[Thunderbolt] By asking why the world came
Chapter 4 is relatively long, take it apart slowly~
But he can still manage by himself, and there is nothing I can do, I can only remind him to recuperate more.During this period of time, he thought that there was no serious problem, but unexpectedly, his hidden worries have expanded. "
"Is there a way to make up for it?" The long-hidden truth suddenly exploded overnight, Chang Kong's mind became dizzy, and he asked eagerly.
Su Zhenzhen thought about it for a while, and Fang said: "The heart needs to be repaired after the heart is damaged. Can the pure five-orifice painstaking efforts of the nobles still remain?"
Hearing this, Changkong's expectant eyes instantly faded away, and he shook his head again.In order to welcome the son of the sun, the five orifices have long been exhausted.
"It seems that there is no way to solve it." Su Zhenzhen shook his head and said: "Please forgive Su for saying bluntly, at the beginning, the congenital loss of effort and loss of vitality became the cause of disaster, and now suffering from turmoil, there is no more effort to make up Even if you make up for it the day after tomorrow, it will not be the same as before. Chiba has a stubborn personality, maybe it is because of you that he wanted to hide it until now. From this point of view, he has enough to deal with the previous few battles, but whether he is ill during this time depends on his I don't want to reveal, Sumou is very clueless."
Although the words were deliberate, the suspense was as heavy as a thousand catties, Changkong frowned, unbelievable, let his nails dig into his palm, shook his head repeatedly and murmured: "This price...why didn't you tell me, why?" This is really the truth, he shouldn't have hurt him like this back then, he shouldn't...
Since his fate was continuation by Tian Bugu, there must be a remedy, he is going to Qianzhuwu, he is going to Qianzhuwu!
"Wait a long time in the sky!" Su Zhenzhen called out to the sky in time, and said: "Everything should not be forced."
"I understand!" Zhang Kong paused, turned and left.
That's all there is to it, and that's all there is to it.
Looking at the anxious back of the far away sky, Su Huanzhen couldn't help but fluctuate in emotion, recalling many memories leisurely.Perhaps, the person who hurts the most in the world is often the closest person?Intentional or unintentional, it is because they cannot be ignored, they hurt each other, and it is difficult to get rid of.
Such a loss for a long time, until a hand on the shoulder behind the back, he came back to his senses.
Looking at the chess game, Su really had a good memory, and couldn't help saying: "Yeah, Ye Xiaochai, you deliberately gave in again."
Shaking their heads, they each took a step back and took their own responsibilities.
Su Zhenzhen smiled wryly, secretly thinking that Xiaochai would learn to deceive with good intentions at some point, and made a move, which resulted in a draw.
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Worry said that it was cloudy last night, and I was afraid of the rain in the next morning.Bo Wan's west window suddenly cleared up, and she swam away with patience.Who knows the cuckoo's heart, tired of listening to the flowing warbler's language.The pavilions on the slanting sun are bounded by spring, and the sky is filled with catkins.
When the spring and autumn are over, the frost is approaching. At this moment, Qianzhuwu is full of wind and snow, which is still mysterious.The wind chimes hanging on the branches clank and ring, one sound after another, charming the hearts of those who have been trapped by various strange diseases and seek something.
Except for the brown bamboo house in the garden, the surrounding area is completely empty, leaving the icy light like broken jade piercing the eyes.
As soon as he entered this place, the breathless atmosphere enveloped him instantly, Wan Guchangkong's eager steps slowed down suddenly, and suddenly, in the white bamboo house, there was a smear of bright red in the bedroom window, which must have been waiting for a long time.
"Snow presses winter clouds and white catkins fly, thousands of flowers wither and fade away for a while." In the sound of the wind, red shadows sing, and needles and threads shuttle between fingers, like sewing.
Chang Kong's brows furrowed even deeper. He never wanted to get involved with this place, but he could only connect with it again and again. Could it be that he was born here for the rest of his life and could not escape the entanglement of fate?
"Young Master, I have been waiting for you for a long time." While hesitating, a lazy voice sounded, and his eyes seemed to shine coldly, and he slowly greeted you.
The patient who should have been met long ago, no matter what the result is, he must meet for a while to cure evil.
Looking at the bamboo door, Eternal Sky has no choice. Once, he stepped out of this door, and was told that the direction behind him could only be the battlefield; now, when he enters this door again, what answer can he seek to go back?
Concentrating his mind, Wan Gu Changkong pushed open the door: "Doctor."
"The fate of the world is always reincarnated, eternal sky, what kind of answer do you hope I can give you?" Biting off the last stitch, the bright red phantom at the window immediately got up, outside the house, the wind and snow were in full swing.
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A simple summoning opens the blurred prelude.
"Sir, please sit down." It was not the first time we met, Tian Bugu had a subtle expression on his face, for this person, he had a predestined relationship with him.
Burning smoke billows, candles smolder, and as soon as Wangu Changkong takes his seat, he sees two half-full cups of bright orange liquid on the table with a deep golden hue. As if with a kind of temptation.
Qianzhuwu always hides many deep-seated desires of various colors, such a vermilion dress with a net on the owner's body catches all kinds of people's hearts.
"Son, remember that day, I came from the wind and rain, you offered me a cup, this time, let me do it for you, do you want to drink tea or drink?" Vermilion lips spit out lightly, □□ turned upside down, and there was an extra cup , I haven't seen it for a while, and the evil doctor is still treacherous and charming.
"You knew I would come." Facing Tianbugu's slow and orderly movements, Changkong couldn't wait any longer and didn't reply. He suppressed the impulsiveness and anxiety in his heart, and said straight: "What else can I do?"
"What should be said, I have already said it, is it not too late for you to ask me?" Tian Bugu gently followed a few strands of hair dyed red, with the same expression, and raised the golden carved table lamp with one hand , poured a cup full, and handed it over: "Since you don't choose tea or wine, this cup of 'Broken Heart Red' is a fine wine in my private collection. You can know whether it's warm or not, so you might as well taste it."
Chang Kong took it anxiously, seeing the bright red swaying in the cup, like blood, which made people frightened at first glance, and only listened to the sky and continued: "People always regret things, but never think about it." How conceited I was when things happened. Even if the word "regret" is in my heart every day, what can I redeem?"
As the words fell into his ears, Changkong only felt a kind of complicated mood flowing in his chest.Even though there was resentment and hatred, a grievance has no end point, he can only lower his voice and express his true hope: "If there is a way, I am willing to pay him back."
"If he was willing, why did he save you in the first place? I'm afraid that even today, you still blame him for paying your life."
"Is there any difference between complaining and not complaining?"
"Oh, I know what you need." Tian Bugu chuckled, picked up the remaining wine, and drank it wildly: "But I was not the one who hurt him, and I don't have the obligation to heal evil. Besides, you who have nothing , what price can you pay?"
The howling sound shook the pavilion window, and the wind and snow outside seemed to be falling even harder. Amid the howling wind, there was a trembling voice in the sky: "You know I have no choice."
"At that time he left you with nothing, and you hated it to the bone; now you have to care about him, isn't it ironic?" Tian Bugu's words severely burned Changkong's sore spot, "Young master, you are very contradictory."
Have you ever forgotten the pain of the past?Chang Kong could only close his eyes in pain, and said in a hoarse voice, "He is the son of the sun, and I am responsible."
The light in the room was dark and oppressive, as if the waves beating against the shore of his heart were turning silently, and he had no way to retreat.In the lost night dream, he also wanted to ask Taohua, did he ever know that the price of returning to the roots of fallen leaves is to give up everything he has in his life, and face the legend of Chiba, son of the sun-a shackle that he cannot shake off?
Such a cruel fact, but he knew that he should not hate or complain.To him, Son of the Sun is at least a responsibility...
"Hehe..." As if he had seen through the dilapidation long ago, Tian Bu Gu smiled coquettishly, with a little bit of drunkenness, and cast his eyes on the opposite seat, with a faint light shining in the mist: "People It is a humble creature, unable to get rid of possession. Maybe I should be happy with the feeling of controlling my life now, son, tell me, should I control one life or two lives?"
"I only want him to be safe." The tone was firm.
The corners of Tian Bugu's lips curled up slightly, his cock turned upside down, and a brocade box appeared in the hazy incense mist: "Then, do you want to bet with me, my lord?"
