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"What are you talking about?" Jian Zhan touched Yan Mei's face and said seriously, "Don't say these things in the future...Look, I brought you your favorite roses, do you like it?"

"I like it." Yan Mei carefully placed her hand on Jian Zhan's, and seeing the other's doting smile, her eyes became more radiant, "Zhan, I really didn't expect you would Remember."

"Every time I visit you in the future, I will give you roses. But I don't want to, I will come to the hospital to see you again." There was a trace of sadness on Jian Zhan's face, but he soon laughed again , "You must get better."

Xu Shishi looked at the tenderness of the two people there, and said that it was impossible not to respond.But he knew that all of this needs to be buried in his heart, so he always had a friendly smile on his face, looked at the two of them, and even said, "When I told him, he was in a hurry. Going to the ward instead of the flower shop, I thought it was something, it turned out to be to send you flowers."

Yan Mei lowered her head shyly when she heard this, she looked down at Jian Zhan, pursed her lips and chuckled, "I'm the one who troubled him."

"No trouble." Jian Zhan shook his head. He got up and found a clean bottle, inserted the roses in it, tidied the petals and put some water before continuing, "Sister, don't care about their opinions, you I live for myself, for my parents, and for me, so no matter what you look like, I will be your support. You have to remember that the only person in this world who will never leave you is me, except for your parents. "

Yan Mei was slightly taken aback, she turned her face sideways, her voice trembling, "Zhan..."

Xu Shishi looked at Yan Mei, that clean to pale face was smiling and strong.Although there was water in those bright eyes, they flowed for happiness.She is a very unfortunate woman, but the luckiest.Even if her legs are disabled, even if she suffers from a serious disease, there are still so many people who love and spoil her.

Xu Shishi retracted his eyes and looked at Jian Zhan, with some emotion in his eyes.What about him?When you say these words, is it true or false?

"You guys talk first, I'll go out first." Xu Shishi got up after speaking, and smiled slightly at Yan Mei, "Get better soon."

"Okay." Yan Mei and Xu Shishi were already close, so there was no estrangement. She watched Xu Shiji leave with a smile, and then turned her gaze to Jian Zhan, "How have you been recently? I haven't heard from you for a long time. Here's your news."

"Very good, everything is fine." Jian Zhan read it twice, "Don't worry, sister, I am not the little boy I used to be."

"Yeah, you've grown up so much. Do you still remember when you first came here? You were small, short, and fluttering, but you were still very scared at that time. When you saw me, you still avoided me..." Yan Mei recalled that time, with a gentle and pleasant smile on the corner of her mouth, "In just one glance, I have grown so big."

"It would be nice if I could bear all the pain for you."

"No need, Zhan, this is very good, I am already very satisfied." Yan Mei closed her eyes, looking a little tired.Jian Zhan knew that she was tired, so he held her hand and said in the most gentle tone, "Sister, rest well, I'll go first."

"Will you come to see me again?" Yan Mei grabbed Jian Zhan's wrist and asked nervously and expectantly.

"I will, wait for me." Jian Zhan leaned down and kissed Yan Mei's forehead. The breaths of the two were very close. Jian Zhan could feel Yan Mei's weak breathing. He closed his eyes, as if muttering He murmured, "Get better."

Jian Zhan opened his eyes, looked at Yan Mei who was nodding, then got up with a smile, and left slowly.He reluctantly closed the door. The moment the door closed, all the tenderness on his face faded away, and there was no warmth in his eyes.

From the corner of his eye, he caught sight of Xu Shishi who was standing leaning against the wall, and he slightly opened his lips, "Let's go."

"Where did you go?" Xu Shishi turned his back away from the wall, and his eyes chased Jian Zhan's shoulder, "This is not your clothes."

Jian Zhan was slightly taken aback. He glanced at his clothes, but he didn't expect Xu Shishi to find out.His throat was hoarse, "It's his."

The simple three words made Xu Shishi feel that the distance between himself and Jian Zhan had increased by several points.Yes, besides Gu Wei, who else could it be?Since his death that year, the clothes he saw Jian Zhan were either dark or formal.He no longer wears those indifferent clothes like gardenia flowers, no longer wears light-colored clothes like white clouds, and he will not let himself be easily exposed in front of others.

And all this, just because of the death of that man.

"En." Thousands of words gathered in my heart, but in the end, there was only such a one-word response.

Xu Shishi looked at Jian Zhan's flustered steps and his pretending to be calm, with a faint smile hanging on the corner of his mouth.But it doesn't matter, even if he still remembers the dead boy at this moment, Xu Shi can change everything.

The weather outside the hospital was sweltering, and even at night, it never subsided.Xu Shishi and Jian Zhan walked one after the other, without speaking to each other.It wasn't until he reached the parking garage that Xu Shishi said softly, "Zhan Zhan, I hope you can think about it carefully."

"What do you want me to think about?"

