[Thunderbolt] By asking why the world came

He appointed the sword that cuts off the heaven and the earth, the son of the sun bestows on all people, that's all.

As long as he is within his grasp, nothing can be too embarrassing for him.

However, he never thought that the world is impermanent, and the blink of an eye is just a moment.

It rained heavily that night, he hugged his icy body, felt anger for the first time, his hands trembled faintly, unable to hide the fact that had happened.Before he could stand firmly by his side, he had already left him in a rainstorm.Come too fast, too fast...

It was only then that he discovered that he never wanted to let go of what he believed in, and he was obsessed with it, and even he himself still didn't know why.The Yixie who followed promised to return him a complete him.Yixie said that he was a creation of God, and the painstaking effort on his body could save the life that the man picked up, and the rest of his life would be fine.He agreed, just because he didn't know why he was unwilling, why he didn't give up...

Perhaps, he just wanted their shadows to overlap, and to be able to change ever-changingly under the sunlight.

It was hard for him to save him, so once there were other secrets in that figure, he would get rid of it for him without hesitation.Follow his back, cut off the fetters that he shouldn't have, and then give him—everything you think he should have, and silently arrange the path he should take carefully.

He always thought that as long as he grasped him more tightly, then he would be inseparable from himself, and maybe that kind of thing would never happen again.

It's just that no one told him that sometimes, the tentacles that recognize emotions are really wrong, but there is no turning back.

Until the day when he lost control, when he saw him pressing on him, with infinite pain and suffering on his face, Changkong angrily told him that he didn't need his arrangement, he didn't need his giving, he suddenly realized that, But I can't understand that, it turns out that people, apart from what they see in front of them, always have something that can't be filled in their hearts.

... It's like he prolongs his life for him, and he violates him. Even though the bodies are tightly intertwined, there is still a longing for some kind of filling in the bottom of my heart, but there will never be an intersection.

At the beginning, Yi Xie once told him that some people's feelings can only be given once in a lifetime, and if you give it to one person, you can't give it to others...

He finally understood a little bit, but he still didn't believe in evil. Could it be that the person's heart, or a glance, was so extravagant?

"It's enough for you to leave me alone." All he wanted was this simplicity.

Even if the other party gave him, it was always pale.

Suddenly a cloud drifted past in the sky, Qianye suddenly jumped out of his thoughts, raised his head, his clean and clear eyes reflected the skylight and cloud shadows in the sky, as if he understood something instantly.

Yes.That day was a cloudy and rainy day, and there were no shadows.He and him, empty, nothing...

No, no more.

However, now he can't do without, because he is still the Son of the Sun.The son of the sun should give hope to the people.

Legend of Qianye suddenly had an impulse to stand up. He still had a lot of things to do, so he could only plan and realize them step by step. Him, give him a chance?

With such a thought, he really exerted his strength, moved the wheelchair, leaned very close to the tree trunk, while leaning on the handrail, gritted his teeth again and again to prop up his body, and then supported the tree trunk, slowly, bit by bit. , moving up slowly, the cheeks dripping with cold sweat, dripping the soil, challenging the limits of the body again and again, but the feet have no strength to use at all. The bone marrow fell back heavily in an instant.Chiba panted heavily, staring blankly at the shadow of herself and the wheelchair on the ground, feeling so annoyed and unconvinced.

According to the recovery situation, it has been delayed for too long. Even if the feet can heal, the root cause of the disease will always be left behind.

what can he doTaking one step, counting one step, at this moment, he had exhausted all the tricks in his mind, but he ended up with a trace of emptiness.

With sporadic memories of the Jue tree, he pushed the wheelchair away from the tree, but his eyes no longer looked at the lush flowers and shade in the garden. He just lowered his head and stared at the shadow on the ground, the overlapping shadow of himself and the wheelchair, cold deserted.

Even if there is no sky and no people around him, at least... he can still have the shadow of a wheelchair to accompany him.

The sound of "the reel, the reel" sounded, and there was still the sound of the wind blowing in his ears. He told himself that he was not lonely, not lonely...

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It never occurred to him that he would return to the market to prepare, but he had to.

Sending away Ye Shi Bingquan who came to visit suddenly, Qianye Legend did not leave the pavilion, but played a long flute in his hand.

Just now, Shi Bingquan asked him if he would play another song, but he replied that he was not interested.When the people left, he became interested again.He likes to play according to his heart, the sound of the flute follows the inadvertent start, the tune is strange and elegant, unrestrained and unrestrained, wandering thousands of miles, until it changes to the Shang tone for a while, Qianye can't help but stop the tune suddenly.

He suddenly thought of a person, the first outsider he met after he was born, and also the first person who understood his music, named Beichuang Fulong.However, the person is no longer there.I remember that when he went, he restored the land of China and fulfilled his wish. Although he had regrets, he did not regret it.

not regret. ... He, Legend of Chiba, has always looked down on the crowd, but he also admires Fulong.

Suddenly, Wu Panshou, who had been summoned by him earlier, entered the room and said, "The Eternal Sky Man is not outside."