"Doctor have a solution?"
Shaking his head, the sky is not alone and sighed slightly: "Before mortals, I have the ability to reach the sky, but the creation of the gods, how can I make up for it? I have a way to prevent the evil from expanding-this is the thing in my hand."
"Acacia Cicada Gu is a miracle of obsession in the world. It has been sleeping in the earth for 17 years, and it was only unearthed for seven days. After three rounds, both of them wept and died. This obsession for nearly half a lifetime can be used as medicine in soup, which can be cultivated. This solid element creates special ideas and effects." Changkong took the brocade box, listening to the sky, with a hesitant expression on his face.
"It's useless to hesitate." Tian Bugu saw his thoughts, and said confidently: "I am the only one in the world who has this thing, and this is the way to heal evil."
"What kind of conditions do you want?" Chang Kong made up his mind instantly after accepting the brocade box.
"Conditions?" Tianbuyi clapped his hands in his hands, and replied lightly, which was quite interesting.Perhaps for him, every transaction is just a game that comes at will, and he likes to be on the sidelines, because it comes from a never-ending wait.Playing with the cup, the dazzling carved gold pierced his unpredictable eyes, giving off a strange radiance. After a while, Fang Fu filled up the cup and said softly, "I haven't thought of the conditions yet, so I will save them for later." It’s an opportunity, my lord, do you agree?”
There is no request for a request, but Chang Kong's thoughts hang in his mind, "You are very good at playing with people's hearts."
"If you have never lost your mind, why would you want to play with people's hearts?" Tian Bugu lowered his voice, his eyes were dark. "Please don't spoil my heart, my lord, you might as well drink this cup of Broken Heart Red first!"
Upon hearing the request, Chang Kong could only raise his glass and drink it up, but the taste of wine was like wine but not wine, hot and cold mixed into the internal organs, and the moment the coldness hit the bone, it burned from the heart like a real fire purgatory Full body, extremely hot!This strange taste that suddenly rises and disappears is different from minute to second, and there is no room for turning around. It is enough to cut the soul and body into pieces, almost peeling off.
"This wine..." Zhang Kong suddenly felt dizzy, and couldn't help but frowned at the toss. He has always had a good capacity for drinking, and he has tasted countless wines, but he has never tasted such a domineering taste.
"This is the heart-breaking Jiu Jin. You and his blood belong to the same vein, so you can feel the same way as he feels. Now, you finally feel it." Seeing the changing expression of Zhang Kong in a second, Tianbugu moved his slender eyelashes, cast a clear gaze, got up and took the umbrella, pushed out the door, and faced the oncoming frost and snow.
"Why do you want to do this?" Chang Kong followed his steps, secretly killing the weird pain.He was always puzzled that this person gave so much guidance to him and the Son of the Sun.
"As I said, I like to be a bystander, because what I can't get, I can only get from others." Tian Bu said it alone, as if falling into a memory that others don't know, he lowered his head and sighed softly, Youyou said: "The Buddha said: 'People in the world court love, lick honey on the edge of a knife, and taste it for the first time, and they are close to cutting their tongues. It is also firm, and it is difficult to retreat."...Young master, the three realms are uneasy, like a house on fire, drinking this cup is just an experience, what should be faced is that this is already burning, and there is no way out."
Bingling is carving and painting this piece of world, just like a dream.Life is like a dream, but it's just a play on the occasion. At this moment, which pawn is I in life?Listening to Tianbugu's words, Changkong could only face the fluttering snow and whispered: "...So, I would rather not owe him. His grasp has always been ruthless, and it is also a burden."
Tianbugu turned around and took a look, slowly opened the umbrella, walked a few steps forward, stood alone in the snowflakes all over the sky, and said: "Even if it is a burden, everything in the world must have a place to blend, just like I am now. Being tolerated by the snowy sea. I can't help but want to ask my lord, what else in this world can hold the sun?"
Chang Kong walked into the snow, let it drench, looked at the boundless sky above, his eyes were confused: "Maybe... only this piece of sky."
"Heaven is hard to measure, but you can also accommodate it with your heart." Behind him, Tian Bugu said lightly.
Jue Jue shook his head, "He is taking care of a piece of land, and my life is just the morning dew, how can I bear it?" For him, that person is an unbearable burden.
"But the sun can also surrender to a drop of dew, can't it?"
Hearing this, Chang Kong's figure suddenly trembled.
"What the naked eye sees is always the vanity of the world. If a person's heart is still willing to suffer pain, it is because-he still has feelings."
Chang Kong lowered his eyes, suddenly feeling weird and impermanent. Isn't this word always vague and ironic to that person?It is difficult for him to accept it, but he has no idea why he is paying for himself like this?
Is it for grasping, for the true meaning?He never could tell...
"...Doctor, excuse me." A lot of chaos hit the heart, making the sky unbearable, and the lonely figure who was leaving quickly was desolate in the white.
Tian Bugu smiled slightly, raised his sleeves and turned, crimson smoke powder flew out from Yanhong Danko's fingertips, and suddenly the sky seemed to be dismembered by an ice dream, and it shattered into the eternal night. With the swift footprints and the sound of the wind, the sky turned into blood-red crimson snow...
Never shed tears, does not mean unfeeling.Today, he likes red snow.
Because Xuefei has no tears, but people can never see its color clearly.
Pieces of ocher snow rolled up and fell like rain, walking in the sky, looking up at the sad and beautiful scene in front of me, thinking of peach blossoms, thinking of the son of the sun, as if seeing the oath circulating here, coming from an invisible The rope of fate binds them together, using the shortcomings to piece together everyone's heart that urgently needs to be filled...
The world is absurd, but regret always exists.Since there is nothing in the world to say, several grievances have turned into slush.
The wind returns to the snow, and the wind howls all over the sky.Chang Kong couldn't explain himself, as if he understood something, and was confused about something.In this world, is there an emotion that can be regardless of purpose, love or hate, or form?Just because, they need that fill? ...
Quietly, a piece of damaged fallen bamboo fell with the wind, and just fell into the hands of the red shadow standing in front of the house. Tian Bugu glanced at it, and then through the eaves of the umbrella, stared at the back in the crimson snow, with a deep expression:
"You can know the spring and autumn with one leaf, son, I look forward to the next transaction."
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At night, the sun-blind people are completely silent, and a few birds chirp from time to time, revealing an extraordinarily quiet.
The Eternal Sky, which has turned around Riluo Mountain, took out the brocade box, only to see two crystal clear medicinal pills, which were melted into hot water, and strangely, many foams rose from the surface of the water in an instant, popping up and disappearing suddenly, like an illusion, Then he regained his calmness, no different from ordinary decoctions.
On the way back from Qianzhuwu, his mood was ups and downs like this bubble, he was at a loss as to what to do.He was at a loss. In his life, many regrets happened unexpectedly, and he discovered it too late.Best friend, true love...even, the son of the sun that he should not face.
He took everything from him and destroyed everything outside of him. In the end, because of his oath and mission, he couldn't abandon him.
Cause and effect, always so ironic.
What should he do in the end is the best; what should he do in order to restore everything that should not have happened?
He closed his eyes, the pain was unbearable, but he didn't even have the strength to wail.
Chang Kong took the medicine out of the medicine room, and it seemed to be the same as usual, but as soon as he passed by, his eyes revealed what was on his mind.
"Eternal sky, stop." Yin Jue, who was patrolling back to the room, saw the clue at a glance, and immediately called the person who was walking towards the Son of the Sun wing: "Where did you go today?"
"Where did I go, do I need to report to you?" Chang Kong didn't even move.
"You don't need to report to me, but you should also report to that person!" Yin Jue pointed in the direction of Chiba Legend's room, "You want to see him when you're in a state of depression?"
"There are some things that need to be faced even if you lose your mind." Zhang Kong didn't want to say much, he pushed open the door and entered by himself.
The voice was calm and unwavering, but as if all the fate that had been carried in the past was on him, it was frighteningly pale and heavy, Yin Jue was slightly startled, his usually sharp tongue stopped.
Chang Kong brought the decoction into Qianye's room, and saw Legend of Qianye, who was dressed in plain clothes, meditating with his eyes closed and adjusting his breath, a few wisps of water-white light shone on him from outside the window, bright and bright, revealing a crystal-like luster. However, the brilliance, there is a sense of vagueness.
