can lengthen a person's emotional response, allow time to wear off the hurt, and then gradually heal itself.
Anyway, it will be fine, although the process is relatively long, so he doesn't care about this nosy matter.
Qin Qiu poured a glass of water, looked up and saw Qi Tang looking at him, those deep eyes were a little bit misty, looking so pretty.
Qin Qiu's heart skipped a beat, then he smiled: "You want to smoke one too?"
Qi Tang shook his head: "It smells bad."
After getting drunk, Qi Tang will be more honest than usual, and won't take too much into consideration when speaking.
But Qin Qiu didn't dislike Qi Tang's appearance, he raised his eyebrows, and then choked out the cigarette.
Qi Tang looked at him again, his eyes gradually became blurred, before finally losing consciousness, he said: "Take me home."
These four words are very calm, but inexplicably make Qin Qiu feel trusted, which makes him very happy.
He smiled lazily, and seeing that he was about to fall down on the chair, Qin Qiu grabbed Qi Tang and opened his thin lips lightly: "Okay."
Lin An didn't go out with Qi Tang today because he was caught up in some things.
At night, he had been home for a long time, but Qi Tang still hadn't come back, Lin An was a little anxious.
He asked Assistant Tian to investigate and found out that Qi Tang was at the party, which reassured Lin An a little.
After waiting in the living room for two hours, there was a sound of the door opening. Lin An quickly hid in his room and peeked through the crack of the door.
After a lot of noise, he saw his little friend.
Fox's eyes softened immediately.
But soon, Lin An's face darkened, and those eyes seemed to be eating people.
He saw another man.
Qi Tang has never been a casual person, on the contrary, he is very alert and aware of danger.
You will never hand yourself over to someone you don't trust when you are drunk and unconscious.
Lin An knew his little friend too well.
It is precisely because of too much understanding that now Lin An feels that his brain is about to explode.
He almost exhausted all his rationality to hold back from rushing out.
His little friend has someone else.
As soon as this idea came out, Lin An felt that he was about to lose his breath.
It was a huge sense of fear and frustration, which swept over him overwhelmingly, blowing him to pieces.
In the room, Qin Qiu put Qi Tang on the sofa, pulled the blanket aside to cover him up, and thoughtfully turned up the temperature of the air conditioner.
In order to prevent Qi Tang from waking up and wanting to drink water, Qin Qiu deliberately took out two bottles of milk from the refrigerator and put them within Qi Tang's reach.
Milk hangover can also relieve headaches, which he thinks Qi Tang needs very much.
After finishing these, Qin Qiu left lightly.
After the door was closed, Lin An came out from the room. He sat by the sofa, looked at Qi Tang's sleeping face, his eyes were scarlet.
He gently stroked Qi Tang's brows and eyes with his fingertips, the warmth under his hand made Lin An's heart feel a little better.
"Baby, don't like others, okay..."
The hoarse voice was full of despair, and there was a lot of powerlessness.
Lin An took Qi Tang's hand and kissed it carefully: "I love you."
This is the first time he has said this in his 30 years of life. It is a bit shameful, but it is more of a softness.
What followed was a spring of love, which made his eyes turn red and his heart ache.
Lin An suddenly remembered a long time ago, the scene when the child lost his temper with him after he knew that he was a stand-in.
At that time, after their joy/love, he said a word to the children: "I like you."
But the kid replied him with three words: "I love you."
Thinking about it now, Lin An felt a pain in his heart.
He kept kissing Qi Tang's fingertips, whispering like crazy:
"I love you, I love you baby, I love you so much."
"Don't like others, I will be sad..."
It will hurt like hell.
Lin An gently pressed Qi Tang's chest, feeling the rhythm there, and gradually calmed down.
He didn't dare to think deeply about the relationship between Qin Qiu and Qi Tang.
Because the thought of the kid liking someone else makes him want to go crazy.
But now, Lin An sadly found out that even if the kid fell in love with someone else, he couldn't help it.
In his heart, he really wanted to tie Qi Tang back, lock him up, and only see him for the rest of his life, even if he didn't love him, he got it.
This is Lin An, and this is in line with his character.
But he dared not.
If you really like a flower, don't pick it off; if you really like a bird, don't put it in a cage.
Lin An already understood this truth.
The person on the sofa frowned slightly, Lin An's heart softened.
He grabbed Qi Tang's hand and carefully pressed it to his heart.
With a hoarse voice and a bit of a bitter smile:
"Baby, I love you, our love has never died, it is here."
The author has something to say:
Don't worry, Qin Qiu is just a tool man, Tangtang won't like him
It’s been easy for a while, and then I’m going to write some heart-scratching things again QWQ Bobo babes
Regarding psychology, the author has a heart of talking nonsense, don't believe it (light cigarette.jpg)
PS: Stop loss in time!Once you don't like it, please fork it out immediately!Kneel down
感谢在2021-12-0423:29:12~2021-12-0523:03:15期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: I am a reader 61 bottles;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
He still draws every day, and from time to time he goes outside to sketch with his drawing board on his back.