Not outside?Where did it go?Since returning to Jijing, he has been puzzled by Changkong's thoughts.Qianye Legend waved his hands away from the approaching person, his heart was a little empty, his fingers caressed the hole of the flute as if wandering, and gesticulated the tune, the purple flute was played by no one, naturally there was no music coming out.

The same is true of many things. Even if everything is ready, nothing is in vain without the most important part.

At this moment, the clouds and light fluttered in the sky, reflecting the Youtan sculpture on the flute vividly, and even making the white fingertips almost transparent.Qianye Chuanqi was stunned, raised his hand and looked at his terribly white fingertips, feeling somewhat clear.

That was the result of the collapse of the aura, and sometimes he never imagined the extent to which his primordial spirit was injured.

When people come into this world, life is inherently long or short, the key lies in whether it is worth it or not, and for whom to bet.

So he gambled for no one but himself, or for the sun-blind people.

Everything must have cause and effect.With the success of a series of strategies at that time, in Jijing, he finally gradually gained a firm foothold, and no longer had any doubts about being afraid. More importantly, he met and kept the person he wanted to keep.

They finally met for real, but unexpectedly, Chang Kong resisted his decision endlessly.On the battlefield where they reunited, while stunned, he pushed him away fiercely, with the determination of Ning Bai to fight against himself.It was a battle with no chance of winning, and he naturally brought him back who was injured afterwards.I remember that night when it snowed heavily, he stood by his side, looking at his deeply intertwined palm prints, he waited all night without closing his eyes.

Maybe this kind of waiting is just because he likes the temperature of the palm, as if holding it, he can feel his existence so close to him.At least for that moment, he didn't have to bear any of this person's reactions.

Just like when Zhang Kong woke up, he questioned him, and the first thing he thought about in cooperating with Ye Shi Bingquan was to avenge his clansmen, or to stand firmly in the market first?

Chang Kong told him that he was dissatisfied with calculations and tired of being used.But he didn't understand, and couldn't agree with Changkong's idea.If not counting, how to save them?How can I get out of the sunless prison and avenge my people?

However, I, who has always been good at eloquence, has no room for explanation because of the success of the strategy.

This was the result he wanted. Now that they were saved, what else could he say?

With an unexplainable explanation, Chang Kong sighed back at him, and he stared blankly at the figure he had turned his back on again. All his thoughts and plans, behind that figure, were completely worthless and completely lost.

The Buddha said: "For example, if there are people, one is dedicated to remembering, and the other is dedicated to forgetting, such two people, if they meet but don't meet, or see but not see."

If there are two people, one is thinking about the other all the time; the other is not paying attention.Then even if you meet it, it’s the same as if you didn’t meet it; even if you see it on the other side, you will turn around and walk away like a stranger...

At that moment, he thought of this sentence leisurely, isn't it, that's it?

Later, when he returned to the dilapidated sun-blind people, the remaining people looked forward to him to solve the problem, and so did Changkong.He promised, and indeed sacrificed his aura, although he never told them how much damage to his life would be caused by doing so.

Since he has some, Changkong never cared, what else would other people care about him?

Thinking of this, Qianye just looked at the fingertip that revealed the strange shape indifferently, without worry or joy.He only needs to order himself and force himself to finish what he should do within the time limit, maybe one day they will understand that he can do anything for Son of the Sun, and Legend of Chiba can do anything, since he can serve the sun-blind people Bringing light can bring the sun-blind people a future where they can stand up again.

Between heaven and earth, he has nothing to gamble on, only he himself can be used as a bargaining chip, and he can gamble as much as he can.

Whether he wins or loses, he bears it himself.

In this way, maybe the people will not blame him, and the sky will not blame him.

Suddenly the breeze came, and the light and shadow like fine powder were depicting everything, bringing the fragrance and freshness of spring.Legend of Qianye looked out of the pavilion, as if he saw the yellow jujube tree in autumn again, their shadows overlapped together, he called his name, so pure, everything was to him, never moving or hurting. ...

He misses those days.

At that time, the shadow he thought might have the same meaning as the shadow in the sky.But now he has gradually understood that the sunshine in Changkong really has shadows.

Qianye Chuanqi gently closed his eyes, forgetting that it belonged to Hei Lian or the image of the blurred time.

It seems that on a certain day, that person was walking on the same road as him, and he turned his head to call him, wanting to see their shadows walking side by side, but the sky was gone. His back was at the end of the other end, and he started chasing and chasing, the world was overflowing with his calling, but he could never be found. Finally, he was tired, and staggered back to the yellow jue tree, only to look at it again. Seeing my own lonely shadow, deserted.

It turns out that no matter how hard you chase, you can't go back, you can't go back...

"Son of the Sun."

In the haze, someone called him in his ear, from the phantom of divine light, he turned his head suddenly, looked at the shape and shadow in front of him, like a misty dream, with waves in his eyes slightly rippling, thousands of thoughts, just want to turn into a call:

"The sky..."

The author has something to say: The time point of this article probably falls in the fourth part. It is suggested that if the whole story is finished and then look back at the outer chapter, there should be some different angles. The outer chapter reveals a lot of information

First of all, I wish you all a happy Mid-Autumn Festival~