This is the time of the unitary, most of the martial arts practitioners will condense their qi at Baihui acupoint to recuperate.At this moment, there was a lot of cold sweat on Qianye's forehead, which was obviously different.
Changkong lit a twist of seal incense, and sat on the edge of the bed, using his palms to collect the warm current, and passed it from his back.Qianye was stimulated by the external internal force, and was slightly shocked. Following his true energy, the energy channels could finally condense. After a round of turnover, the forced bruises flowed down his lips. Fang Youyou opened his eyes and found that Chang Kong's hand was Quietly warm your palms...
There were slight signs of mood, and there seemed to be strange feelings flowing between each other. Before he knew it, he was used to this usual tranquility.After a long while, he said, "I'll be fully recovered in one more day. Go and rest!"
"I have something, I want to ask clearly." Behind him, he said.
"What is it?"
"What are you hiding from me?" A hesitant, hoarse voice burst out, reaching out to wipe away the blood stains for him.
His expression changed: "Then what do you know?"
"I want to know, how deeply did that sword hurt you?"
Qianye was a little surprised by this question. Feeling his very close breath behind him, she couldn't help restraining her emotions: "That's a thing of the past."
"You want to avoid me," he was dissatisfied with the answer. "Is your injury related to me?"
Qianye was silent for a moment, the facts were too heavy to answer, and she closed her eyes.
This disease became turbulent and became ill, and there were many mistakes. He had nothing to complain about because of self-cultivation.
"If there is an injury, you shouldn't hide it, let alone take the risk to go back to the Dragon Mountain." Seeing that Qianye didn't want to say anything, Changkong only accepted him as acquiescing, but he was also inexplicably dissatisfied with this person's behavior of always taking personal risks.
"Are you dissatisfied with my decision?" Chiba asked in a low voice as he heard his voice, as if feeling the swaying of the floating blade again.
Chang Kong shook his head and said, "This is too dangerous."
"So, you think I shouldn't go?" Qianye heard the meaning from the words: "Have you ever thought about it, if I didn't speak out for the sun-blind people, what would everyone in the family think?"
"I don't think so," Zhang Kong looked at Qianye, but couldn't hide his confusion, "but I will carry out the task you gave me, because you are the son of the sun."
"It's just like this? Then tell me, what will Yinjue think? What will other ethnic groups think?" Chiba asked lightly, a little unable to restrain the turbulent blood, as if the injury was caused by him, and also turbulent because of him.It is difficult for him to understand why the responsibilities on his shoulders are different, and there are only positions that cannot be understood by each other?
"This is the only chance to kill Luohou." Qianye didn't want to refute too much, but said logically: "It is my life that has been threatened, and I was implanted with blood, so that the sun-blind people had to be included in the Tiandu forces. In this battle, if Luo Hou dies, let it be. If he pursues him afterwards, I still have no way out and will suffer. Since stretching is a knife and shrinking is a knife, what do you think I will choose?"
"You don't have to choose," the more he heard these words, the more Zhang Kong remembered all the unbearable things in the past, and immediately got up, and the words burst out tightly in his throat: "Yin Jue is right. You know, everyone is because of How much fear do you have to make every time you make a decision? Designing Su Ling, setting up death... Until now, which time have we been fully aware of it? Do you think I never doubted the words of Tai Xuezhu?"
"You don't want to believe me?" Qianye raised her eyes suddenly, there was a hint of astonishment in her eyes.
Changkong shook his head slowly, but turned his back to Qianye, avoiding that gaze, and said hoarsely: "...I just can never understand your method."
It was like a chaotic river washing over my heart.But he doesn't know what he is always afraid of?This person's choice has always been like a double-edged sword. He who has nothing is already a precedent. He wonders if there is another example?The Son of the Sun has already paid the price for their relationship, he doesn't want to continue to be in a daze and let the other party fall with him, even the sun-blind people, he doesn't want to...
"You—" Qianye stared blankly at the sky, every word he heard was full of puzzlement and repulsion, as if he and his thinking were two worlds that would never be compatible... Immediately , the creeping emotional fluctuations broke through his chest, his eyebrows frowned, and his heart twitched violently again, the turmoil was thorough, and he groaned, blood spattered the ground!
"Son of the Sun!" Zhang Kong was startled, and quickly turned around to support Qianye, "What's wrong?"
Qianye panted violently all over, leaning against the bedpost and sat down, rushing the true energy in his body, but couldn't help trembling, in a hurry, Changkong hit several important acupuncture points of Qianye, and then gently embraced his forehead into his arms , wanting to calm his body, trembling: "How is it now?"
Shaking his head, Qianye had nothing to say at this moment, the overflowing blood was on his lapel, unable to break free.
Chang Kong was in a hurry, seeing the decoction on the table, he helped Qianye with one hand and a half, took off the medicine, scooped up a spoonful, and wanted to feed him, but unexpectedly, Qianye overflowed with fishy sweetness, and the decoction on his lips couldn't get into his mouth at all .In a panic, Zhang Kong swallowed the decoction and fed it with his mouth!With a sudden move, Qianye's out-of-focus eyes widened due to shock, but he let the tenderness of the hug deepen a little. At the moment of trance, he only felt that the heartbeat of the other party seemed to be faster than his own, and the two petals that were close to each other were cold and thin. , One after another, he passed through the warmth from the cold, and entered the bitterness in the medicine and his exclusive fresh breath, but it was also accompanied by faint jerky and panic.
He knew that the sky was trembling, but he couldn't hold back the oppressive heart lock... He pressed his elbows stiffly against his chest, and the twitching pain made him feel powerless——
The sky, the sky—he was panting violently in his arms, this name was given to him by him, why couldn't he say it out loud?
Sensing the resistance of the person in his arms, Chang Kong didn't stop, allowing the tip of his tongue to pass through the pain in the medicine, but gradually inhaled his dark lotus breath, like anesthesia, like poison...
Everything is at a loss, but it is a shackle that cannot be broken. At this moment, he is hugging him intimately, but the bitter feeling will always fill his chest, thinking of the aggression and regret under the violent rain, thinking of the love and desire under the violent rain and love.He clearly wanted to resist him, but now he had to hug him tightly, sarcasm, painful sarcasm——
At the beginning of the trial, it seemed like an electric current was passing by, like the entangled hair, itching sensation, the tip of his tongue touched him lightly, mixed with each other's breath and blood... a little domineering, a little sad, in the end In Changkong's slightly stiff focused movements, Qianye gradually eased his breath, allowed his body to soften, swallowed the medicine juice that came from him carefully, and looked at him tremblingly while he was kissing. .
He knows his reluctance, he knows his sorrow, as if the deepness came from his eyes, covering the moonlight, mixed with despair and warmth, letting the breath blend; without the stirring of the tongue and teeth, it is enough to be in The silent hearts of each other set off turbulent waves...
More than once, he asked himself, why do you want to hold this person so much?Can't get an answer.
Perhaps for him, for the sun-blind people, and for the self who came to the world alone, he only remembered that before the needle was given, Yixie asked, do you have any regrets?
He only said one sentence: It is difficult to leave a name for a sword through the ages. How has the night ever seen the sky?
However, since that moment, he has known that regrets never seem to be filled.Meeting this person is a dead end... I want to master him, but I don't want him to be humble.Hurt for him, self-destruct for him, without hesitation.
He remembered that the book once said that people's hearts are fickle, love and hate are impermanent, many feelings, but he has never been puzzled.Why do you always have the obsession that you don't want to let go after the last injury?
Many things that cannot be expressed in words can only be lightly touched in that manner. Although it is not a kiss, it is not lingering, but it is like a brand mark. Too many hidden emotions must be blocked by this silent intimate contact.It seems that there has never been a long distance, only at this moment it seems close.There is a relative freedom in their hearts, whether intentional or unintentional, tangible or intangible, the heart damage they suffer is between each other, giving and possessing, it has always been all, all, even if it will be bloody at any time, it will not To be in pairs, in pairs...
The thin and long decoction is almost exhausted.The lips parted suddenly, Qianye felt Changkong's slightly loose support, but couldn't help wrapping his arms around his back, unwilling to let him leave, Changkong was stunned, but only saw Qianye's sharp eyes staring at him ——
In that deep pool, the tulips on the other side are silhouetted and sad. In this world, he is lonely and alone, but the owner of those eyes doesn't know.