In order to provide him with a better painting environment, Qin Qian asked Qin Xiao to move out the studio for Qi Tang to use alone. Although the child was very dissatisfied, he still did so.
It wasn't that he was reluctant to part with that studio, he just felt that Qi Tang was already lonely enough, and it would be too pitiful for him to be left alone in the studio and paint all day long.
Moreover, Qin Xiao could feel that although Qi Tang seemed to have come out of emotional pain on the face, his works lacked a warmth and became a little numb.
Like losing the ability to appreciate beauty and love.
A child's intuition is very accurate, he has no way to describe it, but he always feels that Qi Tang's heart is empty.
This is fatal for an art creator, because they need to experience and understand the world with their hearts.
Qin Xiao didn't dare to tell Qi Tang about this, just like Qi Tang didn't dare to tell him that he lacked talent in painting.
He felt that what he could do now was to leave everything to time, and that old guy named Lin An should stop pestering Qi Tang any more.
During this period of time, Lin An also lived very contentedly.
He watches Qi Tang not far away every day, watching his children draw, eat, rest, and entertain.
From time to time, taking advantage of Qi Tang's inattention, he would put something small at his door.
Then secretly hid in the room and observed Qi Tang's expression when he received the gift.
The corners of the child's lips are slightly curved, and the smile is gentlemanly and fascinating. Whenever this happens, Lin An feels that everything is worth it.
He began to understand that sentence: love is silent, compromise and pay silently, tolerate and give in silently.
The two lived under the same roof, and gradually became acquainted with each other through this 'mysterious' way of communication.
Lin An even added Qi Tang's WeChat on his trumpet, but he never sent Qi Tang a message.
Every time I make contact, I still use the method of leaving a note.
Because of this, Lin An can collect one more sheet of words written by the children.
He became passionate about doing things like this.
Soon after, the winners of the art competition were announced.
Without any suspense, Qi Tang won No.1.
Qin Qian was very satisfied and praised him for a long time. In fact, Qi Tang felt that his achievements were just at the beginning.
He still plans to go back to school and continue to study for a master's degree. Further studies are not only for him to learn more knowledge, but more importantly, to broaden his horizons and increase his depth of thought.
Art is like a big mountain. Some people only climb to the mountainside, and their vision and thoughts only reach the mountainside, so their artistic creation will inevitably be limited.
If you don't continue to climb, you will never see the scenery on the top.
As for Qi Tang, his goal has always been to be at the top.
Qin Xiao felt a little awkward about him winning the award, and apart from being jealous, she was also really happy for him.
He also pulled this face and said to him: "This time we have to celebrate, my elder brother said, last time he dove you, this time he treats you."
Qi Tang wanted to refuse, but he didn't want to go anywhere.
But Qin Xiao didn't give him this chance, he just dragged him into the car.
This time it was a Chinese restaurant, and when Qi Tang arrived, the dishes had already been ordered and started to serve.
Besides Qin Qiu, there was also Qin Qian. Everyone was very happy, with smiles on their faces.
Inexplicably, Qi Tang felt his heart soften a bit, it was the first time he felt that this kind of scene didn't seem so bad.
But the table was very quiet, except for Qin Qiu, the other three were not very good at chatting, and the meal was lifeless.
So Qin Xiao suggested to drink, saying that this would enliven the atmosphere.
Thinking of the scene where Qin Xiao got drunk last time, Qi Tang wanted to stop him, but Qin Qiu smiled softly at him:
"It's okay. I will be responsible for sending you all home." The man's voice was magnetic, inexplicably deceptive.
Qi Tang didn't say anything more, but he had to drink with him.
An hour later, both Qin Qian and Qin Xiao were paralyzed by drunkenness, and Qi Tang's face was also flushed.
He felt that every cell in his body was terribly excited, so it was true that drinking would make people happy.
Qin Qiu lit a cigarette at the side, staring at Qi Tang with a pair of hazy eyes.
Suddenly he said in a hoarse voice: "Do you need me to give you a free psychological treatment?"
The tone with a smile was inexplicably provocative, but Qin Qiu was not joking.
He graduated with a Ph.D. in psychology and has published many professional papers and journals, gaining a high reputation in this field.
Whether a person has a psychological problem or not, he can still judge.
Although Qi Tang was a little drunk, but his face was still calm, he sat upright, took a sip of boiled water slowly, and then raised his eyes to look over.
"I do not need it, thank you."
He's out and it won't hurt again.
Qin Qiu just looked at him, and gracefully exhaled a smoke ring.
Qi Tang's current state is a bit like emotional numbness, and he will develop a kind of self-protective dullness for more intense emotions.
That is, anger, deep love, and hatred. Emotional ups and downs beyond the usual range will make him numb and unable to perceive those emotions.
Of course, Qin Qiu didn't think there was anything wrong with this.
On the contrary, for a person who has just experienced a major stimulus, this kind of self-protective numbness is very good.