"You are very aware of the current situation. Your current safety is only based on the fact that you have not yet made a choice. You have to know that there is not so much time for you to choose." Xu Shishi looked at Jian Zhan sideways and continued, " Regardless of whether it is the Xu family or the Yan family, they all hope that you can join. Grandpa also hopes that you can go back, after all, you are with the Xu family, not the Yan family."

Jian Zhan listened quietly, today he was extraordinarily quiet, not irritable, not angry, not even arguing with Xu Shishi.He just turned his head and looked at Xu Shishi, looking at him with those penetrating and deep eyes.Xu Shishi looked into Jian Zhan's eyes, paused for a moment and continued, "You should know what I mean. No matter how you avoid it, one day you will have to make a choice. At that time, I'm afraid it's not your active choice, but It's passive."

"You want me to help the Xu family." Jian Zhan said coolly, "I understand that whether it is Yuan Xiaoshu or you, they will choose to use people related to them for their own interests. Compared with those who are useless or not worth much The chess piece, my value is much higher. Xu time, should I thank you for valuing me so much?"

"You are wrong, Zhan Zhan." Xu Shishi put his hands on Jian Zhan's shoulders, and murmured in a low voice with his lips in his ear, "If you always want to use this word and live with this word forever, then you You will find that you will never see the light of the outside world. I never deny the word use, but I also hope that you can understand that there is a difference between use and a puppet.”

Jian Zhan understood what Xu Shishi meant.He knew that if he chose the Xu family, then the Xu family would provide him with shelter. To put it mildly, it was called protecting one's own people. To put it bluntly, it was to use him as a pawn to defeat the Yan family. The same is true for the Yan family.As long as a decision is made, what awaits him will be an endless struggle.

"Xu Shishi, in the final analysis, this is just a matter of your Xu family and Yan family, what does it have to do with me?" Jian Zhan was not fooled by Xu Shishi, and he was so calm at the moment, "Don't forget, my surname is Jane It's not with you."

"Of course I won't forget, but what I will never forget is that I met you in the backyard when I was a child." Xu Shishi said this in a very soft voice, like a gust of breeze blowing over you with a slight coolness earlobe, sending the sound to your ears.

Even though Jian Zhan was calm, he was also stunned by Xu Shishi's words at that moment.Xu Shishi looked at Jian Zhan who was in a daze, and knew that his original goal had been achieved.As he said, Jian Zhan's final choice will only be him.

He is not really gentle towards Yan Mei, at this point, the Yan family has already failed.Because the Xu family is not only Jian Zhan's shelter, but also Jian Zhan's lifesaver.It was they who brought Jian Zhan to this world, and he took Jian Zhan to see the scenery with his own hands.No matter how much he hates himself, he will forgive himself one day.

"I'll think about it." Jian Zhan rubbed his brows, "Don't tell me these things, you said I still have time, if the Yan family wants to make small moves, let them come! I, Jian Zhan, will not be afraid of them." Speaking of this, Jian Zhan looked at the back door of the hospital not far away, and said softly, "But you guessed wrong about one thing. In terms of affection, Yan Mei is no less than you."

Xu Shishi looked at the back of the tall man who raised his slender legs and walked forward chicly, with a warm smile on his lips.

After that day, Xu Shishi did not come to Jian Zhan, and Jian Zhan was naturally happy.Although there is no contact, Jian Zhan has not lost any news about these two families.What made him feel strange was that Yan Cheng, who was obviously the head of the Yan family, hadn't shown up recently. Instead, Yuan Xiaoshu took care of the Yan family's affairs for him.Although this is plausible, but when you think about it carefully, you feel that there are quite a few strange things.

But at this moment, there is not much time for Jian Zhan to think, because Zheng Ming's friend's wedding has already started in a hurry.Speaking of Qiao Ran, Jian Zhan was a little dumbfounded. After all, ordinary couples are anxious and excited to get married, but when he went to see her try on a dress that day, he found that this woman was bluffing to a certain level.

At that time, he also suddenly understood why Zheng Ming would look disgusted when he mentioned this woman's name.If it were him, he would also despise it...

But no matter what, she is still a bride after all, so these few days, he accompanied Zheng Ming to do things together, sometimes when tired, the two of them would lie on the ground, looking at the stars outside the window, and their mood would be much more relaxed.

That night, after Zheng Ming and Jian Zhan had settled everything, they let out a long sigh of relief.Jian Zhan was lying on the sofa, his eyes were blue, and Zheng Ming was sitting beside him, looking at his appearance, with a slight smile at the corner of his mouth, as if he was mocking him.

Jian Zhan was a little upset, he called Zheng Ming to come closer, and Zheng Ming obediently leaned over.Just as he leaned over, Jian Zhan suddenly pulled him into his arms.

Lips to lips, Jian Zhan opened his eyes and looked at Zheng Ming. After a long time, he licked Zheng Ming's soft lips and smiled with Zheng Ming.

The night was thick, but the moonlight pulled out a gap and shone on the bodies of the two embracing each other.

Beautiful and taboo.

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