Suddenly distracted, the two shadows overturned, and the moment he fell onto the bed, Zhang Kong suddenly realized that he had already planted a fire on this person, and he could no longer resist the suppressed Miao Yan in his heart, so he could only let him close his eyes She leaned closer, holding the wounded blood shed for him, and gently pressed her lips to her own, both of them were on fire...
It is curiosity and obsession.He has always wanted to control this person, even though he vaguely knows that letting go is more powerful than holding on, but he doesn't want to let go.Since it is right in front of you, why not grasp it?
No matter how complicated the relationship is, it always comes down to a sense of stupidity and innocence. For a short moment, he just wants to have it.
The lattice windows that have not been closed tightly are blown half open by the strong wind, and the curtains are lifted and danced, enveloping the atmosphere with the incense, like blossoming flowers.
Humans have a weak line of defense, facing each other, it seems that they can feel the hidden desire, the embrace that was originally a support, has gradually tightened, it shouldn't be like this, but it should be like this - intertwined and scattered , turned the direction along the trend, the sky suppressed the person below him, and slowly wiped away the blood for him, in the blurred vision, the coldness and ecstasy, like fire satin ironing the ice, absorbing the temperature that each other lacks, between the two shadows, A little dazed, a little jerky wandering, what else do they need from each other?what else? ...
The broken heart seemed to be split open again, and all the seals and depressions poured out at this moment.Chang Kong suddenly wanted to ask, is it still painful, is it still bitter?He has always hated him for ruthlessly sacrificing others and taking away everything about himself, but he vaguely knows that what this person keeps is only himself?
Why, always make him hate him so much?Why does it always make him so unbearable?Why, always make him unable to forget everything?
Why do you have to be ruthless?If you are good, you will eventually be tired of this body.Lovesickness, lovesickness, can't let go, can only sink to the other side, staggering forward in a daze, in a trance, a little bit of restraint and relaxation, delicate and sincere, the red cinnabar from his eyebrows falls, like a warm The wind, gently, gently jerky flicks, until the tongue and teeth lightly bite, blending and touching.
I am ignorant and vaguely aware that in this life, meeting each other is destined to turn my dreams upside down and become delusional. At this moment, the eyes that have always been cold and depressed, let go of Ren Tumi, and the melted love between the two suddenly ignites. The taste in their hearts is extremely bitter... In the love and resentment, they have no way of knowing whether they have hidden a secret bitter medicine, and they will never know what the taste is, so that they can remember the hurt and pain in the future?Is it, is it? ...
Man comes from love and desire, and from worry comes fear.If you are separated from love, why worry and fear?But for mortals, everything is in vain, no matter who is a traitor, no matter who is the son of the sun, the heart and mind are moving, and there is no way to stop.
After a brief contact with the ingredients, the effect of the medicine came on violently. After covering it for a moment, Qianye couldn't bear it anymore, and immediately pushed away the sky, coughing.
Chang Kong let go of his embrace, and looked at him with a reddish complexion somewhat restrainedly, and his eyes, which were always indifferent, couldn't help fluctuating.
This sudden move is not the first time, but every time I get used to this strange intimacy in confusion.This absurd feeling made him linger in emptiness and possession, between advancing and retreating, but he could only be bound by this person's figure, heavy, and he could not let go of each other's parting and owe...
He once thought that he didn't want to have any more, and he didn't want to owe any more, but how could he wish?After all, this person has done a lot for him. If time can't make him forget the person he should forget, then what's the point of losing time?
The fluttering veil fluttered with the wind, making the sight hazy.He got up and closed the window, but he couldn't hide the moonlight, which, like a layer of snow, was falling, suddenly illuminating each other's shortcomings, winding and winding silently, covering the floor of white satin.He lowered his eyes, and turned to face those clear eyes again. As his eyes shifted, he quietly, quietly...
The author has something to say: 1. This chapter is a good match, Orz
2. Some of the dialogues between the sky and the sky are not alone are from Nietzsche's Tagore poems
☆、Chapter [-]: Beacon Cloud in the Capital of Heaven
The haze came out of Xiuxiu from a long distance, wrapping around the mountain peaks.Due to the towering terrain, there are still frosts on the lush bamboo leaves, white mist drifts past, and occasionally a few drops of emerald green dew will drip.
On the top of the mountain, there are two silhouettes facing each other with swords, one dark purple and one reddish brown, they are Chiba Legend and Wan Gu Chang Kong who was ordered to practice with him.The reason was that Chiba couldn't stay idle after a few days of recuperation, but it was just a matter of moving his muscles and bones.
Strange to say, Legend of Qianye is talented and intelligent, and it doesn't take too much effort to do anything, whether it's with Changkong or Suzhen, it doesn't take much effort to fight a few swords or combine a few moves.
Bamboo leaves rustled suddenly, another sword qi pierced through the air sharply, and the sky swung the sword to block it. In the response, he felt a new idea, and his mind was flexible, and he returned the color; With a flick of the sword body, it changed to a horizontal cut, covering the opponent's upper body in a posture of picking up stars and plundering the moon. Changkong seemed to be unable to withstand the attack, and the sword body spit out like an eagle soaring. In an instant, the sword ends touched each other, The two pushed each other's palms, turned over and let go of the rest of their strength, unexpectedly Qianye staggered back a few steps suddenly, something strange happened.
"Son of the Sun!" Accident happened suddenly, I don't know if someone was hurt, Zhang Kong immediately retracted the sword, stepped forward to help him up, only to see cold sweat dripping from Chiba's forehead, wiping off the blood, but said it was okay, returned the sword into the sheath, He got up by himself, looking thoughtful.
At this moment, a figure came from afar, but it was Yin Jue.
Seeing the interaction between the two, Yin Jue had a clue in his mind, and said to Chiba Legend: "I have bad news to report, do you want to hear it?"
"What is it?"
"Luo Hou is not dead, I am about to summon you for a meeting tonight."
"!" Hearing this, Changkong looked surprised, only saying that the news was too sudden, but Yinjue's self-contained expression actually brought him into the mood of watching a drama.
The three faced each other, but Chiba's expression was the calmest.
"Sure enough, it's not a good thing." I knew there was a problem just now, but Luo Hou didn't take his life. There was a lot of room for thinking in this moment of crisis. Thinking of this, Qianye was thinking about the countermeasures in his heart. Suddenly came another gentle voice, approaching from far away: "The noble high priest said that the Son of the Sun is here, so Su Mou came to bother him, please Haihan."
"Su Zhenzhen?" Chiba felt her head ache even more when she heard the familiar voice, "It must be all right for you to come, can I see you off?"
Hearing this, Su Zhenzhen couldn't help showing a hurt expression, "Yeah, come if you have something to do, and go if you have nothing to do. Don't you think the friendship is weak?"
"Our friendship is not so good. What's the matter with you?"
Seeing that Qianye seemed to be fine, Su really put forward with confidence: "It's about the twin bodies of Buddhism. Although Su had set up a formation to restrain their evil power earlier, the twin bodies are not easy to be with. I'm afraid today When the situation weakens, they will break through the confinement and break out of the deer park."
"Hey, Su Zhenzhen, I'm afraid you're going to be disappointed this time." Having suffered the last time, Chiba Chuanqi didn't want to get involved in the muddy water, shaking his head again and again: "This time it's not because I don't want to, but because Luo Hou wants To rob people with you, this battle, you can do it yourself."
"Yeah, don't even think about doing this, Su Mou will never give up if he doesn't move to rescue soldiers this time." Su Zhenzhen behaved this time, threatening pros and cons: "The purpose of the Buddha's dual body is to unite the four realms. If you allow the evil spirits to mess with the world, it will be difficult for you to be alone.”
What Su really said, how could he not know?Qianye secretly speculated in his heart, vaguely sketched the outline of the layout, and said calmly: "Luo Hou is not dead, he summoned me to go to Tiandu, I must go to his appointment tonight, there is no way to do it. Such a coincidence I'm afraid you have other plans, can you really not find anyone else?"
"If Su can really find someone, why come to the Japanese Blind in person?" Su Zhenzhen couldn't help sighing, "Although you have already offended Luo Hou, if you don't go this time, you may not even have a chance to stand up. It's a headache. !"