It can lengthen a person's emotional response, allow time to wear off the hurt, and then gradually heal itself.
Anyway, it will be fine, although the process is relatively long, so he doesn't care about this nosy matter.
Qin Qiu poured a glass of water, looked up and saw Qi Tang looking at him, those deep eyes were a little bit misty, looking so pretty.
Qin Qiu's heart skipped a beat, then he smiled: "You want to smoke one too?"
Qi Tang shook his head: "It smells bad."
After getting drunk, Qi Tang will be more honest than usual, and won't take too much into consideration when speaking.
But Qin Qiu didn't dislike Qi Tang's appearance, he raised his eyebrows, and then choked out the cigarette.
Qi Tang looked at him again, his eyes gradually became blurred, before finally losing consciousness, he said: "Take me home."
These four words are very calm, but inexplicably make Qin Qiu feel trusted, which makes him very happy.
He smiled lazily, and seeing that he was about to fall down on the chair, Qin Qiu grabbed Qi Tang and opened his thin lips lightly: "Okay."
Lin An didn't go out with Qi Tang today because he was caught up in some things.
At night, he had been home for a long time, but Qi Tang still hadn't come back, Lin An was a little anxious.
He asked Assistant Tian to investigate and found out that Qi Tang was at the party, which reassured Lin An a little.
After waiting in the living room for two hours, there was a sound of the door opening. Lin An quickly hid in his room and peeked through the crack of the door.
After a lot of noise, he saw his little friend.
Fox's eyes softened immediately.
But soon, Lin An's face darkened, and those eyes seemed to be eating people.
He saw another man.
Qi Tang has never been a casual person, on the contrary, he is very alert and aware of danger.
You will never hand yourself over to someone you don't trust when you are drunk and unconscious.
Lin An knew his little friend too well.
It is precisely because of too much understanding that now Lin An feels that his brain is about to explode.
He almost exhausted all his rationality to hold back from rushing out.
His little friend has someone else.
As soon as this idea came out, Lin An felt that he was about to lose his breath.
It was a huge sense of fear and frustration, which swept over him overwhelmingly, blowing him to pieces.
In the room, Qin Qiu put Qi Tang on the sofa, pulled the blanket aside to cover him up, and thoughtfully turned up the temperature of the air conditioner.
In order to prevent Qi Tang from waking up and wanting to drink water, Qin Qiu deliberately took out two bottles of milk from the refrigerator and put them within Qi Tang's reach.
Milk hangover can also relieve headaches, which he thinks Qi Tang needs very much.
After finishing these, Qin Qiu left lightly.
After the door was closed, Lin An came out from the room. He sat by the sofa, looked at Qi Tang's sleeping face, his eyes were scarlet.
He gently stroked Qi Tang's brows and eyes with his fingertips, the warmth under his hand made Lin An's heart feel a little better.
"Baby, don't like others, okay..."
The hoarse voice was full of despair, and there was a lot of powerlessness.
Lin An took Qi Tang's hand and kissed it carefully: "I love you."
This is the first time he has said this in his 30 years of life. It is a bit shameful, but it is more of a softness.
What followed was a spring of love, which made his eyes turn red and his heart ache.
Lin An suddenly remembered a long time ago, the scene when the child lost his temper with him after he knew that he was a stand-in.
At that time, after their joy/love, he said a word to the children: "I like you."
But the kid replied him with three words: "I love you."
Thinking about it now, Lin An felt a pain in his heart.
He kept kissing Qi Tang's fingertips, whispering like crazy:
"I love you, I love you baby, I love you so much."
"Don't like others, I will be sad..."
It will hurt like hell.
Lin An gently pressed Qi Tang's chest, feeling the rhythm there, and gradually calmed down.
He didn't dare to think deeply about the relationship between Qin Qiu and Qi Tang.
Because the thought of the kid liking someone else makes him want to go crazy.
But now, Lin An sadly found out that even if the kid fell in love with someone else, he couldn't help it.
In his heart, he really wanted to tie Qi Tang back, lock him up, and only see him for the rest of his life, even if he didn't love him, he got it.
This is Lin An, and this is in line with his character.
But he dared not.
If you really like a flower, don't pick it off; if you really like a bird, don't put it in a cage.
Lin An already understood this truth.
The person on the sofa frowned slightly, Lin An's heart softened.
He grabbed Qi Tang's hand and carefully pressed it to his heart.
With a hoarse voice and a bit of a bitter smile:
"Baby, I love you, our love has never died, it is here."
The author has something to say:
Don't worry, Qin Qiu is just a tool man, Tangtang won't like him
It’s been easy for a while, and then I’m going to write some heart-scratching things again QWQ Bobo babes
Regarding psychology, the author has a heart of talking nonsense, don't believe it (light cigarette.jpg)
PS: Stop loss in time!Once you don't like it, please fork it out immediately!Kneel down
感谢在2021-12-0423:29:12~2021-12-0523:03:15期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: I am a reader 61 bottles;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
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