"Su Huanzhen, the latter sentence can be saved!" Chiba glared.
"Ha, just kidding, I believe you have the ability to understand
"Is there a way to make up for it?" The long-hidden truth suddenly exploded overnight, Chang Kong's mind became dizzy, and he asked eagerly.
Su Zhenzhen thought about it for a while, and Fang said: "The heart needs to be repaired after the heart is damaged. Can the pure five-orifice painstaking efforts of the nobles still remain?"
Hearing this, Changkong's expectant eyes instantly faded away, and he shook his head again.In order to welcome the son of the sun, the five orifices have long been exhausted.
"It seems that there is no way to solve it." Su Zhenzhen shook his head and said: "Please forgive Su for saying bluntly, at the beginning, the congenital loss of effort and loss of vitality became the cause of disaster, and now suffering from turmoil, there is no more effort to make up Even if you make up for it the day after tomorrow, it will not be the same as before. Chiba has a stubborn personality, maybe it is because of you that he wanted to hide it until now. From this point of view, he has enough to deal with the previous few battles, but whether he is ill during this time depends on his I don't want to reveal, Sumou is very clueless."
Although the words were deliberate, the suspense was as heavy as a thousand catties, Changkong frowned, unbelievable, let his nails dig into his palm, shook his head repeatedly and murmured: "This price...why didn't you tell me, why?" This is really the truth, he shouldn't have hurt him like this back then, he shouldn't...
Since his fate was continuation by Tian Bugu, there must be a remedy, he is going to Qianzhuwu, he is going to Qianzhuwu!
"Wait a long time in the sky!" Su Zhenzhen called out to the sky in time, and said: "Everything should not be forced."
"I understand!" Zhang Kong paused, turned and left.
That's all there is to it, and that's all there is to it.
Looking at the anxious back of the far away sky, Su Huanzhen couldn't help but fluctuate in emotion, recalling many memories leisurely.Perhaps, the person who hurts the most in the world is often the closest person?Intentional or unintentional, it is because they cannot be ignored, they hurt each other, and it is difficult to get rid of.
Such a loss for a long time, until a hand on the shoulder behind the back, he came back to his senses.
Looking at the chess game, Su really had a good memory, and couldn't help saying: "Yeah, Ye Xiaochai, you deliberately gave in again."
Shaking their heads, they each took a step back and took their own responsibilities.
Su Zhenzhen smiled wryly, secretly thinking that Xiaochai would learn to deceive with good intentions at some point, and made a move, which resulted in a draw.
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Worry said that it was cloudy last night, and I was afraid of the rain in the next morning.Bo Wan's west window suddenly cleared up, and she swam away with patience.Who knows the cuckoo's heart, tired of listening to the flowing warbler's language.The pavilions on the slanting sun are bounded by spring, and the sky is filled with catkins.
When the spring and autumn are over, the frost is approaching. At this moment, Qianzhuwu is full of wind and snow, which is still mysterious.The wind chimes hanging on the branches clank and ring, one sound after another, charming the hearts of those who have been trapped by various strange diseases and seek something.
Except for the brown bamboo house in the garden, the surrounding area is completely empty, leaving the icy light like broken jade piercing the eyes.
As soon as he entered this place, the breathless atmosphere enveloped him instantly, Wan Guchangkong's eager steps slowed down suddenly, and suddenly, in the white bamboo house, there was a smear of bright red in the bedroom window, which must have been waiting for a long time.
"Snow presses winter clouds and white catkins fly, thousands of flowers wither and fade away for a while." In the sound of the wind, red shadows sing, and needles and threads shuttle between fingers, like sewing.
Chang Kong's brows furrowed even deeper. He never wanted to get involved with this place, but he could only connect with it again and again. Could it be that he was born here for the rest of his life and could not escape the entanglement of fate?
"Young Master, I have been waiting for you for a long time." While hesitating, a lazy voice sounded, and his eyes seemed to shine coldly, and he slowly greeted you.
The patient who should have been met long ago, no matter what the result is, he must meet for a while to cure evil.
Looking at the bamboo door, Eternal Sky has no choice. Once, he stepped out of this door, and was told that the direction behind him could only be the battlefield; now, when he enters this door again, what answer can he seek to go back?
Concentrating his mind, Wan Gu Changkong pushed open the door: "Doctor."
"The fate of the world is always reincarnated, eternal sky, what kind of answer do you hope I can give you?" Biting off the last stitch, the bright red phantom at the window immediately got up, outside the house, the wind and snow were in full swing.
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A simple summoning opens the blurred prelude.
"Sir, please sit down." It was not the first time we met, Tian Bugu had a subtle expression on his face, for this person, he had a predestined relationship with him.
Burning smoke billows, candles smolder, and as soon as Wangu Changkong takes his seat, he sees two half-full cups of bright orange liquid on the table with a deep golden hue. As if with a kind of temptation.
Qianzhuwu always hides many deep-seated desires of various colors, such a vermilion dress with a net on the owner's body catches all kinds of people's hearts.
"Son, remember that day, I came from the wind and rain, you offered me a cup, this time, let me do it for you, do you want to drink tea or drink?" Vermilion lips spit out lightly, □□ turned upside down, and there was an extra cup , I haven't seen it for a while, and the evil doctor is still treacherous and charming.
"You knew I would come." Facing Tianbugu's slow and orderly movements, Changkong couldn't wait any longer and didn't reply. He suppressed the impulsiveness and anxiety in his heart, and said straight: "What else can I do?"
"What should be said, I have already said it, is it not too late for you to ask me?" Tian Bugu gently followed a few strands of hair dyed red, with the same expression, and raised the golden carved table lamp with one hand , poured a cup full, and handed it over: "Since you don't choose tea or wine, this cup of 'Broken Heart Red' is a fine wine in my private collection. You can know whether it's warm or not, so you might as well taste it."
Chang Kong took it anxiously, seeing the bright red swaying in the cup, like blood, which made people frightened at first glance, and only listened to the sky and continued: "People always regret things, but never think about it." How conceited I was when things happened. Even if the word "regret" is in my heart every day, what can I redeem?"
As the words fell into his ears, Changkong only felt a kind of complicated mood flowing in his chest.Even though there was resentment and hatred, a grievance has no end point, he can only lower his voice and express his true hope: "If there is a way, I am willing to pay him back."
"If he was willing, why did he save you in the first place? I'm afraid that even today, you still blame him for paying your life."
"Is there any difference between complaining and not complaining?"
"Oh, I know what you need." Tian Bugu chuckled, picked up the remaining wine, and drank it wildly: "But I was not the one who hurt him, and I don't have the obligation to heal evil. Besides, you who have nothing , what price can you pay?"
The howling sound shook the pavilion window, and the wind and snow outside seemed to be falling even harder. Amid the howling wind, there was a trembling voice in the sky: "You know I have no choice."
"At that time he left you with nothing, and you hated it to the bone; now you have to care about him, isn't it ironic?" Tian Bugu's words severely burned Changkong's sore spot, "Young master, you are very contradictory."
Have you ever forgotten the pain of the past?Chang Kong could only close his eyes in pain, and said in a hoarse voice, "He is the son of the sun, and I am responsible."
The light in the room was dark and oppressive, as if the waves beating against the shore of his heart were turning silently, and he had no way to retreat.In the lost night dream, he also wanted to ask Taohua, did he ever know that the price of returning to the roots of fallen leaves is to give up everything he has in his life, and face the legend of Chiba, son of the sun-a shackle that he cannot shake off?
Such a cruel fact, but he knew that he should not hate or complain.To him, Son of the Sun is at least a responsibility...
"Hehe..." As if he had seen through the dilapidation long ago, Tian Bu Gu smiled coquettishly, with a little bit of drunkenness, and cast his eyes on the opposite seat, with a faint light shining in the mist: "People It is a humble creature, unable to get rid of possession. Maybe I should be happy with the feeling of controlling my life now, son, tell me, should I control one life or two lives?"
"I only want him to be safe." The tone was firm.
The corners of Tian Bugu's lips curled up slightly, his cock turned upside down, and a brocade box appeared in the hazy incense mist: "Then, do you want to bet with me, my lord?"
"Doctor have a solution?"
Shaking his head, the sky is not alone and sighed slightly: "Before mortals, I have the ability to reach the sky, but the creation of the gods, how can I make up for it? I have a way to prevent the evil from expanding-this is the thing in my hand."
"Acacia Cicada Gu is a miracle of obsession in the world. It has been sleeping in the earth for 17 years, and it was only unearthed for seven days. After three rounds, both of them wept and died. This obsession for nearly half a lifetime can be used as medicine in soup, which can be cultivated. This solid element creates special ideas and effects." Changkong took the brocade box, listening to the sky, with a hesitant expression on his face.
"It's useless to hesitate." Tian Bugu saw his thoughts, and said confidently: "I am the only one in the world who has this thing, and this is the way to heal evil."
"What kind of conditions do you want?" Chang Kong made up his mind instantly after accepting the brocade box.
"Conditions?" Tianbuyi clapped his hands in his hands, and replied lightly, which was quite interesting.Perhaps for him, every transaction is just a game that comes at will, and he likes to be on the sidelines, because it comes from a never-ending wait.Playing with the cup, the dazzling carved gold pierced his unpredictable eyes, giving off a strange radiance. After a while, Fang Fu filled up the cup and said softly, "I haven't thought of the conditions yet, so I will save them for later." It’s an opportunity, my lord, do you agree?”
There is no request for a request, but Chang Kong's thoughts hang in his mind, "You are very good at playing with people's hearts."
"If you have never lost your mind, why would you want to play with people's hearts?" Tian Bugu lowered his voice, his eyes were dark. "Please don't spoil my heart, my lord, you might as well drink this cup of Broken Heart Red first!"
Upon hearing the request, Chang Kong could only raise his glass and drink it up, but the taste of wine was like wine but not wine, hot and cold mixed into the internal organs, and the moment the coldness hit the bone, it burned from the heart like a real fire purgatory Full body, extremely hot!This strange taste that suddenly rises and disappears is different from minute to second, and there is no room for turning around. It is enough to cut the soul and body into pieces, almost peeling off.
"This wine..." Zhang Kong suddenly felt dizzy, and couldn't help but frowned at the toss. He has always had a good capacity for drinking, and he has tasted countless wines, but he has never tasted such a domineering taste.
"This is the heart-breaking Jiu Jin. You and his blood belong to the same vein, so you can feel the same way as he feels. Now, you finally feel it." Seeing the changing expression of Zhang Kong in a second, Tianbugu moved his slender eyelashes, cast a clear gaze, got up and took the umbrella, pushed out the door, and faced the oncoming frost and snow.
"Why do you want to do this?" Chang Kong followed his steps, secretly killing the weird pain.He was always puzzled that this person gave so much guidance to him and the Son of the Sun.
"As I said, I like to be a bystander, because what I can't get, I can only get from others." Tian Bu said it alone, as if falling into a memory that others don't know, he lowered his head and sighed softly, Youyou said: "The Buddha said: 'People in the world court love, lick honey on the edge of a knife, and taste it for the first time, and they are close to cutting their tongues. It is also firm, and it is difficult to retreat."...Young master, the three realms are uneasy, like a house on fire, drinking this cup is just an experience, what should be faced is that this is already burning, and there is no way out."
Bingling is carving and painting this piece of world, just like a dream.Life is like a dream, but it's just a play on the occasion. At this moment, which pawn is I in life?Listening to Tianbugu's words, Changkong could only face the fluttering snow and whispered: "...So, I would rather not owe him. His grasp has always been ruthless, and it is also a burden."
Tianbugu turned around and took a look, slowly opened the umbrella, walked a few steps forward, stood alone in the snowflakes all over the sky, and said: "Even if it is a burden, everything in the world must have a place to blend, just like I am now. Being tolerated by the snowy sea. I can't help but want to ask my lord, what else in this world can hold the sun?"
Chang Kong walked into the snow, let it drench, looked at the boundless sky above, his eyes were confused: "Maybe... only this piece of sky."
"Heaven is hard to measure, but you can also accommodate it with your heart." Behind him, Tian Bugu said lightly.
Jue Jue shook his head, "He is taking care of a piece of land, and my life is just the morning dew, how can I bear it?" For him, that person is an unbearable burden.
"But the sun can also surrender to a drop of dew, can't it?"
Hearing this, Chang Kong's figure suddenly trembled.
"What the naked eye sees is always the vanity of the world. If a person's heart is still willing to suffer pain, it is because-he still has feelings."
Chang Kong lowered his eyes, suddenly feeling weird and impermanent. Isn't this word always vague and ironic to that person?It is difficult for him to accept it, but he has no idea why he is paying for himself like this?
Is it for grasping, for the true meaning?He never could tell...
"...Doctor, excuse me." A lot of chaos hit the heart, making the sky unbearable, and the lonely figure who was leaving quickly was desolate in the white.
Tian Bugu smiled slightly, raised his sleeves and turned, crimson smoke powder flew out from Yanhong Danko's fingertips, and suddenly the sky seemed to be dismembered by an ice dream, and it shattered into the eternal night. With the swift footprints and the sound of the wind, the sky turned into blood-red crimson snow...
Never shed tears, does not mean unfeeling.Today, he likes red snow.
Because Xuefei has no tears, but people can never see its color clearly.
Pieces of ocher snow rolled up and fell like rain, walking in the sky, looking up at the sad and beautiful scene in front of me, thinking of peach blossoms, thinking of the son of the sun, as if seeing the oath circulating here, coming from an invisible The rope of fate binds them together, using the shortcomings to piece together everyone's heart that urgently needs to be filled...
The world is absurd, but regret always exists.Since there is nothing in the world to say, several grievances have turned into slush.
The wind returns to the snow, and the wind howls all over the sky.Chang Kong couldn't explain himself, as if he understood something, and was confused about something.In this world, is there an emotion that can be regardless of purpose, love or hate, or form?Just because, they need that fill? ...
Quietly, a piece of damaged fallen bamboo fell with the wind, and just fell into the hands of the red shadow standing in front of the house. Tian Bugu glanced at it, and then through the eaves of the umbrella, stared at the back in the crimson snow, with a deep expression:
"You can know the spring and autumn with one leaf, son, I look forward to the next transaction."
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At night, the sun-blind people are completely silent, and a few birds chirp from time to time, revealing an extraordinarily quiet.
The Eternal Sky, which has turned around Riluo Mountain, took out the brocade box, only to see two crystal clear medicinal pills, which were melted into hot water, and strangely, many foams rose from the surface of the water in an instant, popping up and disappearing suddenly, like an illusion, Then he regained his calmness, no different from ordinary decoctions.
On the way back from Qianzhuwu, his mood was ups and downs like this bubble, he was at a loss as to what to do.He was at a loss. In his life, many regrets happened unexpectedly, and he discovered it too late.Best friend, true love...even, the son of the sun that he should not face.
He took everything from him and destroyed everything outside of him. In the end, because of his oath and mission, he couldn't abandon him.
Cause and effect, always so ironic.
What should he do in the end is the best; what should he do in order to restore everything that should not have happened?
He closed his eyes, the pain was unbearable, but he didn't even have the strength to wail.
Chang Kong took the medicine out of the medicine room, and it seemed to be the same as usual, but as soon as he passed by, his eyes revealed what was on his mind.
"Eternal sky, stop." Yin Jue, who was patrolling back to the room, saw the clue at a glance, and immediately called the person who was walking towards the Son of the Sun wing: "Where did you go today?"
"Where did I go, do I need to report to you?" Chang Kong didn't even move.
"You don't need to report to me, but you should also report to that person!" Yin Jue pointed in the direction of Chiba Legend's room, "You want to see him when you're in a state of depression?"
"There are some things that need to be faced even if you lose your mind." Zhang Kong didn't want to say much, he pushed open the door and entered by himself.
The voice was calm and unwavering, but as if all the fate that had been carried in the past was on him, it was frighteningly pale and heavy, Yin Jue was slightly startled, his usually sharp tongue stopped.
Chang Kong brought the decoction into Qianye's room, and saw Legend of Qianye, who was dressed in plain clothes, meditating with his eyes closed and adjusting his breath, a few wisps of water-white light shone on him from outside the window, bright and bright, revealing a crystal-like luster. However, the brilliance, there is a sense of vagueness.
This is the time of the unitary, most of the martial arts practitioners will condense their qi at Baihui acupoint to recuperate.At this moment, there was a lot of cold sweat on Qianye's forehead, which was obviously different.
Changkong lit a twist of seal incense, and sat on the edge of the bed, using his palms to collect the warm current, and passed it from his back.Qianye was stimulated by the external internal force, and was slightly shocked. Following his true energy, the energy channels could finally condense. After a round of turnover, the forced bruises flowed down his lips. Fang Youyou opened his eyes and found that Chang Kong's hand was Quietly warm your palms...
There were slight signs of mood, and there seemed to be strange feelings flowing between each other. Before he knew it, he was used to this usual tranquility.After a long while, he said, "I'll be fully recovered in one more day. Go and rest!"
"I have something, I want to ask clearly." Behind him, he said.
"What is it?"
"What are you hiding from me?" A hesitant, hoarse voice burst out, reaching out to wipe away the blood stains for him.
His expression changed: "Then what do you know?"
"I want to know, how deeply did that sword hurt you?"
Qianye was a little surprised by this question. Feeling his very close breath behind him, she couldn't help restraining her emotions: "That's a thing of the past."
"You want to avoid me," he was dissatisfied with the answer. "Is your injury related to me?"
Qianye was silent for a moment, the facts were too heavy to answer, and she closed her eyes.
This disease became turbulent and became ill, and there were many mistakes. He had nothing to complain about because of self-cultivation.
"If there is an injury, you shouldn't hide it, let alone take the risk to go back to the Dragon Mountain." Seeing that Qianye didn't want to say anything, Changkong only accepted him as acquiescing, but he was also inexplicably dissatisfied with this person's behavior of always taking personal risks.
"Are you dissatisfied with my decision?" Chiba asked in a low voice as he heard his voice, as if feeling the swaying of the floating blade again.
Chang Kong shook his head and said, "This is too dangerous."
"So, you think I shouldn't go?" Qianye heard the meaning from the words: "Have you ever thought about it, if I didn't speak out for the sun-blind people, what would everyone in the family think?"
"I don't think so," Zhang Kong looked at Qianye, but couldn't hide his confusion, "but I will carry out the task you gave me, because you are the son of the sun."
"It's just like this? Then tell me, what will Yinjue think? What will other ethnic groups think?" Chiba asked lightly, a little unable to restrain the turbulent blood, as if the injury was caused by him, and also turbulent because of him.It is difficult for him to understand why the responsibilities on his shoulders are different, and there are only positions that cannot be understood by each other?
"This is the only chance to kill Luohou." Qianye didn't want to refute too much, but said logically: "It is my life that has been threatened, and I was implanted with blood, so that the sun-blind people had to be included in the Tiandu forces. In this battle, if Luo Hou dies, let it be. If he pursues him afterwards, I still have no way out and will suffer. Since stretching is a knife and shrinking is a knife, what do you think I will choose?"
"You don't have to choose," the more he heard these words, the more Zhang Kong remembered all the unbearable things in the past, and immediately got up, and the words burst out tightly in his throat: "Yin Jue is right. You know, everyone is because of How much fear do you have to make every time you make a decision? Designing Su Ling, setting up death... Until now, which time have we been fully aware of it? Do you think I never doubted the words of Tai Xuezhu?"
"You don't want to believe me?" Qianye raised her eyes suddenly, there was a hint of astonishment in her eyes.
Changkong shook his head slowly, but turned his back to Qianye, avoiding that gaze, and said hoarsely: "...I just can never understand your method."
It was like a chaotic river washing over my heart.But he doesn't know what he is always afraid of?This person's choice has always been like a double-edged sword. He who has nothing is already a precedent. He wonders if there is another example?The Son of the Sun has already paid the price for their relationship, he doesn't want to continue to be in a daze and let the other party fall with him, even the sun-blind people, he doesn't want to...
"You—" Qianye stared blankly at the sky, every word he heard was full of puzzlement and repulsion, as if he and his thinking were two worlds that would never be compatible... Immediately , the creeping emotional fluctuations broke through his chest, his eyebrows frowned, and his heart twitched violently again, the turmoil was thorough, and he groaned, blood spattered the ground!
"Son of the Sun!" Zhang Kong was startled, and quickly turned around to support Qianye, "What's wrong?"
Qianye panted violently all over, leaning against the bedpost and sat down, rushing the true energy in his body, but couldn't help trembling, in a hurry, Changkong hit several important acupuncture points of Qianye, and then gently embraced his forehead into his arms , wanting to calm his body, trembling: "How is it now?"
Shaking his head, Qianye had nothing to say at this moment, the overflowing blood was on his lapel, unable to break free.
Chang Kong was in a hurry, seeing the decoction on the table, he helped Qianye with one hand and a half, took off the medicine, scooped up a spoonful, and wanted to feed him, but unexpectedly, Qianye overflowed with fishy sweetness, and the decoction on his lips couldn't get into his mouth at all .In a panic, Zhang Kong swallowed the decoction and fed it with his mouth!With a sudden move, Qianye's out-of-focus eyes widened due to shock, but he let the tenderness of the hug deepen a little. At the moment of trance, he only felt that the heartbeat of the other party seemed to be faster than his own, and the two petals that were close to each other were cold and thin. , One after another, he passed through the warmth from the cold, and entered the bitterness in the medicine and his exclusive fresh breath, but it was also accompanied by faint jerky and panic.
He knew that the sky was trembling, but he couldn't hold back the oppressive heart lock... He pressed his elbows stiffly against his chest, and the twitching pain made him feel powerless——
The sky, the sky—he was panting violently in his arms, this name was given to him by him, why couldn't he say it out loud?
Sensing the resistance of the person in his arms, Chang Kong didn't stop, allowing the tip of his tongue to pass through the pain in the medicine, but gradually inhaled his dark lotus breath, like anesthesia, like poison...
Everything is at a loss, but it is a shackle that cannot be broken. At this moment, he is hugging him intimately, but the bitter feeling will always fill his chest, thinking of the aggression and regret under the violent rain, thinking of the love and desire under the violent rain and love.He clearly wanted to resist him, but now he had to hug him tightly, sarcasm, painful sarcasm——
At the beginning of the trial, it seemed like an electric current was passing by, like the entangled hair, itching sensation, the tip of his tongue touched him lightly, mixed with each other's breath and blood... a little domineering, a little sad, in the end In Changkong's slightly stiff focused movements, Qianye gradually eased his breath, allowed his body to soften, swallowed the medicine juice that came from him carefully, and looked at him tremblingly while he was kissing. .
He knows his reluctance, he knows his sorrow, as if the deepness came from his eyes, covering the moonlight, mixed with despair and warmth, letting the breath blend; without the stirring of the tongue and teeth, it is enough to be in The silent hearts of each other set off turbulent waves...
More than once, he asked himself, why do you want to hold this person so much?Can't get an answer.
Perhaps for him, for the sun-blind people, and for the self who came to the world alone, he only remembered that before the needle was given, Yixie asked, do you have any regrets?
He only said one sentence: It is difficult to leave a name for a sword through the ages. How has the night ever seen the sky?
However, since that moment, he has known that regrets never seem to be filled.Meeting this person is a dead end... I want to master him, but I don't want him to be humble.Hurt for him, self-destruct for him, without hesitation.
He remembered that the book once said that people's hearts are fickle, love and hate are impermanent, many feelings, but he has never been puzzled.Why do you always have the obsession that you don't want to let go after the last injury?
Many things that cannot be expressed in words can only be lightly touched in that manner. Although it is not a kiss, it is not lingering, but it is like a brand mark. Too many hidden emotions must be blocked by this silent intimate contact.It seems that there has never been a long distance, only at this moment it seems close.There is a relative freedom in their hearts, whether intentional or unintentional, tangible or intangible, the heart damage they suffer is between each other, giving and possessing, it has always been all, all, even if it will be bloody at any time, it will not To be in pairs, in pairs...
The thin and long decoction is almost exhausted.The lips parted suddenly, Qianye felt Changkong's slightly loose support, but couldn't help wrapping his arms around his back, unwilling to let him leave, Changkong was stunned, but only saw Qianye's sharp eyes staring at him ——
In that deep pool, the tulips on the other side are silhouetted and sad. In this world, he is lonely and alone, but the owner of those eyes doesn't know.
Suddenly distracted, the two shadows overturned, and the moment he fell onto the bed, Zhang Kong suddenly realized that he had already planted a fire on this person, and he could no longer resist the suppressed Miao Yan in his heart, so he could only let him close his eyes She leaned closer, holding the wounded blood shed for him, and gently pressed her lips to her own, both of them were on fire...
It is curiosity and obsession.He has always wanted to control this person, even though he vaguely knows that letting go is more powerful than holding on, but he doesn't want to let go.Since it is right in front of you, why not grasp it?
No matter how complicated the relationship is, it always comes down to a sense of stupidity and innocence. For a short moment, he just wants to have it.
The lattice windows that have not been closed tightly are blown half open by the strong wind, and the curtains are lifted and danced, enveloping the atmosphere with the incense, like blossoming flowers.
Humans have a weak line of defense, facing each other, it seems that they can feel the hidden desire, the embrace that was originally a support, has gradually tightened, it shouldn't be like this, but it should be like this - intertwined and scattered , turned the direction along the trend, the sky suppressed the person below him, and slowly wiped away the blood for him, in the blurred vision, the coldness and ecstasy, like fire satin ironing the ice, absorbing the temperature that each other lacks, between the two shadows, A little dazed, a little jerky wandering, what else do they need from each other?what else? ...
The broken heart seemed to be split open again, and all the seals and depressions poured out at this moment.Chang Kong suddenly wanted to ask, is it still painful, is it still bitter?He has always hated him for ruthlessly sacrificing others and taking away everything about himself, but he vaguely knows that what this person keeps is only himself?
Why, always make him hate him so much?Why does it always make him so unbearable?Why, always make him unable to forget everything?
Why do you have to be ruthless?If you are good, you will eventually be tired of this body.Lovesickness, lovesickness, can't let go, can only sink to the other side, staggering forward in a daze, in a trance, a little bit of restraint and relaxation, delicate and sincere, the red cinnabar from his eyebrows falls, like a warm The wind, gently, gently jerky flicks, until the tongue and teeth lightly bite, blending and touching.
I am ignorant and vaguely aware that in this life, meeting each other is destined to turn my dreams upside down and become delusional. At this moment, the eyes that have always been cold and depressed, let go of Ren Tumi, and the melted love between the two suddenly ignites. The taste in their hearts is extremely bitter... In the love and resentment, they have no way of knowing whether they have hidden a secret bitter medicine, and they will never know what the taste is, so that they can remember the hurt and pain in the future?Is it, is it? ...
Man comes from love and desire, and from worry comes fear.If you are separated from love, why worry and fear?But for mortals, everything is in vain, no matter who is a traitor, no matter who is the son of the sun, the heart and mind are moving, and there is no way to stop.
After a brief contact with the ingredients, the effect of the medicine came on violently. After covering it for a moment, Qianye couldn't bear it anymore, and immediately pushed away the sky, coughing.
Chang Kong let go of his embrace, and looked at him with a reddish complexion somewhat restrainedly, and his eyes, which were always indifferent, couldn't help fluctuating.
This sudden move is not the first time, but every time I get used to this strange intimacy in confusion.This absurd feeling made him linger in emptiness and possession, between advancing and retreating, but he could only be bound by this person's figure, heavy, and he could not let go of each other's parting and owe...
He once thought that he didn't want to have any more, and he didn't want to owe any more, but how could he wish?After all, this person has done a lot for him. If time can't make him forget the person he should forget, then what's the point of losing time?
The fluttering veil fluttered with the wind, making the sight hazy.He got up and closed the window, but he couldn't hide the moonlight, which, like a layer of snow, was falling, suddenly illuminating each other's shortcomings, winding and winding silently, covering the floor of white satin.He lowered his eyes, and turned to face those clear eyes again. As his eyes shifted, he quietly, quietly...
The author has something to say: 1. This chapter is a good match, Orz
2. Some of the dialogues between the sky and the sky are not alone are from Nietzsche's Tagore poems
☆、Chapter [-]: Beacon Cloud in the Capital of Heaven
The haze came out of Xiuxiu from a long distance, wrapping around the mountain peaks.Due to the towering terrain, there are still frosts on the lush bamboo leaves, white mist drifts past, and occasionally a few drops of emerald green dew will drip.
On the top of the mountain, there are two silhouettes facing each other with swords, one dark purple and one reddish brown, they are Chiba Legend and Wan Gu Chang Kong who was ordered to practice with him.The reason was that Chiba couldn't stay idle after a few days of recuperation, but it was just a matter of moving his muscles and bones.
Strange to say, Legend of Qianye is talented and intelligent, and it doesn't take too much effort to do anything, whether it's with Changkong or Suzhen, it doesn't take much effort to fight a few swords or combine a few moves.
Bamboo leaves rustled suddenly, another sword qi pierced through the air sharply, and the sky swung the sword to block it. In the response, he felt a new idea, and his mind was flexible, and he returned the color; With a flick of the sword body, it changed to a horizontal cut, covering the opponent's upper body in a posture of picking up stars and plundering the moon. Changkong seemed to be unable to withstand the attack, and the sword body spit out like an eagle soaring. In an instant, the sword ends touched each other, The two pushed each other's palms, turned over and let go of the rest of their strength, unexpectedly Qianye staggered back a few steps suddenly, something strange happened.
"Son of the Sun!" Accident happened suddenly, I don't know if someone was hurt, Zhang Kong immediately retracted the sword, stepped forward to help him up, only to see cold sweat dripping from Chiba's forehead, wiping off the blood, but said it was okay, returned the sword into the sheath, He got up by himself, looking thoughtful.
At this moment, a figure came from afar, but it was Yin Jue.
Seeing the interaction between the two, Yin Jue had a clue in his mind, and said to Chiba Legend: "I have bad news to report, do you want to hear it?"
"What is it?"
"Luo Hou is not dead, I am about to summon you for a meeting tonight."
"!" Hearing this, Changkong looked surprised, only saying that the news was too sudden, but Yinjue's self-contained expression actually brought him into the mood of watching a drama.
The three faced each other, but Chiba's expression was the calmest.
"Sure enough, it's not a good thing." I knew there was a problem just now, but Luo Hou didn't take his life. There was a lot of room for thinking in this moment of crisis. Thinking of this, Qianye was thinking about the countermeasures in his heart. Suddenly came another gentle voice, approaching from far away: "The noble high priest said that the Son of the Sun is here, so Su Mou came to bother him, please Haihan."
"Su Zhenzhen?" Chiba felt her head ache even more when she heard the familiar voice, "It must be all right for you to come, can I see you off?"
Hearing this, Su Zhenzhen couldn't help showing a hurt expression, "Yeah, come if you have something to do, and go if you have nothing to do. Don't you think the friendship is weak?"
"Our friendship is not so good. What's the matter with you?"
Seeing that Qianye seemed to be fine, Su really put forward with confidence: "It's about the twin bodies of Buddhism. Although Su had set up a formation to restrain their evil power earlier, the twin bodies are not easy to be with. I'm afraid today When the situation weakens, they will break through the confinement and break out of the deer park."
"Hey, Su Zhenzhen, I'm afraid you're going to be disappointed this time." Having suffered the last time, Chiba Chuanqi didn't want to get involved in the muddy water, shaking his head again and again: "This time it's not because I don't want to, but because Luo Hou wants To rob people with you, this battle, you can do it yourself."
"Yeah, don't even think about doing this, Su Mou will never give up if he doesn't move to rescue soldiers this time." Su Zhenzhen behaved this time, threatening pros and cons: "The purpose of the Buddha's dual body is to unite the four realms. If you allow the evil spirits to mess with the world, it will be difficult for you to be alone.”
What Su really said, how could he not know?Qianye secretly speculated in his heart, vaguely sketched the outline of the layout, and said calmly: "Luo Hou is not dead, he summoned me to go to Tiandu, I must go to his appointment tonight, there is no way to do it. Such a coincidence I'm afraid you have other plans, can you really not find anyone else?"
"If Su can really find someone, why come to the Japanese Blind in person?" Su Zhenzhen couldn't help sighing, "Although you have already offended Luo Hou, if you don't go this time, you may not even have a chance to stand up. It's a headache. !"
"Su Huanzhen, the latter sentence can be saved!" Chiba glared.
"Ha, just kidding, I believe you have the ability to understand
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